Chapter 14

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Nandini: wah sujal mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum itni achi acting bhi kar lete ho. Nahi to mai apne college drama ke lead role me tumhe hi leti.
Sujal: it was just a bet nothing else
Nandini: bet ke bare m eto pata nahi par jo drama tumne abhi jo drama kashish ke samne kiya wo jaroor kabile tariff tha
Sujal: maine kashish ko sirf sach bataya hai
Nandini: sach hi to nahi bataya hai tumne use aur sach ye hai kit um usse pyar karte ho
Sujal: comeon yar nandini tum mujhe bachpan se janti ho tumhe lagta hai ki mai kashish jaisi larki se pyar kar sakta hu
Nandini: bachpan se janti hu tumhe isiliye se dawe se keh sakti hu ke u love her[she holds her wounded hand] aur uska sabut hai ye khun jiske behne ki tumhe koi parwa nahi hai kyouki isse jyada parwa tumhe hai kashish ke akhon se behte huye asuo ki. Tum kashish se pyar karte ho iska asabut hai ye asu jo tumhari akho me is chot ki wajah se nahi aye hai balki us dard ki wahjah se aye hai jo tumne kashish ko diya hai.sujal ek bar meri akho me dekh kar kaho ke tumne jo kuch bhi kashish se kaha wo sab sach tha mai wada karti hu ke uske bad mai koi sawal nahi poochungi
[Sujal turns around] nahi bol sakte na. sujal tum puri duniya se jhoot bol sakte ho yaha tak ke apne ap se bhi jhut bol sakte ho par mujhse nahi. Are tumhare chehre pe saf likha hai ke tum kashish se pyar karte ho.
Sujal: ha karta hu karta hu mai pyar kashish se. itna pyar ke ji nahi sakta uske bina. Meri har sans har dharkan pe sirf uska haq hai uski ek muskurahat ke liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta hu. Par dekho meri kismat aj maine use zindagi ka sabse bara gam diya hai. Uski akho se behta hare k asu mujhe sau zakham deta hai par aj uske has asu ki wajah mai hi hu. Ek bar to man kiya ke use sab kuch bata du par tabhi prem ka hasta hua chehra mere samne a gaya uski wo muskurahat jo kashish ke name se duguni ho jati hai. Mujhe me himmat nahi thi ki main us muskurahat ko dobara usse chin saku. Kashish ke asu to thore dino me tham jayenge par agar maine use sab kuch bata diya to prem ki muskurahat zindagi bhar ke liye chin jayegi aur mai itna swarthy nahi hu ke apni khushi ke liye prem ko zindagi bhar ka gam de du. Ye mujhse nahi hoga nahi hoga
Nandini: lekin sujal tumhara ye faisla tum tino ki zindagi barbad kar dega
Sujal: Prem apne pyar se dheere dheere kashish ko apna bana lega
Nandini; aur tum? Dekh paoge apni akho ke samne kashish ko jate huye. Bula paoge use bhabhi
Sujal: shayad nahi. Isiliye mai ja raha hu.
Nandini: matlab?
Sujal: mai agle hafte humesha ke liye London ja raha hu
Nandini; par sujal 15 din bad humari shadi hai tum aise nahi ja sakte
Sujal: mujhe jana hi hoga nandini. Prem ki khushi ke liye kashish ki khushi ke liye I will have to go waise bhi prem abse India ka business sambhalega dad bhi yahi shift ho rahe hai to London ka business sambhalne ke liye koi to chahiye.
Nandini: par sujal
Sujal: plz nandini mujhse koi aur sawal mat poocho. Bas ye sat din mera sath de do.

On the other hand she was not able to believe that for sujal her love was only a bet a way to take revenge. All this was a night mare for her and she wanted it to end so that when she wakes up she finds every thing as it was a day before.
Only few hours before everything was so beautifull. Only few hours before he was with sujal she was with her love. Both had confessed their love. Only few hours before she had dreams in her eyes. Dreams of their beautiful future. Dreams of spending her life with her love. World seemed so beautiful But in these few hours every thing was ruined her dreams her hopes her expectations everything was gone. the man she loved was only playing game with her. The man she loved most was happy coz he had ruined her life. He was happy coz he knew that she wont gte happy anymore he was happy that she wont marry anyone
Kashish: nahi mai sujal ko jitney nahi dungi. Mai use bata dungi ki mai uske bina bhi khush reh sakti hu. Reh sakti hu mai khush uske bina. Nahi barbad karne dungi mai use apni zindagi. mai khush rahungi. Aur meri khushi sujal ki har hogi sabse bari hai. [She reached home]
Tulsi: kaha chali gai thi pata hai humlog kitne pareshan ho gaye the.
Mihir: kaha gait hi beta
Kashish: agarwal house
Tulsi: augural house
Kashish: ha kuch bate saf karni thi.
Tulsi: matlab
Kashish: matlab ye ke mai prem se shadi karne ke liye taiyar hu

All were very happy in khanna house coz kashih has agreed to marry prem. Tulsi called agarwal house to give them the good news.in agarwal house Sujal vasu parwati rishi and nandini were sitting in the hall. Just then the phone rang. Sujal picked the phone
Sujal: hello agarwal house
Tulsi: hello kaun Sujal? Main Tulsi bol rahi hu
Sujal: ji aunty ek minute hol kijiye mai manna ko phone deta hu

Sujal gives phone to parwati

Parwati: hello
Tulsi: ha parwati ek khushkhabari hai
Parwati: khush khabari??
Tulsi: ha wo Kashish shadi ke liye man gai hai
Parwati[shocked] kya Kashish man gai
Tulsi: ha. Ab jaldi se taiyariya shuru kar do sat din bad sagai haina
Parwati: ha mai abhi sabko bata deti hu[she keeps down the phone]
Vasu: kya kaha Tulsi ne?
Parwati: usne kaha ke Kashish ne shadi ke liye ha kar di hai
Vasu: really? Oh parwati tumhe nahi pata ye khabar sun ke mai kitni khush hu. tumhe pata hai jab maine Kashish ko dekha than a tab hi mujhe laga tha ke sirf Kashish hi hai jo mere prem ki zindagi me khushiya dobara wapas la sakti hai. Par sath hi ek dar bhi tha ke kahi usne shadi se inkar kar diya toK. But ab sab thik hai K.sujal tum to Kashish ko pehle se jante ho tumhe kya lagta hai mera faisla sahi hai?
[Sujal was lost in his own world. Every moment that he had spent with Kashish was floating infront of his eyes. Every moment he was hating himself for hurting Kashish.]
Rishi: big B ap thik to haiK.big b
[this time he keeps his hand on his shoulder this brings Sujal back to his senses]
Sujal: ha kuch kaha tumne?
vasu: kya hua Sujal? Kaha khoye huye ho?
Sujal: kuch nahi aunty bas ek project ke bare me soch raha tha. Waise ap kuch keh rahi thi?
Vasu: ha mai tumse Kashish ke bare me pooch rahi thi.
Sujal: bahut achi larki hai prem ko bahut khush rakhegi
Vasu: I knew it. Mujhe pata tha ke Kashish hi wo larki hai jo mere bete ki muskan use lauta sakti hai.

Days were passing on wid both Garewal and khanaa houses busy the preparation of marriage.Sujal was trying his best to cover up his emotions but jane anjane uski ankho me dard saf nazar a raha tha udhar Kashish ka bhi yahi halt ha. Magar shadi ki taiyaro me sare log itne masroof the ke kisi ko inki ankho me basa hua dard nazar nahi a raha tha.sabhi ane wali khushiyo ke swagat me lage the magar kisi ko us toofan ka ilm nahi tha jo in khushiyo ki buniyad me chupi thi. Dekte hi dekhte 6 din beet gaye. Kal charo ki engagement thi. Pure ghar me Khushi ka mahaul tha. Shor sharabe se pura ghar gunj raha tha kisi ko sans lene tak ki fursat nahi thi. Charo taraf bas khushiya hi khushiya thi. Insab ke beech ghar me ek aisa karma bhi tha jaha koi Khushi koi shor kuch bhi nahi tha. Waha agar kuch tha to akela pan dard aur zindagi se dur jane ki tees aur wo karma tha Sujal ka jo bheer se dur waha apni zindagi apni Kashish se dur jane ki taiyariya kar raha tha. Lekin use ek bat ki khaushi thi ki wo apni zindagi ek aise insane ke hatho saup ke jar aha hai jispe use duniya me sabse jyada bharosa hai. Inhi khayalo me khoya wo apni packing kar raha tha ke tabhi uske darwaje pe koi dastak deta hai.
Sujal: come in[nandini enters in the room] are nandini tum yaha?
Nandini: kyou mai yaha nahi a sakti?
Sujal: nahi magar tumhe to abhi neeche hona chahiye
Nandini: acha to ab mujhe kab lya karna chahiye ye tum mujhe bataoge
Sujal: mera matlab wo nahi tha. Phir bhi agar tumhe bura laga ho to I am sorry
Nandini: mujhe bura lage ya na lage isse tumhe koi farak parta hai Sujal? Jab tumhe Kashish ke asuo se Kashish ke dard se koi farak nahi parta to mere bura lagne se tumhe kya farak parega.?
Sujal: nandini plz kames kam tum to mujhe galat mat samjho. Tumhe achi tarah se pata hai ki Kashish ka ek asu mujhe hazar maut marta hai
Nandini: bilkul jhoot. Agar ye sach hota na Sujal to tum yaha se aise bhag nahi rahe hote. sujal tum to yaha se halato se bhag jaoge kyouki tumme apne pyar ko kisi aur ka hote huye dekhne ki himmat nahi hai par Kashish ka kya Sujal? Use to khud apni zindagi apne sapne apna pyar sabkuch luta ke kisi aur ka hona hoga. Kyou Sujal kyou? Kya galati hai uski. Kya gunah kiya hai usne jo tum use itne bari saza de rahe ho? Batao mujhe kya galati hai uske?
Sujal:[shouts] mujhse pyar karne ki galati ki hai usne. Uski galati yahi hai ke wo mere kareeb ai.suna tumne uski galati ye hai ki usne mujhese pyar kiya hai. Sharap(curse) hu mai baddua hu jiski bhi zindagi me jata hu uski zindagi tabah kar deta hu. job hi mujhse pyar karta hai use zindagi me dukho ke siway kuch nahi milta nisha mujhe apne bhai se bhi jyada pyar karti thi aur maine use kya diya mar dala maine use. Mam humesha mujhe rishi se jyada pyar karti thi maine unhe bhi mar dala. Prem ne meri wajah se apna pyar kho diya. Manna meri wajahse humesha dukhi rehti ha. Jab mai in sabko Khushi nahi de paya to Kashish ko kaise de sakta hu?mai ek bura saya hu nandini jo agar kisi ki zindagi me par jaye to uski puri zindagi barbad kar deta hai. Isiliye behtar yahi hoga ke mai yaha se tumlogo ki zindagi se dur chala jau[teary eyes] taki tumlog sukun se reh sako
[nandini was abt to say some thing just then prem enters in the room]
Prem: ye lo tumlog yaha bate kar rahe ho aur waha mai tumlogo ko pure ghar me dhoond raha hu.[ tabhi uski nazar Sujal ke bag par parti hai] Sujal tum kahi ja rahe ho?
Sujal: ha wo London me kafi kam ruka para hai wahi ja raha hu
Prem : kab ja rahe ho?
Sujal: aj rat ki flight hai
prem; kya iskamatlaK Sujal this is not doneK
tabhi karan bhi waha a jata hai
karan: kyou bahi kya bate ho rahi hai?
Prem: karan Sujal aj rat ko London jar aha hai
Karan: what? Tera dimag to nahi kharab hai. Kal humlogo ki engagement hai aur tu aj London ja raha hai. Nahi tu kahi nahi jayega
Sujal: plz tumlog samjho mera jana bahut jaruri hai
Karan: ok to ja
Prem: karan ye tu kya bol raha hai
Karan: pehle meri puri bat to sun lo. Sujal tu aram se London ja mai shadi and engagement tere ane tak postpone kar deta hu.
Sujal: ye kya pagalpan hai karan?
Karan: bachpan se humlogo ne har kam sath kiya hai. Mai tu aur nandini humesha humlog sath rahe sath khele sath school gaye sath college join kya hark am sath kiya hai humne. Maine aur tune to is dharti me ankhe bhi sath hi kholi hai. Humare birthdates bhi same hai aise me tune soch bhi kaise liya ki mai apni zindagi ka itna important din tere bina hiK. Nahi agar tera London jana itna jaroori hai to mai apni shadi ki date age barha deta hu. ab faisla tere hath me hai

after a long pause Sujal dials a no on his cell
Sujal: hello mr. batra
Batra: yes speaking.
Sujal: can you plz cancel my booking for London tonight
Batra: okay sir
Sujal: thx[he keeps down the phone and turns to karan] ab khush
Karan[ hugging him] bahut khush
Prem: acha chalo ab sab log neeche chalo bahut der ho gai hai
Sujal: tum log jao mai ye saman rakh ke ata hu
Karan : ok but jaldi ana. Chale nandini
Nandini: tum dono jao mujhe sujal se kuch bat karni hai.
Karan: ye lo ab ise bhi kam hai[to prem]lagta hai pure ghar me sirf hum dono hi bekar baithe hai
Prem: chal neeche chate hai waha atleast hume full attention to milti hai
Nandini: ab bolte hi rahoge ya jaoge bhi
Karan: ha ha jate hai. Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai ki tumhari shadi mujhse nahi sujal se honi chahiye thi
Nandini: sahi kaha tumne ab isse pehle ki mai apna faisla badlu tum chup chap yaha se chale jao
Karan: are bapre ab to jana hi hoga shadi ka sawal hai

[karan and prem goes out of room to join celebrations leaving sujal and nandini alone in the room]
Nandini: sujal tumne yaha rukne ke liye ha kaise kar di
Sujal:tumhari wajah se
Nandini[confused look] mai kuch samjhi nahi
Sujal: nandini tumhine kaha tha na ki Kashish akele ye saza kyou bhugte to lo maine tumhari shikayat dur kar di. Kashish ke sath sath ab mai bhi ye saza bhugtunga. Magar shayad ye saza mere liye kuch jyada hi hogi Kashish ko to is bat ki tassali hai ke usne galat insane se pyar kiya. Ek aise insane se jo use dhoka de raha tha. Par mujhe to us dhoke ka bhojh bhi uthana hai
Nandini: sujal tum kyou apni aur Kashish ki zindagi barbad karne pe tule ho? Dekho abhi bhi kuch nahi bigra hai hum neeche ja kar sabko sabkuch bata dete hai believe me wo log man jayenge
Sujal: nahi nandini bahut der ho gai hai ab kuch nahi ho saktaK. Kuch nahi hi sakta

CUT TO KHANNA HOUSE

Kashish was sitting in the middle of hall surrounded by gals and relative. Tulsi use mehandi laga rahi thi[ sorry guys mujhe nahi pata ki kaunsi rasam kab hoti hai bas situation banana ke liye engagement ke pehle hi mehandi ki rasam dal di. So plz just bear this wired timing wid meƒ]
Simran: wow aunty apne kitni khubsurat mehandi lagai hai ise. Plz mujhe bhi laga dijiye na
Tulsi: are ruk pehle iska to ho jaye
Simran: aunty apne iske hat pe p to kahi nahi likha
Tulsi: wo shadi ke pehle likhte hai abhi nahi[again an wired logic sorry]
Simran: jo bhi ho ye mehandi Kashish ke hath me bahut achi lag rahi hai
Charu:sambhalo kahi jiju Kashish ke wajaye uski mehandi hi na dekhte reh jaye
Simran: jab bhi bolegi bura hi bolegi. Are Kashish to khud itni sundar hai ki majal hai kisi ki jo ispar se apni nazar hata sake
Tulsi: acha ab ise cherna band karo aur upar ja kar iske engagement ka jora le ao
Simran; aunty to kal hai. Ise kya aj se hi taiyar kar ke baitha dengi?
Tulsi: hey bhagwan mujhe is pagal se bachao. Are jhalli mujhe wo jora bhagwan ke charno me rakhna hai taki un ka ashirwad mil sake samjhi
Simran: oh to ye bat hai
Tulsi: bat wat chor aur jaldi ja ke jora ke kar a
Simran: abhi lai[ wo kasish ke room me jati hai] bed par to nahi hai shayad cupboard me hoga[ she opens the cupboard and finds the dress there she pull it out in the meantime she notices some thing falling from the cupboard she picks it up] are ye to Kashish ki diary hai.

FLASH BACK

[we c Kashish is sitting in some garden busy in writing some thing in the meantime simaran comes and snatches the diary from her hands and starts runnigs Kashish also starts chasing her]
Kashish: simran ki bacchi meri diary lauta de
Simran nahi aj to mai ye parh ke rahungi ke tu is stupid diary me kya likhti hai
Kashish: nahi simran plz mujhe meri diary lauta de
Simran: lauta dungi but parhne ke bad aj tu mujhe nahi rok sakti
Kashish: simran statue
[Simran freezes in the same position Kashish comes and takes away her diary] statue over
Simran: kya yar its not fair tu hamesha aisa hi karti hai. Lekin yad rakhna ek din mai ye diary parh ke rahungi
Kashish: aisa kabhi nahi hogaK kabhi nahi

END OF FLASHBACK

Simran: aj acha mauka hai aj mujhe pata chal jayega ki wo is bekar diary me likhti kya hai
[she opens first page of the diary]