Part 28: Finally Anirudh confessed his love, some sweet secrets came out
Anirudh asked Bondita to be judge for his case and his case will be pleaded in his room She agreed and went with him.
Everyone are sleeping. He switched on the light made her to wear judge coat and made her sit in a chair. She felt nervous when she entered his room. It is not at all the thought that he will misbehave with her, but some kind of excitement, anxiety and mostly what he will confess. Will he reject her once again. Then how to deal with her shattered heart. It is better not to expect any love from him. May be due to attachment from many years he might have kept her photo in his Wallet and nothing more than that.
He sat on knees infront of her feet and started confessing by keeping his hands on her feet. He started " Janab, I know I have hurted the most innocent person barrister Bondita ( he is about to tell Bondita Roy Chowdhary but stopped at Bondita Roy) Das . Today I will confess all my feelings. Please convey her
Janab, when I am in Teenage I was in crush with my neighborhood girl Soudamini, initially I thought that I am in love with her but she always kept my feelings in dilemma because she only dreamt for luxurious foreign culture life with me. She has loved me because I belong to Roy Chowdhary family and lived in foreign, else she would not care about me.
When I am in dilemma about her, situations forced me to marry an angel who is just 12; years old, who had still childhood features, innocence in her face. By marrying her, I broke Soudamini heart and I was literally shattered and broken myself for 2 reasons - one is for making Soudamini shatter and other reason is a little girl carrying vermillion in her forehead in my name. Only me, and my study room know for how many days I had literally cried for making these 2 crimes.
At that stage, I strictly consoled myself and daily I used to make me understand that loneliness is the only companion to me and taking care of Bondita as my responsibility and make her a well educated person are the main ambitions in my life. I should get habituated to this loneliness should not think of myself, my life , but I don't know at that moment that Durga maa had sent her angel as a soulmate to me to fulfill all the void and vaccum in me. I became complete only because of her. Due to my stubborn nature, till today I am running from this fact ( Bondita)who is the most beautiful boon in my life. Initially she is only my responsibility, later my student and a best friend. But I don't know when she turned to be reason for my existence.
When she was abducted by Brijwasi I was completely shattered and I didn't get peace till I get my Bondita back. When I was in Calcutta she was suffering with high fever in Tulsipur as kaka made her away from studies, I felt something was aching in my heart and returned to her. Unknowingly my instinct used to give me warning whenever she is in danger.( He took hands from her feet and kept as crossed on his body as he is hugging himself & said) When I annulled my marriage with her, I have lost my life and left as a lifeless body, but Decided to fight for her and will continue to do it till my last breathe. Only God knows how I controlled my tears and anger on myself when Sumati maa , Thakuma rebuked on my Bondita not to touch me, embrace me as I became stranger ( Paraya mard) to her. I became so possessive for her, unable to bear even when her mother raise hand on her. But She has to listen to them as they are her family, I myself was responsible because I had made her away from me and when she stopped talking to me (in secondary school XI std) I felt so breathlessness.
I always admire her, worship her and... love her from my heart,.and I cannot surely say when it turned into love. ( She looked at him with surprise and filled with tears she almost lost her hopes after this guru dakshina drama that he will realise his love to her, both of them have an eye lock for a long time). There is a pin drop silence in their room. Both of them have not even moved looking at each other
Anirudh finally confessed ( forgetting about their case) " I love you Bondita 💕💕💕. I love you ...so much. I have told this in your absence for number of times . Only these 4 walls in my bedroom are witnesses for this .
Initially I am scared to admit it to my heart, later I am scared to admit the truth to you Bondita or anyone. But I cannot stop myself loving you, worshipping you ( Tears rolled from her eyes). The only fact which made me scared is if I confess my love, may be I am not letting you to chose the person whom you may love or the other efficient person who loves you deeply and honestly, to come into your life. Because I took care of your in all the years tried my level best to fulfill the void and vaccum in your life, would it be fair to ask you to stay with me as my soulmate for a life time. Will I not be selfish and do injustice for you. ( She started moving from her chair and sat down with him with tears)
This hesitation had only turned into inferiority complex. Sometimes I used to feel and also cry that why had I not born 5 -6 years later to be a perfect match with you ( She is shooking her head as no)
Bondita cuddled him and said "No never I felt that we are mismatch due to age gap. Never degrade, belittle yourself infront of anyone. Not even with God. In fact the beauty in our relationship is only this age gap. You have fulfilled the void and vaccum in every stage, you always comfort me and pamper me. Husband and wife relationship cannot have compatibility because of less age difference but can have compatibility and love because of respect, friendship, understanding eachother, freedom and flexibility they give to eachother. I cannot think of even God as my husband infront of you because you are everything to me. You only can make me complete. If Dheeraj is a genuine person, even then I cannot consider him as my husband. It is only you I have always considered my husband, my universe . I can freely discuss anything with you. I am not telling this under any teenage hormonal rush. Now I reached 20 years and I think I am self sufficient to support myself. You always told me that I should have responsibility and freedom to chose my life partner. Now I am telling you once again that I always been in love with you and I am confessing it in my full senses that I only want you as my husband in all the means. I insist in all the means."
It remained tears in his eyes and tightened his grip towards her. Still many years of inferiority complex had not left him completely and some hesitation is left in his mind.
With tears in voice and eyes,
Anirudh: Do you really feel comfortable and happy with me Bondita?
Bondita ( with sparkling tearful eyes and shy in her face): yes , I will be the most happiest person whenever I stay near to you. I need not worry about anything.
Anirudh: Are.you not ashamed of me as I am much elder in age, many of your college mates proposed you, and can get good alliances who suit with your age..
Bondita closed his mouth and sternly told " I already told you not to mention about the age gap, but only think of our unique and precious bond between us. Will I be ashamed of you when you are ill ? Tell me ( he recollected how she has done service as Jyoti and shooked his head as no). Will I let you leave the world alone when death comes, automatically my heart also stops beating. ( This time he placed his hand on her mouth and shook his head as no and cuddled her deeply)
She came out of their embrace and by placing her hand in his heart and told that 'This is my kingdom and I want to rule my kingdom as a queen. Are you understanding it?'
Anirudh : your kingdom is waiting for you queen Bondita Roy Chowdhary.
She giggled and both embraced deeply.
After a while,
Anirudh : Bondita, I am sorry. I need to clarify something with you that Dheeraj....
She interrupted him in middle.
Bondita: No need to explain sakhababu, I clearly understood that to take revenge on behalf of Suketu, Dheeraj had befriended you and left the impact on you that due to age gap husband and wife cannot lead a happy married life and you came into his words because you already have this inferiority complex. Am I correct?
He said "hmmm"
Bondita continued : "There is also my mistake in this. I could have confessed my love directly to you long time before. Actually I planned to express it on your belated birthday but you are already under Dheeraj influence"
Anirudh: sorry, I had hurt you a lot & made you cry unnecessarily
Bondita: even you too cried secretly and might have punished yourself. Am I correct?
Anirudh: ( by bending his head) hmm.
Bondita ( wiping his tears and he too reciprocated the same): okay let us forget the past and will reveal our elders tomorrow that we cleared out misunderstandings and want to get married.
Anirudh nodded as acceptance, cupped her face and said "Bondita, I love you so much.."
Bondita: I love you too sakhababu.😍😍
They spent their time in their sweet talks. He asked from when did she started having feelings for him.
She thought for a while and said even I can't say clearly when my feelings are started. Whenever I used to call you in my heart, you used to be with me in next minute. But when we parted after annulling our marriage it gave me intense grief. When maa is forcefully dragging me away from you, I felt that I lost my life at that moment. He held her hand firmly.
I have felt so bad when Thakuma is calling you as stranger to me. I shouted on Thakuma and told that you are not stranger to me, but maa made me feel ashamed of speaking boldly and embracing you when you came to speak about studies at that time. Instead of arguing with them for every minute things, I thought it is better to shift to Calcutta and concentrate on studies. So I agreed for their conditions of not meeting you and taking financial help from you. But only god knows how much I cried at that time. Anirudh had cheered her and asked not to think about any bitter memories.
Later, He had shown her his suit which she made kashiram to stitch with her part time work in X std, and how he maintained it as precious gift till day and also shown her photographs in his room . He revealed that he used to cuddle her photo and sleep in the night. She felt so shy and Anirudh is mesmerized to see her blushing for the first time , how her face and cheeks colour change during blushing. He teased her for this . She revealed that sampoorna didi, Tapur and Catherine maa used to tease her a lot when she blushed about him in their talks. He felt amazed and pouted his cheeks for not blushing infront of him till that day. She smiled and shyly told that she will do it from now onwards, also revealed that she too used to cuddle his photo Whenever she wants to share her happiness, intense pain and sorrow.
Anirudh asked her to promise that from now onwards not to cuddle his photo but him only directly and share everything 🥰. She felt shy but at the same time kept condition that he too should do the same. So they made final promise that they won't keep any secrets be it from minute things to major things and share it without any hesitation, embarrassment. They also promised eachother that they will stand for each other in all phases of life. Night passed away by their talks and both slept on floor holding each other hands and soon it became morning.
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Next morning, sampoorna is looking for Bondita in their house portion everywhere and worried where she could have gone early in the morning or did she not return back when she went to speak with Anirudh. Did he break her heart again? She asked Somnath and Tapur they too said they don't know. Shomik went to out of station previous day on business work and Rimjhim is least bothered about Bondita. She is not showing her displeasure because her husband and her daughter will not spare her if she say anything against Bondita, so she used to stay away from Bondita's matters.
They all three are searching for them and Bhatuk too joined them. Anirudh's bedroom has window from outside and they peeped through window and saw an unexpected scene which they can't imagine that it will come true so soon.
Bhatuk shouted with excitement. Anirudh Bondita woke up from sleep and felt embarrassed to face their siblings. Bhatuk mocked Anirudh
" Is it true? Am I dreaming Somnath dada? Our krantikari dada, fitoori loud speaker babu Barrister Anirudh Roy Chowdhury and Bondita in one room holding their hands."
Anirudh frowned to listen loud speaker babu name and asked his brother " Bhatuk,now you too started giving names to me along with Bondita?"
Bondita felt embarrassed but Bhatuk retorted that this name is kept by my choti boudi Barrister Bondita ji
Anirudh pretended to be angry with her and he pouted his cheeks. She bursted into laughing at him and blow his pouted cheeks with her fingers.
Bhatuk " Am I dreaming or is this true? Somnath dada, just pinch me"
Somnath sampoorna are giggling but Tapur gave a tight pinch to Bhatuk. She will always be ready to pull his legs, dominate him. Poor fellow surrendered himself to Tapur ofcourse the fact is he enjoys her company.
Sampoorna to tease them more, gave frowned expressions and scolded them slightly " what is this Anirudh Bondita ? What are you doing here? You are been in one room before marriage. 😲😲😲Shall I inform this to sasurji? Is this the way to behave in our traditional family? ..sasurji! Sasurji! ..."
Both requested Somnath to help them by stopping his wife and not to take this matter to elders. But sampoorna without stopping started to move. Somnath held her hand and gave a light kiss on her cheeks and requested to forgive them and she got embarrassed infront of her brother in laws and would be co sisters
Anirudh Bondita Bhatuk giggled at their romance but Tapur ( still having childish behaviour) tried to do some ruckus about all but Bhatuk too stopped her by catching her pallu and whispered in her ears that he will also kiss her if she tried to tell it to anyone. She felt shy.
Suddenly a voice from backside:
" Oho, it seems like all the Roy Chowdhary boys are in romantic mood. What's happening my dear children?"
These 3 pairs are embarrassed to see catherine caught hold of all. She just felt happy and asked Bondita that is everything ok. She just nodded with blushing.
Anirudh admiringly looked at her how beautiful she looks when she blushes.
Later Everyone went near Trilochan Binoy Shomik and Anirudh apologized for his impulsive nature and requested them to fix their marriage.
Trilochan has done some commotion " what! ...😲😲Binoy! Shomik ji! Am I dreaming? Or is the person who stood infront of me, not our mahaan Sri..sri... Barrister Anirudh Roy Chowdhary or any of his imposter? How come he agreed so soon to get married to Bondita? Binoy,... I am scared if my health is ok or not. It seems my head is shaking. Has today sun rose from West side...."
Everyone are giggling at him Anirudh said " kaka" and huffed. Later Trilochan bursted into laughing and finally concluded that our Bondita bahu is coming back to control our Roy Chowdhary spoiled brat. ( Roy chowdharionnke bigdail bagad Billa gale mein ghanti bandne keliye hamari Bondita bahu wapas aa rahi hai.)
Finally everyone agreed and pandit fixed their marriage muhurat after 2 weeks on ths same date of Dhananjay Komali wedding.
Anirudh suggested that their 3 marriages will be done at same place after completion of their term exams. Everyone applauded and accepted with his decision.
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