Chapter 4

Part 4
Right then Angad comes
Angad: - Kripa, I need help with fonts, it will just take 10 to 15 mins.
Kripa: - Not now Angad. I have got time with my friends after such a long time. Later!
Angad: - (angry) this project is more important than ur friends.
Sheetal: - Hi, man chill. You can do it later also.
Angad: - No sheelal, now means now. (In a angry voice)
Shabir: - What the hell is ur problem.
Angad: - Don't butt in Shabir it between me and Kripa.
He turns to Kripa: - Are you coming or should I do it myself.
Kripa: - exhales loudly and agrees.
Angad smirks.
Shabir: - I don't know what has happened to Kripa, why the hell is she listening to that dog. (He was really angry).
Josh: - Is she in love with him?
Aaliya: - Ofcoure not. Kripa and love forget it. She can never be happy with one man.
And they all burst out laughing.

Kripa and Angad go in the classroom and sit down.
Just then, Kripa starts shouting
Kripa: - What the hell is ur problem. Ur life is dull and you don't have friends that doesn't mean others also don't have a life. There is not much work left. We could have done it later also.
Angad: - You are dragging personal things in between and anyways, more than 90 percent girls are mad for me. Lets forget all this. We don't have anything for the 1st page and the ending. Fonts have to be decided and other little things…u think all this is less?
Kripa: - I have written something for the first page.
Angad: - Thank god! You remember about the project, outside my house also. Well show me.
Kripa: - Wait, ya here it is.
Angad: - Read it.
Kripa: - No u read it, I don't have the guts.
Angad:- What? He was confused, still he takes the paper from her and starts reading it.
Heart and Brain hate each other. To over come the hate we need to trust someone who will provide us comfort this comfort will soon lead us to love. When we are in love, lust takes over. That passion fulfills our wants and needs. Before we know it that someone, is everyone for us and we are everyone for someone. However, we always don't get what we want in life and it comes out in form of anger, which ruins us. We think we are everyone for someone but no one knows what it will loose seeing everyone with someone and still have a fake smile on face. It's the story of no one but still everyone.
Angad:- Are you sure you have written it?
He was amazed by the fact that she has written something so touching, so true, how could a girl like her have feeling like this. He was shocked and amazed at the same time. He had no words to praise her work.
Kripa:- For a moment she thought that he had not liked it but then she realized that he was completely taken a back by what she has written. She had tears and was close to crying, which was noted my Angad. She after a few mins said:– Ya I was 13.
Angad:- Oh my god! I can't believe it.
Kripa:- You know what. I don't know y it told you that I have written it because I have not even told this to my best friend or my parents. But I just felt like telling you.
Angad:- Strange y me?. But the thing is, its so good y don't you tell everyone.
Kripa:- 1st people wouldn't believe and 2nd if they do there are some things in life that should not be disclosed and the questions people will ask, I wont be able to answer, I don't want to answer and I don't even have the guts to answer.
Angad:- I wont ask anything, I don't know y but I will be their if you want to say something.
Kripa:- Thanks but this is not the right time.
Angad:- There is no right time, we have to make the time right.
Kripa nodded in agreement.
Kripa:- Ok now tell me what have u written and other stuff.
Angad:- Ok so we are going to place everything like this…1st what you have written and then.. I hate you still love you. I don't need you still need you. You are no one still everyone. You are mine still not mine. I own u still I don't. I can't live without you still living. I want to meet you still I don't. I am all yours still not. I can't love anyone else still loving. You are my life still force me to die. Why? Why? Why?
Then
Love is nothing but care. When we start caring, extra for someone be have to give that extra a name so we have given it the name to love.

After this one…

I see u, without u even being their…in my dreams and in life. Feel your touch without u even touching me. Want you, knowing you are some one else's. Need u, knowing that I can live without u…as I am. I have that passion inside me, which needs to get out, wants to get out…knowing it will never. That outburst can never happen, will never happen, and should never happen. Never!!
When we are in love and we know that he can never be ours then we feel like crying but can't so to over come the feeling of that pain I have written something. I hope everyone will like it and pass it on to your friends if you really have a heart. It means a lot to me and I would like the whole world to read it.

Then…

A girl and a boy are thinking about their life. The girl is asking questions and the boy is answering. (Note: - She and her stands for the girl and he, him and his stands for the boy).
Girl: - She loves him?
Boy: - Yes she does.
Girl: - He loves her?
Boy: - No he doesn't.
Girl: - She wants him?
Boy: - Yes she does.
Girl: - He needs her?
Boy: - No he doesn't.
Girl: - She will get him?
Boy: - No she will not.
Girl: - She will give him all the love?
Boy: - Yes she will.
Girl: - He will get to love her?
Boy: - No he will not.
Girl: - She will get to love him?
Boy: - No she will not.
Girl: - He will be married?
Boy: - Yes he will be.
Girl: - He will be gone forever?
Boy: - Yes he will be. (angry) He will be gone. He will not wait. He should not wait. She was the one who allowed him to live so why now she expects him to stop. Why at that time she didn't express her feeling it was her mistake.
Girl: - She will be alone?
Boy: - Yes she will be. She deserves it and she only chose that way for her.
Girl: - (crying) She will need him?
Boy: - Yes, she will. She still does. She just doesn't want to admit. (still angry) But he will not come, he will never came, he should never come. He should not turn back. Why should he turn back when she was the one who told him to leave.
Girl: - He will forget her?
Boy: - Yes he will. (still a little angry) She was the one who forced him to forget her. He never wanted to leave her and go she was the one to force him. Now she wants him back?
Girl: - Because she has realized her mistake. She has realized she cannot live without him.
Boy: - (calm) She is very late.
Girl: - Love is never late. He was the one who said this. Right? He even said that he would be there when ever she will want him.
Boy: -Yes but he was wrong. Time never waits for anyone and when he said that the time was different and now its different.
Girl: - He can make time wait.
Boy: - (shouting) Goddamn why don't you understand. He does not want to look back he can't look back, even if he wants too, he is getting married forever.
Girl: - Yes he is going to be someone else's forever and ever. It is her mistake, will be her mistake. She was the one who forced him to go. Now she has to live the mistake all her life.
Boy: - (calm) Not the whole thing was her mistake but yes apart of it was her mistake. What she did at that time she thought was good for him and her.
Girl: - She will always love him?
Boy: - Yes she will.
Girl: - She will never let him know this?
Boy: - No she will not. But he knows it and will know it until the end.
Girl: - She will never be able to forget him?
Boy: - No she will not.
Girl: - She will pay for loving him so much?
Boy: - Yes she will.
Girl: - Her own people, her mother, her father, her family and maybe her husband or boyfriend will make her pay for loving him so much.
Boy: - Yes they will.
A girl in Delhi and a boy in Mumbai are thinking about their lives. It's just unbelievable that they are so far and still able to talk to each other, not with the help of Internet or telephone or cell phone but with their heart. Looking at the moon that is the eyewitness of their conversation, their love. A love in with they have not seen each other, talked to each other or chatted with each other but the winds took her heart, gave it to him, and gave his to her. The love took a turn and she couldn't stop it. He begged her but she decided not to stop it. And because of not stopping that turn here, she was standing all alone and seeing him getting married to someone else. Forever and ever and ever.

At last some quotes

Quotes
Love is the lust, which is needed in everyone's life.

Love is the production of lust.

My life is like water bodies. Large like a sea. Deep and mysteries like an ocean. Calm like a river and bursts like tsunami.

Deeper than eyes, warmer than embrace, colder than heart and wacky than mind. Is his touch.

The biggest symbol of love lies with in you. When your one eye pains, tears flow from both.

Black never lies and white never hurts!!

Ok so this is it. I guess its long. I hope everyone likes and will comment even if they don't like it. I might not post tom, cant promise anything. I have a major test on Monday. And ya pls don't copy those things and quotes. Thanks
Niharika.