Desire or more than desire

Taani is sitting in king size bed,lots of question roaming in her mind with lots of emotions

Its a emotional roller coaster ride for her,

Where life is taking her,why she have no control over her heart 

She fall in love with him even after knowing he don't love her, she dont have any right to love,she is not normal girl but she is also not extra ordinary girl also

He enter in bedroom snooze his face in crook of his neck with his act she come out of her thoughts.

Taani: when did you come Rey

Rey: about 5 min ago but you were so lost that you didn't notice me but what you thinking

Taani: nothing.

He seat on bed take her in his lap 

He put his lips on her 

She kiss him back 

They kiss passionately 

Than take her in his arms 

Rey: tomorrow you will be 21 or humari life badal jaegi 

He peck her lips and sleep peacefully where as sleep is far away from her

She start remembering all things 

Flashback

She is not born in normal place or in normal society but that doesn't mean she don't desire it

She also desire normal life,she also want to wait for her husband ,cook food for him she also want her husband to love her  but marrige and love not written in her destiny because she was born in Red light area,she is a daughter of sex worker

She even don't know name of her father but she definitely know she is illegitimate child of someone lust 

But that doesn't mean her mother don't love her

She love her that's why she keep her safe when she become five and that world people start seeing her with wrong  eyes,her mother send her in hostell,her mother provide her education for which her mother work day and night  but destiny again played cruel game with her 

When she turn 18th and doing her college studies her mother died because of Aids

It's look like those people of that cruel world just waiting for her mother dead their cruelty made her realize that how difficult it was for her mother to save her..

After her mother death ritual 

They drag her cruelly and throw her in bar and told her to dance

After that you will going to satisfy client they said to her

She try to run but they are everywhere,in every corner 

She start dancing while dancing she collided with Rey

He look at her intensely 

He hold her made her stand properly,

She start dancing again but he hold her hand 

Rey: you will not dance .

One man come: why she is our property

Rey understand situation

Rey: how much for her

Man: 1 crore 

Rey: fine 

He pick her and take her after giving 1 crore check to them 

Taani:why me

Rey: I m reputed businessman I can't come here daily but I want someone to satisfy my needs 

Taani: you mean physical needs 

Rey:yes

But currently you are not prepared you re just 18 we will wait for your 21st birthday

Taani: I don't want to live with you pls leave me 

He don't pay any attention to her words 

He take her home 

He made her sit on bed and say

Rey: you are so beautiful,when I saw you lust and desire for you grown inside me I want your body I want to f**k you whole night but only when you will be prepared

He said honestly 

She feel disgusting with his words tears form in her eyes

Rey: see Taani,in that world they going to sold you every night with different men which is more disgusting

And here it's only me

I will provide you every luxury 

Now choice is yours

If you want I can take you back and you be prepared for sleeping with different men daily or second option you have live with me,I will claim you after 3 yrs 

You still have 3 yrs to be prepared for me

If you re ready than tell me.

Taani: agar aap mujhe jane doge toh me koi job kar lungi mujhe y sab nhi krna she said in very low voice but it's hearable to him

Rey: ok go

Taani: really 

Rey nodded his head in yes

Rey: I want your consent if it's not their than I m not going to keep you 

Leave in morning

Take this money he said and leave his room

In morning she take money and  leave 

I will return this money soon she leave a note 

And started search for job 

While searching job

In one company.

Boss: don't mind but I see you in dance bar and you have no father name in your bio data

Taani told him everything

Maybe her mother is not acceptable in society but she love her mother her mother projected her till last breath.

After hearing her the man come close to her touch her lustly and say

Man: I have only one job for you warm my bed for one night girls like you are not made for decent job you deserve only Jobs like your mother  

He try to kiss her but she run after pushing him

This anger that man 

He call that cruel people of that world from where Rey freed her

They again haunt her kidnapped her

And force her to dance in bar again after dance they going to sold her for one night stand with same man

To whom she push while searching job

After dance he start dragging her 

There are many girls to whom lusty people dragging forcefully

Her eyes fall on Rey who was drinking one after one like crazy 

She run towards him

Pls help me and them 

He look at her 

Rey:I already freed you why would I help you 

Taani: see this girls today I realize their pain they don't deserve this life 

Rey: what will I get in return 

Taani look at girls and thinks about his word he need her 

Taani: me

I will warm your bed I born in this world I deserve this world but here maximum girls are kidnapped they need to return home safely 

He call commissioner and send that cruel people in jail 

Return kidnapped girl to their parents,send orphan girls to n.g.o

But to save them 

She seal her fate with him

He took her home

Rey: you know I miss you,I desire you 

Taani: you desire my body 

Rey: whatever

He take her in his arms

She hug him back bcoz of deal

He take her bed 

Kiss her eyes, nose,cheeks,than he rub her lips with his thumb sensationally

She didn't enjoyed it 

It's deal not her love 

He put his lips on her and kiss her

She don't respond

Rey: dhire dhire sikh jaogi he said 

Take her in his arms and sleep

Next day

He told her to continue her further studies,

She got breakfast,lunch,clothes everything

He come home early 

Rey: today I see a couple enjoying in garden I want to go with you

Taani: we are not couple I m your bed mate 

Rey: I know but I also want you happy,for that thing 3 yrs left but in this 3 yrs I can't bound you in this home like a caged animal you are human and deserve some enjoyment in life and 

I want you happy in my arms 

This man is crazy she thought 

They go for outing 

From last 3 yrs every evening they go for outing,ice cream  hand in hand, every Sunday movies

She start feel especial and good with him as her mother life is full of struggle and her was saved by him

So no one took care of her like him

So she never feel special with anyone 

Slowly slowly the awkwardness between them fade away now that start enjoying each other company in reality

She remembers last month she suffered from typhoid and he took whole month off just to took care of her

He already have many servants but he himself took care for her

She become emotionally attached to him in last 3 yrs but he clear her on very first day he just desire for her body 

He always sleep after kissing her taking her in his arms 

While remembering all this her birthday comes it's 12 am

An alarm ring 

She open her eyes 

In her every birthday he wish her at 12 am 

He open her eyes

She close her eyes and waited for his passionate kiss

But he kiss her forehead

She look at him shock

Taani: I know today is the day of s*x 

He chuckled at her.

He hold her hand and gave one letter to her told her to read 

He leave 

She start Reading

Taani I will not lie when first time I saw you in bar I felt lust for you,bcoz I had a breakup with my ex gf who use me for money and her pleasures or I say she leave me

That day I lost trust in love.

I decide I will also satisfy my needs but I can't spoil someone life so I go in that bar for my need where sometime consent is also there

But you are the only one whom I like

I brought you here, you leave and I become sad to think now how I m going to fulfill my needs,

But you again come to me for help and I shamelessly took advantage of your situation

I knew you was not ready for s*x so I start using you for my kissing and cuddling desire 

But I don't know when I start feeling a strong connection with you,your pain start haunting me

I don't want s*x with you I want to cuddle you,I want to eat ice cream with you,I want to do shopping with you,I want you to feed me,

Remember when I was in fever you awake whole night for me

You put wet cloth on my head 

And you remember when we play badminton your smile when you won

Taani I want all this moments with you,I don't want conditional s*x with you,I don't know where my lust disappear but I feel happy with you,my happiness lies in your happiness

You know after conditional s*x we going to lose our beautiful moments bcoz of your majburi and my guilt and I can't let that happen 

I m sorry taani,I m sorry for my behavior,my condition,but after meeting you I become human from devil 

That devil Rey don't have heart but this human Rey's heart beat for you

I realize it late but I realized I love you Taani

Or pyar kisi ko jabardasti apne sath rakhne ka nam nhi tum har condition se free ho or ab apne pero p khade hone layak bhi ho so you are free

But agar tum mujhe ek chance dena chaogi toh I m waiting for you in next room

I will prove myself best for you but choice is yours

She have tears in her eyes

Yes he done wrong with her with that condition but she is the one who become agree,he toh free her also but she is the one who come back to him,

And he gave every happiness to her which no one gave but today he gave the most beautiful thing which she desire his love

She run toward him

He was standing there his back is facing him

She cuddle him from back and say I love you mujhe to yakin hi nhi ho raha h

He turn and take her in his arms 

After sometime he goes in kitchen take out cake in room they both cut it

And feed each other 

Rey: thanks for making me human you change me and I m loving this change 

She smile

Taani: I m ready 

He look at her confuse 

Taani: I m ready to take next step in our relationship

Rey: we will but not today

I promise I will going to make every moment of that day very especial for us without any condition but today let's enjoy your birthday

Today we will going to celebrate your birthday

They both start dancing with music

He kiss her forehead 

And next day they do court marrige after 1 month grand wedding and finally become one

Ok sorry for this kachra,but me bor ho rahi thi so I wrote it 

It's timepass os to I know jyada acha nhi hoga but still pls leave your feedback

Baki kal se I will start updating others story me bht busy thi sorry 

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