Chapter 10

Siddhant POV:

I looked at Roli who was having tears on her eyes...

'Roli.. if this baby is yours then are you married already???' i asked...

'No Siddhant.. i am not married...' she said...

'If not married... did you got pregnant in relationship with boyfriend???' i asked...

'No... i dont have any relationship with anyone...' she said...

'What do you mean ROli??? Who is the father of this child then???' i asked...

'You said this child is just looking like me... if this baby was looking like his father then may be i might have known...; she said with tears...

'I dont get you Roli... what does this mean???' i asked...

'This mean.. i dont know who is the father... ' she said with tears...

'Dont know!!!  How is this possible!!!' i asked...

'Yes its impossible right... but thats what happened... i dont know who is the father...' she said...

'Does this mean... it happened with some stranger whom you dont know... i mean like rape...' i asked with all hesitation..

I know how much pain Roli is facing by my questions...

But i cant help it as i need to help her to come out of the problem...

'I dont know what terms i can give as i cant tell it as rape... how can i when i didn't tried to fight it... It all happened when i was not in full conscious... almost without any clarity of what has happened...' she said...

'You mean you were drunk or something like that...' i asked...

'Yes.. i was drunk...' she said...

'But who was there at that time with you.. then you can understand who it is...' i said...

'So many people... who i can blame...' she said...

'So many...Where???  in US???' i asked...

'No... In India...' she said...

'When??? When did this happened.. that too in India...' i asked...

'In the party in our office...' she said...

'What???' i asked in shock...

'Siddhant... you remember we had party in our office before i start to US...' she asked...

'Yes i do..;' i said...

'On that day... in that drinks party.. i too drunk to give company to others..; she said...

'Then...' i asked in all shock...

'I dont remember anything happened after that... but when i wake up... i was in one of room of our office and no one was beside me... And i realised i lost something which i was not suppose to... i dressed up and came outside but found no one... i cried long sitting inside the room... Then i started from office and rushed towards house in my car...' she said...

'OMG... i didn't expect...' i said...

'I got no guts to tell my parents what happened to me... how can i tell them that i lost something which i should not being drunk...' she said...

'Then what happened???' i asked...

'I came to US for doing my studies... i started feeling sick and on checking i found myself pregnant... What can i do??? how can i tell my parents???  But at the same time... i was not interested to kill this baby... ; she said admiring the baby face...

'SO you hide your pregnancy to everyone and gave birth...' i asked...

'Yes... As i was alone here.. it was not big deal to hide... I gave birth to the baby last year and then with help of that nanny i am taking care of this child... Once the time came to return to India... i decided to keep the child here itself secret and told the nanny  to take care...; she said...

'But how long...' i asked...

'I dont know... but i got no guts to bring this child to India and show to society as i am sure what name our society gives this baby...' she said with tears...

I forward my hand to take the baby while she gave the baby to me...

I hold the child and admired the baby...

'Whats the name???' i asked...

'Roshan...' she said with a smile wiping her tears...