Chapter 24
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Hello guys…
How are you all…chaliye main phir wapas aagayi apne fanfic dil se dil thak ka next part lekar… first of all I'am really very sorry kii I have not posted story for such a long time now… woh darasal my college has opened after the chuttiyaan and because it has reopened after a month of holidays we have been given loads of work…issi wajah se main apni story continue nahii kar paayi…aur ek aur baat guys kal maine almost poori story likh li thi lekin phir mera computer pagal ho gaya aur woh word document hii gayab hogaya.. mujhko apne computer pe tho bada ghussa aa raha hai.. it has really irritated me to the maximum.. but ab kyunke I know the file cannot be retrieved so I have decided to write the whole part again.. sorry agar koi mistakes hui tho as I'am typing it in jaldi-jaldi....& once again I'am sorry for the delay…. Isse pehle kii main kahani aage badaoon zara dekhthe hai kii recap mein kya hua tha…
RECAP:- tho pichle part mein humne yeh dekha kii khushi correct time pe aakar raj aur Tanya kii shaddi ko rokh lethi hai..phir a big argument between raj & khushi.. uske baad khushi Tanya kii khoob bezzatthi karthi hai…tanya leaves.. kamal kii entry hothi hai….
uske baad khushi ek bhi mouka nahii chodthi raj ko tang karne ka..woh raj aur Tanya ke eent ka jawaab pathar se dena deekh chuki thi… khushi raj ke naak mein dum-dum kar rahii thi… aur in sab baton ke chalthe hue khushi aur raj ke beech thodi romance bhi chal rahii hothi hai…tho yeh hua tha pichle part mein ab dekhthe hai agge kya hotha hai….
DIL SE DIL THAK—PART 23!!!
Raj apne saare kaam khatam karkar… thakkar bed pe aakar bait jaatha hai… he just lies backward… & heaves a sigh of relief… ab suddenly raj kii nazar table par padi hui side clock par jaathi hai… raj suddenly realizes kii khushi ne joh usse time diya tha nhasthe pe aane ke liye he is late for it… woh foran hadbadi se utkar bait jaatha hai & says:- marr gaya main… ab khushi mujhko chodegi nahii… usne tho kaha tha kii agar main agle aadhe ghante mein neeche nhastha karne nahii aaya tho mujhe nhastha nahii milega… ab kya karoon main..aur jahaan thak main jaantha hoon khushi wohii karthi hai joh kehthi hai… ab main kya karoon… bhook tho mujhe bohat lagi hai… lekin agar ab main neeche gaya tho khushi mujhe baatein sunayegi… aur main woh sunna nahii chahtha… Bhagwaan yeh aapne mujhe kahaan phasa diya….. jitna main khushi se durr jaane kii koshish kartha hoon utna hii uske kareeb jaatha hoon…koi mujh jaisa bewakoof hii hoga joh uske saare nakhre utta sake…[raj sees up & talks to God & says] Bhagwaan jii aapko koi aur nahii mili kya mere palle baand ne ko ek khushi hii mili thi kya… joh aaj kal ek number kii hitler ban gayi hai….[raj yahii sab baatein sochtha rehtha hai kii ab woh kya kare , kaise kare..…inhi soch mein woh duba hua hotha hai jab suddenly usse kuch strike hotha hai.. & then he thinks..] lekin khushi aisa kuch kyun karegi… woh bas mere ghar mein ek mehmaan hai…yeh mera ghar hai aur khushi yahaan tab thak hai jab thak humara rishtha un kaghazo pe bana hua hai…aur bas ek baar main divorce ke liye apply kar doon tho phir un chand kaghazo mein bhi humara rishtha toot jayega… aur us baat ko hone mein abhi bas kuch din baaki hai…aur khushi mujh par hukhm nahii chala sakthi.. woh shayad bhool gayi hai kii is ghar se uska rishtha meri wajah se hai… aur ab tho humara woh rishtha bhii nahi raha… hum dono ek hii ghar mein rehthe hai lekin do ajnabiyo kii tarah… aur mujhe khushi se yeh baat clear kar deni hogi kii mera aur uska koi bhii rishtha nahii hai..aur khushi ka koi hakh nahii bantha kii woh mujh par roub jamaya… mujhe usse abhi issi waqt batana hoga kii woh joh kar rahii hai woh mujhe bilkul pasand nahii.. agar ab nahii kahoonga tho khushi mujhe chaine se jeene nahii degi… I just have to make myself clear to her that I don't like her interference & presence in my life…[raj yeh sab sochkar bed se uth jaatha hai & then makes up his mind kii exactly usse khushi se kya kehna hai phir starts walking to the door…] raj darwaaze ke bahar jaane waala hotha hai..jab usse koi peeche se awaaz detha hai…it was raj's good soul…
Good soul:- rajj…
Raj turns around & sees back & asks:- kaun ho tum….
Good soul:- main tumhare dil kii awaaz hoon..woh dil kii awaaz jisse tum apne andar hii daba rahe ho… main tumhare hii andar kii aatma hoon…
Raj:- yahaan kyun aaye ho..kya chahthe ho….
Good soul:- main tumse yeh kehne aaya hoon kii tum kyun apne dil kii baat ko nazar andaaz kar rahe ho.. kyun har pal ek maut marr rahe ho… na khud chaine se jee rahe ho na mujhe chaine se jeene de rahe ho….
Raj:- nahii…
Good soul:- kya nahii raj.. kya tum apne dil kii awaaz ko unsuna nahii kar rahe ho.. bolo..
Raj:- main aisa kuch nahii kar raha hoon…
Good soul:- tum kar rahe ho aisa…
Raj:-{irritated} achcha tum joh keh rahe ho main kar raha hoon..mujhe yeh bhi bata do kii main aisa kis baat ko lekar kar raha hoon…
Good soul:-{sighs & says} khushi ke saath…
Raj ko bohat achche se samaj aatha hai kii what is his soul trying to convey lekin woh is baat ko sweekaarna nahii chahtha tha aur issi liye he says:- main kuch samja nahii..
Good soul:- tumhe meri baat samaj mein nahii aa rahii hai..ya phir tum samajna kar bhi usse samaj na nahii chahthe..yeh bat meri samaj mein nahii aa rahii hai…
Raj:- kehne ka matlab kya hai tumhara….
Good soul:- kehne ka matlab yeh hai kii..[after a pause continues] nahii kuch nahii…raj tum har baar apne dil kii baat na sunkar usse kuch alag karthe ho.. aur phir tadapthe bhi tum khiud ho… aakhir kyun tum khud ko takleef de rahe ho… kyun apna jeena mushkhil kar rahe ho…
Raj:- main aisa kuch bhi naii kar raha hoon…mujhe koi dard , koi takleef nahii hai…
Good soul:- raj tum yeh baat sabse chupa sakthe ho lekin main tumhare andar kii awaaz hoon.. main tumhara aks hoon.. aur ek aks se zyada ek insaan kii aur koi badi pehchaan nahii hothi…. Tum sabse apna dard chupa sakthe ho lekin mujhse nahii..main tumhare sabse zyada kareeb hoon..agar tumhe koi bohat kareeb se jaantha hai tho woh main hoon…agar koi tumhe sabse zyada samajtha hai tho woh hoon main..aur koi nahii.. issi liye suna tumne tum mujhse kabhi koi baat chupa hii nahii sakthe… tumhare dil kii har baat se waakif hoon main..tumhare dil aur dimaak ke beech chal rahii ranjish ka ehsaas mujhe hai…
Raj:- nahii tum nahii jaanthe mujhe..
Good soul:- jaantha hoon…
Raj:- nahiii….
Good soul:- maan jao tum.joh main keh raha hoon wahii sachchayi hai… kyun nahii maanthe tum…
Raj:- nahii..kabhi nahii..aisa nahii ho saktha…
Good soul:- kyun nahii ho saktha aisa..kyun??
Raj:- maine kaha na aisa kabhie nahii ho saktha…[raj starts getting angry..]
Good soul:- tum mujhe bas ek wajah batao kii aisa kyun nahii ho saktha….
Raj:- aisa is liye nahii ho saktha kyunke tum mere dil ke dhadkano ke sabse kareeb nahii ho… koi aur hai meri zindagi mein joh mujhko mujhse behtar samajthi hai.. ek aisa shaks jiske hone se mere dil dhadak tha hai , meri saansein chalthi hai…. ek aisa shaks joh mere kuch kehne se pehle hii mera har dard meri har takleef samaj saktha hai... woh shaks jiski meri zindagi mein sabse zyada emiyath hai.. mujhse bhii zyada emiyath us shaks kii meri zindagi mein hai.... woh shaks jiske hone se mujhe apni zindagi mein aur kissi kii zaroorat nahii hothi... ek aisa shaks jiske naa hone se meri poori duniyaan viraan lagne lagthi hai... woh ek shaks jiske hone se main hoon... agar woh hai tho main hoon agar woh nahii tho main bhii nahii.. yeh zindagi bemayine lagthi hai agar woh mere saath na ho..woh meri zindagi hai.. jiski wajah se meri saansein , meri dhadkan chalthi hai.. agar woh hai tho main hoon... agar woh nahii tho kuch bhi nahii... woh shaqs jiski emiyath meri zindagi mein sabse zyada hai woh aur koi nahii khushi haan..haan khushi hai woh shaqs joh mujhe khud se bhi zyada jaanthi hai... haan khushi hai woh shaqs jis se agar main chahoon bhi tho nafrat nahii kar paatha hoon... haan khushi hai woh shaqs joh mere dil ke sabse zyada kareeb hai..kyunke khushi mujh mein jeeti hai... meri har saans se khushi ka naam juda hua hai.. meri har dhadkan uska naam pukaar thi hai...
good soul:- khushi khushii khushi... jab dekho khushi kehthe rehthe ho tho phir kyun khud ko usse durr kar dena chahthe ho... har pal tumhari yaadon mein bas khushi ka khayal hotha hai chahe woh tumhare raamne ho ya nas ho....har waqt tumhare zubaan par joh naam rehtha hai woh khushi ka hotha hai tho phir kyun khud ko yeh saza de rahe ho.. kyun chahthe ho tum kii khushi tumhari zindagi se chali jaye... kya tum jee sakoge khushi ke bina... kuch waqt pehle thak jab khushi tumhare saath nahii thi tab tum yaad karo kii tum kis tarah jee rahe the... tum har pal sau maut marr rahe the... agar tum khushi ke saath apni durriyaan yun hi badathe rahoge tho woh din durr nahii jis din tum khud jeete jee marr jaoge.. ghut-ghut kar jee nahii paaoge tum....
raj:- nahii main khushi ke bina jee saktha hoon..[he then stops for a second & then continues] nahii...nahii jee saktha main khushi ke bina....
tab suddenly raj ke saamne uska evil soul aakar khada ho jaatha hai... aur kehtha hai:- raj tum yeh kaisi baatein kar rahe ho...tum kaise bhool sakthe ho khushi ne tumhare saath kya kiya hai... usne tumhe dhoka diya tumhe kahiin ka nahii choda... tumhare pyaar ko tokkar marr chali gayi woh khushi... aur tum aaj bhii khushi ka intezaar kar rahe ho... nahii raj yeh sahii nahii hai... yeh ghalat hai... sahi tho yeh hoga kii tum khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar phek do... phir tumhari zindagi jeene mein koi rukawat nahii hogi.. phek do khushi ko apni zindagi se baahar...
now the good soul intervents & says:- nahii raj tum aisa kuch matt karna… tum socho agar tumne khushi ko apni zindagi se bedhakal kar diya tho kya tum chaine se jee paaoge.. kya khushi kii kami tumhe khallegi nahii… kya tumhe khushi ka ehsaas har pal apne kareeb nahii hoga… nahii raj yeh ghalat hai… apni zindagi ko khud apne haatho barbaad matt karo…
the evil soul laughs sarcastically & says:- zindagi barbaad… raj tumhari zindagi tho ussi din barbaad ho gayi jis din tumne khushi se pyaar kiya…. Aur waise bhii ab rakha kya hai tumhari zindagi mein barbaad hone ke liye.. jitna barbaad hona tha woh tho tum ho hii chuke ho… tho ab kuch bachcha bhi nahii hai…
good soul:- raj aisa kuch bhii nahii hai agar tum is pal bhi chaahon na tho sab kuch theek ho saktha hai pehle kii tarah…
evil soul:- raj tum barbadi kii taraf apne kadam matt badao aur khushi ke taraf ka raastha tumhe barbaadi ke andhero mein dhakhel kar rakh dega..
good soul:- tumhe bas ek kadam agge badana hai aur sab kuch pehle jaisa ho jayega.. tumhe tumhari khushiyaan sirf khushi se mil sakthi hai..
evil soul:- us khushi ne sirf tumse tumhari khushiyaan cheeni hai raj mat karo us par yakeen.. matt jao uske kareeb…
good soul:- raj sach tho yahii hai kii chahe kuch bhii ho jaye lekin aaj bhi tumhara dil sirf khushi ke liye dhadak tha hai…
evil soul:- agar tumhara dil khushi ke liye dhadak tha tho is dil ko kuchal do… dil se sochna chod do…
good soul:- raj kya jab bhi khushi tumhare kareeb hothi hai tumhe yun nahii lagtha kii tum khushi ko hamesha apne baahon ke ghere mein samaye rakho… kya jab tum roz aankhein kholthe ho tho tumhari aankhein khushi ko nahii dhoondthi….kya har chehre mein tum khushi ko dekhthe nahii ho… kya khushi ke tumse itne durr hone ke bawaajood bhi tum uska ehsaas bhula paaye ho… kya tum kabhi khushi kii hassi bhula sakthe ho.. kya aaj bhi jab tum aankhein band karthe ho tho tumhe khushi ka chehra nazar nahii aatha… raj tum khushi se sabse zyada , khud se zyada mohabbat karthe ho.. tho phir kyun tum khushi aur apne darmiyaan kii yeh dooriyon ko badana chahthe ho… kyun raj.. yeh joh tum kar rahe ho woh naainsaafi hai… tumhare saath bhi aur khushi ke saath bhii.. kyun de rahe ho khud ko yeh saza raj… bas ek kadam ka fasla hai tumhare aur tumhari khushiyo ke beech kyun khud apne haatjo se yeh fasla aur durr kar rahe ho….
evil soul:- haan sahii kaha raj aur uske khushiyon ke beech bas ek kadam ka fasla hai.. aur yeh kadam hai khushi se durr jaane ka..raj tum khushi se durr jaane ke liye kadam agge badao aur phir tumhari zindagi khuyison se bhar jaayegi… khushi tumhare layak nahii hai raj…tum kabhie yeh mat bhoolna kii woh khushi thi joh tumhe beech raah mein chod kar gayi thi… woh khushi thi jisne tumhe akelapan aur tanhayiyon ke andhero mein dhakhel diya….
Raj keeps seeing both the good soul & the evil's soul's argument… aur raj ka ghussa bad raha hotha hai…
[ab the good soul & the evil soul stand opposite each other & start arguing…]
Good soul:- joh main keh raha hoon woh raj ko uski khushiyaan lotayega…
Evil soul:- nahii agar jaisa tum keh rahe ho rahe ho raj ne kiya tho uski zindagi barbaad ho jayegi.. uski zindagi mein joh chand khushiyaan hai who bhi usse chin jaayenge…
Good soul:- nahii aisa nahii hai.. khushi ke saath raj kii zindagi kabhie barbaad nahii hogi.. kyunke khushi raj ka pyaar hai… aur kabhie bhi pyaar ke saath jeene mein zindagi barbaad nahii hothi…
Evil soul:- maana maine kii khushi raj ka pyaar hai.. lekin khushi ka pyaar raj nahii hai.. khushi raj ko dhoka de rahii hai.. khushi ka raj ke liye pyaar bas ek nataak hai.. ek dhoka aur kuch nahii…
Good soul:- yeh bhi tho ho saktha hai kii raj aur khushi ke beech koi ghalatfaimi hui ho.. aur issi ghalatfaimi ke rehthe un dono kii zindagi is mukhaam par aagayi…
Evil soul:-[laughing] ghalatfaimi tab hothi hai jab baton ko sabit karne ka pukta saboot na mile lekin joh bhi saboot mile hai sab un mein bas khushi kii ghalthi saaf jhalak rahii hai… haan raj ko ek ghalatfaimi hui thi kii khushi usse pyaar karthi hai aur issi ghalatfaimi ke pahl woh aaj thak bhughat raha hai…
Good soul:- nahii joh bhi hua woh naseeb ka khel hai..naseeb kissi insaan ke haath mein nahii hotha hai… lekin jab zindagi mouka dethi hai tho us mouke ko haath se gawana nahii chahiye.. kyunke naseeb aise mouke bankar baar-baar dastak nahii dethi.. aur raj tumhe bas ek kadam agge bada kar khushi ko apna na hai.. uske baad tumhari zindagi mein khushiyaan hii khushiyaan hongi…
Evil soul:- raj agar tum khushi ko apnaoge tho iska matlab yeh hoga kii tum khushi ke bachche ko bhi apna loge.. aur raj tumhe kabhie bhool nahii chahiye kii woh bachcha khushi ke dhoke ka roop hai..
Good soul:- raj kehna maan lo apna lo khushi ko…
Evil soul:- raj nikal do khushi ko apni zindagi se…
Good soul:- apna lo khushi ko..
Evil soul:- nikal do khushi ko…
Good soul:- apna lo..
Evil soul:- nikal do….
Good:- apna
Evil:- nikal…
[the good soul & the evil soul say it togrther…]
raj joh tabse yeh sab baatein sun raha hotha hai atlast loses his patience , he keeps a hand on his ears shuts his eyes tightly & shouts:- bas..bas..bassssssssss……
raj after a minute opens his eyes & sees kii uske saamne koi bhii nahii hai.. woh agge badtha hai to the place where he saw them… lekin he does not find anything.. phir raj ko samaj aatha hai kii yeh bas uske andar ke dil aur dimaak ke awaaz thi aur kuch nahii.. it was just his illusion… ab raj apne dil par haath rakhtha hai aur kehtha hai:- jab mere naseeb mein mera pyaar ka saath likha hii nahii tho kyun hua mujhe pyaar… kyun… main apni zindagi mein kabhie pyaar jaisi baaton par yakeen nahii rakhtha tha… lekin mujhe pyaar hua… aur jab pyaar hua tho mera dil toot gaya.. agar mera dil tootna hii tha , agar mujhe pyaar se apna vishwaas khona hii tha tho kyun hua mere dil ko is pyaar ke ehsaas par vishwaas.. kyun hua mujhe pyaar… kyunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn… [raj take a vase which was placed at the near-by table & throws it on the dressing table mirror with great force & shouts again] kyunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn… raj keeps staring at the shattered pieces of the mirror aur apna image us mein dekhtha hai… raj ke aankhon mei bohat zyada ghussa tha… ghusse se zyada raj ke chehre par uska dard saaf dikh raha tha…. Raj's face showed that he was helpless aur woh karna chahe bhi tho kuch nahii kar saktha tha…. Raj bends down & takes a piece of glass in his hands & keeps seeing his image in the small piece of glass & says in a singing style:- sheesha ho ya dil ho aakhir toot jaatha hai..[raj yeh kehkar woh glass ke piece ko wapas neeche daal ne waala hotha hai jan woh kaanch ka tukda raj ko chub jaatha hai…]
raj:- aahhh…[then he smiles sarcastically & says] tho tumne bhi mujhe chot pohancha hii dii… saying this raj drops the the glass piece… aur us glass se joh cut uske haath mein hua woh dekh raha hotha hai.. all the time he has a sarcastic look on the face…
[and all those guys joh yah baat soch rahe hai kii why was there a necessity of this scene well this scene was to just show kii rah ke dilo-dimaak ke beech kitni zyada confusion aur ranjish chal rahii hai….]
ab khushi joh kaanch ke tootne ke awaaz se bhaagthi hui upar aathi hai sees raj in that condition & feels miserable… khushi kamre ke andar aathi aur raj se poochthi hai:- raj kya hua…
raj khushi ko dekhtha hai aur kuch nahii boltha… he just keeps looking at the wound on his hand & then at khushi….
Khushi dekhthi hai kii neeche zameen par poore kaanch ke toote hue tukde bikhre hue hothe hai…
Khushi:- yeh kaanch kaise toota…. Kya hua…
Raj:- kaanch ko tootne ka mann kiya aur toot gaya…
Khushi:- raj kya matlab hua tumhara kaanch ka mann kiya aur woh toot gaya… aisa kabhi hotha hai bhala…
Raj:- haan hotha hai na kuch log tho bina koi baat ke logon ke dil thodne mein bhi nahii chookthe tho phir yeh kaamch ka tho kabhi bhi mann ban saktha hai na tootne ke liye… raj says this taana maarthe hue…
Khushi ko raj kii yeh baat bohat buri lagthi hai.. the pain is evident in her eyes but raj ignores it… tabhi khushi sees raj kii chot on his hand & says:- raj tumhe tho chot lag gayi hai.. tum jaldi se isse wash kar lo main ispe marham lagathi hoon…[khushi holds raj's hand in her hands..]
Raj pulls his hand back & then says:- khushi joh log chot dethe hai na unke mooh se marham lagane kii baat achchi nahii lagthi… aur waise bhii yeh zakhm joh mere haath mein hai woh tho jaldi bhar hii jaayega lekin us zakhm ka kya khushi joh tumne mujhe diye hai… tumhare diye hue zakhm tho hamesha rahega na nasoor bankar… tho mujhe tumhari madat kii koi zaroorat nahii..
Raj kii yeh saari baatein sunkar khushi ka dil baita jaa raha hotha hai..jaise-taise karke khushi khud ko rokh lethi hai from crying warna uska haal tho aisa tha kii kissi bhi pal uske aankhon se aasoo beh jaathe… khushi keeps a straight face without any emotion par phir bhi khushi ke chehre par dard hotha hai.. raj is pretty well aware of this fact kii uski kahii hui baatein are hurting khushi par he makes no attempt to reduce her hurt… bas raj giving khushi a angry stare , then goes to the shelf take the first-aid kit air phir kamre se baahar chala jaatha hai..
Yahaan chod jaatha hai ek shattered khushi ko jiska dil hamesha kii tarah raj ne dhukhaya tha… khushi ke aankhon se aasoo behne lagthe hai khushi unko rokhne kii koshish bhii nahii karti.. she just let's the tears to flow down her eyes aur woh door kii taraf dekh rahii hothi hai jahaan se raj gaya tha.. khushi ke dil mein yeh umeed thi kii shayad kabhie raj jis darwaaze se gaya hai kabhi tho zindagi mein ussi modh par aakar usse apni baahon mein le lega aur duniyaan kii saari musibatton se bacha lega.. khushi smiles at her umeed & then thinks:- raj tum kab samjoge mujhe…kab yeh baat jaan paaoge ki mera dil aaj bhi sirf aur sirf tumhare liye dhadak tha hai.. kab samjoge tum kii tum mujhe jis raah par tanha chod kar gaye the main aaj bhii ussi raah par hoon… jab se tum meri zindagi se gaye ho meri zindagi thum si gayi hai… kab samjoge tum raj kii khushi aaj bhi tumhari woh pehle waali khushi hai tho tumhare liye hii jeeti aur tumhare liye hii marrthi… raj ab zindagi mein ek hii chah hai kii tum waqt rehthe sambhal jao aur mujhe samaj jao.. warna kahiin dair na ho jaye…. Khushi inhi sab khayalo mein hothi hai jab suddenly she hears raj shouting… khushi comes out of her thoughts… and sunthi hai kii raj usko pukaar raha hai… khushi foran apne aasoo pohanch lethi hai & says:- kuch bhii ho jaye main umeed
nahii khone waali… mera pyaar itna kamzor nahii hai kii koi bhi usse aakar cheen
kar le jaye… ab dekhna main Tanya ka kya haal karthi hoon… woh us pal ko khosegi jis pal usne yeh tay kiya kii woh mere aur raj ke beech aaye….
Raj who was in the hall was getting impatient kyunke khushi was not coming down so woh ek baar phir cheektha hai:- khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……
Khushi in the room has a smile on her face & says:- it's show time khushi…chalo….
Ab khushi neeche jaa rahii hothi hai she is getting down the stairs… raj is facing the opposite side of the stairs , tho usko maloom nahii tha kii khushi is on the stairs tho ab raj phir se cheektha hai:- khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiii…. Khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii… .
Khushi peeche se kehthi hai:- cheek kyun rahe ho tumhare peeche hii tho khadi hoon… khushi gets down the stairs aur apna ek haath se apna kaan band karke rakhthi hai… aur raj se kehthi hai:- kya baat kyun cheek rahe the… saari duniyaan kii khushi ko bulane ka irada hai kya… agar tumhara aisa koi irada hai tho mujhse kehna main loud-speaker laake dethi hoon tumko tum beech seher mein jaakar aise cheek na tab is duniyaan kii saari khushi na sahii lekin haan Shimla kii saari ladkiyaan jinka naam khushi hai woh
Zaroor aajaayengi..
Raj:- shut-up will you…
Khushi:- [with loads of attitude] dekho raj main yahaan sirf is liye aayi thi kyunke tum cheek-cheek kar mera naam pukaar rahe the… warna mujhe koi shouk nahii hai tumhare mooh lagne ko…
Raj:- khushi mind your language..
Khushi:- raj you know what mujhe lagtha hai tumhe koi hakh nahi hai ki tum mujhe bolo kii mujhko kya karna chahiye aur kya nahii.. mujhe mjoh lagtha hai main woh boloongi.. meri marzi…aur tum mujhe rokh bhii nahii sakthe samjhe tum… ab agar tumhe yun hii bekaar kii baatein karni hai ho tho main yahaan se chali…
[khushi wahaan se chalne lagthi hai..jab raj peeche se kehtha hai..]
Raj:- khushi shayad tum bhool rahii ho kii is ghar mein tum bas ek mehmaan ho… tum tab thak yahaan ho jab thak humara divorce finalize nahii ho jaatha….aur is ghar mein kitna bolna hai aur kya bolna hai uski pabandi hothi hai… har koi tumhare jaisa besharam nahii hotha hai na…aur waise dekha jaye tho tum joh chahe kar bhii sakthi ho… kyunke tum is ghar kii sadasya ho hii nahii.. tho pesh aao jaise aana hai..waise raho jaise tumhe rehna hai…lekin haan ek baat yaad rakhna jis din humara rishtha un kaghazo mein bhi toot gaya na us din main khud tumhe is ghar se bahar phek doonga… aur haan khushi ek baar aisa ho jaye tho phir tum kabhi mudhkar is ghar kii taraf na dekhna… warna tumhare liye achcha nahii hoga..
Khushi composes herself & very quietly says:- raj my sweet hubby..[she goes & pinches raj's cheeks & raj gets irritated….] lagtha hai tum ek baat bhool gaye ho kii ab thak humara rishtha un kaghazon mein toota nahii hai..aur humara rishtha tab thak nahii tootega jab thak hum dono apne consent se divorce lena chahe… haan maana maine kii tum mujhse divorce lena chahthe ho.. tum un chand kaghazo par apne sign karke mujhse chutkaara paana chahthe ho lekin raj main aisa bilkul nahii chahthi… tumse kisne keh diya kii main tumhe divorce dene waali hoon..agar tumne yeh maan liya kii main tumhe divorce de rahii hoon tho theek hai tumhare sapne mein aakar main taalak ke papers par sign kar doongi sirf tumhari khushi ke liye.. lekin asal zindagi mein main sign nahi karne waali… aur haan raj tum kya keh rahe the is ghar mein kuch kayade kanoon hai… kya bol rahe ho raj… main bhi issi ghar ka hii hissa hoon raj… main is ghar ke rules ko bakhoobi jaanti hoon aur apni maryada main reh sakthi hoon..tumhe mujhe kuch batane kii zaroorat nahii..aur haan main is ghar mein mehmaan nahii hoon…kyunke main s ghar mein tumhari biwi ke naate rehthi hoon..aur tum maano ya phir na maano main tumhari hii biwi rahoongi…tho raj tum hii bolo main is ghar kii mehmaan kaise hui.. tum is ghar ke bete ho aur main is ghar ke bete kii biwi… tho main tho mehmaan ho hii nahii sakthi na raj..it's a simple logic….
Raj:-[disgusted] whatever..to hell with it…. You know what khushi jab se tum meri zindagi mein aayi ho my life has become a living hell.. meri zindagi kii sabse badii ghalthi yahii hai kii mujhe tumse pyaar hua aur maine tumse shaddi kii.. jab se tumse meri shaddi hui hai har pal marr raha hoon main….you have made my life hell…
Khushi kuch nahii kehthi bas muskurathi hai… raj wanted khushi to fire-back at him taaki woh khushi ko aur thodi baatein sunaye..lekin yahaan kashish bilkul ulta behave karthi hai aur bas muskurathi hai…
Raj:- ab tum muskura kyun rahii ho..tumhari is muskurahat ka kya matlab hai..[he asks in a irritated tone..]
Khushi:- raj main sochthi thi kii tum samajdaar ho lekin har baar tum meri yeh soch ko ghalat saabit karthe ho aur khud mujhe apne bewakoof hone ka saboot dethe ho…
Raj:- nonsense…
Khushi:- raj this is not nonsense..this makes complete sense….
Raj keeps staring at khushi while khushi continues:- raj agar tum samajdaar hothe tho meri muskurahat ka matlab samaj jaathe… lekin nahii tum tho samaj hii nahii rahe ho… tho iska matlab yahii hui na ki tum apni samajdaari kho chuke ho… waise mera yeh kehne ka hakh tho nahii bantha lekin phir bhi main tumhe bataoongi tum apni samajdaari ussi din kho chuke the jis din tumne Tanya ko apni girlfriend banaya… aur phir tumhari samajdaari kitni zyada kum hogayi hai iska saboot mujhe us din mila jis din tumne mujhse kaha kii tum Tanya se shaddi kar rahe ho… sachchi raj.. kya tumhe aur koi bhii nahii mili..jaa jaake Tanya hii mili thi..waah raj..sachchi…tumhare choice ki tho main dhaat dethi hoon… very good choice… tumhare liye bilkul perfect rahegi Tanya..[saying all this khushi keeps giggling..]
Raj:- hahaha… very smart….tum khud ko kya over-intelligent samajthi ho…[raj smirks..]
Khushi:- dekho raj main khud ko over-intelligent samajthi nahii hoon balki main hoo intelligent…aur raj tumhe tho acknowledge karna chahiye ki tumhari biwi itni zyada samajdaar hai… lekin tum tho ulta mujh hii par baras rahe ho.. maana raj maine kii tum utne samajdaar nahii o jitna main hoon lekin us baat ke liye tumhe yun upset rehne kii koi zaroorat nahii hai aur mujhse tumhe complex hone kii zaroorat bhii nahii hai.. it is absolutely alright raj..agar tum utne samajdaar nahii ho jitni main hoon tho koi baat nahii.. lekin haan tum meri samajdaari par nazar nahii lagana warna meri value kum ho jaayegi.. khushi yeh sab kehthe hur khoob hasne lagthi hai & raj is irritated big-time…usko samaj mein nahii aa raha tha kii woh khushi se aisa kya kare that hurts her deeply..
Ab khushi continues :- waise raj tumhe meri muskurat ka matlab samaj nahii aa rahi thi na..chalo koi baat nahii main samjha dethi hoon tumhe meri muskurahat ka matlab.. main apne muskurahat ke sahare tumse yeh kehne kii koshish kar rahii thi kii tumse shaddi karne ke baad meri bhii zindagi is no less then hell.. tum jab thak meri zindagi mein ho , meri zindagi hell hii rahegi.. your presence in my life makes my life hell… samjhe tumm..
Khushi yehh saari baatein kehthi rehthi hai and she is facing the opposite side to raj… jab khushi yeh saari baatein kehthi rehthi hai tho uski aankhon mein dard , uske chehre par shikan dikhtha hai..and she keeps telling all this facing the opposite side kyunke woh
Yeh katayi nahii chahthi thi kii raj yeh baat jaane kii woh us pal aakhir kya mehsoos kar rahii hothi hai..
Raj:-[asks ghusse se] agar tumhe yeh hii lagtha hai kii mere saath jeena is hell tho chali kyun nahii jaathi tum yahaan se..issi bahane mujhe bhii aur tumhe bhii is khit-phit bhari zindagi se chutkara tho mil hii jaayega na…
Khushi turns around with a fake smile on her face & says:- raj tumhe chodkar jaana tho main bhii chahthi hoon.. lekin jab bhi main sochthi hoon kii tumhe chodkar chale jaana chahe tab mera mood jawaab de jaatha hai.. tumhe chod kar jaane ka mann hii nahii kartha.. tumhe yun is tarah mere saamne bebas dekhne mein mujhe bada mazaa aatha hai..mere dil ko sukoon miltha hai.. ab khushi starts giggling aur raj ka paara chad raha hotha hai..
Raj:- khushi will you please stop laughing….[raj yells at her..]
Khushi very causually continues to giggle & then says:- raj tumhe is haal mein dekhna roz-roz thodi na naseeb hotha hai… tho issi liye thoda hasoongi tho bhi kya problem ho jayegi..
Raj:- uffffffff…….
Khushi:- ab tumhari baatein khatam ho gayi ho tho kya main jaa sakthi hoon… mere pass tumhari in faltu baaton ke liye time nahii hai..issi liye main tho chali… khushi wahaan se jaane lagthi hai jab raj usse peeche se bulatha hai…
Raj:- khushii…
Khushi turns around faces him & asks:- ab kya hai..kya chahiye tumko…
Raj in a lame chotta voice:- khushi mujhe bhook lagi hai…
Khushi:- achcha tho tumhe bhook lagi hai hai tho jao table par khana rakha hua hai wahaan tum joh chaho woh kha sakthe ho… raj looks at khushi with a surprise in his eyes , khushi understanding that says:- dekho raj agar tum yeh soch rahe ho kii main ek achchi patni kii tarah apne pyaare se pati-dev ko khana parosoongi… phir khud khane baitoongi.. agar tum aisa soch bhii rahe ho tho yeh tumhari bhool hai… main aisa kuch nahii karne waali hoon… aur waise bhii mujhe bohat bhook lagi thi issi liye maine khana kha liya… ab agar tumko bhook lagi hai , tumhe khana khana hai tho jao khud jaake lelo joh bhii khana hai…samjhe…
Raj dos not say anything in reply..he is just too irritated , too bugged to say anything.. he thinks that at this point of time it is rather better to keep quite then listen to all the taunts from khushi..
Raj goes to the table..jab kii yahaan khushi sits on the sofa & starts reading a magazine.. par khushi kii nazar bas raj pe hothi hai.magazine tho usne aise hii khol lar rakhi hui hothi hai….
Raj table ke pass jaatha hai he opens the dish-containers one-by-one… after seeing each dish raj ka ghussa aur bhii zyada badh raha hotha hai… he seems to be very angry…. Tabhi he shouts saying:- mommmmmmmmmmmm…. Kaakaaaaaaaaa…….. mommmmmmmmmmmmm..
Lekin koi jawaab nahii detha aur na koi aatha hai… raj ek baar phir bade zor se pukaar tha hai:- kakaaaaaaaaaaaa…maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
Ab khushi acts like she is getting disturbed raj ke chillane se aur woh raj ke pass aakar khadi hothi hai aur kehthi hai:- kya hai raj..tum tho mujhe chaine se magazine bhi padne nahii dethe…
Raj does not pay any heed to what khushi is saying aur woh phir cheektha hai:- maaaaaaa…
Khushi:- ghar par koi nahii hai..aur tumhare yun cheekne se bhi koi wapas nahii aane waala…[raj stares at khushi & khushi continues..] aur tumhare information ke liye main tumhe bata doon vasu aunty apne dosto se milne gayi hai….mumma aur ghar ke baaki sab log Mandir gaye hue hai..aaj Mandir mein koi badi puja hai..aur ghar ke saare naukhro ko aaj maine chutti de dii hai kyunke I felt even they need a break..
Khushi:- ab tum boloi tumhe unse kya kaam hai joh tum aise gala phaad-phaad kar chilla rahe ho…
Raj:- yeh sab kya hai khushi..[he asks pointing out at the table..]
Khushi:- ohhh..yeh..yeh tho mujhe khana lag raha hai.. anyways let me check… khushi each dish ke pass jaakar sees that there is some curry or some other item inside…. And then woh raj ke saamne khadi hokar kehthi hai:- raj yeh sach-much khana hii hai.. joh log khate hai…
Raj:- khushiii…yahaan pe ek bhii aisi cheez nahii hai joh main kha sakoon..
Khushi:- raj phir se wohii baat..i think something is really wrong with your eye-sight.. dekho raj yahaan yeh methi ke parathe hai , yeh karele kii curry aur aur phir yeh baigan ka saag bhi to hai..in mein se tum joh chaho kha sakthe ho..lekin tum phir wohii baat keh rahe ho…
Raj:-[holds khushi by her shoulders with force & says] khushi don't try & act smart with me..tum yeh baat bohat achchi tarah se jaanthi ho kii in sab mein ek bhi cheez mujhe pasand nahii hai… tho kya kaun main..
Khudhi comes out of raj's hold & says:- ohh…haan main tho bhool hii gayi tum in sab cheezon se kuch bhii nahii khathe lekin raj ab kar kya sakthe hai agar tumhe yeh sab khana hai tho khao you are most welcome..nahii tho phir tumhari marzi…
Raj:- meri marzi..my foot..
Khushi:-aur haan raj soch lo agar khana hai tho kha lo warna yeh bhii nahii milega khane ko..meri subah waali baat yaad hai na..woh tho main bas tum par taras kha kar tumhe khane ko keh rahii hoon..shukar karo iska..warna agar mera bas chaltha tho main tumhare liye yeh sab bana kar hii nahii rakhthi… tumhe tho mera ehsaan maan na chahiye ulta tum tho bhav kha rahe ho… you know what raj ek kahawat tum par bilkul fit baiti hai aur woh kahawat hai ulta chor khotwaal ko daante… yahaan tumhara case bhii kuch aisa hii hai….
Raj:- khushi bas ab bohat hogaya..enough is enough… [raj yells at khushi at the top of his voice..]
Lekin khushi pe tho raj ke chillane ka koi asar hi nahii padtha woh bade hii casual andaaz mein raj se kehthi hai:-raj kya tumhe yeh cheek ne kii beemari apni so-called girlfriend Tanya se mili hai..jab dekho tab cheekthe-chillathe rehthe ho..bas mouka dhoondthe rehthe ho cheekne ka.. waise raj agar tum aise hii cheekthe rahoge na tho I'am sure police waale tumhe bohat jald aakar arrest kar lenge…. Aur tab main bhi kuch kar nahii paaungi…
Raj looks at her with a question mark face , kyunke uske samaj mein tho kuch nahii aa raha hotha hai..
Ab khushi continues:- tumhe itna confused hone kii koi zaroorat nahii hai raj.. dekho main keh rahii thi kii police waale tumhe pakad kar le jaayenge kyunke agar tum aise hii chillathe rahe tho is area mein rehne waale saare log tum par case kar denge kii tum noise pollution create kar rahe ho.. aur phir socho raj bouji ke izzat ka kya hoga.. aur main bhi tab us waqt tumhari koi bhi madat nahii kar paaungi… [khushi apni hassi ko bohat hii mushkhil se rokh rahii hothi hai…aur agge kehthi hai..] tho bolo raj kya tum aise cheek-cheek kar jail kii sazaa bhughat na chahthe ho… nahii naa.tho agli baar jab baat karo tab awaaz neechi rakhna….lekin agar tum chahthe ho kii tum jail mein jao tho phir tum jitna chahe utna cheek sakthe ho kyunke tumhe jail mein inspector aur constable ko bulane ke liye tho cheekna hii padega na tho uski practice tum abhi se kar lo..
Raj:- damn…[raj kicks his leg hard on the ground..]
Khushi wahaan se jaane lagthi hai par she turns back & says:- raj main tumhe aakhri baar keh rahii hoon yahaan joh khana hai kha lo warna bhooke rahoge jab thak shaam mein mumma nahii aa jaathi.. aur phir tum agar chaho bhi tho kissi hotel se khana nahii mangwa sakthe ho kyunke tum tho jaanthe ho na do dino se hotel union kii strike chal rahii hai seher mein saare hotels bannd pade hue hai…
Raj looks at khushi.. lekin raj ke dimaak mein yeh sawaal ghoom raha tha kii ab woh kare tho aakhir kya kare..then raj ko ek idea aatha hai & he starts walking in the direction of the kitchen… he crosses khushi..jab khushi usse bade dheeme awaaz mein bulathi hai..
Khushi:- rajj..
Raj does not turn around but stops walking further… & keeps waiting for khushi to continue…
Khushi continues:- raj agar tumhe kitchen mein koi madat kii zaroorat ho tho…[she pauses for a second & continues..] tho mujhe poochne kii koi zaroorat nahii hai.. main tumhari koi bhii madat nahii karne waali hoon..[khushi says this with loads of attitude…]
Raj just sighs in anger and walks to the kitchen without bothering to answer khushi back…. Ab raj kitchen mein tay kartha hai kii woh apne liye omellette aur ek glass juice bana lega… raj pehle omellette ko pakne ke liye stove par rakh detha hai..phir woh doosri taraf turn karke juice banane lagtha hai… ab raj ko juice banana theek se nahii aa raha hotha hai tho most of the juice keeps spelling out aur is juice ke jhanjhat mein raj apne stove par rakhe hue omellette ke bare mein bilkul hii bhool jaatha hai.. aise hii pandrah minute beet jaathe hai jab raj ko kuch jalne kii smell aa rahii hothi hai par raj brushes off that by thinking kii may be us area mein kissi ke ghar mein unka khana jal raha ho… aur aisa soch kar raj again puts his full concentration on making of his juice..ab jaise-taise karke raj apne liye juice bana letha hai.. after making the juice raj takes a sip & taste it.. raj ko uska taste achcha lagtha hai.. he places the juice-glass on the counter aur pehle sochtha hai kii he will clean-up the area & then drink his juice.. ab yahaan doosri taraf woh omllette khoob jal jaatha hai… is baar the burnt smell coming is very strong….
Raj says is out aloud:- najaane woh kaunsa bewakoof hoga jis ne stove par apna khana jalne ke liye chod diya hoga…patah nahii agar logon ko kitchen ke kam aathe nahii hai tho woh log aise kaam karthe kyun hai…
Khushi joh darwaaze ke pass khadi hokar raj ko dekh rahii hothi hai kehthi hai:- raj[raj looks back at khushi..]kuch log jinko kitchen ka kaam nahii aatha woh log kitchen mein bas bhaav khane ke liye aathe hai… aur raj this is not at all fair tum khud ko bewakoof kaise keh sakthe ho..this is really not done raj..really not done…
Raj:- kyaa..maine khud ko kab bewakoof kaha…
Khushi:- are raj tum itni jaldi bhool gaye abhi-abhi tho tumne kaha na kii najaane woh
kaunsa bewakoof hoga jis ne stove par apna khana jalne ke liye chod diya hoga…
raj confused:- haan kaha tha tho…
khushi just looks at raj with a expression like tumhara kuch nahii ho saktha & then says:- thooooooooooooooooooooo…phir khushi agge kuch nahii kehthi bas aankhon se raj ko ishara karthi hai towards the stove… raj sees that aur ab usse strike hotha hai kii usne stove par omllette rakha hua hai… raj goes & foran switches off the stove.. aur phir raj us omllette ko examine kartha hai..it is very badly burnt..
yeh sab dekhkar khushi kehthi hai:- raj is jale hue omllette ko khane se behtar hai kii tum table par rakha hua woh khana kha lo..chup-chaap…
raj being very adamant says:- nahii mujhe uski koi zaroorat nahii hai.. main yahii omllette khaaunga..aur woh bhi tumhare saamne hii khaaunga…
khushi:- theek hai..khao shouk se khao…
Ab raj just to show khushi takes a piece of the omllette & has a bite… khate hii raj khans ne lagtha hai.. the omllette is a bit more burnt.. raj swallows the burnt piece in his mouth with great difficulty aur phir fridge se ek bottle paani pii letha hai… uske baad raj takes the bread packet , the butter packet & two eggs in his hand & starts walking back to the counter… while walking back to the counter raj slips aur uske haath se saari cheezein gir jaathi hai creating a total mess.. raj just bend down to pick up the things… jab khushi walks to him..raj sochtha hai kii shayad khushi is there to help.. lekin khushi walks past him.. goes to the counter jahaan juice ka glass rakha hua hai… khushi drinks a sip from it & then makes a bad expression face aur kehthi hai:-yeh tho bilkul bhii achcha nahii hai.. isse tho koi nahii pii paayega… yeh kehthe hue khushi wash-basin ke pass jaakar poora glaas of juice ko wash-basin mein invert kar dethi hai pouring down all the juice in the glass..
Raj gets shocked & asks:- khushi yeh tumne kya kiya mere juice ko kyun phek diya…
Khushi:- raj tumhe tho mera shukriyada karna chahiye… yeh juice bilkul bhii achcha nahii tha..poori tarah se bakwaas bana tha woh….issi liye main nahii chahthi thi kii tum woh juice peekar beemaar pado issi wajah se maine juice ko phek diya…
Raj looks at khushi and starts walking out of kitchen jab khushi kehthi hai:- raj tumhe jahaan jaana hai jao lekin pehle tum yeh sab saaf karo… kyunke kitchen kii aisi haalat tumne banayi hai tho tum hii isse theek karoge… apni zimedaariyaan nibhana seekh jao raj..tho tumhare liye aur tumse jude logon ke liye achcha hoga.. tho mujhe yeh kitchen bilkul waise hii chahiye jaise tumhare aane se pehle yeh thi..bilkul spick & span.. samjhe tum..uske baad tum jahaan jaana chahthe ho jaa sakthe ho..aur main tumhe tokhoongi nahii..
Raj:- khushi nahiin tum pagal tho nahii ho gayi ho na…
Khushi:- nahii raj main bilkul theek hoon.. lekin tum soch lo agar tumne yeh sab theek nahii kiya tho main bouji se keh doongi.. pehle tho bouji ko bohat bura lagega kii unka potha aisa kar raha hai..phir issi wajah se bouji tumse naraaz ho jaayenge.. aur tum tho jaanthe ho na raj agar ek baar bouji naraaz ho gaye tho unka mamana kitna mushkhil hai.. aur yeh jaanne ke baad mujhe yakeen hai kii tum bouji ko bilkul naraaz nahii karna chahoge na..tho issi liye tum apna kaam khatam karo aur uske baad joh marzi ho karo…
Raj surely understands what khushi is trying to say aur woh bilkul bhii nahii chahtha tha kii bouji usse kissi bhi keemat par naraaz ho.. he was of the opinion that kii abhi joh problems he has wahii kaafi hai… ab raj gets to work aur khushi wahaan se chali jaathi hai…kuch aadhe ghante baad raj comes in the hall apna saara kaam khatam karke he looks at khushi .gives her a angry glare & leaves the house..yahaan khushi just sees raj going & she sighs…
Ab zara dekhthe hai kii raj kahaan jaa raha hai… raj kissi ghar ke saamne rukhkar bell baja raha hotha hai..aur us ghar ka person was not coming to open the door…. Abhi raj ke dus minute continuously bell bajane ke baad ek person aakar door kholtha hai… that person is still in sleep…
That person even without looking at raj aadhe neend mein says:- dhood waale…maine kaha tha na tumse kii Sunday ke din tum shaam ko aao… lekin kabhi tum meri baat kyun nahii sunthe…
Ab raj looks at the person in surprise.. aur raj jab kuch nahii kehtha tho the person speaks-up again:- are ab chup kyun hogaye.. jawaab kyun nahii de rahe ho..[ asks in a irritated tone…]
Raj:- Tanya will you please shut-up..and tell me main kis angle se tumko dhood waala lagtha hoon…[he asks in ghussa..]
[tho yeh Tanya ka ghar hai jahaan raj aaya hai…aur Tanya aise keh rahii rahii hai kyunke she has dragged herself out of the bed badi mushkhil se.. aur ab bhi she is half-sleeping…]
Tanya raj ke awaaz ko sunthe hii squeezes her eyes & sees that raj uske saamne khada hai…
Ab Tanya asks:- raaajjj..tum yahaan…itni subah-subah kya kar rahe ho…
Raj looks at his watch then back at Tanya & says:- Tanya tumne time dekha hai dopehar ke ek bajne waale hai aur tum keh rahi ho itni subah-subah..
Tanya:- woh rajj…aaj Sunday hai na..thooo..thoo issiliye…[she says this hesitate karthe hue..] & sorry maine tumhe dhood waala samaj liya…
Raj makes a face & says:- whatever..
Tanya:- raj tum bahar kyun khade hue ho andar aao na..
Raj:- main andar tab aaunga jab tum mera raastha chodogi…
Tanya realizes kii she is blocking raj's way..Tanya moves aur phir raj Tanya ke ghar mein aajaatha hai…
Raj sits on the sofa aur Tanya yeh baat dekhthi haio kii raj ka mood bada kharab lag raha hai… ab Tanya raj ke pass jaakar baitthi hai… aur raj ke shoulder par apna haath rakh kar squeezes his sholder aur kehthi hai with a concerned expression on her face:- kya hua raj..itne pareshaan kyun lag rahe ho…
Raj kuch nahii kehtha he just sees tanya's hand which is on his shoulder them in a stern voice says:- Tanya apna haath mere khande se hatao…
Tanya makes a face like what's the big deal in it aur kehthi hjai:- ohh..common raj.. tum aise kyun keh rahe ho..
Raj:- maine kaha na Tanya apna haath mere khande se nikaal do… tanya still does not do it… tho raj just removes tanya's hand from his shoulder with a force.. aur isse Tanya ko jhatka lagtha hai.. aur woh darr jaathi hai… she thinks kii aise samay par raj se durr rehna hii behtar hai….
Ab raj says:- Tanya tum mujhse durr raho… baar-baar mere kareeb aane kii koshish matt karo…. Waise bhii main pehle hii bohat pareshaan hoon aur main aur zyada pareshaan nahii hona chahtha..tho tum apni harkaton par zara dhyaan rakhna… [raj says this very rudely..]
Tanya in a very low voice:- sorry raj… agli baar se dhyaan rakoongi… achcha ab batao kya hua joh tum itne pareshaan ho…
Raj:- khushi hai meri pareshaani…
Tanya:- khushi.. main kuch samjhi nahii.. khushi tumhare pareshaani kii wajah kaise ban sakthi hai aur waise bhii woh kal hii tho aayi thi wapas tumhare ghar mein… usne aisa kya kar diya kii tum itna pareshaan ho rahe ho…
Raj:- tumhe yeh poochna chahiye hai kii khushi ne kya nahii kiya..kal shaam jab se woh aayi hai usne mera jeena mushkhil kar diya… chaine kii saans nahii lene de rahii hai mujhko…har baat pe tokh rahii hai.. har baat par taunt kar rahii hai…aur upar se bouji ka naam lekar blackmail bhii karna shuru kar diya usne tho…
Tanya:- raj kya tum mujhe theek theek se bata sakthe ho kii khushi ne aakhir kiya kya hai… aur tum yeh peheliyaan bhujana band karo aur saaf-saaf batao mujhe.. agar tum aise kahoge tho mere samaj mein kuch nahii aayega kii khushi kya kar rahi hai , kaise kar rahi hai… ab bolo..
Raj sighs and says:- achcha suna batatha hoon… kal shaam jab se khushi aayi hai usne mujhe ek pal bhii chaine se rehne nahii diya… pehle usne________________________
_____________________________________…..raj tells Tanya what all khushi did.. aur yeh bhii kii woh kuch nahii kar paa raha hai… he tells her all the means khushi is using to taunt at him…lekin he does not tell Tanya about he & khushi being close to each other & their kiss…tanya raj kii yeh saari baatein dhyaan se sunn rahii hothi hai.. finally raj finishes cribbing about all the things happening to him…. And then says:- aur ab main aur bardhast nahii kar saktha us khushi ko… main chahtha hoon kii woh meri zindagi se chali jaye..phir woh chahe tho kuch bhii kare woh jaane aur uski kismat.. I just want her out of my life… main har din yun nahii jee saktha… main har pal khushi ke saath rehkar khushi ke dhoke ke aag mein jal nahii saktha… ab main bas kissi bhi tareeke se khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar nikaal na chahtha hoon aur main aaj yahaan is liye aaya hoon kyunke main yeh jaanna chahtha hoon kii kya tum is kaam mein tum meri madat karogi ya phir nahii..
Tanya:- raj kya tum joh keh rahe ho woh tum kar paoge….
Raj:- haan Tanya main khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar nikaalna chahtha hoon… main khushi ko dard dena chahtha hoon..main aisi cheezein karna chahtha hoon jisse khushi ko takleef ho , uske dil ko taiz pohanche… main chahtha hoon kii main khushi ko ehsaas dilaoon kii jab kissi ka dil toottha hai tho kaisa lagtha hai.. main usse woh dard dena chahtha hoon joh usne mujhe diye hai.. main khushi ka aanchal dard se bhar dena chahtha hoon..main uski zindagi mein usse uski saari khushiyaan cheenna chahtha hoon… main bas chahtha hoon kii khushi ka dard nasoor ban jaye aur hamesha uske dil mein chubbe zindagi bhar…main…
Before raj kuch kehtha Tanya usse cut karke kehthi hai:- raj mujhe nahii lagtha ki yeh mumkin hai..tumse yeh sab nahii hoga… tum aur khushi ko dard doge , aasoo doge aur takleef doge… bhool jao raj.. tum joh baat keh rahe ho na it is next to impossible aisa ho hii nahii saktha.. kyunke khushi ka dard tumhe dard detha hai , khushi ke aankhon se behthe hue aasoo uske dil se zyada tumhare dil ko cheerthe hai,khushi kii takleef tumhe bechaine kar dethi hai.. tum joh keh rahe ho waise tum kar hii nahii sakthe… kyunke aaj bhii tumhara dil sirf aur sirf khushi ke liye dhadhak tha hai.. khushi ne tumhe pyaar mein dhoka diya phir bhii tum sirf usse pyaar karthe ho raj.. raj khushi cheated you & moved on in life , lekin tum aaj thak kabhie agge hii nahii bad paaye.. tho bolo raj kya aisa sab hone ke bawajood bhi tum khushi se apne dard ka badla le paaoge , apne taklleef ki saza usse de paaoge… nahii naa… raj tumhare liye behtar yahii hoga kii tum apne raasthe jao aur mujhe apne raasthe chodo kyunke waise bhii tum joh keh rahe ho bas kehne kii baatein hai..tum aisa kuch bhii nahii karoge..
Raj [ghusse mein kehtha hai]:- nahii main aisa karoonga..kyunke ab bas meri zindagi mein ek hii maksat hai aur woh hai khushi ka such-chaine cheen lena… usse dard dene… aur iske main kuch bhii karoonga..bhale hii khushi ko dard dene se mujhe hii kyun na dard ko , taklleef ho par main phir bhiii aisa hii karoonga… ab tum mujhe bas yahii batao kii kya tum mera saath dogi ya phir nahii…
Tanya thinks:- raj tumhe aur khushi ko alag karna hii tho meri zindagi ka maksat hai.. aur main aisa mouka kaise gawa sakthi hoon… ab main tumhe aur khushi ko alag karke hii rahoongi.. either by hook or by crook.. aur raj ab agar tum mera saath na bhii do tho main kuch bhii karoongi aur tumhe aur khushi ko alag kar doongi.. tum dono ke beech itni nafrat ke beenj bo doongi kii tum dono ka jeena mushkhil ho jaayega… yeh mera khud se waada hai raj… yahiin sochthe-sochthe Tanya muskurane lagthi hai… raj sees her smiling & lost in her world tab woh kehtha hai:- Tanya kya hua muskura kyun rahii ho…
Tanya comes out of her thoughts & keeps fumbling of what to tell raj phir kehthi hai:- nahii raj kuch nahii main tho aise hii.. koi baat nahii hai…
Raj observes her fumbling aur kehtha hai:- Tanya tum theek tho ho na…
Tanya:- haan..haan main theek hoon.. mujhe kya hona hai…
Rajj:- nahii woh tum bina wajah ke muskura rahii thi aur phir tumhe tho patah hii hoga kii duniyaan waale bina baat ke muskuraane waale logon ko kya kehthe hai… lekin phir bhi main batatha hoon tumhe zamana un jaise logon ko kehthe hai… pagal ka naam dethe hai unhe joh bina baat ke muskurathe hai….. aur ab tum aise muskura rahii ho tho kahiin tum pagal tho nahii ho gayi ho…
Tanya:- raj will you please shut-up…
Raj:- nahii tanya mera yeh doubt bilkul genuine hai… dekho Tanya agar tumhe chahiye tho main apne dad ke friend ke saath tumhari meeting fix karwa saktha hoon… woh bohat bade psychatrist hasi tumhare ilaaz bhii chutkiyon mein kar denge… tho bolo Tanya karoon kya fix appointment.. waise unka naam hai…
Isse pehle kii raj kuch kehtha Tanya cuts him & says:- raj dekho agar tumhe is tarah kii bakwaas karni hai tho tum beshak yahaan se tashreef le jaa saktha ho.. dekho raj tum yeh baat kabhi matt bhoolana kii mujhe tumhari zaroorat nahii balki tumhe mere saath kii zaroorat hjai taaki tum khushi ko apne aap se durr kar sako… tho agar tumhe aise hii baatein karni hai tho tum yeh baat bhool hi jao kii main tumhara saath dene waali hoon…
Raj[in a irritated tone says..]:- fineee…. Ab tum mujhe bas yeh batao kii kya tum mera saath dogi….
Tanya:- [acts like thinking for a minute & then says] haan doongi main tumhara saath… ab raj apna haath aage badatha hai for a hand-shake , Tanya bhii apne haath milathi hai raj ke saath… ab raj kehtha hai :- it is a deal thenn….
Tanya:- deal…
Raj:- aur yeh deal , humara saath tab thak bana rahega Tanya jab thak khushi meri zindagi se baahar nahii ho jaathi… aur haan jis din khushi aur mere raasthe alag ho gaye ussi din tumhare aur mere raasthe bhi alag ho jaayenge..phir tum apni jaano aur main apni…bas…
Tanya thinks:- raj tum yeh baat bhool hii jao kii main tumhe chod doongi.. nahii raj main tumhe kabhi nahii chod doongi.. tumhe joh karna hai woh karo raj… lekin main khudko tumhare palle baand kar hii rahoongi..aur us khushi ko tho ab tumhare ghar se bahar phek hii doongi.. chahe phir tumhare dil se nikaal paaun ya nahii…
Raj calls Tanya & Tanya jerks out of the thoughts & asks:- kya hua..
Raj:- Tanya main tabse keh raha hoon mera haath chodo… lekin tum ho kii phir apne khayalo kii dhun mein kho gayi.. aur muskuraane bhii lag gayi..
Tanya then observes kii usne raj ka haath abhi choda nahii hotha hai.. woh foran raj ka haath chod dethi hai aur kehthi hai:- I'am..i'am…sorry…
Raj does not say anything aur phir after a pause says:- tho ab se humara plan of action yeh hoga kii hum khushi ko chot pohanchaye.. itna zyada dard de khushi ko kii woh
Khud meri zindagi se chali jaye..aur phir kabhi lout ke na aaye.. hum dono khushi ke saamne ek couple hone ka naatak karenge… aur yaad rakhna sirf naatak karenge….
Tanya:- haan haan raj you don't worry about thak… main sab kuch theek se sambhal loongi… lekin raj tumhare liye mere pass ek salha hai… aur woh yeh hai kii tum khushi se jitna durr reh sako durr raho… kyunke jahaan thak main khushi ko jaanthi hoon woh apne home waale bachche ka fayada utayegi aur tumhare kareeb aane kii koshish karegi… khushi ab issi koshish mein hai us apne khok mein pal rahe bachche ko woh tumhara naam de de… naajaane woh kiss ka bachcha tumhare palle baand ne kii koshish kar rahii hai… main yeh baat guarantee ke saath keh sakthi hoon kii khushi apne bachche ko dhal bana kar tumhe haasil karna chahegi… aur phir tum kuch nahii kar paaoge… aur waise bhii tumhare ghar ke log tumse zyada yakeen khushi pe karthe hai… tho tum joh bhii bologe sab sirf tumhe hii ghalat samjenge… tho bas raj tum ek baat ka khayal rakhna kii kabhi bhi tum khushi ke us hone waale bachche ke saath emotionally attach matt hona.. tum yeh baat kabhi matt bhool na kii woh bachche us dhoke kii nishani hai joh khushi ne tumko diye the… agar tum us bachche ke kareeb gaye tho phir tumhara kuch nahii ho saktha.. tumhari madat tab main tho kya khud tum bhii nahii kar sakthe… aur tum ek baby-sitter ban jaaoge us naaja…
Isse pehle kii Tanya woh word complete karti raj kehtha hai ghusse se:- Tanya tum us bachche ke is jhamele mein na hii kheencho tho behtar hoga… us bachche ka in sab baaton mein koi dosh nahii… tho agli baar se zabaan sambhal kar baat karna…
Tanya:-[with attitude] theek hai raj… lekin hai main tho bas tumhare achche ke liye hii keh rahii thi kii us bachche se lagaav mat lagao.. warna tumhe hii aage chalkar problem hogi.. agge joh karna hai woh tum karo..tumhari marzi hai.. tumhari zindagi hai jisse chaho lagaav rakho aur jisse chahe naatha thod do.. mujhe kya farkh padtha hai… [Tanya saying this shrugs her shoulders…]
Raj just does not say anything aur phir raj aur Tanya discuss kii unhe sab kya karna chahiye..how do they have to remove khushi from there lives… raj kii tho haalat kuch aisi thii kii uske samaj nahii aa rahii hothi hai kii woh kare tho kya kare.. ek pal usko aisa lagtha hai kii he should avenge khushi for her doings… & on the other side he feels kii joh woh kar raha hai woh ghalat hai.. ab bhi raj ke dilo-dimaak ke beech kii confusion jaari hothi hai…. kuch dhair baad raj aur Tanya kii yeh discussion khatam ho jaathi hai… aur ab thak raj kii bhook aur bhii badh gayi hothi hai… tho woh Tanya se kehtha hai:- Tanya tumhare ghar mein kuch khane ko milegi kya….
Tanya surprised at raj's question says:- raj kya matlab..tumhe bhook lagi hai kya….
Raj just nods hi head…
Tanya:- tho pehle batana chahiye tha na raj.. tum yahiin pe baito main dus minute mein tumhare liye kuch bana kar aathi hoon…
Raj:- okk..[yeh kehkar woh wahaan bait jaatha hai…] aur Tanya wahaan se kitchen ke andar chali jaathi hai…
ab dekhthe hii dekhthe ek ghante ka waqt beet jaatha hai… ab thak Tanya kitchen se baahar nahii nikli hui hoti hai..actually baat darasal yeh hothi hai kii Tanya ko cooking karna nahii aatha.. cooking karna tho chodo Tanya ko tho yeh bhii nahii patah hotha hai kii uske kitchen mein kaunsi cheez kahaan par hai… Tanya ne raj ke saamne khana banane ke liye haan kiya kyunke woh raj ko impress karna chahthi thi… lekin Tanya ko yeh nahii maloom tha kii woh khud apne pair par khulhadi maar rahi thi..and Tanya roz apne liye bhi khana nahii banathi… cook roz aakar khana bana dethi thi… lekin kyunke aaj Sunday hai tho cook late in the evening ko hii aathi hai issi liye Tanya abhi phas gayi..
ab raj gets vexed of waiting tho woh zor se kehtha hai:- Tanya kya mujhe kuch khaane ko aaj milega nahi tho mujhe kal thak ka intezaar karna padega..agar kal thak ka intezaar karna padega tho bol do main abhi ghar jaatha hoon aur phir kal subah wapas aajaatha hoon..[saying this he smirks sarcastically..]
tabhi Tanya comes out of the kitchen with bread & butter in his hand.. woh raj ke pass jaatji hai aur kehthi hai:- yeh lo raj khaas tumhare liye bread aur butter…
raj:- Tanya tumne pichle ek ghante se kya yeh banaya hai kitchen mein… waise main soch raha hoon kii is bread aur butter mein banane mein kya hai….
Tanya:- nahii raj.. woh darasalk mujhe kuch aur soojha hii nahii joh main bana sakoon.. issi liye itne dhair sochne ke baad main yeh bread aur butter le aayi tumhare liye….
Raj:- ufff… [raj yeh kehkar wahaan se chalne lagtha hai.. jab Tanya usse peeche se pukaarthi hai…]
Tanya:- raj..kahaan jaa rahe ho… main tumhare liye yeh bread aur butter lekar aayi itni mehnat se kuch kha tho lo..
Raj[sighs in a sarcastic manner & says]:- mehnat tho tumhari mujhe khoob dikh rahii hai..[raj says this seeing the bread & butter..] lekin joh log mere kareeb hothe hai woh
Jaanthe hai kii mujhe khane mein bread butter pasand nahii hai… main bohat hii selective aur choosy hoon mere khane ko lekar… aisi bohat kum cheezein hai joh main khatha hoon… khushi yeh baat bakhoobi jaanthi hai…[raj in the flow of talks woh aakhiri baat bhii bol detha hai.. even without realizing kii he is talking something related to khushi….]
Ab Tanya gives raj a sarcastic look & with a smile on her face woh raj se kehthi hai:- tum tho keh rahe the kii tum khushi se badla lena chahthe ho.. are badla lena tho chodo tumhare zubaan par tho har waqt ussi ka naam hotha hai.. jab dekho tab kehthe rehthe ho khushi , khushi , khushi… tum thakthe nahii ho kya raj yun khushi , khushi karne se… mere tho kaan pakh gaye hai…
Raj just looks at tanya woh pehle se hii samaj nahii paa raha tha kii kaise uske zubaan par khushi ka naam dubara aagaya..& his face clearly shows kii joh bhii comment tanya ne kiya woh usse bilkul pasand nahii aaya.. there is a hurt look in raj's eyes… aur raj tanya se kuch bhii kahe bagair wahaan se chala jaatha hai… aur yahaan tanya ko bada ghussa aathi hai.. she picks up a cushion from the sofa aur usse neeche patakthi hai screaming:- damnnn….to hell with you khushi…. To hell with you…
Yahaan Tanya ka yeh haal tha…ab zara hum apni nazar ghumakar dekhthe hai kii humari pyaari si khushi ka kya haal hai.. woh kya kar rahii hai… khushi garewal house mein apne aur raj ke kamre mein hothi hai… woh window ke pass khadi hokar baahar dekh rahii hothi hai.. kabhi woh aasmaan kii taraf dekhthi tho woh kabhi sunsan sadak kii taraf dekhthi.. ghar par abhi bhi khushi akeli hothi hai kyunke Mandir se sab logon ko bouji ke dost ke yahaan lunch par jaana hotha hai.. khushi is staring at the empty space & is lost in her own thoughts.. khushi starts thinking:- sorry raj…main jaanthi hoon main tumhare sath joh kar rahii hoon woh theek nahii hai..main yeh bhi jaanthi hoon kii joh bhii main kar rahii hoon usse tumhe takleef ho rahii hai… lekin mera yakeen maano raj main aaj joh bhii kar rahii hoon woh sirf issi liye taaki main humara aane waala kal sawaar sakoon.. raj main joh bhii kar rahii hoon main woh sab kuch bhi nahii karna chahthi.. phir bhii humare aana waale kal ke liye.. humare is hone waale bachche ke liye..humare saath ke liye joh main chahthi hoon kii zindagi bhar bana rahe.. issi liye kar rahii hoon raj main yeh sab.. main nahii chahthi kii agge chalkar kabhi bhi humari zindagi mein aisa waqt aaye jab jahaan hume yeh lage kii humari kismat ne humein azmaaya aur hum us imthahaan mein nakamiyaab hue… main kabhi humare is rishthe ko nakamiyaab hone hii nahii doongi raj.. [khushi turns back to the room , she sees raj ka smiling picture kept at the side-table…khushi goes to the side-table aur raj kii pic apne haath mein lethi hai aur raj kii phoyo se baat karne lagthi hai…] raj tum ho tho main hoon tum nahii tho main bhii nahii… is khushi kii khushiyaan sirf tumse hai raj.. raj main tumse aur apne aap se yeh waada karthi hoon ki humare har dukh , har dard , har takleef ka badla main us Tanya aur uske bhai piyush se lekar hii rahoongi.. main tumhe har haal mein paaungi raj.. chahe mujhe kitne bhi mushkhil raahon par hii kyun na chalna pade.. bhalle hii meri raah mein aaj ke angaray , sheeshe ke tukde hii kyun nahi bikher de meri kismath phir bhii main un par chaloongi.. kabhi haar nahii maanongi… agar tumhe wapas pane ke liye , tumhare pyaar kii bouchaar mujh par hone ke liye mujhe apni aakhhri sans kyun na ladna pade main ladoongi..[khushi touches raj's face & says..]aur haan raj mujhe yakeen hai kii sooner or later mujhe mera pyaar mil hii jayega….. yeh mera khud se wadaa hai raj main tumhe har mushkhil ka saamna karke cheen laaungi… [phir khushi ko aaj subah kii baat yaad aathi hai..the way she taunts raj..aur phir khushi ka jaan-bhooch kar raj ka napasand khana banana…the way she made him work..yeh saari baatein khushi ke zehen mein aathi hai.. aur khushi ke aankhon mein aasoo aa jaathe hai.. khushi ke aankhon se uska aasoo falls on raj's photo…khushi sees that aur phir kehthi hai..] sorry raj.. I never wanted to hurt you..lekin ab haalat hii kuch aise hai kii main kuch nahii kar paa rahii hoon… main joh bhii kar rahii hoon woh bas meri majboori hai… aur tum jaanthe ho raj aaj subah se maine aur humhare baby ne bhi kuch nahii khaya…[khushi feels her tummy & smiles…] tum jaanthe ho raj mujhe tumhe pane ka hosla humara yeh baby detha hai… yeh humare pyaar kii nishani kabhi mujhe haar maanne hii nahii detha.. jab bhi mujhe lagtha hai kii main har gayi hoon , mujh mein aur ladne kii himmat nahii hai.. tab mujhe andar se humari baby kii awaaz sunayi dethi hai jaise humara baby mujhse keh raha ho:- mumma aap itni jaldi harr nahii maan sakthi..meri mumma tho kabhi harr nahii sakthi.. aapko mere papa ko mere pass wapas laana hoga… aapko mere liye yeh karna hii hoga… aap karengi na mumma… aur phir raj mujh mein woh saara lost self-cofidence waapas aa jaatha hai.. aur main phir ladne ki himmat jutakar har baat ka saamna dhat kar karthi hoon… aur kyun nahii karoon aisa after all maine humare hone waale bachche se promise kiya hai kii main uske papa ko uske pass le aaungi…[khushi places raj's photo back on the side-table..& then apne dono haath ko apne tummy par rakh kar , apne tummy ko squeeze karthi hai…aur kehthi hai..] kyun hai na baby..& she smiles.. aur khushi ke aankhon mein nami bhii hothi hai….
Ab zara dekhthe hai kii humare raj mahashay kidhar bhatak rahe hai… raj apni gaadi mein baita hua hotha hai… he is sitting in the porch of garewal house.. uska mann nahii kar raha tha kii woh andar jaaye aur khushi ko face kare.. raj khud yeh nahii jaantha tha kii kya woh guilt hai ya phir ghussa jiske wajah se woh andar nahii jaa paa raha tha.. raj thinks:- kabhie meri zindagi mein ek khoobsurat sa waqt tha jab main office jaatha tha tho us pal ke liye taras tha , tha jis pal main ghar wapas aa sakoon aur apna waqt khushi ke saath bitha sakoon… lekin aaj wohii main hoon lekin haalat pehle jaise nahii hai.. pehla jaisa meri zindagi mein ab kuch bhi nahii hai.. pehle meri zindagi mein khushiyaan hua karthi thi lekin aaj zindagi ke is modh par meri zindagi mein sirf soonapan hai.. zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi..aisa main aksar suna kartha tha lekin kabhi is baat par dhyaan nahii diya..lekin aaj jab mujh par beethi hai tab mujhe patah chala hai kii log kyun aisa kehthe hai kii zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi.. mujhe tho lagtha hai kii khushiyan waqt kii moutaaj hothi hai..khushiyaan kissi ek kii dastak par hamesha ke liye nahii rukhthi bas darwaza par dastak dekar wahiin se lout jaathi hai.. aisa hii tho hua hai mere saath… irony of mt life khushi ke meri zindagi mein aane se pehle main ek aisa ladka tha joh kabhie pyaar par vishwaas nahii rakhtha tha , joh kabhi bhi doosro ke saamne sar nahii jhukhatha tha… mujhe jazbaat , emotions kii koi qadar nahii hothi thi… lekin phir khushi aayi meri zindagi mein… aur sab kuch badal gaya.. meri zindagi mein sab kuch pyaara lagne lagatha maine pyaar joh kar baita main khushi se , mohabbat joh hogayi thi mujhe… lekin phir zindagi ne apna rook badla aur mujhse mera pyaar cheen liya..aur saari duniyaan mujhe ek dhoka lagne lag gayi… mujhse mera pyaar tho chin gaya aur mera pyaar mujhse durr jaathe-jaathe meri duniyaan ko viraan kar gaya , mujhse meri khushiyaan cheen kar le gayi pal bhar mein yeh zindagi..sahii kehthe hai log zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi… aur is baat ka sabse bada example main khud hoon…[saying this raj laughs sarcastically.. lekin raj ke smile mein bhi uska dard chupa hua hotha hai.. woh dard joh woh sabke saamne kabhie nahii laatha..woh dard jisse raj chahtha hai kii woh usse apne andar hii maar de…kuch dhair ke pause ke baad raj phir se kehtha hai…] najaane kyun mujhe aisa lagtha hai kii is baar phir meri zindagi koi karwat legi aur phie meri zindagi ka rook badal jayega..kyun lagtha hai mujhe aisa kii aaj bhi mere aur khushi ka rishtha sudhar saktha hai..humara rishtha kabhi na kabhi tho us mukaam par wapas jaayega jahaan se mere aur khushi ke raasthe alag hue the…kyun mera dil aaj bhi maanne ko taiyaar hii nahii kii mere aur khushi ke beech sab kuch khatam ho chukka hai.. kyun mere dil mein aaj bhi kahiin na kahiin yeh umeed baaki hai kii agge chalkar kahiin tho mere aur khushi ke raasthe milenge… aur woh bhi hamesha ke liye.. jab main jaantha hoon kii aisa kuchh nahii hone waala hai..kabhi nahii hone waala hai.. tho phir kyun yeh umeed kii aas nahii toothi.. kyun mera dil aaj bhi sirf khushi se pyaar kartha hhai , kyun ussi ko chahtha hai… kyun mujhe khushi ka chehra bhand aankhon se bhii dikhayi dethi hai.. kyun mujhe khushi ka ehsaas har pal hotha hai.. kyun jab khushi mere saamne nahii hothi tho mujhe uski kami khhalthi hai..kyun..kyun..akhir kyun….[raj bangs his hand on the steering-wheel..aur phir leans back on the seat & closes his eyes…. Aur yahaan inside the house khushi is leaning back on the bed-rest… she is holding raj's photo in her hand & her eyes her closed…
[raj ke gaadi mein aur khushi ke kamre mein radio on hotha hai… & gaana bajne lagtha hai…]
Song:-
"Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage….
[raj opens his eyes & related himself to the song..& thinks about kaise uska sapna toot gaya…]
Koi rahe na jab apna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage..
Jag suna suna…
[khushi keeps thinking kii aaj jab usko raj kii sabse zyada zaroorat hai tho he is not there with her to support her..]
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai…
Jab yeh dil rota hai….
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein…
Jag suna lage…
[raj aur khushi dono ke aankhon se aasoo beh rahe hothe hai…]
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna…
JAg suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage reeeeeeeee…
Suna Lage Reee…
[khushi thinks about all the time jab raj uske itne kareeb hokar bhi durr ho jaatha hai.. she thinks about their differences..]
Roothi rothi sari raatein…
Fikhe fikhe sare din…
[khushi opens her eyes aur khud ko akela paathi hai.. she opens her eyes with a expectation that raj wahaan uske pass ho….]
Virani si Virani hai…
Tanhai si tanhai hai…
[raj looks at his room ka window & sees kii kya usse khushi kii ek jhalak mil sakthi hai..]
Aur ek hum hai pyaar ke bin…
Har Palchin…
[khushi raj ke photo ko kiss karthi hai.. aur uske aankhon se aasoo badi hii raftar se ghirne lagthi hai..]
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna….
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
[raj starts his car aur phir garewal house ke baahhar nikal jaatha.. he just keeps driving…]
Patharo ki is nagari mein…
Pathar chehre Pathar dil…
Phirta hai mara mara….
Kyun rahon mein tu awara…
[raj keeps driving aimlessly , usse khud yeh patahh nahii hotha hai kii usse kahaan jaana hai…]
Yahan na hoga Kuch hasil mere dil….
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
[raj thinks about the time jab usse khushi aur piyush ke tasveerein mili.. aur he also thinks back to the time how he was shattered..]
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage..
Koi rahe na jab apna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
[khushi lies back on the bed.. as she is too tired..and all her thoughts are flooded by raj…]
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai…
Jab yeh dil rota hai…
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein…
Jag suna lage…
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna….
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna…
[raj drive karthe waqt har kissi ke chehre mein khushi ke chehre ko dhhoond tha rehtha hai..]
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage reeeeeeeee…]
[khushi on one side has tears in her eyes & other side raj ke aankhon mein bhi nami hothi hai…..]
khushi opens her eyes sees raj's photo & then she talks to the photo & says:- nahii raj mere jeevan soona nahii hai.. jab thak tumhara pyaar mere saath hai main akeli ho hii nahii sakthi… aur mujhe yakeen hai raj tum kabhie bhi tanha chod kar nahi jaaoge…
khushi yeh kehkar muskurathi hai then she drifts away too sleep… yahaan raj keeps on going round & round the city….
Dekhthe hii dekhthe shaam ka waqt ho jaatha hai.. sab log ghar wapas aagaye hothe hai siwaye raj ke.. khushi bhi jaag gayi hothi hai after her nap..tabhi anjali , kripa aur bouji aakar usse force karke khana khila dethi hhai.. kyunke they see that table ke upar rakha hua khana waise hii hai untouched.. ab woh usse zabardasthi khilathe hhai.. aur khushi mana karthi rehthi hai…lekin bouji , anjali aur kripa uski ek nahhii sunthe… khhane ke baad bouji explains khushi something kii usse agge kya karna hai…[& guys bouji kya keh rahe hai khushi se woh aapko agge chalkar patahh chalega…& as of now even I cannot hear bouji kya keh rahe hai khushi se…]
Aise hii waqt bheet jaatha hai aur raat ka waqt ho jaatha hai..khushi pareshaan ho rahii hothi hai kii raj abhi thak wapas nahhii aaya… khushi tries to wait-up for raj but woh bed pe lete-lete hii so jaathi hai…. ab raj bohat dhair baad raat ke ek baje apne kamre mein aatha hai.. he sees that khushi is sleeping.. woh khushi ke pass jaatha hai aur uske chehhre par haath phertha hai..khushi groans in her sleep.. raj foran khushi se durr ho jaatha hai kyunke woh khushi ko disturb nahii karna chahtha… raj chhup-chaap bina awaaz kiye fresh hokar change kar letha hai.. aur phhir woh apne side of thhe bed par aakar lait jaatha hai… aur phir raj kuchh dhair khushi ko dekh raha hotha hai.. the days events gets on him & he feels tired aur woh ghehri neend mein so jaatha hai..
Agli subah khushi is the first one to get-up.. she heaves a sigh of relief jab woh dekhthi hai kii raj is sleeping by her… khushi sees the time & thinks kii woh late ho gayi.. she rushes into the washroom to get ready….khushi after sometime is ready.. she is wearing
A business suit.. of a reddish-golden shade.. she applies the necessary make-up & then takes her purse & leave out of the room..
This is the pic of what khushi is wearing:-
http://s173.photobucket.com/albums/w55/suri_sappi/?action=vi ew¤t=3_Piece_Ladies__Suit.jpg
raj is still sleeping in his deep slumber khushi kamre se bahhaar jaane se pehle gives a glance to raj & leaves.. khushi comes down eats her breakfast….& phir bouji aur veena se keh kar chali jaathi hai….
ab dopeher ka samay hotha hai.. raj breakfast table mein hotha hai.. time is 12 & raj is behaving very grumpy… kyunke he was not able to get-up at the right time & leave to the office.. raj darasal 11 ko uttha hai.. & he gets ready to go to the office.. raj ka saara mood bighad gaya knowing the fact that khushi ghar pe nahii hai.. aur koi usse bata bhii nahii raha tha kii khushi kaha par hai.. aur woh naahi kissi se poochne waala tha.. ab raj finishes his breakfast leaves to the office.. office mein aathe hii woh apne cabin mein jaatha hai…when raj enters his cabin woh dekhtha hai kii some person is sitting on his chair.. thhe chair is facing the other side…
ab raj joh pehle se hii ghusse mein aur hotha hhai aur bhi zyada ghussa ho jaatha hai aur kehtha hai:- excuse me..who the hell are you.. what are you doing in my cabin.. tumhe andar aane kisne diya…will you answer me.. aur shall I call the guards… still seeing no reaction from the person… raj shouts:- guardsssss…
thhe chair revolves & raj's mouth drops open seeing khushi in front of him in a business attire.. he is shocked to no limits..
raj in a no-nonsense tone says:- tum yahaan kya kar rahii ho…[raj says this thoda unchi awaaz mein..]
khushi:-[with a cool expression on her face says] raj awaaz dheemi rakho.. yaad rakho yeh tumhara ghar nahii balki office hai.. it is a public place you see.. aur tumhe apni izzat kii parwah ho ya na ho mujhe tho hai…issi liye cheeko matt.. aur ab raha sawaal tumhare question ka well iska jawaab yeh hai kii aaj se main yahaan ki boss hoon.. aaj se tumhari saare powers , yahaan thak kii tumhara post , tumhari kursi bhi aaj se meri hai…
raj:- what nonsense…
khushi:- shhhhhhhhhhh..raj..awaaz dheemi… aur yeh nonsense nahii this makes full sense lekin lagtha hai main joh keh rahii hoon woh tumhare samaj mein nahii aa raha hai.. theek hai tho main tumhe samjhathi hoon woh hua darasal yeh kii aaj se bouji ne tumhare saare zimedaariyon kii bhaag-dor mujhe de di hai.. ab se yeh mera cabin hai.. aur yeh meri kursi… aur tumhare post bhii mera hua..
raj:- aur yahaan mera cabin kaunsa hoga….[raj asks khushi with arrongance..]
khushi joh kii ek file mein dekh rahii hothi hai coolly answers:- well tumhara koi cabin tho nahii hoga.. par tumhari seat woh hai…[khushi points out at the side jahaan pe ek aur table rakhi hui hothi hai.. arranged…]
raj:-[crosses his arms & asks] jab tumne mujhe itna sab bata hii diya hai tho kya tum mujhe yeh bhii batana ka kasht karoge kii what exactly am'I supposed to do in that seat… what designation does that table hold…
khushi:- well raj you will be my assitant…
raj sheirks:- whattttttttttttt…
khushi:- yes raj you will assists me in the work.. the decision will be mine you can feel free to give your opinion & then it will depend on me whether I follow those or not.. because I'am the boss..[khushi says this with loads & loads of attitude & a smile on her face….]
raj ko khushi kii baatein sunkar jhatka lagtha hai.. us par dhamaake hothhe hai.. aur woh
kuch nahii kehtha bas khushi ko aankhein phaad-phaad kar ghoor raha hotha hai….
So guys here ends dil se dil thak part 23 finally.. guys sachchi sirf main hii jaanthi hoon the pain I underwent to write this whole part… I have taken almost one & a half day to type all this & finally I'am posting it now….. i had actually written more than half of the part on saturday... lekin sunday raat ko the part udd gaya....aur phir i retyped the whole story on sunday & monday.... aur ab jaakar yeh saara part khatam hua.....mere dil ko chaine mil raha hai as i'am posting the story... i'am really sorry for the dewlay i know aap sab log is part ka bohat time se wait kar rahe hai.. lekin mein kya karthi first i did not have type to type the story tho kabhi mera poora ka poora document hii udd gaya....
guys please do give your comments as all your comments gives me the encouragement to write better.. suggestions , compliment & criticism are always welcome.. & i'll try to improve my writing....
Preview for the next part:-
Raj is sitting in his cabin in the office… jab Tanya barges-in & says:- hiii rajj….
Suddenly Tanya shifts her gaze to the person sitting on raj's table....& she gets shocked to see khushi sitting there..…
tanya makes a wierd angry face...
while khushi looks at her & coolly says:- tumne tamees naam kii cheez nahii hai kya..... tanya is kind off shocked...
this is the preview for the next part... guys i know this scene should have happened in this part but this scene will come in the next part..sorryy..
ab yeh jaanne ke liye kii agge kya hotha hai..khushi aur kya kya karegi to make tanya & raj's life difficult..bouji & team agge kya plan karenge.. ab raj kya karega... kya tanya apne irado mein kamiyaab hogi ya phir khushi uska har irade ko thod kar rakh degi... kya khushi aur raj kareeb aayenge... kyua raj kabhi khushi ko samaj paayega... yeh aur kaayi aur sawaal joh aapke dimaak mein chal rahe hai un sab ke jawaabo ke liye wait kijiye dil se dil thak part 24 ka...
please do give your comments...me waiting...
take care...
byeeeee
love
Surya....
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How are you all…chaliye main phir wapas aagayi apne fanfic dil se dil thak ka next part lekar… first of all I'am really very sorry kii I have not posted story for such a long time now… woh darasal my college has opened after the chuttiyaan and because it has reopened after a month of holidays we have been given loads of work…issi wajah se main apni story continue nahii kar paayi…aur ek aur baat guys kal maine almost poori story likh li thi lekin phir mera computer pagal ho gaya aur woh word document hii gayab hogaya.. mujhko apne computer pe tho bada ghussa aa raha hai.. it has really irritated me to the maximum.. but ab kyunke I know the file cannot be retrieved so I have decided to write the whole part again.. sorry agar koi mistakes hui tho as I'am typing it in jaldi-jaldi....& once again I'am sorry for the delay…. Isse pehle kii main kahani aage badaoon zara dekhthe hai kii recap mein kya hua tha…
RECAP:- tho pichle part mein humne yeh dekha kii khushi correct time pe aakar raj aur Tanya kii shaddi ko rokh lethi hai..phir a big argument between raj & khushi.. uske baad khushi Tanya kii khoob bezzatthi karthi hai…tanya leaves.. kamal kii entry hothi hai….
uske baad khushi ek bhi mouka nahii chodthi raj ko tang karne ka..woh raj aur Tanya ke eent ka jawaab pathar se dena deekh chuki thi… khushi raj ke naak mein dum-dum kar rahii thi… aur in sab baton ke chalthe hue khushi aur raj ke beech thodi romance bhi chal rahii hothi hai…tho yeh hua tha pichle part mein ab dekhthe hai agge kya hotha hai….
DIL SE DIL THAK—PART 23!!!
Raj apne saare kaam khatam karkar… thakkar bed pe aakar bait jaatha hai… he just lies backward… & heaves a sigh of relief… ab suddenly raj kii nazar table par padi hui side clock par jaathi hai… raj suddenly realizes kii khushi ne joh usse time diya tha nhasthe pe aane ke liye he is late for it… woh foran hadbadi se utkar bait jaatha hai & says:- marr gaya main… ab khushi mujhko chodegi nahii… usne tho kaha tha kii agar main agle aadhe ghante mein neeche nhastha karne nahii aaya tho mujhe nhastha nahii milega… ab kya karoon main..aur jahaan thak main jaantha hoon khushi wohii karthi hai joh kehthi hai… ab main kya karoon… bhook tho mujhe bohat lagi hai… lekin agar ab main neeche gaya tho khushi mujhe baatein sunayegi… aur main woh sunna nahii chahtha… Bhagwaan yeh aapne mujhe kahaan phasa diya….. jitna main khushi se durr jaane kii koshish kartha hoon utna hii uske kareeb jaatha hoon…koi mujh jaisa bewakoof hii hoga joh uske saare nakhre utta sake…[raj sees up & talks to God & says] Bhagwaan jii aapko koi aur nahii mili kya mere palle baand ne ko ek khushi hii mili thi kya… joh aaj kal ek number kii hitler ban gayi hai….[raj yahii sab baatein sochtha rehtha hai kii ab woh kya kare , kaise kare..…inhi soch mein woh duba hua hotha hai jab suddenly usse kuch strike hotha hai.. & then he thinks..] lekin khushi aisa kuch kyun karegi… woh bas mere ghar mein ek mehmaan hai…yeh mera ghar hai aur khushi yahaan tab thak hai jab thak humara rishtha un kaghazo pe bana hua hai…aur bas ek baar main divorce ke liye apply kar doon tho phir un chand kaghazo mein bhi humara rishtha toot jayega… aur us baat ko hone mein abhi bas kuch din baaki hai…aur khushi mujh par hukhm nahii chala sakthi.. woh shayad bhool gayi hai kii is ghar se uska rishtha meri wajah se hai… aur ab tho humara woh rishtha bhii nahi raha… hum dono ek hii ghar mein rehthe hai lekin do ajnabiyo kii tarah… aur mujhe khushi se yeh baat clear kar deni hogi kii mera aur uska koi bhii rishtha nahii hai..aur khushi ka koi hakh nahii bantha kii woh mujh par roub jamaya… mujhe usse abhi issi waqt batana hoga kii woh joh kar rahii hai woh mujhe bilkul pasand nahii.. agar ab nahii kahoonga tho khushi mujhe chaine se jeene nahii degi… I just have to make myself clear to her that I don't like her interference & presence in my life…[raj yeh sab sochkar bed se uth jaatha hai & then makes up his mind kii exactly usse khushi se kya kehna hai phir starts walking to the door…] raj darwaaze ke bahar jaane waala hotha hai..jab usse koi peeche se awaaz detha hai…it was raj's good soul…
Good soul:- rajj…
Raj turns around & sees back & asks:- kaun ho tum….
Good soul:- main tumhare dil kii awaaz hoon..woh dil kii awaaz jisse tum apne andar hii daba rahe ho… main tumhare hii andar kii aatma hoon…
Raj:- yahaan kyun aaye ho..kya chahthe ho….
Good soul:- main tumse yeh kehne aaya hoon kii tum kyun apne dil kii baat ko nazar andaaz kar rahe ho.. kyun har pal ek maut marr rahe ho… na khud chaine se jee rahe ho na mujhe chaine se jeene de rahe ho….
Raj:- nahii…
Good soul:- kya nahii raj.. kya tum apne dil kii awaaz ko unsuna nahii kar rahe ho.. bolo..
Raj:- main aisa kuch nahii kar raha hoon…
Good soul:- tum kar rahe ho aisa…
Raj:-{irritated} achcha tum joh keh rahe ho main kar raha hoon..mujhe yeh bhi bata do kii main aisa kis baat ko lekar kar raha hoon…
Good soul:-{sighs & says} khushi ke saath…
Raj ko bohat achche se samaj aatha hai kii what is his soul trying to convey lekin woh is baat ko sweekaarna nahii chahtha tha aur issi liye he says:- main kuch samja nahii..
Good soul:- tumhe meri baat samaj mein nahii aa rahii hai..ya phir tum samajna kar bhi usse samaj na nahii chahthe..yeh bat meri samaj mein nahii aa rahii hai…
Raj:- kehne ka matlab kya hai tumhara….
Good soul:- kehne ka matlab yeh hai kii..[after a pause continues] nahii kuch nahii…raj tum har baar apne dil kii baat na sunkar usse kuch alag karthe ho.. aur phir tadapthe bhi tum khiud ho… aakhir kyun tum khud ko takleef de rahe ho… kyun apna jeena mushkhil kar rahe ho…
Raj:- main aisa kuch bhi naii kar raha hoon…mujhe koi dard , koi takleef nahii hai…
Good soul:- raj tum yeh baat sabse chupa sakthe ho lekin main tumhare andar kii awaaz hoon.. main tumhara aks hoon.. aur ek aks se zyada ek insaan kii aur koi badi pehchaan nahii hothi…. Tum sabse apna dard chupa sakthe ho lekin mujhse nahii..main tumhare sabse zyada kareeb hoon..agar tumhe koi bohat kareeb se jaantha hai tho woh main hoon…agar koi tumhe sabse zyada samajtha hai tho woh hoon main..aur koi nahii.. issi liye suna tumne tum mujhse kabhi koi baat chupa hii nahii sakthe… tumhare dil kii har baat se waakif hoon main..tumhare dil aur dimaak ke beech chal rahii ranjish ka ehsaas mujhe hai…
Raj:- nahii tum nahii jaanthe mujhe..
Good soul:- jaantha hoon…
Raj:- nahiii….
Good soul:- maan jao tum.joh main keh raha hoon wahii sachchayi hai… kyun nahii maanthe tum…
Raj:- nahii..kabhi nahii..aisa nahii ho saktha…
Good soul:- kyun nahii ho saktha aisa..kyun??
Raj:- maine kaha na aisa kabhie nahii ho saktha…[raj starts getting angry..]
Good soul:- tum mujhe bas ek wajah batao kii aisa kyun nahii ho saktha….
Raj:- aisa is liye nahii ho saktha kyunke tum mere dil ke dhadkano ke sabse kareeb nahii ho… koi aur hai meri zindagi mein joh mujhko mujhse behtar samajthi hai.. ek aisa shaks jiske hone se mere dil dhadak tha hai , meri saansein chalthi hai…. ek aisa shaks joh mere kuch kehne se pehle hii mera har dard meri har takleef samaj saktha hai... woh shaks jiski meri zindagi mein sabse zyada emiyath hai.. mujhse bhii zyada emiyath us shaks kii meri zindagi mein hai.... woh shaks jiske hone se mujhe apni zindagi mein aur kissi kii zaroorat nahii hothi... ek aisa shaks jiske naa hone se meri poori duniyaan viraan lagne lagthi hai... woh ek shaks jiske hone se main hoon... agar woh hai tho main hoon agar woh nahii tho main bhii nahii.. yeh zindagi bemayine lagthi hai agar woh mere saath na ho..woh meri zindagi hai.. jiski wajah se meri saansein , meri dhadkan chalthi hai.. agar woh hai tho main hoon... agar woh nahii tho kuch bhi nahii... woh shaqs jiski emiyath meri zindagi mein sabse zyada hai woh aur koi nahii khushi haan..haan khushi hai woh shaqs joh mujhe khud se bhi zyada jaanthi hai... haan khushi hai woh shaqs jis se agar main chahoon bhi tho nafrat nahii kar paatha hoon... haan khushi hai woh shaqs joh mere dil ke sabse zyada kareeb hai..kyunke khushi mujh mein jeeti hai... meri har saans se khushi ka naam juda hua hai.. meri har dhadkan uska naam pukaar thi hai...
good soul:- khushi khushii khushi... jab dekho khushi kehthe rehthe ho tho phir kyun khud ko usse durr kar dena chahthe ho... har pal tumhari yaadon mein bas khushi ka khayal hotha hai chahe woh tumhare raamne ho ya nas ho....har waqt tumhare zubaan par joh naam rehtha hai woh khushi ka hotha hai tho phir kyun khud ko yeh saza de rahe ho.. kyun chahthe ho tum kii khushi tumhari zindagi se chali jaye... kya tum jee sakoge khushi ke bina... kuch waqt pehle thak jab khushi tumhare saath nahii thi tab tum yaad karo kii tum kis tarah jee rahe the... tum har pal sau maut marr rahe the... agar tum khushi ke saath apni durriyaan yun hi badathe rahoge tho woh din durr nahii jis din tum khud jeete jee marr jaoge.. ghut-ghut kar jee nahii paaoge tum....
raj:- nahii main khushi ke bina jee saktha hoon..[he then stops for a second & then continues] nahii...nahii jee saktha main khushi ke bina....
tab suddenly raj ke saamne uska evil soul aakar khada ho jaatha hai... aur kehtha hai:- raj tum yeh kaisi baatein kar rahe ho...tum kaise bhool sakthe ho khushi ne tumhare saath kya kiya hai... usne tumhe dhoka diya tumhe kahiin ka nahii choda... tumhare pyaar ko tokkar marr chali gayi woh khushi... aur tum aaj bhii khushi ka intezaar kar rahe ho... nahii raj yeh sahii nahii hai... yeh ghalat hai... sahi tho yeh hoga kii tum khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar phek do... phir tumhari zindagi jeene mein koi rukawat nahii hogi.. phek do khushi ko apni zindagi se baahar...
now the good soul intervents & says:- nahii raj tum aisa kuch matt karna… tum socho agar tumne khushi ko apni zindagi se bedhakal kar diya tho kya tum chaine se jee paaoge.. kya khushi kii kami tumhe khallegi nahii… kya tumhe khushi ka ehsaas har pal apne kareeb nahii hoga… nahii raj yeh ghalat hai… apni zindagi ko khud apne haatho barbaad matt karo…
the evil soul laughs sarcastically & says:- zindagi barbaad… raj tumhari zindagi tho ussi din barbaad ho gayi jis din tumne khushi se pyaar kiya…. Aur waise bhii ab rakha kya hai tumhari zindagi mein barbaad hone ke liye.. jitna barbaad hona tha woh tho tum ho hii chuke ho… tho ab kuch bachcha bhi nahii hai…
good soul:- raj aisa kuch bhii nahii hai agar tum is pal bhi chaahon na tho sab kuch theek ho saktha hai pehle kii tarah…
evil soul:- raj tum barbadi kii taraf apne kadam matt badao aur khushi ke taraf ka raastha tumhe barbaadi ke andhero mein dhakhel kar rakh dega..
good soul:- tumhe bas ek kadam agge badana hai aur sab kuch pehle jaisa ho jayega.. tumhe tumhari khushiyaan sirf khushi se mil sakthi hai..
evil soul:- us khushi ne sirf tumse tumhari khushiyaan cheeni hai raj mat karo us par yakeen.. matt jao uske kareeb…
good soul:- raj sach tho yahii hai kii chahe kuch bhii ho jaye lekin aaj bhi tumhara dil sirf khushi ke liye dhadak tha hai…
evil soul:- agar tumhara dil khushi ke liye dhadak tha tho is dil ko kuchal do… dil se sochna chod do…
good soul:- raj kya jab bhi khushi tumhare kareeb hothi hai tumhe yun nahii lagtha kii tum khushi ko hamesha apne baahon ke ghere mein samaye rakho… kya jab tum roz aankhein kholthe ho tho tumhari aankhein khushi ko nahii dhoondthi….kya har chehre mein tum khushi ko dekhthe nahii ho… kya khushi ke tumse itne durr hone ke bawaajood bhi tum uska ehsaas bhula paaye ho… kya tum kabhi khushi kii hassi bhula sakthe ho.. kya aaj bhi jab tum aankhein band karthe ho tho tumhe khushi ka chehra nazar nahii aatha… raj tum khushi se sabse zyada , khud se zyada mohabbat karthe ho.. tho phir kyun tum khushi aur apne darmiyaan kii yeh dooriyon ko badana chahthe ho… kyun raj.. yeh joh tum kar rahe ho woh naainsaafi hai… tumhare saath bhi aur khushi ke saath bhii.. kyun de rahe ho khud ko yeh saza raj… bas ek kadam ka fasla hai tumhare aur tumhari khushiyo ke beech kyun khud apne haatjo se yeh fasla aur durr kar rahe ho….
evil soul:- haan sahii kaha raj aur uske khushiyon ke beech bas ek kadam ka fasla hai.. aur yeh kadam hai khushi se durr jaane ka..raj tum khushi se durr jaane ke liye kadam agge badao aur phir tumhari zindagi khuyison se bhar jaayegi… khushi tumhare layak nahii hai raj…tum kabhie yeh mat bhoolna kii woh khushi thi joh tumhe beech raah mein chod kar gayi thi… woh khushi thi jisne tumhe akelapan aur tanhayiyon ke andhero mein dhakhel diya….
Raj keeps seeing both the good soul & the evil's soul's argument… aur raj ka ghussa bad raha hotha hai…
[ab the good soul & the evil soul stand opposite each other & start arguing…]
Good soul:- joh main keh raha hoon woh raj ko uski khushiyaan lotayega…
Evil soul:- nahii agar jaisa tum keh rahe ho rahe ho raj ne kiya tho uski zindagi barbaad ho jayegi.. uski zindagi mein joh chand khushiyaan hai who bhi usse chin jaayenge…
Good soul:- nahii aisa nahii hai.. khushi ke saath raj kii zindagi kabhie barbaad nahii hogi.. kyunke khushi raj ka pyaar hai… aur kabhie bhi pyaar ke saath jeene mein zindagi barbaad nahii hothi…
Evil soul:- maana maine kii khushi raj ka pyaar hai.. lekin khushi ka pyaar raj nahii hai.. khushi raj ko dhoka de rahii hai.. khushi ka raj ke liye pyaar bas ek nataak hai.. ek dhoka aur kuch nahii…
Good soul:- yeh bhi tho ho saktha hai kii raj aur khushi ke beech koi ghalatfaimi hui ho.. aur issi ghalatfaimi ke rehthe un dono kii zindagi is mukhaam par aagayi…
Evil soul:-[laughing] ghalatfaimi tab hothi hai jab baton ko sabit karne ka pukta saboot na mile lekin joh bhi saboot mile hai sab un mein bas khushi kii ghalthi saaf jhalak rahii hai… haan raj ko ek ghalatfaimi hui thi kii khushi usse pyaar karthi hai aur issi ghalatfaimi ke pahl woh aaj thak bhughat raha hai…
Good soul:- nahii joh bhi hua woh naseeb ka khel hai..naseeb kissi insaan ke haath mein nahii hotha hai… lekin jab zindagi mouka dethi hai tho us mouke ko haath se gawana nahii chahiye.. kyunke naseeb aise mouke bankar baar-baar dastak nahii dethi.. aur raj tumhe bas ek kadam agge bada kar khushi ko apna na hai.. uske baad tumhari zindagi mein khushiyaan hii khushiyaan hongi…
Evil soul:- raj agar tum khushi ko apnaoge tho iska matlab yeh hoga kii tum khushi ke bachche ko bhi apna loge.. aur raj tumhe kabhie bhool nahii chahiye kii woh bachcha khushi ke dhoke ka roop hai..
Good soul:- raj kehna maan lo apna lo khushi ko…
Evil soul:- raj nikal do khushi ko apni zindagi se…
Good soul:- apna lo khushi ko..
Evil soul:- nikal do khushi ko…
Good soul:- apna lo..
Evil soul:- nikal do….
Good:- apna
Evil:- nikal…
[the good soul & the evil soul say it togrther…]
raj joh tabse yeh sab baatein sun raha hotha hai atlast loses his patience , he keeps a hand on his ears shuts his eyes tightly & shouts:- bas..bas..bassssssssss……
raj after a minute opens his eyes & sees kii uske saamne koi bhii nahii hai.. woh agge badtha hai to the place where he saw them… lekin he does not find anything.. phir raj ko samaj aatha hai kii yeh bas uske andar ke dil aur dimaak ke awaaz thi aur kuch nahii.. it was just his illusion… ab raj apne dil par haath rakhtha hai aur kehtha hai:- jab mere naseeb mein mera pyaar ka saath likha hii nahii tho kyun hua mujhe pyaar… kyun… main apni zindagi mein kabhie pyaar jaisi baaton par yakeen nahii rakhtha tha… lekin mujhe pyaar hua… aur jab pyaar hua tho mera dil toot gaya.. agar mera dil tootna hii tha , agar mujhe pyaar se apna vishwaas khona hii tha tho kyun hua mere dil ko is pyaar ke ehsaas par vishwaas.. kyun hua mujhe pyaar… kyunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn… [raj take a vase which was placed at the near-by table & throws it on the dressing table mirror with great force & shouts again] kyunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn… raj keeps staring at the shattered pieces of the mirror aur apna image us mein dekhtha hai… raj ke aankhon mei bohat zyada ghussa tha… ghusse se zyada raj ke chehre par uska dard saaf dikh raha tha…. Raj's face showed that he was helpless aur woh karna chahe bhi tho kuch nahii kar saktha tha…. Raj bends down & takes a piece of glass in his hands & keeps seeing his image in the small piece of glass & says in a singing style:- sheesha ho ya dil ho aakhir toot jaatha hai..[raj yeh kehkar woh glass ke piece ko wapas neeche daal ne waala hotha hai jan woh kaanch ka tukda raj ko chub jaatha hai…]
raj:- aahhh…[then he smiles sarcastically & says] tho tumne bhi mujhe chot pohancha hii dii… saying this raj drops the the glass piece… aur us glass se joh cut uske haath mein hua woh dekh raha hotha hai.. all the time he has a sarcastic look on the face…
[and all those guys joh yah baat soch rahe hai kii why was there a necessity of this scene well this scene was to just show kii rah ke dilo-dimaak ke beech kitni zyada confusion aur ranjish chal rahii hai….]
ab khushi joh kaanch ke tootne ke awaaz se bhaagthi hui upar aathi hai sees raj in that condition & feels miserable… khushi kamre ke andar aathi aur raj se poochthi hai:- raj kya hua…
raj khushi ko dekhtha hai aur kuch nahii boltha… he just keeps looking at the wound on his hand & then at khushi….
Khushi dekhthi hai kii neeche zameen par poore kaanch ke toote hue tukde bikhre hue hothe hai…
Khushi:- yeh kaanch kaise toota…. Kya hua…
Raj:- kaanch ko tootne ka mann kiya aur toot gaya…
Khushi:- raj kya matlab hua tumhara kaanch ka mann kiya aur woh toot gaya… aisa kabhi hotha hai bhala…
Raj:- haan hotha hai na kuch log tho bina koi baat ke logon ke dil thodne mein bhi nahii chookthe tho phir yeh kaamch ka tho kabhi bhi mann ban saktha hai na tootne ke liye… raj says this taana maarthe hue…
Khushi ko raj kii yeh baat bohat buri lagthi hai.. the pain is evident in her eyes but raj ignores it… tabhi khushi sees raj kii chot on his hand & says:- raj tumhe tho chot lag gayi hai.. tum jaldi se isse wash kar lo main ispe marham lagathi hoon…[khushi holds raj's hand in her hands..]
Raj pulls his hand back & then says:- khushi joh log chot dethe hai na unke mooh se marham lagane kii baat achchi nahii lagthi… aur waise bhii yeh zakhm joh mere haath mein hai woh tho jaldi bhar hii jaayega lekin us zakhm ka kya khushi joh tumne mujhe diye hai… tumhare diye hue zakhm tho hamesha rahega na nasoor bankar… tho mujhe tumhari madat kii koi zaroorat nahii..
Raj kii yeh saari baatein sunkar khushi ka dil baita jaa raha hotha hai..jaise-taise karke khushi khud ko rokh lethi hai from crying warna uska haal tho aisa tha kii kissi bhi pal uske aankhon se aasoo beh jaathe… khushi keeps a straight face without any emotion par phir bhi khushi ke chehre par dard hotha hai.. raj is pretty well aware of this fact kii uski kahii hui baatein are hurting khushi par he makes no attempt to reduce her hurt… bas raj giving khushi a angry stare , then goes to the shelf take the first-aid kit air phir kamre se baahar chala jaatha hai..
Yahaan chod jaatha hai ek shattered khushi ko jiska dil hamesha kii tarah raj ne dhukhaya tha… khushi ke aankhon se aasoo behne lagthe hai khushi unko rokhne kii koshish bhii nahii karti.. she just let's the tears to flow down her eyes aur woh door kii taraf dekh rahii hothi hai jahaan se raj gaya tha.. khushi ke dil mein yeh umeed thi kii shayad kabhie raj jis darwaaze se gaya hai kabhi tho zindagi mein ussi modh par aakar usse apni baahon mein le lega aur duniyaan kii saari musibatton se bacha lega.. khushi smiles at her umeed & then thinks:- raj tum kab samjoge mujhe…kab yeh baat jaan paaoge ki mera dil aaj bhi sirf aur sirf tumhare liye dhadak tha hai.. kab samjoge tum kii tum mujhe jis raah par tanha chod kar gaye the main aaj bhii ussi raah par hoon… jab se tum meri zindagi se gaye ho meri zindagi thum si gayi hai… kab samjoge tum raj kii khushi aaj bhi tumhari woh pehle waali khushi hai tho tumhare liye hii jeeti aur tumhare liye hii marrthi… raj ab zindagi mein ek hii chah hai kii tum waqt rehthe sambhal jao aur mujhe samaj jao.. warna kahiin dair na ho jaye…. Khushi inhi sab khayalo mein hothi hai jab suddenly she hears raj shouting… khushi comes out of her thoughts… and sunthi hai kii raj usko pukaar raha hai… khushi foran apne aasoo pohanch lethi hai & says:- kuch bhii ho jaye main umeed
nahii khone waali… mera pyaar itna kamzor nahii hai kii koi bhi usse aakar cheen
kar le jaye… ab dekhna main Tanya ka kya haal karthi hoon… woh us pal ko khosegi jis pal usne yeh tay kiya kii woh mere aur raj ke beech aaye….
Raj who was in the hall was getting impatient kyunke khushi was not coming down so woh ek baar phir cheektha hai:- khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……
Khushi in the room has a smile on her face & says:- it's show time khushi…chalo….
Ab khushi neeche jaa rahii hothi hai she is getting down the stairs… raj is facing the opposite side of the stairs , tho usko maloom nahii tha kii khushi is on the stairs tho ab raj phir se cheektha hai:- khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiii…. Khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii… .
Khushi peeche se kehthi hai:- cheek kyun rahe ho tumhare peeche hii tho khadi hoon… khushi gets down the stairs aur apna ek haath se apna kaan band karke rakhthi hai… aur raj se kehthi hai:- kya baat kyun cheek rahe the… saari duniyaan kii khushi ko bulane ka irada hai kya… agar tumhara aisa koi irada hai tho mujhse kehna main loud-speaker laake dethi hoon tumko tum beech seher mein jaakar aise cheek na tab is duniyaan kii saari khushi na sahii lekin haan Shimla kii saari ladkiyaan jinka naam khushi hai woh
Zaroor aajaayengi..
Raj:- shut-up will you…
Khushi:- [with loads of attitude] dekho raj main yahaan sirf is liye aayi thi kyunke tum cheek-cheek kar mera naam pukaar rahe the… warna mujhe koi shouk nahii hai tumhare mooh lagne ko…
Raj:- khushi mind your language..
Khushi:- raj you know what mujhe lagtha hai tumhe koi hakh nahi hai ki tum mujhe bolo kii mujhko kya karna chahiye aur kya nahii.. mujhe mjoh lagtha hai main woh boloongi.. meri marzi…aur tum mujhe rokh bhii nahii sakthe samjhe tum… ab agar tumhe yun hii bekaar kii baatein karni hai ho tho main yahaan se chali…
[khushi wahaan se chalne lagthi hai..jab raj peeche se kehtha hai..]
Raj:- khushi shayad tum bhool rahii ho kii is ghar mein tum bas ek mehmaan ho… tum tab thak yahaan ho jab thak humara divorce finalize nahii ho jaatha….aur is ghar mein kitna bolna hai aur kya bolna hai uski pabandi hothi hai… har koi tumhare jaisa besharam nahii hotha hai na…aur waise dekha jaye tho tum joh chahe kar bhii sakthi ho… kyunke tum is ghar kii sadasya ho hii nahii.. tho pesh aao jaise aana hai..waise raho jaise tumhe rehna hai…lekin haan ek baat yaad rakhna jis din humara rishtha un kaghazo mein bhi toot gaya na us din main khud tumhe is ghar se bahar phek doonga… aur haan khushi ek baar aisa ho jaye tho phir tum kabhi mudhkar is ghar kii taraf na dekhna… warna tumhare liye achcha nahii hoga..
Khushi composes herself & very quietly says:- raj my sweet hubby..[she goes & pinches raj's cheeks & raj gets irritated….] lagtha hai tum ek baat bhool gaye ho kii ab thak humara rishtha un kaghazon mein toota nahii hai..aur humara rishtha tab thak nahii tootega jab thak hum dono apne consent se divorce lena chahe… haan maana maine kii tum mujhse divorce lena chahthe ho.. tum un chand kaghazo par apne sign karke mujhse chutkaara paana chahthe ho lekin raj main aisa bilkul nahii chahthi… tumse kisne keh diya kii main tumhe divorce dene waali hoon..agar tumne yeh maan liya kii main tumhe divorce de rahii hoon tho theek hai tumhare sapne mein aakar main taalak ke papers par sign kar doongi sirf tumhari khushi ke liye.. lekin asal zindagi mein main sign nahi karne waali… aur haan raj tum kya keh rahe the is ghar mein kuch kayade kanoon hai… kya bol rahe ho raj… main bhi issi ghar ka hii hissa hoon raj… main is ghar ke rules ko bakhoobi jaanti hoon aur apni maryada main reh sakthi hoon..tumhe mujhe kuch batane kii zaroorat nahii..aur haan main is ghar mein mehmaan nahii hoon…kyunke main s ghar mein tumhari biwi ke naate rehthi hoon..aur tum maano ya phir na maano main tumhari hii biwi rahoongi…tho raj tum hii bolo main is ghar kii mehmaan kaise hui.. tum is ghar ke bete ho aur main is ghar ke bete kii biwi… tho main tho mehmaan ho hii nahii sakthi na raj..it's a simple logic….
Raj:-[disgusted] whatever..to hell with it…. You know what khushi jab se tum meri zindagi mein aayi ho my life has become a living hell.. meri zindagi kii sabse badii ghalthi yahii hai kii mujhe tumse pyaar hua aur maine tumse shaddi kii.. jab se tumse meri shaddi hui hai har pal marr raha hoon main….you have made my life hell…
Khushi kuch nahii kehthi bas muskurathi hai… raj wanted khushi to fire-back at him taaki woh khushi ko aur thodi baatein sunaye..lekin yahaan kashish bilkul ulta behave karthi hai aur bas muskurathi hai…
Raj:- ab tum muskura kyun rahii ho..tumhari is muskurahat ka kya matlab hai..[he asks in a irritated tone..]
Khushi:- raj main sochthi thi kii tum samajdaar ho lekin har baar tum meri yeh soch ko ghalat saabit karthe ho aur khud mujhe apne bewakoof hone ka saboot dethe ho…
Raj:- nonsense…
Khushi:- raj this is not nonsense..this makes complete sense….
Raj keeps staring at khushi while khushi continues:- raj agar tum samajdaar hothe tho meri muskurahat ka matlab samaj jaathe… lekin nahii tum tho samaj hii nahii rahe ho… tho iska matlab yahii hui na ki tum apni samajdaari kho chuke ho… waise mera yeh kehne ka hakh tho nahii bantha lekin phir bhi main tumhe bataoongi tum apni samajdaari ussi din kho chuke the jis din tumne Tanya ko apni girlfriend banaya… aur phir tumhari samajdaari kitni zyada kum hogayi hai iska saboot mujhe us din mila jis din tumne mujhse kaha kii tum Tanya se shaddi kar rahe ho… sachchi raj.. kya tumhe aur koi bhii nahii mili..jaa jaake Tanya hii mili thi..waah raj..sachchi…tumhare choice ki tho main dhaat dethi hoon… very good choice… tumhare liye bilkul perfect rahegi Tanya..[saying all this khushi keeps giggling..]
Raj:- hahaha… very smart….tum khud ko kya over-intelligent samajthi ho…[raj smirks..]
Khushi:- dekho raj main khud ko over-intelligent samajthi nahii hoon balki main hoo intelligent…aur raj tumhe tho acknowledge karna chahiye ki tumhari biwi itni zyada samajdaar hai… lekin tum tho ulta mujh hii par baras rahe ho.. maana raj maine kii tum utne samajdaar nahii o jitna main hoon lekin us baat ke liye tumhe yun upset rehne kii koi zaroorat nahii hai aur mujhse tumhe complex hone kii zaroorat bhii nahii hai.. it is absolutely alright raj..agar tum utne samajdaar nahii ho jitni main hoon tho koi baat nahii.. lekin haan tum meri samajdaari par nazar nahii lagana warna meri value kum ho jaayegi.. khushi yeh sab kehthe hur khoob hasne lagthi hai & raj is irritated big-time…usko samaj mein nahii aa raha tha kii woh khushi se aisa kya kare that hurts her deeply..
Ab khushi continues :- waise raj tumhe meri muskurat ka matlab samaj nahii aa rahi thi na..chalo koi baat nahii main samjha dethi hoon tumhe meri muskurahat ka matlab.. main apne muskurahat ke sahare tumse yeh kehne kii koshish kar rahii thi kii tumse shaddi karne ke baad meri bhii zindagi is no less then hell.. tum jab thak meri zindagi mein ho , meri zindagi hell hii rahegi.. your presence in my life makes my life hell… samjhe tumm..
Khushi yehh saari baatein kehthi rehthi hai and she is facing the opposite side to raj… jab khushi yeh saari baatein kehthi rehthi hai tho uski aankhon mein dard , uske chehre par shikan dikhtha hai..and she keeps telling all this facing the opposite side kyunke woh
Yeh katayi nahii chahthi thi kii raj yeh baat jaane kii woh us pal aakhir kya mehsoos kar rahii hothi hai..
Raj:-[asks ghusse se] agar tumhe yeh hii lagtha hai kii mere saath jeena is hell tho chali kyun nahii jaathi tum yahaan se..issi bahane mujhe bhii aur tumhe bhii is khit-phit bhari zindagi se chutkara tho mil hii jaayega na…
Khushi turns around with a fake smile on her face & says:- raj tumhe chodkar jaana tho main bhii chahthi hoon.. lekin jab bhi main sochthi hoon kii tumhe chodkar chale jaana chahe tab mera mood jawaab de jaatha hai.. tumhe chod kar jaane ka mann hii nahii kartha.. tumhe yun is tarah mere saamne bebas dekhne mein mujhe bada mazaa aatha hai..mere dil ko sukoon miltha hai.. ab khushi starts giggling aur raj ka paara chad raha hotha hai..
Raj:- khushi will you please stop laughing….[raj yells at her..]
Khushi very causually continues to giggle & then says:- raj tumhe is haal mein dekhna roz-roz thodi na naseeb hotha hai… tho issi liye thoda hasoongi tho bhi kya problem ho jayegi..
Raj:- uffffffff…….
Khushi:- ab tumhari baatein khatam ho gayi ho tho kya main jaa sakthi hoon… mere pass tumhari in faltu baaton ke liye time nahii hai..issi liye main tho chali… khushi wahaan se jaane lagthi hai jab raj usse peeche se bulatha hai…
Raj:- khushii…
Khushi turns around faces him & asks:- ab kya hai..kya chahiye tumko…
Raj in a lame chotta voice:- khushi mujhe bhook lagi hai…
Khushi:- achcha tho tumhe bhook lagi hai hai tho jao table par khana rakha hua hai wahaan tum joh chaho woh kha sakthe ho… raj looks at khushi with a surprise in his eyes , khushi understanding that says:- dekho raj agar tum yeh soch rahe ho kii main ek achchi patni kii tarah apne pyaare se pati-dev ko khana parosoongi… phir khud khane baitoongi.. agar tum aisa soch bhii rahe ho tho yeh tumhari bhool hai… main aisa kuch nahii karne waali hoon… aur waise bhii mujhe bohat bhook lagi thi issi liye maine khana kha liya… ab agar tumko bhook lagi hai , tumhe khana khana hai tho jao khud jaake lelo joh bhii khana hai…samjhe…
Raj dos not say anything in reply..he is just too irritated , too bugged to say anything.. he thinks that at this point of time it is rather better to keep quite then listen to all the taunts from khushi..
Raj goes to the table..jab kii yahaan khushi sits on the sofa & starts reading a magazine.. par khushi kii nazar bas raj pe hothi hai.magazine tho usne aise hii khol lar rakhi hui hothi hai….
Raj table ke pass jaatha hai he opens the dish-containers one-by-one… after seeing each dish raj ka ghussa aur bhii zyada badh raha hotha hai… he seems to be very angry…. Tabhi he shouts saying:- mommmmmmmmmmmm…. Kaakaaaaaaaaa…….. mommmmmmmmmmmmm..
Lekin koi jawaab nahii detha aur na koi aatha hai… raj ek baar phir bade zor se pukaar tha hai:- kakaaaaaaaaaaaa…maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
Ab khushi acts like she is getting disturbed raj ke chillane se aur woh raj ke pass aakar khadi hothi hai aur kehthi hai:- kya hai raj..tum tho mujhe chaine se magazine bhi padne nahii dethe…
Raj does not pay any heed to what khushi is saying aur woh phir cheektha hai:- maaaaaaa…
Khushi:- ghar par koi nahii hai..aur tumhare yun cheekne se bhi koi wapas nahii aane waala…[raj stares at khushi & khushi continues..] aur tumhare information ke liye main tumhe bata doon vasu aunty apne dosto se milne gayi hai….mumma aur ghar ke baaki sab log Mandir gaye hue hai..aaj Mandir mein koi badi puja hai..aur ghar ke saare naukhro ko aaj maine chutti de dii hai kyunke I felt even they need a break..
Khushi:- ab tum boloi tumhe unse kya kaam hai joh tum aise gala phaad-phaad kar chilla rahe ho…
Raj:- yeh sab kya hai khushi..[he asks pointing out at the table..]
Khushi:- ohhh..yeh..yeh tho mujhe khana lag raha hai.. anyways let me check… khushi each dish ke pass jaakar sees that there is some curry or some other item inside…. And then woh raj ke saamne khadi hokar kehthi hai:- raj yeh sach-much khana hii hai.. joh log khate hai…
Raj:- khushiii…yahaan pe ek bhii aisi cheez nahii hai joh main kha sakoon..
Khushi:- raj phir se wohii baat..i think something is really wrong with your eye-sight.. dekho raj yahaan yeh methi ke parathe hai , yeh karele kii curry aur aur phir yeh baigan ka saag bhi to hai..in mein se tum joh chaho kha sakthe ho..lekin tum phir wohii baat keh rahe ho…
Raj:-[holds khushi by her shoulders with force & says] khushi don't try & act smart with me..tum yeh baat bohat achchi tarah se jaanthi ho kii in sab mein ek bhi cheez mujhe pasand nahii hai… tho kya kaun main..
Khudhi comes out of raj's hold & says:- ohh…haan main tho bhool hii gayi tum in sab cheezon se kuch bhii nahii khathe lekin raj ab kar kya sakthe hai agar tumhe yeh sab khana hai tho khao you are most welcome..nahii tho phir tumhari marzi…
Raj:- meri marzi..my foot..
Khushi:-aur haan raj soch lo agar khana hai tho kha lo warna yeh bhii nahii milega khane ko..meri subah waali baat yaad hai na..woh tho main bas tum par taras kha kar tumhe khane ko keh rahii hoon..shukar karo iska..warna agar mera bas chaltha tho main tumhare liye yeh sab bana kar hii nahii rakhthi… tumhe tho mera ehsaan maan na chahiye ulta tum tho bhav kha rahe ho… you know what raj ek kahawat tum par bilkul fit baiti hai aur woh kahawat hai ulta chor khotwaal ko daante… yahaan tumhara case bhii kuch aisa hii hai….
Raj:- khushi bas ab bohat hogaya..enough is enough… [raj yells at khushi at the top of his voice..]
Lekin khushi pe tho raj ke chillane ka koi asar hi nahii padtha woh bade hii casual andaaz mein raj se kehthi hai:-raj kya tumhe yeh cheek ne kii beemari apni so-called girlfriend Tanya se mili hai..jab dekho tab cheekthe-chillathe rehthe ho..bas mouka dhoondthe rehthe ho cheekne ka.. waise raj agar tum aise hii cheekthe rahoge na tho I'am sure police waale tumhe bohat jald aakar arrest kar lenge…. Aur tab main bhi kuch kar nahii paaungi…
Raj looks at her with a question mark face , kyunke uske samaj mein tho kuch nahii aa raha hotha hai..
Ab khushi continues:- tumhe itna confused hone kii koi zaroorat nahii hai raj.. dekho main keh rahii thi kii police waale tumhe pakad kar le jaayenge kyunke agar tum aise hii chillathe rahe tho is area mein rehne waale saare log tum par case kar denge kii tum noise pollution create kar rahe ho.. aur phir socho raj bouji ke izzat ka kya hoga.. aur main bhi tab us waqt tumhari koi bhi madat nahii kar paaungi… [khushi apni hassi ko bohat hii mushkhil se rokh rahii hothi hai…aur agge kehthi hai..] tho bolo raj kya tum aise cheek-cheek kar jail kii sazaa bhughat na chahthe ho… nahii naa.tho agli baar jab baat karo tab awaaz neechi rakhna….lekin agar tum chahthe ho kii tum jail mein jao tho phir tum jitna chahe utna cheek sakthe ho kyunke tumhe jail mein inspector aur constable ko bulane ke liye tho cheekna hii padega na tho uski practice tum abhi se kar lo..
Raj:- damn…[raj kicks his leg hard on the ground..]
Khushi wahaan se jaane lagthi hai par she turns back & says:- raj main tumhe aakhri baar keh rahii hoon yahaan joh khana hai kha lo warna bhooke rahoge jab thak shaam mein mumma nahii aa jaathi.. aur phir tum agar chaho bhi tho kissi hotel se khana nahii mangwa sakthe ho kyunke tum tho jaanthe ho na do dino se hotel union kii strike chal rahii hai seher mein saare hotels bannd pade hue hai…
Raj looks at khushi.. lekin raj ke dimaak mein yeh sawaal ghoom raha tha kii ab woh kare tho aakhir kya kare..then raj ko ek idea aatha hai & he starts walking in the direction of the kitchen… he crosses khushi..jab khushi usse bade dheeme awaaz mein bulathi hai..
Khushi:- rajj..
Raj does not turn around but stops walking further… & keeps waiting for khushi to continue…
Khushi continues:- raj agar tumhe kitchen mein koi madat kii zaroorat ho tho…[she pauses for a second & continues..] tho mujhe poochne kii koi zaroorat nahii hai.. main tumhari koi bhii madat nahii karne waali hoon..[khushi says this with loads of attitude…]
Raj just sighs in anger and walks to the kitchen without bothering to answer khushi back…. Ab raj kitchen mein tay kartha hai kii woh apne liye omellette aur ek glass juice bana lega… raj pehle omellette ko pakne ke liye stove par rakh detha hai..phir woh doosri taraf turn karke juice banane lagtha hai… ab raj ko juice banana theek se nahii aa raha hotha hai tho most of the juice keeps spelling out aur is juice ke jhanjhat mein raj apne stove par rakhe hue omellette ke bare mein bilkul hii bhool jaatha hai.. aise hii pandrah minute beet jaathe hai jab raj ko kuch jalne kii smell aa rahii hothi hai par raj brushes off that by thinking kii may be us area mein kissi ke ghar mein unka khana jal raha ho… aur aisa soch kar raj again puts his full concentration on making of his juice..ab jaise-taise karke raj apne liye juice bana letha hai.. after making the juice raj takes a sip & taste it.. raj ko uska taste achcha lagtha hai.. he places the juice-glass on the counter aur pehle sochtha hai kii he will clean-up the area & then drink his juice.. ab yahaan doosri taraf woh omllette khoob jal jaatha hai… is baar the burnt smell coming is very strong….
Raj says is out aloud:- najaane woh kaunsa bewakoof hoga jis ne stove par apna khana jalne ke liye chod diya hoga…patah nahii agar logon ko kitchen ke kam aathe nahii hai tho woh log aise kaam karthe kyun hai…
Khushi joh darwaaze ke pass khadi hokar raj ko dekh rahii hothi hai kehthi hai:- raj[raj looks back at khushi..]kuch log jinko kitchen ka kaam nahii aatha woh log kitchen mein bas bhaav khane ke liye aathe hai… aur raj this is not at all fair tum khud ko bewakoof kaise keh sakthe ho..this is really not done raj..really not done…
Raj:- kyaa..maine khud ko kab bewakoof kaha…
Khushi:- are raj tum itni jaldi bhool gaye abhi-abhi tho tumne kaha na kii najaane woh
kaunsa bewakoof hoga jis ne stove par apna khana jalne ke liye chod diya hoga…
raj confused:- haan kaha tha tho…
khushi just looks at raj with a expression like tumhara kuch nahii ho saktha & then says:- thooooooooooooooooooooo…phir khushi agge kuch nahii kehthi bas aankhon se raj ko ishara karthi hai towards the stove… raj sees that aur ab usse strike hotha hai kii usne stove par omllette rakha hua hai… raj goes & foran switches off the stove.. aur phir raj us omllette ko examine kartha hai..it is very badly burnt..
yeh sab dekhkar khushi kehthi hai:- raj is jale hue omllette ko khane se behtar hai kii tum table par rakha hua woh khana kha lo..chup-chaap…
raj being very adamant says:- nahii mujhe uski koi zaroorat nahii hai.. main yahii omllette khaaunga..aur woh bhi tumhare saamne hii khaaunga…
khushi:- theek hai..khao shouk se khao…
Ab raj just to show khushi takes a piece of the omllette & has a bite… khate hii raj khans ne lagtha hai.. the omllette is a bit more burnt.. raj swallows the burnt piece in his mouth with great difficulty aur phir fridge se ek bottle paani pii letha hai… uske baad raj takes the bread packet , the butter packet & two eggs in his hand & starts walking back to the counter… while walking back to the counter raj slips aur uske haath se saari cheezein gir jaathi hai creating a total mess.. raj just bend down to pick up the things… jab khushi walks to him..raj sochtha hai kii shayad khushi is there to help.. lekin khushi walks past him.. goes to the counter jahaan juice ka glass rakha hua hai… khushi drinks a sip from it & then makes a bad expression face aur kehthi hai:-yeh tho bilkul bhii achcha nahii hai.. isse tho koi nahii pii paayega… yeh kehthe hue khushi wash-basin ke pass jaakar poora glaas of juice ko wash-basin mein invert kar dethi hai pouring down all the juice in the glass..
Raj gets shocked & asks:- khushi yeh tumne kya kiya mere juice ko kyun phek diya…
Khushi:- raj tumhe tho mera shukriyada karna chahiye… yeh juice bilkul bhii achcha nahii tha..poori tarah se bakwaas bana tha woh….issi liye main nahii chahthi thi kii tum woh juice peekar beemaar pado issi wajah se maine juice ko phek diya…
Raj looks at khushi and starts walking out of kitchen jab khushi kehthi hai:- raj tumhe jahaan jaana hai jao lekin pehle tum yeh sab saaf karo… kyunke kitchen kii aisi haalat tumne banayi hai tho tum hii isse theek karoge… apni zimedaariyaan nibhana seekh jao raj..tho tumhare liye aur tumse jude logon ke liye achcha hoga.. tho mujhe yeh kitchen bilkul waise hii chahiye jaise tumhare aane se pehle yeh thi..bilkul spick & span.. samjhe tum..uske baad tum jahaan jaana chahthe ho jaa sakthe ho..aur main tumhe tokhoongi nahii..
Raj:- khushi nahiin tum pagal tho nahii ho gayi ho na…
Khushi:- nahii raj main bilkul theek hoon.. lekin tum soch lo agar tumne yeh sab theek nahii kiya tho main bouji se keh doongi.. pehle tho bouji ko bohat bura lagega kii unka potha aisa kar raha hai..phir issi wajah se bouji tumse naraaz ho jaayenge.. aur tum tho jaanthe ho na raj agar ek baar bouji naraaz ho gaye tho unka mamana kitna mushkhil hai.. aur yeh jaanne ke baad mujhe yakeen hai kii tum bouji ko bilkul naraaz nahii karna chahoge na..tho issi liye tum apna kaam khatam karo aur uske baad joh marzi ho karo…
Raj surely understands what khushi is trying to say aur woh bilkul bhii nahii chahtha tha kii bouji usse kissi bhi keemat par naraaz ho.. he was of the opinion that kii abhi joh problems he has wahii kaafi hai… ab raj gets to work aur khushi wahaan se chali jaathi hai…kuch aadhe ghante baad raj comes in the hall apna saara kaam khatam karke he looks at khushi .gives her a angry glare & leaves the house..yahaan khushi just sees raj going & she sighs…
Ab zara dekhthe hai kii raj kahaan jaa raha hai… raj kissi ghar ke saamne rukhkar bell baja raha hotha hai..aur us ghar ka person was not coming to open the door…. Abhi raj ke dus minute continuously bell bajane ke baad ek person aakar door kholtha hai… that person is still in sleep…
That person even without looking at raj aadhe neend mein says:- dhood waale…maine kaha tha na tumse kii Sunday ke din tum shaam ko aao… lekin kabhi tum meri baat kyun nahii sunthe…
Ab raj looks at the person in surprise.. aur raj jab kuch nahii kehtha tho the person speaks-up again:- are ab chup kyun hogaye.. jawaab kyun nahii de rahe ho..[ asks in a irritated tone…]
Raj:- Tanya will you please shut-up..and tell me main kis angle se tumko dhood waala lagtha hoon…[he asks in ghussa..]
[tho yeh Tanya ka ghar hai jahaan raj aaya hai…aur Tanya aise keh rahii rahii hai kyunke she has dragged herself out of the bed badi mushkhil se.. aur ab bhi she is half-sleeping…]
Tanya raj ke awaaz ko sunthe hii squeezes her eyes & sees that raj uske saamne khada hai…
Ab Tanya asks:- raaajjj..tum yahaan…itni subah-subah kya kar rahe ho…
Raj looks at his watch then back at Tanya & says:- Tanya tumne time dekha hai dopehar ke ek bajne waale hai aur tum keh rahi ho itni subah-subah..
Tanya:- woh rajj…aaj Sunday hai na..thooo..thoo issiliye…[she says this hesitate karthe hue..] & sorry maine tumhe dhood waala samaj liya…
Raj makes a face & says:- whatever..
Tanya:- raj tum bahar kyun khade hue ho andar aao na..
Raj:- main andar tab aaunga jab tum mera raastha chodogi…
Tanya realizes kii she is blocking raj's way..Tanya moves aur phir raj Tanya ke ghar mein aajaatha hai…
Raj sits on the sofa aur Tanya yeh baat dekhthi haio kii raj ka mood bada kharab lag raha hai… ab Tanya raj ke pass jaakar baitthi hai… aur raj ke shoulder par apna haath rakh kar squeezes his sholder aur kehthi hai with a concerned expression on her face:- kya hua raj..itne pareshaan kyun lag rahe ho…
Raj kuch nahii kehtha he just sees tanya's hand which is on his shoulder them in a stern voice says:- Tanya apna haath mere khande se hatao…
Tanya makes a face like what's the big deal in it aur kehthi hjai:- ohh..common raj.. tum aise kyun keh rahe ho..
Raj:- maine kaha na Tanya apna haath mere khande se nikaal do… tanya still does not do it… tho raj just removes tanya's hand from his shoulder with a force.. aur isse Tanya ko jhatka lagtha hai.. aur woh darr jaathi hai… she thinks kii aise samay par raj se durr rehna hii behtar hai….
Ab raj says:- Tanya tum mujhse durr raho… baar-baar mere kareeb aane kii koshish matt karo…. Waise bhii main pehle hii bohat pareshaan hoon aur main aur zyada pareshaan nahii hona chahtha..tho tum apni harkaton par zara dhyaan rakhna… [raj says this very rudely..]
Tanya in a very low voice:- sorry raj… agli baar se dhyaan rakoongi… achcha ab batao kya hua joh tum itne pareshaan ho…
Raj:- khushi hai meri pareshaani…
Tanya:- khushi.. main kuch samjhi nahii.. khushi tumhare pareshaani kii wajah kaise ban sakthi hai aur waise bhii woh kal hii tho aayi thi wapas tumhare ghar mein… usne aisa kya kar diya kii tum itna pareshaan ho rahe ho…
Raj:- tumhe yeh poochna chahiye hai kii khushi ne kya nahii kiya..kal shaam jab se woh aayi hai usne mera jeena mushkhil kar diya… chaine kii saans nahii lene de rahii hai mujhko…har baat pe tokh rahii hai.. har baat par taunt kar rahii hai…aur upar se bouji ka naam lekar blackmail bhii karna shuru kar diya usne tho…
Tanya:- raj kya tum mujhe theek theek se bata sakthe ho kii khushi ne aakhir kiya kya hai… aur tum yeh peheliyaan bhujana band karo aur saaf-saaf batao mujhe.. agar tum aise kahoge tho mere samaj mein kuch nahii aayega kii khushi kya kar rahi hai , kaise kar rahi hai… ab bolo..
Raj sighs and says:- achcha suna batatha hoon… kal shaam jab se khushi aayi hai usne mujhe ek pal bhii chaine se rehne nahii diya… pehle usne________________________
_____________________________________…..raj tells Tanya what all khushi did.. aur yeh bhii kii woh kuch nahii kar paa raha hai… he tells her all the means khushi is using to taunt at him…lekin he does not tell Tanya about he & khushi being close to each other & their kiss…tanya raj kii yeh saari baatein dhyaan se sunn rahii hothi hai.. finally raj finishes cribbing about all the things happening to him…. And then says:- aur ab main aur bardhast nahii kar saktha us khushi ko… main chahtha hoon kii woh meri zindagi se chali jaye..phir woh chahe tho kuch bhii kare woh jaane aur uski kismat.. I just want her out of my life… main har din yun nahii jee saktha… main har pal khushi ke saath rehkar khushi ke dhoke ke aag mein jal nahii saktha… ab main bas kissi bhi tareeke se khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar nikaal na chahtha hoon aur main aaj yahaan is liye aaya hoon kyunke main yeh jaanna chahtha hoon kii kya tum is kaam mein tum meri madat karogi ya phir nahii..
Tanya:- raj kya tum joh keh rahe ho woh tum kar paoge….
Raj:- haan Tanya main khushi ko apni zindagi se bahar nikaalna chahtha hoon… main khushi ko dard dena chahtha hoon..main aisi cheezein karna chahtha hoon jisse khushi ko takleef ho , uske dil ko taiz pohanche… main chahtha hoon kii main khushi ko ehsaas dilaoon kii jab kissi ka dil toottha hai tho kaisa lagtha hai.. main usse woh dard dena chahtha hoon joh usne mujhe diye hai.. main khushi ka aanchal dard se bhar dena chahtha hoon..main uski zindagi mein usse uski saari khushiyaan cheenna chahtha hoon… main bas chahtha hoon kii khushi ka dard nasoor ban jaye aur hamesha uske dil mein chubbe zindagi bhar…main…
Before raj kuch kehtha Tanya usse cut karke kehthi hai:- raj mujhe nahii lagtha ki yeh mumkin hai..tumse yeh sab nahii hoga… tum aur khushi ko dard doge , aasoo doge aur takleef doge… bhool jao raj.. tum joh baat keh rahe ho na it is next to impossible aisa ho hii nahii saktha.. kyunke khushi ka dard tumhe dard detha hai , khushi ke aankhon se behthe hue aasoo uske dil se zyada tumhare dil ko cheerthe hai,khushi kii takleef tumhe bechaine kar dethi hai.. tum joh keh rahe ho waise tum kar hii nahii sakthe… kyunke aaj bhii tumhara dil sirf aur sirf khushi ke liye dhadhak tha hai.. khushi ne tumhe pyaar mein dhoka diya phir bhii tum sirf usse pyaar karthe ho raj.. raj khushi cheated you & moved on in life , lekin tum aaj thak kabhie agge hii nahii bad paaye.. tho bolo raj kya aisa sab hone ke bawajood bhi tum khushi se apne dard ka badla le paaoge , apne taklleef ki saza usse de paaoge… nahii naa… raj tumhare liye behtar yahii hoga kii tum apne raasthe jao aur mujhe apne raasthe chodo kyunke waise bhii tum joh keh rahe ho bas kehne kii baatein hai..tum aisa kuch bhii nahii karoge..
Raj [ghusse mein kehtha hai]:- nahii main aisa karoonga..kyunke ab bas meri zindagi mein ek hii maksat hai aur woh hai khushi ka such-chaine cheen lena… usse dard dene… aur iske main kuch bhii karoonga..bhale hii khushi ko dard dene se mujhe hii kyun na dard ko , taklleef ho par main phir bhiii aisa hii karoonga… ab tum mujhe bas yahii batao kii kya tum mera saath dogi ya phir nahii…
Tanya thinks:- raj tumhe aur khushi ko alag karna hii tho meri zindagi ka maksat hai.. aur main aisa mouka kaise gawa sakthi hoon… ab main tumhe aur khushi ko alag karke hii rahoongi.. either by hook or by crook.. aur raj ab agar tum mera saath na bhii do tho main kuch bhii karoongi aur tumhe aur khushi ko alag kar doongi.. tum dono ke beech itni nafrat ke beenj bo doongi kii tum dono ka jeena mushkhil ho jaayega… yeh mera khud se waada hai raj… yahiin sochthe-sochthe Tanya muskurane lagthi hai… raj sees her smiling & lost in her world tab woh kehtha hai:- Tanya kya hua muskura kyun rahii ho…
Tanya comes out of her thoughts & keeps fumbling of what to tell raj phir kehthi hai:- nahii raj kuch nahii main tho aise hii.. koi baat nahii hai…
Raj observes her fumbling aur kehtha hai:- Tanya tum theek tho ho na…
Tanya:- haan..haan main theek hoon.. mujhe kya hona hai…
Rajj:- nahii woh tum bina wajah ke muskura rahii thi aur phir tumhe tho patah hii hoga kii duniyaan waale bina baat ke muskuraane waale logon ko kya kehthe hai… lekin phir bhi main batatha hoon tumhe zamana un jaise logon ko kehthe hai… pagal ka naam dethe hai unhe joh bina baat ke muskurathe hai….. aur ab tum aise muskura rahii ho tho kahiin tum pagal tho nahii ho gayi ho…
Tanya:- raj will you please shut-up…
Raj:- nahii tanya mera yeh doubt bilkul genuine hai… dekho Tanya agar tumhe chahiye tho main apne dad ke friend ke saath tumhari meeting fix karwa saktha hoon… woh bohat bade psychatrist hasi tumhare ilaaz bhii chutkiyon mein kar denge… tho bolo Tanya karoon kya fix appointment.. waise unka naam hai…
Isse pehle kii raj kuch kehtha Tanya cuts him & says:- raj dekho agar tumhe is tarah kii bakwaas karni hai tho tum beshak yahaan se tashreef le jaa saktha ho.. dekho raj tum yeh baat kabhi matt bhoolana kii mujhe tumhari zaroorat nahii balki tumhe mere saath kii zaroorat hjai taaki tum khushi ko apne aap se durr kar sako… tho agar tumhe aise hii baatein karni hai tho tum yeh baat bhool hi jao kii main tumhara saath dene waali hoon…
Raj[in a irritated tone says..]:- fineee…. Ab tum mujhe bas yeh batao kii kya tum mera saath dogi….
Tanya:- [acts like thinking for a minute & then says] haan doongi main tumhara saath… ab raj apna haath aage badatha hai for a hand-shake , Tanya bhii apne haath milathi hai raj ke saath… ab raj kehtha hai :- it is a deal thenn….
Tanya:- deal…
Raj:- aur yeh deal , humara saath tab thak bana rahega Tanya jab thak khushi meri zindagi se baahar nahii ho jaathi… aur haan jis din khushi aur mere raasthe alag ho gaye ussi din tumhare aur mere raasthe bhi alag ho jaayenge..phir tum apni jaano aur main apni…bas…
Tanya thinks:- raj tum yeh baat bhool hii jao kii main tumhe chod doongi.. nahii raj main tumhe kabhi nahii chod doongi.. tumhe joh karna hai woh karo raj… lekin main khudko tumhare palle baand kar hii rahoongi..aur us khushi ko tho ab tumhare ghar se bahar phek hii doongi.. chahe phir tumhare dil se nikaal paaun ya nahii…
Raj calls Tanya & Tanya jerks out of the thoughts & asks:- kya hua..
Raj:- Tanya main tabse keh raha hoon mera haath chodo… lekin tum ho kii phir apne khayalo kii dhun mein kho gayi.. aur muskuraane bhii lag gayi..
Tanya then observes kii usne raj ka haath abhi choda nahii hotha hai.. woh foran raj ka haath chod dethi hai aur kehthi hai:- I'am..i'am…sorry…
Raj does not say anything aur phir after a pause says:- tho ab se humara plan of action yeh hoga kii hum khushi ko chot pohanchaye.. itna zyada dard de khushi ko kii woh
Khud meri zindagi se chali jaye..aur phir kabhi lout ke na aaye.. hum dono khushi ke saamne ek couple hone ka naatak karenge… aur yaad rakhna sirf naatak karenge….
Tanya:- haan haan raj you don't worry about thak… main sab kuch theek se sambhal loongi… lekin raj tumhare liye mere pass ek salha hai… aur woh yeh hai kii tum khushi se jitna durr reh sako durr raho… kyunke jahaan thak main khushi ko jaanthi hoon woh apne home waale bachche ka fayada utayegi aur tumhare kareeb aane kii koshish karegi… khushi ab issi koshish mein hai us apne khok mein pal rahe bachche ko woh tumhara naam de de… naajaane woh kiss ka bachcha tumhare palle baand ne kii koshish kar rahii hai… main yeh baat guarantee ke saath keh sakthi hoon kii khushi apne bachche ko dhal bana kar tumhe haasil karna chahegi… aur phir tum kuch nahii kar paaoge… aur waise bhii tumhare ghar ke log tumse zyada yakeen khushi pe karthe hai… tho tum joh bhii bologe sab sirf tumhe hii ghalat samjenge… tho bas raj tum ek baat ka khayal rakhna kii kabhi bhi tum khushi ke us hone waale bachche ke saath emotionally attach matt hona.. tum yeh baat kabhi matt bhool na kii woh bachche us dhoke kii nishani hai joh khushi ne tumko diye the… agar tum us bachche ke kareeb gaye tho phir tumhara kuch nahii ho saktha.. tumhari madat tab main tho kya khud tum bhii nahii kar sakthe… aur tum ek baby-sitter ban jaaoge us naaja…
Isse pehle kii Tanya woh word complete karti raj kehtha hai ghusse se:- Tanya tum us bachche ke is jhamele mein na hii kheencho tho behtar hoga… us bachche ka in sab baaton mein koi dosh nahii… tho agli baar se zabaan sambhal kar baat karna…
Tanya:-[with attitude] theek hai raj… lekin hai main tho bas tumhare achche ke liye hii keh rahii thi kii us bachche se lagaav mat lagao.. warna tumhe hii aage chalkar problem hogi.. agge joh karna hai woh tum karo..tumhari marzi hai.. tumhari zindagi hai jisse chaho lagaav rakho aur jisse chahe naatha thod do.. mujhe kya farkh padtha hai… [Tanya saying this shrugs her shoulders…]
Raj just does not say anything aur phir raj aur Tanya discuss kii unhe sab kya karna chahiye..how do they have to remove khushi from there lives… raj kii tho haalat kuch aisi thii kii uske samaj nahii aa rahii hothi hai kii woh kare tho kya kare.. ek pal usko aisa lagtha hai kii he should avenge khushi for her doings… & on the other side he feels kii joh woh kar raha hai woh ghalat hai.. ab bhi raj ke dilo-dimaak ke beech kii confusion jaari hothi hai…. kuch dhair baad raj aur Tanya kii yeh discussion khatam ho jaathi hai… aur ab thak raj kii bhook aur bhii badh gayi hothi hai… tho woh Tanya se kehtha hai:- Tanya tumhare ghar mein kuch khane ko milegi kya….
Tanya surprised at raj's question says:- raj kya matlab..tumhe bhook lagi hai kya….
Raj just nods hi head…
Tanya:- tho pehle batana chahiye tha na raj.. tum yahiin pe baito main dus minute mein tumhare liye kuch bana kar aathi hoon…
Raj:- okk..[yeh kehkar woh wahaan bait jaatha hai…] aur Tanya wahaan se kitchen ke andar chali jaathi hai…
ab dekhthe hii dekhthe ek ghante ka waqt beet jaatha hai… ab thak Tanya kitchen se baahar nahii nikli hui hoti hai..actually baat darasal yeh hothi hai kii Tanya ko cooking karna nahii aatha.. cooking karna tho chodo Tanya ko tho yeh bhii nahii patah hotha hai kii uske kitchen mein kaunsi cheez kahaan par hai… Tanya ne raj ke saamne khana banane ke liye haan kiya kyunke woh raj ko impress karna chahthi thi… lekin Tanya ko yeh nahii maloom tha kii woh khud apne pair par khulhadi maar rahi thi..and Tanya roz apne liye bhi khana nahii banathi… cook roz aakar khana bana dethi thi… lekin kyunke aaj Sunday hai tho cook late in the evening ko hii aathi hai issi liye Tanya abhi phas gayi..
ab raj gets vexed of waiting tho woh zor se kehtha hai:- Tanya kya mujhe kuch khaane ko aaj milega nahi tho mujhe kal thak ka intezaar karna padega..agar kal thak ka intezaar karna padega tho bol do main abhi ghar jaatha hoon aur phir kal subah wapas aajaatha hoon..[saying this he smirks sarcastically..]
tabhi Tanya comes out of the kitchen with bread & butter in his hand.. woh raj ke pass jaatji hai aur kehthi hai:- yeh lo raj khaas tumhare liye bread aur butter…
raj:- Tanya tumne pichle ek ghante se kya yeh banaya hai kitchen mein… waise main soch raha hoon kii is bread aur butter mein banane mein kya hai….
Tanya:- nahii raj.. woh darasalk mujhe kuch aur soojha hii nahii joh main bana sakoon.. issi liye itne dhair sochne ke baad main yeh bread aur butter le aayi tumhare liye….
Raj:- ufff… [raj yeh kehkar wahaan se chalne lagtha hai.. jab Tanya usse peeche se pukaarthi hai…]
Tanya:- raj..kahaan jaa rahe ho… main tumhare liye yeh bread aur butter lekar aayi itni mehnat se kuch kha tho lo..
Raj[sighs in a sarcastic manner & says]:- mehnat tho tumhari mujhe khoob dikh rahii hai..[raj says this seeing the bread & butter..] lekin joh log mere kareeb hothe hai woh
Jaanthe hai kii mujhe khane mein bread butter pasand nahii hai… main bohat hii selective aur choosy hoon mere khane ko lekar… aisi bohat kum cheezein hai joh main khatha hoon… khushi yeh baat bakhoobi jaanthi hai…[raj in the flow of talks woh aakhiri baat bhii bol detha hai.. even without realizing kii he is talking something related to khushi….]
Ab Tanya gives raj a sarcastic look & with a smile on her face woh raj se kehthi hai:- tum tho keh rahe the kii tum khushi se badla lena chahthe ho.. are badla lena tho chodo tumhare zubaan par tho har waqt ussi ka naam hotha hai.. jab dekho tab kehthe rehthe ho khushi , khushi , khushi… tum thakthe nahii ho kya raj yun khushi , khushi karne se… mere tho kaan pakh gaye hai…
Raj just looks at tanya woh pehle se hii samaj nahii paa raha tha kii kaise uske zubaan par khushi ka naam dubara aagaya..& his face clearly shows kii joh bhii comment tanya ne kiya woh usse bilkul pasand nahii aaya.. there is a hurt look in raj's eyes… aur raj tanya se kuch bhii kahe bagair wahaan se chala jaatha hai… aur yahaan tanya ko bada ghussa aathi hai.. she picks up a cushion from the sofa aur usse neeche patakthi hai screaming:- damnnn….to hell with you khushi…. To hell with you…
Yahaan Tanya ka yeh haal tha…ab zara hum apni nazar ghumakar dekhthe hai kii humari pyaari si khushi ka kya haal hai.. woh kya kar rahii hai… khushi garewal house mein apne aur raj ke kamre mein hothi hai… woh window ke pass khadi hokar baahar dekh rahii hothi hai.. kabhi woh aasmaan kii taraf dekhthi tho woh kabhi sunsan sadak kii taraf dekhthi.. ghar par abhi bhi khushi akeli hothi hai kyunke Mandir se sab logon ko bouji ke dost ke yahaan lunch par jaana hotha hai.. khushi is staring at the empty space & is lost in her own thoughts.. khushi starts thinking:- sorry raj…main jaanthi hoon main tumhare sath joh kar rahii hoon woh theek nahii hai..main yeh bhi jaanthi hoon kii joh bhii main kar rahii hoon usse tumhe takleef ho rahii hai… lekin mera yakeen maano raj main aaj joh bhii kar rahii hoon woh sirf issi liye taaki main humara aane waala kal sawaar sakoon.. raj main joh bhii kar rahii hoon main woh sab kuch bhi nahii karna chahthi.. phir bhii humare aana waale kal ke liye.. humare is hone waale bachche ke liye..humare saath ke liye joh main chahthi hoon kii zindagi bhar bana rahe.. issi liye kar rahii hoon raj main yeh sab.. main nahii chahthi kii agge chalkar kabhi bhi humari zindagi mein aisa waqt aaye jab jahaan hume yeh lage kii humari kismat ne humein azmaaya aur hum us imthahaan mein nakamiyaab hue… main kabhi humare is rishthe ko nakamiyaab hone hii nahii doongi raj.. [khushi turns back to the room , she sees raj ka smiling picture kept at the side-table…khushi goes to the side-table aur raj kii pic apne haath mein lethi hai aur raj kii phoyo se baat karne lagthi hai…] raj tum ho tho main hoon tum nahii tho main bhii nahii… is khushi kii khushiyaan sirf tumse hai raj.. raj main tumse aur apne aap se yeh waada karthi hoon ki humare har dukh , har dard , har takleef ka badla main us Tanya aur uske bhai piyush se lekar hii rahoongi.. main tumhe har haal mein paaungi raj.. chahe mujhe kitne bhi mushkhil raahon par hii kyun na chalna pade.. bhalle hii meri raah mein aaj ke angaray , sheeshe ke tukde hii kyun nahi bikher de meri kismath phir bhii main un par chaloongi.. kabhi haar nahii maanongi… agar tumhe wapas pane ke liye , tumhare pyaar kii bouchaar mujh par hone ke liye mujhe apni aakhhri sans kyun na ladna pade main ladoongi..[khushi touches raj's face & says..]aur haan raj mujhe yakeen hai kii sooner or later mujhe mera pyaar mil hii jayega….. yeh mera khud se wadaa hai raj main tumhe har mushkhil ka saamna karke cheen laaungi… [phir khushi ko aaj subah kii baat yaad aathi hai..the way she taunts raj..aur phir khushi ka jaan-bhooch kar raj ka napasand khana banana…the way she made him work..yeh saari baatein khushi ke zehen mein aathi hai.. aur khushi ke aankhon mein aasoo aa jaathe hai.. khushi ke aankhon se uska aasoo falls on raj's photo…khushi sees that aur phir kehthi hai..] sorry raj.. I never wanted to hurt you..lekin ab haalat hii kuch aise hai kii main kuch nahii kar paa rahii hoon… main joh bhii kar rahii hoon woh bas meri majboori hai… aur tum jaanthe ho raj aaj subah se maine aur humhare baby ne bhi kuch nahii khaya…[khushi feels her tummy & smiles…] tum jaanthe ho raj mujhe tumhe pane ka hosla humara yeh baby detha hai… yeh humare pyaar kii nishani kabhi mujhe haar maanne hii nahii detha.. jab bhi mujhe lagtha hai kii main har gayi hoon , mujh mein aur ladne kii himmat nahii hai.. tab mujhe andar se humari baby kii awaaz sunayi dethi hai jaise humara baby mujhse keh raha ho:- mumma aap itni jaldi harr nahii maan sakthi..meri mumma tho kabhi harr nahii sakthi.. aapko mere papa ko mere pass wapas laana hoga… aapko mere liye yeh karna hii hoga… aap karengi na mumma… aur phir raj mujh mein woh saara lost self-cofidence waapas aa jaatha hai.. aur main phir ladne ki himmat jutakar har baat ka saamna dhat kar karthi hoon… aur kyun nahii karoon aisa after all maine humare hone waale bachche se promise kiya hai kii main uske papa ko uske pass le aaungi…[khushi places raj's photo back on the side-table..& then apne dono haath ko apne tummy par rakh kar , apne tummy ko squeeze karthi hai…aur kehthi hai..] kyun hai na baby..& she smiles.. aur khushi ke aankhon mein nami bhii hothi hai….
Ab zara dekhthe hai kii humare raj mahashay kidhar bhatak rahe hai… raj apni gaadi mein baita hua hotha hai… he is sitting in the porch of garewal house.. uska mann nahii kar raha tha kii woh andar jaaye aur khushi ko face kare.. raj khud yeh nahii jaantha tha kii kya woh guilt hai ya phir ghussa jiske wajah se woh andar nahii jaa paa raha tha.. raj thinks:- kabhie meri zindagi mein ek khoobsurat sa waqt tha jab main office jaatha tha tho us pal ke liye taras tha , tha jis pal main ghar wapas aa sakoon aur apna waqt khushi ke saath bitha sakoon… lekin aaj wohii main hoon lekin haalat pehle jaise nahii hai.. pehla jaisa meri zindagi mein ab kuch bhi nahii hai.. pehle meri zindagi mein khushiyaan hua karthi thi lekin aaj zindagi ke is modh par meri zindagi mein sirf soonapan hai.. zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi..aisa main aksar suna kartha tha lekin kabhi is baat par dhyaan nahii diya..lekin aaj jab mujh par beethi hai tab mujhe patah chala hai kii log kyun aisa kehthe hai kii zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi.. mujhe tho lagtha hai kii khushiyan waqt kii moutaaj hothi hai..khushiyaan kissi ek kii dastak par hamesha ke liye nahii rukhthi bas darwaza par dastak dekar wahiin se lout jaathi hai.. aisa hii tho hua hai mere saath… irony of mt life khushi ke meri zindagi mein aane se pehle main ek aisa ladka tha joh kabhie pyaar par vishwaas nahii rakhtha tha , joh kabhi bhi doosro ke saamne sar nahii jhukhatha tha… mujhe jazbaat , emotions kii koi qadar nahii hothi thi… lekin phir khushi aayi meri zindagi mein… aur sab kuch badal gaya.. meri zindagi mein sab kuch pyaara lagne lagatha maine pyaar joh kar baita main khushi se , mohabbat joh hogayi thi mujhe… lekin phir zindagi ne apna rook badla aur mujhse mera pyaar cheen liya..aur saari duniyaan mujhe ek dhoka lagne lag gayi… mujhse mera pyaar tho chin gaya aur mera pyaar mujhse durr jaathe-jaathe meri duniyaan ko viraan kar gaya , mujhse meri khushiyaan cheen kar le gayi pal bhar mein yeh zindagi..sahii kehthe hai log zindagi badalthe dhair nahii lagthi… aur is baat ka sabse bada example main khud hoon…[saying this raj laughs sarcastically.. lekin raj ke smile mein bhi uska dard chupa hua hotha hai.. woh dard joh woh sabke saamne kabhie nahii laatha..woh dard jisse raj chahtha hai kii woh usse apne andar hii maar de…kuch dhair ke pause ke baad raj phir se kehtha hai…] najaane kyun mujhe aisa lagtha hai kii is baar phir meri zindagi koi karwat legi aur phie meri zindagi ka rook badal jayega..kyun lagtha hai mujhe aisa kii aaj bhi mere aur khushi ka rishtha sudhar saktha hai..humara rishtha kabhi na kabhi tho us mukaam par wapas jaayega jahaan se mere aur khushi ke raasthe alag hue the…kyun mera dil aaj bhi maanne ko taiyaar hii nahii kii mere aur khushi ke beech sab kuch khatam ho chukka hai.. kyun mere dil mein aaj bhi kahiin na kahiin yeh umeed baaki hai kii agge chalkar kahiin tho mere aur khushi ke raasthe milenge… aur woh bhi hamesha ke liye.. jab main jaantha hoon kii aisa kuchh nahii hone waala hai..kabhi nahii hone waala hai.. tho phir kyun yeh umeed kii aas nahii toothi.. kyun mera dil aaj bhi sirf khushi se pyaar kartha hhai , kyun ussi ko chahtha hai… kyun mujhe khushi ka chehra bhand aankhon se bhii dikhayi dethi hai.. kyun mujhe khushi ka ehsaas har pal hotha hai.. kyun jab khushi mere saamne nahii hothi tho mujhe uski kami khhalthi hai..kyun..kyun..akhir kyun….[raj bangs his hand on the steering-wheel..aur phir leans back on the seat & closes his eyes…. Aur yahaan inside the house khushi is leaning back on the bed-rest… she is holding raj's photo in her hand & her eyes her closed…
[raj ke gaadi mein aur khushi ke kamre mein radio on hotha hai… & gaana bajne lagtha hai…]
Song:-
"Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage….
[raj opens his eyes & related himself to the song..& thinks about kaise uska sapna toot gaya…]
Koi rahe na jab apna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage..
Jag suna suna…
[khushi keeps thinking kii aaj jab usko raj kii sabse zyada zaroorat hai tho he is not there with her to support her..]
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai…
Jab yeh dil rota hai….
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein…
Jag suna lage…
[raj aur khushi dono ke aankhon se aasoo beh rahe hothe hai…]
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna…
JAg suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage reeeeeeeee…
Suna Lage Reee…
[khushi thinks about all the time jab raj uske itne kareeb hokar bhi durr ho jaatha hai.. she thinks about their differences..]
Roothi rothi sari raatein…
Fikhe fikhe sare din…
[khushi opens her eyes aur khud ko akela paathi hai.. she opens her eyes with a expectation that raj wahaan uske pass ho….]
Virani si Virani hai…
Tanhai si tanhai hai…
[raj looks at his room ka window & sees kii kya usse khushi kii ek jhalak mil sakthi hai..]
Aur ek hum hai pyaar ke bin…
Har Palchin…
[khushi raj ke photo ko kiss karthi hai.. aur uske aankhon se aasoo badi hii raftar se ghirne lagthi hai..]
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna….
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
[raj starts his car aur phir garewal house ke baahhar nikal jaatha.. he just keeps driving…]
Patharo ki is nagari mein…
Pathar chehre Pathar dil…
Phirta hai mara mara….
Kyun rahon mein tu awara…
[raj keeps driving aimlessly , usse khud yeh patahh nahii hotha hai kii usse kahaan jaana hai…]
Yahan na hoga Kuch hasil mere dil….
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna…
[raj thinks about the time jab usse khushi aur piyush ke tasveerein mili.. aur he also thinks back to the time how he was shattered..]
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage..
Koi rahe na jab apna…
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
[khushi lies back on the bed.. as she is too tired..and all her thoughts are flooded by raj…]
Hai to yeh kyun hota hai…
Jab yeh dil rota hai…
Roye sisak sisak ki hawayein…
Jag suna lage…
Chan Se jo tute koi sapna….
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage…
Koi rahe na jab apna…
[raj drive karthe waqt har kissi ke chehre mein khushi ke chehre ko dhhoond tha rehtha hai..]
Jag suna suna lage…
Jag suna suna lage reeeeeeeee…]
[khushi on one side has tears in her eyes & other side raj ke aankhon mein bhi nami hothi hai…..]
khushi opens her eyes sees raj's photo & then she talks to the photo & says:- nahii raj mere jeevan soona nahii hai.. jab thak tumhara pyaar mere saath hai main akeli ho hii nahii sakthi… aur mujhe yakeen hai raj tum kabhie bhi tanha chod kar nahi jaaoge…
khushi yeh kehkar muskurathi hai then she drifts away too sleep… yahaan raj keeps on going round & round the city….
Dekhthe hii dekhthe shaam ka waqt ho jaatha hai.. sab log ghar wapas aagaye hothe hai siwaye raj ke.. khushi bhi jaag gayi hothi hai after her nap..tabhi anjali , kripa aur bouji aakar usse force karke khana khila dethi hhai.. kyunke they see that table ke upar rakha hua khana waise hii hai untouched.. ab woh usse zabardasthi khilathe hhai.. aur khushi mana karthi rehthi hai…lekin bouji , anjali aur kripa uski ek nahhii sunthe… khhane ke baad bouji explains khushi something kii usse agge kya karna hai…[& guys bouji kya keh rahe hai khushi se woh aapko agge chalkar patahh chalega…& as of now even I cannot hear bouji kya keh rahe hai khushi se…]
Aise hii waqt bheet jaatha hai aur raat ka waqt ho jaatha hai..khushi pareshaan ho rahii hothi hai kii raj abhi thak wapas nahhii aaya… khushi tries to wait-up for raj but woh bed pe lete-lete hii so jaathi hai…. ab raj bohat dhair baad raat ke ek baje apne kamre mein aatha hai.. he sees that khushi is sleeping.. woh khushi ke pass jaatha hai aur uske chehhre par haath phertha hai..khushi groans in her sleep.. raj foran khushi se durr ho jaatha hai kyunke woh khushi ko disturb nahii karna chahtha… raj chhup-chaap bina awaaz kiye fresh hokar change kar letha hai.. aur phhir woh apne side of thhe bed par aakar lait jaatha hai… aur phir raj kuchh dhair khushi ko dekh raha hotha hai.. the days events gets on him & he feels tired aur woh ghehri neend mein so jaatha hai..
Agli subah khushi is the first one to get-up.. she heaves a sigh of relief jab woh dekhthi hai kii raj is sleeping by her… khushi sees the time & thinks kii woh late ho gayi.. she rushes into the washroom to get ready….khushi after sometime is ready.. she is wearing
A business suit.. of a reddish-golden shade.. she applies the necessary make-up & then takes her purse & leave out of the room..
This is the pic of what khushi is wearing:-
http://s173.photobucket.com/albums/w55/suri_sappi/?action=vi ew¤t=3_Piece_Ladies__Suit.jpg
raj is still sleeping in his deep slumber khushi kamre se bahhaar jaane se pehle gives a glance to raj & leaves.. khushi comes down eats her breakfast….& phir bouji aur veena se keh kar chali jaathi hai….
ab dopeher ka samay hotha hai.. raj breakfast table mein hotha hai.. time is 12 & raj is behaving very grumpy… kyunke he was not able to get-up at the right time & leave to the office.. raj darasal 11 ko uttha hai.. & he gets ready to go to the office.. raj ka saara mood bighad gaya knowing the fact that khushi ghar pe nahii hai.. aur koi usse bata bhii nahii raha tha kii khushi kaha par hai.. aur woh naahi kissi se poochne waala tha.. ab raj finishes his breakfast leaves to the office.. office mein aathe hii woh apne cabin mein jaatha hai…when raj enters his cabin woh dekhtha hai kii some person is sitting on his chair.. thhe chair is facing the other side…
ab raj joh pehle se hii ghusse mein aur hotha hhai aur bhi zyada ghussa ho jaatha hai aur kehtha hai:- excuse me..who the hell are you.. what are you doing in my cabin.. tumhe andar aane kisne diya…will you answer me.. aur shall I call the guards… still seeing no reaction from the person… raj shouts:- guardsssss…
thhe chair revolves & raj's mouth drops open seeing khushi in front of him in a business attire.. he is shocked to no limits..
raj in a no-nonsense tone says:- tum yahaan kya kar rahii ho…[raj says this thoda unchi awaaz mein..]
khushi:-[with a cool expression on her face says] raj awaaz dheemi rakho.. yaad rakho yeh tumhara ghar nahii balki office hai.. it is a public place you see.. aur tumhe apni izzat kii parwah ho ya na ho mujhe tho hai…issi liye cheeko matt.. aur ab raha sawaal tumhare question ka well iska jawaab yeh hai kii aaj se main yahaan ki boss hoon.. aaj se tumhari saare powers , yahaan thak kii tumhara post , tumhari kursi bhi aaj se meri hai…
raj:- what nonsense…
khushi:- shhhhhhhhhhh..raj..awaaz dheemi… aur yeh nonsense nahii this makes full sense lekin lagtha hai main joh keh rahii hoon woh tumhare samaj mein nahii aa raha hai.. theek hai tho main tumhe samjhathi hoon woh hua darasal yeh kii aaj se bouji ne tumhare saare zimedaariyon kii bhaag-dor mujhe de di hai.. ab se yeh mera cabin hai.. aur yeh meri kursi… aur tumhare post bhii mera hua..
raj:- aur yahaan mera cabin kaunsa hoga….[raj asks khushi with arrongance..]
khushi joh kii ek file mein dekh rahii hothi hai coolly answers:- well tumhara koi cabin tho nahii hoga.. par tumhari seat woh hai…[khushi points out at the side jahaan pe ek aur table rakhi hui hothi hai.. arranged…]
raj:-[crosses his arms & asks] jab tumne mujhe itna sab bata hii diya hai tho kya tum mujhe yeh bhii batana ka kasht karoge kii what exactly am'I supposed to do in that seat… what designation does that table hold…
khushi:- well raj you will be my assitant…
raj sheirks:- whattttttttttttt…
khushi:- yes raj you will assists me in the work.. the decision will be mine you can feel free to give your opinion & then it will depend on me whether I follow those or not.. because I'am the boss..[khushi says this with loads & loads of attitude & a smile on her face….]
raj ko khushi kii baatein sunkar jhatka lagtha hai.. us par dhamaake hothhe hai.. aur woh
kuch nahii kehtha bas khushi ko aankhein phaad-phaad kar ghoor raha hotha hai….
So guys here ends dil se dil thak part 23 finally.. guys sachchi sirf main hii jaanthi hoon the pain I underwent to write this whole part… I have taken almost one & a half day to type all this & finally I'am posting it now….. i had actually written more than half of the part on saturday... lekin sunday raat ko the part udd gaya....aur phir i retyped the whole story on sunday & monday.... aur ab jaakar yeh saara part khatam hua.....mere dil ko chaine mil raha hai as i'am posting the story... i'am really sorry for the dewlay i know aap sab log is part ka bohat time se wait kar rahe hai.. lekin mein kya karthi first i did not have type to type the story tho kabhi mera poora ka poora document hii udd gaya....
guys please do give your comments as all your comments gives me the encouragement to write better.. suggestions , compliment & criticism are always welcome.. & i'll try to improve my writing....
Preview for the next part:-
Raj is sitting in his cabin in the office… jab Tanya barges-in & says:- hiii rajj….
Suddenly Tanya shifts her gaze to the person sitting on raj's table....& she gets shocked to see khushi sitting there..…
tanya makes a wierd angry face...
while khushi looks at her & coolly says:- tumne tamees naam kii cheez nahii hai kya..... tanya is kind off shocked...
this is the preview for the next part... guys i know this scene should have happened in this part but this scene will come in the next part..sorryy..
ab yeh jaanne ke liye kii agge kya hotha hai..khushi aur kya kya karegi to make tanya & raj's life difficult..bouji & team agge kya plan karenge.. ab raj kya karega... kya tanya apne irado mein kamiyaab hogi ya phir khushi uska har irade ko thod kar rakh degi... kya khushi aur raj kareeb aayenge... kyua raj kabhi khushi ko samaj paayega... yeh aur kaayi aur sawaal joh aapke dimaak mein chal rahe hai un sab ke jawaabo ke liye wait kijiye dil se dil thak part 24 ka...
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