Chapter 1

well guys this is my first ff so i really dont no how good i m

i m writhin this partially on my own imagination n partially on the vents in this show

some new characters n some old

hope u enjoy my version of kyunki saas... as my ehsaas

 

This is a simple story of love, relations, about people who are special in our lives, about things we feel n about choices we make, choices that make or break our lives, and decisions that either ruin us or make us a better person, a better human being.

Ehsaas as the name itself means emotions, emotions – the thing we all experience, u & I everyday, every minute, every second of our lives in fact even before our birth.

It is said that when a would – be mother feels happy her child also experiences its mother's emotions n therefore we try to keep a would – be mom as happy as possible thinking that now more than one person is to be looked after.

Now let me take you into the story of few such lives, the lives of shweta & karan.

Karan was a happy – go - lucky person to everyone for he knew how to live life to the fullest. He was an ace at everything. He was brilliant as a student in his studies, an all rounder who was not only confined to his studies in college but would actively participate in the extra- curricular activities & also sports as the captain of his college football team , a person who will be there when you need him or ask him for his help . That was karan for everyone a true friend, a brilliant student, an amazing athlete & over all a winner.

However, that was karan only on the surface for the person who worked hard N partied harder was someone else when he stepped in the realms of his home. He was a loner , the guy who couldn't breath peacefully outside was suffocated each day when he went home for the noise N crowds that gave him company as he stepped outside his home deserted him once in his own so called home. Silence that would literally drive anyone crazy, broken only by screams, screams that karan has heard ever since his childhood, ever since he can remember, ever since he has gained consciousness. Screams of his mother in a lonely house that made him feel all the more lonelier in the gloomy nights he was stayed awake, awake in the hospital , awake to see his mother tied up to the hospital bed where she could be treated were doctors  could relax her by giving her an anesthesia to calm her down .

Karan had heard his mother mandira scream, seen her cry almost everyday of her life as much as he remembers. Screaming N crying for her love karan's father mihir, the man she had loved more than anything the man who had become her world after he was dead to the world n lost about his own world.

Mihir had been admitted to a hospital by some locals who saw him covered in a pool of blood as they were passing by a jungle.

The ill-fated experience took everything away from mihir even without him knowing it n had given mandira a fate she never thought she would have.

A successful doctor who ran her own hospital, mandira was the younger daughter of Mr. n Mrs. S. P. Kapadia , her elder brother anupam  was a successful businessman who had to grow early in life owing to the sudden death of their father .

He was not only a brother to mandira but also a father – figure to her as he never let mandira miss their dad, who passed away due to cancer very early in life when mandira was young.

Her personal tragedy that made her fatherless at a very young age had motivated mandira to become a doctor , she thought she will not let her fate be anyone else's fate to, she will try n do whatever she can so that she can help others fight the fate she suffered.

By the time mandira had grown up n become a doctor the cure for the dreadful blood-cancer her father suffered was found ,  to keep the promise she had made to herself mandira started a charitable hospital in her late father's memory that was funded by kapadia industries , unknown to the fate that was in stored for her.

And if this was karan then there was shweta, karan's closest friend – his best friend who just lived across the street in far away Australia.

Shweta was the only daughter of Mr. n Mrs. Malhotra. Just like karan, she was a pro at everything in her life outside her home N had lost her battle in the realms of her home. if it was silence that drove karan crazy as he stepped  in his home than it was the noise that drove shweta mad as she entered home, the noise of her parents screaming at each other, fighting & hurling abuses at each other .two people who were once in love today cant even stand each other.

Shweta' parents had sloped n gotten married to each other, While working as a manager for shweta' maternal grandfather, randhir, shweta' dad had befriended suhasini her mother. Unknown to her father suhasini N randhir had fallen in love with each other but what was love for suhasini was only greed for randhir, he had trapped suhasini in his love only to acquire her father's huge ancestral property.

When suhasini' dad found out about randhir going around with his daughter he immediately fired him but suhasini who had fallen blindly in love with randhir refused her father ' wishes N on the day when her father had arranged her marriage she eloped with randhir only to appear before her father n her prospective in-laws as a married bride however.

Her father couldn't bear what he has just seen n broke off all ties with his daughter, however when suhasini gave birth to shweta he couldn't resist himself from being drawn towards his own blood n choose to forgive his daughter n accepted her n his son- in – law . Soon almost six months after shweta' birth her grandpa expired. Randhir   took this opportunity in his stride n wound up his father – in- laws business n shifted base to Australia.

However randhir soon incurred losses in his new business unaware of the foreign methods n policies of business , he wanted to shift base to India again however suhasini refused to return to India all the money that randhir had blown up in 3 years was what 3 generations of her family had worked hard for.

She didn't want to get humiliated again in her homeland n hometown in front of her relatives due to not only the losses randhir had incurred but also as she had realized his  true colors , the truth about randhir to which she was blind in her love was now her life' gruesome reality. She had realized that her father was right when he was against her love with randhir but by then it was too late.

For now she was not alone she had a responsibility in shweta' form whom she could not dessert.

The man she had once loved n choose over her father was now the father of her own child but no longer the man she loved or desired to be with however couldn't leave.

The man whom she loved blindly had even lost respect in her eyes n her heart, his drinking, gambling & habits of fighting with everyone had taken a toll on their lives.

Each N everyday shweta had witnessed the fights between her parents as she grew up only to live a life she had but not lived.

Her only moments of happiness n laughter were when she was with karan. For it was in those moments that she could truly be herself with a guy who was not only her closest friend n confidante but just like her tired of his fate n life from within his heart.

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