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Shrutz

@Shru_thebaadal

Holla Peeps....The following OS is a very very, and very Lengthy one (From the time of Pre wedding ShiVi, coz I adore & cherish My ShiVi from the pre wedding days a lot).. Almost upto 5k+ words & will probably take 25- 28 minutes. So read it with your snacks, But please don't drink anything as it might choke while cursing me. :/

TRIGGER WARNING: EMOTIONALLY SENSITIVE READERS CAN STAY AWAY . Thank You

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Present day,

Time - 9:55 pm

8th June , 2024

Dear Diary,

Pata hai aaj mein kitni khush hu , itni ki mein shabdo mein baya nhi kar sakti, Kyunki kal meri zindagi ka sabse achaa din hai.
Ab tum toh mere saare gehre raaz jaante ho na diary ;
Kal mere Bhootnath ka Birthday hai , Yes mere bhootnath ka.
Kal woh pure 25 saal kaa ho jaayega . Mera bandar apne zindagi ke naye phase mein jaayega, aur usse uski yeh chipkali sabse zyaada special feel karayegi iss din mein.

Ab toh Shiva humaari Shaadi ki baat Maasi maa aur Suman kaki se karle . Kitna intezaar kar rhi hun kab woh baarat leke aaye aur mein uske saath humari shaadi mein naachun,
kab woh mere maang mein apne naam ka sindoor bhare , aur haa ! woh sindoor na mere naak pe girna chahiye; Kyunki mera bandar mujhse bahut zyaada, nhi nhi Sabse Zyaada pyaar karta hai,
Kab hum apni zindagi ka ek naya phase shuru kare,
mein uske bacchon ki maa banungi .. Hayye soch ke hi sharam aa rhi hai 🙈 fir hum apne bacchon ke saath khelenge aur fir unki shaadi ..... offfo Raavi ,tune toh puri life planning kar li hai par pura kaise karegi uske bina!!

Bhoothnath kahin ka ..... usse toh bas dukaan ka kaam karane bol do . Par mein bhi usse Raat ko wish nhi karungi kal special surprise dungi apne bhootnath ko . Usse kal ka din ekdum special feel karwaaungi waise bhi aaj se 4 saal pehle kal hi ke toh din humaari kahani ki ek nayi shuruwaat hui thi , ek naya saffar shuru hua tha ............

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FLASHBACK

9th June, 2020

Time- 12:00 am

Raavi jumped off from the backdoor's window of Pandya Niwas which she knows is never closed by anyone thinking it to be jammed but no one knew Raavi can use it for her own benefit,

Raavi: offo Raavi tujhe yaaha aake ghusne mein hi do minute late ho gya, hmmph, koi nhi Ab bol deti hun (eyes sparking with excitement)

Raavi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHOOTNATH !!!!!!! (excitedly)

Shiva: Kaun hai Kaun hai?!! (startled),

Raavi: Arrey arrey bhootnath mein hun (chirpily)

Shiva:(rubbing his eyes & in a sleepy tone) Abbey tu!!!

Aye gadhedi yeh koi time hai aise aa ke daraane ka , tujhe bola tha na Maami ki behen ki beti dur reh mujhse aur iss ghar se pan nhi tu kaha sunti hai meri, ab idhar se 1 2 ka 4 hoja warna mujhse bura koi nhi hoga! (sternly)

R: Shiva birthday ke din aisi sare hue kaadu jaisi shakkal mat bana, Meine tujhe birthday wish kiya atleast Thank you toh bolde (pouting)

S: tujhe kya lagta hai tere iss Raat ke chudail waale attack ko mein haste hue Thank you Bolunga! toh tu Galat hai , Utha apna Thank you aur pehli fursat mein nikal (snapping his fingers)

R:Aise kaise ?? Itne mehnat se mein yaha aayi hun tujhe surprise dene, achaa nhi bolna thank you toh mat bol par smile toh kar , sari hui shakkal mat banaa aaj ke din (cutely pinching his cheeks which Shiva jerked off)
aur dekh mein tere liye cake leke aayi hun , woh bhi mango flavour teri favourite hai na (chirpily)

S: Shhh! kitna zor se chilaati hai tu, baajun mein dev aur Krish so rhe hai , maami ki bacchi dikhta nhi hai kya !

R: offfo Shiva aisi baat hai to chal (holds his hands & dragged him to Pandya Niwas's storeroom) ab toh cake cut kar sakte hai na...

S: pehle toh mujhe sirf lagta tha , pan aaj Vishwaas ho gya hai ki Maami ne pakka tujhe bachpan mein bistar se niche gira diya tha , tabhi tera upar waala maala khaali hai, aur tujh jaisi chipkali kab se mere liye surprise karne lag gyi? (with one brow up *typical Shiva thing*)

Raavi in a go dreamily : Jab se apne pyaar ka ehsaas hua hai tab se (without breaking her trance from Shiva )

S: Achaa, aisa hai ...KYAAAAAAAA!!!!! KYAAA BOLI.. TU..!!! (shocked)

Raavi realised about her verbal vomit & how she confessed her true feelings but she didn't cover up her emotions anymore,

R: wahi Shiva jo tune suna , jab se teri Maami Ki Behen Ki Beti ko realise hua hai ki woh apne bhootnath se kitna pyaar karti hai , bas tabse , tere aas pass rehne ke liye , tere saath chalne ke liye, tujhse attention paane ke liye bas yeh sab paitraa karna padta hai mujhe , Aur tu ab bolega;

AYYE MAAMI KI BEHEN KI BETI , BAANDH APNE PYAAR KI POTLI AUR PHENK DE USSE NADI KINAARE , KYUNKI MEIN TUJHSE KOI PYAAR WYAAR NHI KARTA, toh tu apna yeh sarcasm apne paas rakh Shiva kyu...

Shiva interrupted her , He hold her arms tightly and pinned her against the wall caging her between him

S: aur tune kaise soch liya ki mein yhi bolunga (huskily moving his face towards her ears)

R:(being affected by his husky voice shivered, but then replied back firmly) kyunki mein jaanti hun ki tu kitna bada kaddu hai ; apne dil ki feelings toh aise hi bolta nhi , tu mujhe yeh sab bolke hurt kar dega , aur sochega ki mein naraaz hoke roungi aur chali jaaungi , toh tu galat hai ! mein yahi rahungi jab tak tu apna cake cut nhi karta (with Raavi's typical pout)

S: par mein toh kehne waala tha acchi baat hai , yeh chipkali bhi apne bhootnath se pyaar karti hai , jaise uska yeh bhootnath apni chipkali se karta hai (pecking her pout & winked )

Raavi was shocked would be an understatement . She was numbed completely , rooted at her place like a statue, as soon as Shiva confessed her in his own way & she registered his words.. she was on cloud nine but the peck on her lips , Though he is Chattan Pandya but his lips are so soft & delectable , plumpy & eatable , she wanted to feel his lips again on her's . Her eyes had tears which were flowing like cascade of waterfall from her eyes YESSS ;HER BHOOOTNATH LOVES HER , its not one sided .

Without wasting anymore time she hugged Shiva tightly & sobbed in his embrace Shiva too reciprocated the hug & stroked her back with one hand & kissed her hair. they stayed like that for sometimes & then parted.

R: You really love me Shiva ? (still sobbing) , mein apna pyaar tujhpe thonp (translation:- to force someone) nhi rhi hun Shiva,
If you don't love me than that's ok, mujhe bura nhi lagega , intezaar kar lungi tera pan zabardasti nhi karungi mein . Promise! (pinching her throat)

S: Achaa Gadhedi , tune mujhe kitne ladkiyo ko gale lagate, honth pe chummi dete dekha hai?? (one brow up in a questioning manner)

R: kya!!! kaun hai woh chudail jo tujhe chune ka bhi soche, uss dayan ko toh mein kaccha chaba jaungi! (gritting her teeth)

S: meine pucha ki dekha hai ya nhi , tu yaha pe khaane chabane ki baate kar rhi hai. (chuckling)

R: (innocently) kisiko nhi dekha hai pan Kaki tujhe gale laagati hai aur maathe pe kiss karti hai aur dhara di bhi .

S: Toh ab bhi tujhe samjhana parega ki haa meri chudail yeh bhootnath bhi tujhse hi pyaar karta hai ,
Sach kahun Raavi toh ehsaas toh humesha se tha par Papa ke jaane ke baad aur teri woh maasi maa ke harakaton ke wajah se unn ehsaas ko kahi dabaa diya tha andar , pan aaj jab tune saamne se kaha na ek nyi aasha ki kiran aagyi mere zindagi mein.
Ki haa, shayad tujh jaisi chipkali ko chodke mere liye koi bani bhi nhi hai, mein toh kal tujhe propose bhi karne waala tha pan tun..

R: Kyaa?? tu mujhe propose karne waala tha??(with wide eyes, forming an "O" expression) aur meine khaamkhaa tera plan bigaar diya, pan mein kya karti mere muh se nikal gya, woh excitement mein (pouting)
meine khud ka hi propose bigaar diya .(frowning)

S:(amused by watching her changing exression in a single time) koi nhi jo bhi hota hai acche ke liye hota hai, ab tujh jaisi chipkali ko lifetime chipka ke rakhne ka faisla kar hi liya hai toh acche se chipak aur mujhe mera birthday gift de. (In a seductive voice, teasingly)

R:(nervously being affected by the proximity) haa wo...woh dek..dekh tera cake.. rakh diya hai ,... table pe....chal cut karte hai

S: cake cut karne ke baad gift lunga mein (winking)

R: (shyly) haa... achaa.. theek hai le lena, abhi chal!

Raavi made Shiva make a wish before cutting the cake, At first Shiva opposed it saying all this as a superstition but for the sake of his chipkali he agreed & made a wish . Then Shiva hold Raavi's hand & they both together cut the cake. First Shiva fed Raavi & Raavi then from the same piece made Shiva eat.

S: ab cake cut ho gya now its time for gift (with his famous smirk, in a teasing manner)

R: Haa bol.. kya chahiye tujhe gift mein (Innocently)

S: (smirking) jaise tu nhi jaanti , pan abhi mujhe tujhe ek return gift dene ka bahut man kar rha hai...

Raavi was confused with the return gift talk but soon realised what Shiva was upto , He hold Raavi's left hand & slipped a beautiful ring band on her engagement finger. Raavi was in tears witnessing this side of Shiva.

S: Toh jaisa ki meine bola tha,
meine pehle se plan karke rakha thaa , pan samajh nhi aa rha tha kab aur kaise tujhe bataunga That I LOVE YOU RAAVI & I REALLY WANT TO MAKE YOU MINE , par fir dimaag mein aaya tha ki apne birthday ke din tujhe surprise dunga , isiliye yeh ring pehle se hi khareed ke rakhi thi .

So Ms Raavi Narayan , Will you be Mine ? forever ?

R: Yes , Shiva , yes (with tears falling continuously from her eyes) I'm all yours Shiva humesha teri hun Shiva I LOVE YOU TOO SHIVA .

And after confessing she jumped upon Shiva in a bone crushing hug. Both had tears on the brim of their lashes & finally they are now one !

S: Now what about my return gift??? (Smirking with a wink)

R: puch kya rha hai? lele ;-)

Matured content ahead (actually little bit of 16+ only),
Readers discretion; if you aren't comfortable with kissing scenes & little intimacy you can skip . Asterix * seperated the scenes ....

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And then the distance became lesser , both came closer , very close to each other , their breaths hitched & their lips met , it was a passionate , yet loving kiss, Shiva was sucking Raavi's upper lip while Raavi was fully concentrated on his lower lip,

Shiva held Raavi's waist tightly and was pinching it, while Raavi locked her arms around his neck & was scratching his neck with her nails, the friction causing both of them immense pleasure & then Shiva twitched Raavi's upper lip . She moaned & then he swept his tongue , tasting every crevices of her mouth, drinking her taste & feeling her. Raavi too let him dominate & was enjoying the new found longings, lust & desire ..

It was like they both needed the kiss to live. Her mouth was his only source to survive, they were panting yet not stopping. Raavi was already breathless now but Shiva was still finding pleasure by locking their lips & tongues and tasting her every corner. Finally Raavi had to hit on his broad bulged biceps to stop him. They parted but Shiva attacked her neckline trailing hot wet kisses, following her collarbone & then bit her earlobe, he flicked her earlobe with his tongue and sucked it harder. Raavi hissed in pleasure . This made him more confident & he cupped the lower part just below her mounds. Raavi placed his hands on her mounds & Shiva feeling her large mounds in his hands started to massage & knead it . He was twitching her pebbled nipple from outside of her Blue crop top...Raavi moaned loudly in pleasure but Shiva placed his palms on her mouth to stop her

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S: Gadhedi, paagal hai kya ? itne zor se chillake kya sabko bataayegi ki hum kya kar rhe hai !!

R; pehle toh tu, kiss karna shuru kiya toh ruk hi nhi raha tha, pata hai meri saansein atak gyi thi tab !

S: Achaa theek hai sorry, woh kya hai naa aaj se phele kabhi kiya nhi tha, first time tha toh thoda flow flow mein ho gya (somewhat blushing)

(A/N hayyye mera bhola Kaddu sharmaatein hue kitna pyaara lagta hai *monkey face emoji*)

R: hayyye baba Somnaath yeh first time aisa tha toh, tu toh Shaadi ke baad pata nhi kya karega (dramatically)

S: kyun jaanna hai mein Shaadi ke Baad kya karunga (winks) chal demo deta hun, aa ab bat...

Suman: aye kaun hai udhar awaaz aa rhi thi karaahnein (translation:- Moaning) ki, ayye Sivaa, Krisu, Dev dekho toh kaun hai??

R: lagta hai kaaki jaag gyi, mein chalti hun bye , I LOVE YOU MERA BHOOTNATH

S: par jaayegi kaise?

R: Jaise aayi thi, peeche ke darwaaze se

S: Ayyye Mami ki behen ki beti, maanta hun tere iss mattar jaise dimaag mein sirf hawaa bhara hua hai, pan zindagi mein kabhi toh mujhe galat saabit kar diiya kar!

R: Kya matlab ???

S: Matlab ki yeh pehle toh tu Jhansi ki Raani banke Raat ke 12 baje yeh sab taam jhaam karne aayi aur ab time dekh , (Shiva took his phone from the pocket & showed her. 1:32 am was the time in his phone) Raat ke 1:30 baje tujhe aise akele jaane dun "gadheri" tere mein aka....

Suman: Ayyye koi hai kya storeroom mein (in a shouting manner) kaun hai udhar batti bhi jalaake rakhi hai??

R: Shiva kaaki toh aaj pakka pakar legi (in a tensed voice)

S: Tu ruk mein Maa ko sambhaalta hun, kisi deewar pe chipak ja apni chipkali behno ke saath, Maa ko shakq bhi nhi hoga (teasingly)

R: (hitting him on his shoulder) hatt Shiva, tu Kaki ko sambhaal, Aur pls mujhe yeh chipkali ab toh bolna band karde, ab mein teri Girlfriend hun, Pata hai kitna pich picha sa lagta hai (making an Ewww expression while folding her Arms)

S: woh toh nhi ho paayega iss Janam mein (with the signature tongue expression of Shiva)

He pecked her pout & went out of the Storeroom. Raavi was afraid what if Suman caught them, What if Suman doesn't accept her. But she is Suman's Favourite despite of being connected to her Prafulla Maasi, & Suman treats her like her own children. From childhood Suman considers her as a part of Pandya Niwas .

Along with her four sons , she too treated her like her own daughter; so NO NO that can't be a problem... Husssh! She is save , not at the moment ,coz if Suman kaki or anyone from the house have seen Her & Shiva together they could surely get a serious heart attack or brain stroke , She was chuckling continuously thinking about their; Her & Her Bhootnath's future... Life will be so Beautiful with him >_<

On the other side Shiva convinced Suman that as he wasn't feeling sleepy so he was just randomly walking all around the house, Suman being not satisfied with his answer even questioned him of the various sounds & also of the moans which she heard to which he completely denied saying that may be the cats were meowing at the night. Suman still didn't seem satisfied but didn't argue with him further knowing today was her favourite beta, her Shaan , Her sher , Her jigar ka tukda Shiva's Birthday and she shouldn't even spoil his night.
As pre planned by the Pandya's & Raavi they all will surprise Shiva on his birthday and so no one would wish him . Raavi being Raavi the overexcited child can't stop herself to wish him so created a loophole of her own orders.

Then Shiva made Suman settle on her room to sleep . He wished her goodnight & straight away went to his chipkali. Here Raavi was all tensed thinking About Suman & Shiva , whether he could convince Suman kaki ?? what if Kaki caught him lying?? No No THINK POSITIVE . 

Seeing Shiva she immediately ran to him & almost launched upon him making him stumble , but he gripped his hands on her waist tightly & made them balance.

S: Aur tu kehti hai (mimicking Raavi) "mujhe chipkali mat bula, pich picha feel hota hai"

Kabhi toh apni harkaton se mujhe vishwaas dilaade ki tu chipkali nhi hai, aake chipkali ki tarah lapak li mujhse, hattt!! deewar nhi hun main, insaan hun jaake deewar pe chipak...

R: tu aur insaan, tch tu toh Bhootnath hai , Bhooton ka devta,
Tabhi toh yaha pe teri brand new Girlfriend tension mein thi aur usko console karne ke jagah tu usse yeh sab bol rha hai (frowning)

Agli baar na apne upar fevicol daalke tujhse chipkungi kya kar lega mein bhi dekhti hun hmmph!

S: Haa yehi toh sunna baaki reh gya tha pehle se hi chipkali aur uske upar se fevicol lagake chipkegi! meri hi kismat phooti hui hai(dramatically)

R: Sudhri hui kismat ko phoota hua bolna band kar, Somnath ki sabse sundar Ladki tere Kismat mein aake giri hai (proudly)

S: Achaa chod theeke hai bahut ho gya mazaak, chal ab tujhe tere Bittolaal waali maasi ke pass chodke aaun warna , Agar tu usse nhi dikhi toh pure Somnath ka sona, khaana, peena aur sabse zaroori mera jeena haraam karke puchegi;

"Hayye mhara Bittolaal yeh meri phool si bacchi ko kaun uthaa ke le gya?" (mimicking in maami's tone)

R: sab kuch tune Maasi maa ka perfect copy kiya bas woh bittolaal nhi Bhogilaal hota hai , samjha Gadhera (giggling at his antics & hitting lightly on his forehead)

S: Haa theek hai theek hai, samajh gya mein, waise bhi uss Maami ke tarah 1% bhi banne mein interest nhi hai, ab chalegi tu yaa aise hi Khari rahegi...

R: haa haa chal jaldi, already kaafi late ho gya hai ...

Saying so both Shiva & Raavi not with that much difficulty sneaked out of Pandya Niwas & headed for Raavi's home.....

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Present day,

Time: 12:00 am

9th June, 2024

Dear Diary,

Happiest Birthday my dear BHOOTNATH...

tum toh Jaante ho na diary this time meine Pakka socha hai Ki Shiva ko uske Birthday waale din bada surprise dungi hi dungi, issiliye usse bolne se pehle Aaj tumhe bol rhi hun, Warna mein dobi firse 4 saal pehle waali Raavi ki tarah bhaag jaungi usse wish karne ... Bas I hope mujhe neend Aa jaaye bina apne bhootnath se Baat kiye ... Ok bye diary kal baat karte hai ^_^ .

After writing her diary , Raavi opened her phone & looked at her wallpaper which was of Shiva 💖

Raavi's Wallpaper (of Shiva's picture ❤)

Hayye Mera Hot, & Cute Bandar, Happy birthday (kissing the picture) bahut yaad aa rhi hai teri,

pata hai tu abhi tak muh fulla ke beith gya hoga ki meine tujhe wish kyun nhi kiya, par koi nhi kal tujhe surprise bhi toh dena hai na .... so thoda sa intezaar karle bas,

Achaa Goodnight Bhootnath & Be ready for the surprise, I LOVE YOU (again kissing his picture)

Chal Raavi so jaa kal bahut taiyaariyan karni hai subah subah, Maasi aur Anita di se bach bachaake kaam karna parega !

Saying so Raavi pulled her blanket & drifted to a deep slumber with the sweet dreams of her bhootnath .

Next Morning,

Time : 8:00 am

9th June, 2024

Raavi's POV

Chal Raavi khaana toh tune bana diya Maasi maa aur anita Di ke market aane se pehle, par samajh nhi aaya dono itne gumsum se kyu the :( , samjhi mein Shiva ka birthday hai Maasi maa khush kaise reh sakti hai,(frowning) unhe toh bas mauka chahiye mere Shiva ko baate sunane ka, par mausa pa bhi subah hi ghar se nikal gye! Shayad koi kaam hoga...

arrey yeh sab chod raavi , chalo Meine saare dishes toh ready kar di hai... wow sab mere Shiva ka favourite , ek baar chakh ke dekh leti hun sab baraabar hai na!

Aloo gobhi ekdum perfect, lehsuun bhi zyaada nhi hai , Methi ke parathe namak theek hai , karwaa bhi nhi lag rha . Arrey kheer toh bhul hi gyi taste karna ....... Haa kheer bhi sahi hai, Cake bhi thode time mein bake ho jaayega

chal raavi tab tak yeh sab pack karle

Saying so Raavi packed all the dishes & kept the freshly baked cake in freezer.

yeh bhi ho gya, ab jaake nahake ready hoke uss bhootnath ko zor ka surprise dungi! kitna uddas ho gya hoga woh meine wish jo nhi kiya (giggling) par tujh jaise bhukkar ko surprise bhi toh dena tha! aur aaj toh tujhe shock bhi milega Mr. Shiva Pandya , Jab mein Kaki se humaare Rishte ki baat karungi , hehehe teri shakkal dekhne layak hogi (chuckling)

Raavi goes to bath & after that gets ready in a beautiful blue salwar suit, she sat beside the dressing table, and took the ring band Shiva gifted her 4 years back, She kissed the ring band wore it & started doing her makeup, After that when she was done she saw the reflection in mirror only to find Shiva in a beautiful black Shirt & denims....

Ra: Shiva tu yaha ??? Abhi ?!

Sh: Kyun nahi aana chaiye tha? (coming towards Raavi & Back hugging her)

Ra: Nahi meine aisa nahi kaha tha pan , tu yaha kaise aaya???

Sh: Kaise aaya woh chod , Ab aagya hun na toh ab bas Jaana nahi hai (burrying his nose on the crook of her neck)

Ra: Shiva abhi jaa yaha se, Maasi maa aa sakti hai( shyly)

Sh: Woh bol jo mein Sunne aaya hun (raising his brow & slightly smirking)

Ra: Kya??? (closing her eyes & feeling him)

Sh: Tu bol , kya???

Ra: I Love You Shiva, So so so much (with slight tears in her eyes)

She moved from his clutch & hugged Shiva

Sh: I love you too Raavi, saanson ke chalne tak aur uske baad bhi ...

Ra: Shiva!!! Aisi baatein mat bol, plss (with tears on the brim of her lashes)

Sh: tere aankhon ka nal kabhi bhi chalu ho jaata hai na, aansun poch aur ek kiss de (teasing)

Raavi without any complaint approached to give him a peck but Shiva disappeared....

Ra: kya??? Matlab mein sapna dekh rahi thi (pouting) yeh bhootnath sach mein bhoot banke mujhe pareshaan karta hai... koi nhi ab jaldi chal Raavi late ho jaayega!! Raste mein uske liye phool bhi lena hai . Woh kaddu chahe jitna bhi bole par phool toh usse bhi pasand hai

A voice echoed suddenly , "Kyunki tu bhi toh meri phoolkumari haina"

hmmph! yeh bhootnath sapno mein bhi pareshaan karna nahi chodega ....

Saying so Raavi took all the packed dishes & cake in a bag & left her house heading towards Pandya Niwas.

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Raavi was happily walking & even dancing on the streets of Somnath, humming soft melodies & chirping like a peacock.. She reached the flower shop & picked up small small Butterfly creepers. She always know Shiva is different from others. He Doesn't like roses, But from their childhood he was much fascinated to the beautiful creepers which came in White, lavender & Yellow color.

She picked all Kinds of butterfly creepers along with lilies. And handed the Shop owner a 200 Rupee note.

Flower seller: Bitiya, kaha jaa rahi ho, chutte toh lete jao..

Raavi : (Turning towards the seller) Kaka, arrey aap rakhlo, Mere Shiva ka Janamdin hai aaj, usko khoob saare aashirwaad do, Aur humara maan samajhke rakhlo aap..

She left the place & The flower seller blessed her for her kind & righteous heart.

Raavi is all giggling while doing shopping spreading all sorts of delight & postiveness to people surrounding her.

She bought Checkered shirts, plaid shirts, Denims for him. She then Kept her special 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARD' & note along with the other gifts & ran towards Pandya Niwas.

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With the brightest 1000 watt smile & a glowing radiance on her face , Raavi entered Pandya Niwas & saw Shiva standing in the same vest & tracks he wore four years ago. Raavi was totally lost in the sight of his beautiful physique .

But by that time Shiva came & snapped his fingers, causing her to break her hooded eyes on him.

Sh: Ghoor kya rahi hai, khaayegi kya. (Smirks)

Ra: Dhatt, Badmaash.. (Blushing)

Raavi ran to hug him but was stopped by someone.

Dev: Raavi... Tum..kisse baat kar rahi thi?

Ra: (while being confused & frowning) Kaisa mazaak kar rahe ho Dev, of course Shiva se baat kar rhi thi, aur kisse karungi?

Dev: Shi.... (he sighed) Dekho.. Raavi , kab tak aise hi rahogi maan kyun nahi leti sach ko!

Ra: (smiling nervously) Kaisa sach Dev?? Kya bol rhe ho?

Just as Dev was about to tell her, Suman shouted saying

Su: Yeh sach ke nahi raha tera Seeva... Chala gya hai woh chodke , tujhe, mujhe, (with teras continuously flowing from her eyes) hum sabko.. 4 saal hogye hai, Mere bete.. Mere Seevaa..

Suman couldn't complete the sentence & went to the place where the Puja of Shiva's barsi was taking place.

Ra: Kaa.kaki.. Kya aap bhi, Arrey, kal hi, kal hi baat hui thi meri usse, Aap sab samjh kyun nhi rahe ho!

Raavi was almost on the verge of tears. Jagat who was present for the Barsi Puja came & hold Raavi tighter.

Ja: Dikri... 4 saalon se tu yehi bolti hai, Nahi aaya na.. Yaad kar dikra.. Usdin ko yaad kar. Yaad kar...

Jagat said all those words shaking her tighlty.. Everyone present their had tears in their eyes.

FLASHBACK

9th June , 2020

Shiva & Raavi were on the Bike, enjoying their official bike ride after proposal. Where Raavi was literally chipkofying to Shiva.. Shiva was also enjoying their intimacy. Though they both wanted the time to seize so that they could be together for more. But they finally reached to Maami's house & Raavi had to bid a 'Good Bye' to Shiva.

Ra: (while walking to the doorstep) Itni ajeeb si beicheini. ek anchaha sa ehsaas kyun ho raha hai?

She saw Shiva who was about accelerate his bike & leave. She without thinking anything ran to him & crushed him in a hug. Shiva was for once taken aback, but he soon registered & then reciprocate the hug.

He smiled & pecked her lips & forehead & Raavi kissed his palms. He finally after glancing Raavi, till she reached her room saw her & left.

But he didn't knew sometimes, the heart speaks the truth....

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June means early monsoon.. So was that day.. Early monsoons with them brings Lot of drizzles & thunders. After almost the dry sweaty Summer, It's like a blessing in disguise, But seems like , The case isn't the same for everyone.

It was almost 2: 27 am, Shiva with full speed was driving his bike. He surely wants to reach home as early as Possible. Probably he won't sleep. How could he even sleep after the certain Proposal of His chipkali! But he wants to recall those moments in his mind time & again.

In that time only while he was busy recalling those moments of 'them' together, He didn't noticed the slippery end warning written on the Highway , and his bike skidded & hit a tree.

Shiva almost rolled down the way .. Near a cliff. He tried to get up, shouted for help, did his best, But the grip was loosening & a final thunder and his hands lost the grip.

Shiva fell of from the almost deepest cliff of Somnath, an accident prone side.

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That Morning , when everyone noticed the absence of Shiva, the family became tensed and tried to find him . But no information came. Raavi was feeling like she was loosing everything with the increasing time....

Gautam was finally called by the police on the cliff side almost after 78 hours , which is equal to 3 days. They got to know about the probable accident of Shiva.

The Pandya's were traumatized by the death news of Shiva. For almost a month Suman didn't believed it to be true, almost getting a paralytic attack. Raavi too denied to believe it. As the time passed everyone accepted the fact. The entire Somnath even got to know about Raavi's love for Shiva. But Raavi paid no heed to even believe an ounce that Her Shiva is no more.

Raavi suffered partial amnesia, coz of the shock & for 2 years was treated for that. After the treatment , Raavi still used to claim she sees Shiva and talks with him.

Her talks only contained the following thing "Mujhe mere Shiva ka ehsaas hai, Mehsoos kar sakti hun use mein, apni saanson mein, USKA EHSAAS HI KAAFI HAI MERE LIYE"

It was getting worse day by day & everyone pitied her condition. Prafulla tried many a times to get Raavi engaged or married to someone , But it only deteriorates her health. So Prafulla even stopped that.

After 4 years even Raavi believed that maybe Shiva isn't there anymore. She was all lifeless after the acceptance. Prafulla & Jagat believed that after some needed time she will pass on from this phase. Raavi for the past few months didn't even showed any signs like previous times.

But today on Shiva's Birthday or Barsi, she once again was back to square one.

FLASHBACK ENDS

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Ra: Hai, Mausapa Hai, Mera Shiva hai!! Mere har ehsaas mere har saans mein hai woh.

By saying this Raavi broke down and fell on the ground. Everyone came & hugged her tightly. After some crying & remembering Shiva, the other neighbour people started to leave. Dhara & Suman also went back to the kitchen , to make food for the Barsi ritual.

Raavi was sitting their with wide opened eyes gazing coldly & continuously staring Shiva's picture.

Ra: Tu kyun chala gya?? (started to cry loudly) Kyun, Kyun, Kyun, tere bina saans nahi li jaati hai, Adhoori si lagti hun mein.

Kitne vaadein thei, kitni yaadein thi, Tu aise kaise sab chodke chala gya? (crying loudly & almost hyperventilating)

Sh: Ayye Nirupa Roy (yelling)

Raavi turned to the Shiv - Gauri Ganesh idol where she heard his voice & almost gasped watching Shiva. He was wearing the same checkered shirt & denims which she bought for him today only. He was plucking the petals of the same Butterfly creepers & lily which she bought for him. 

Ra: tu fir se ek khwaab banke udd jaayega na. Bolna... Agar jaana hi haina, toh iss baar mujhe apne saath le jaa, please.

Raavi said this while standing at her place, folding her hands. Shiva's lips curved upwards & he came to the place where she was standing.

Sh: Mein toh har jagah hun chipkali, bas mehsoos karke dekh. iss Duniya mein Jabtak Raavi hai, Shiva ka bhi waas hai. Tu mujhe Bhootnath bolti haina, dekh.. Sachka Bhootnath hi hun main.

Before Raavi could say anything further she was called by Dhara.

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After completing all the Barsi rituals , everyone was sitting on the aangan. Revisiting their memories with Shiva. Raavi's eyes were constantly searching in hope to see Shiva again. Out of nowhere a voice came & simply asked her

" Mujhe kya kahi par dhundh rahi hai?"

Raavi smiled at that and said

Ra: Mujhe tujhe Dhundh neki kya zaroorat, tu haina.

As soon as Raavi said that she witnessed everything near her surrounding to be freezing. The comotion of people freezed, even the ticking of clock freezed. Shiva came & held her hands & said

Sh: Raavi. tera mera jo Rishta hai, woh maut aur zindagi se kayi bari hai. Tu aur mein kya hai, kyun hai , kaise hai, woh swayam Woh Aadikal bhi nahi samajh sakta. Pann aaj tujhse kuch vaade chahiye the. Maanta hun mein apne vaade pure nhi kar paaya (with chocked voice)

Raavi nodded in a no and closed his mouth with her palms.

Ra: Nahi, aisa nahi hai, tune apna har vaada pura kiya hai.

Shiva smiled and said to her ,

Sh: Haa toh agar meine apna har vaada pura kiya hai, toh tu bhi ek vaada kar. Kush Rahegi "aur Mujhe apne Ehsaas se zinda rakhegi. kyunki TERA EHSAAS HI KAAFI HAI"

Ra: I promise Shiva, I Promise (with tears in her eyes and smiling)

Raavi cupped Shiva's cheeks & leaned in for a kiss. Both reciprocated the kiss emoting their every fibre of emotions.

Soon, Raavi was jerked By Dhara and she found everything normal. 'Was that also a dream?' She thought and was almost on the verge of tears, but she saw Shiva standing their near Mandir of Shiv- Gauri Ganesh idol, smiling.

Raavi smiled through her tears & said "TERA EHSAAS HI KAAFI HAI" .

A butterfly came from The Shiv- Gauri Ganesh Idol & sat on the petals of the Butterfly creeper and Lily, which was plucked by Shiva . Glowing the brightest , by the reflection of the Afternoon sun Ray. 

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Didn't proofread as it was quite long.. and pls ignore Grammatical errors as well. (Pls Pls don't throw Joota & chappals On me )