Clean

I keep my phone on the nightstand, with a smile this time

In my mind it's the 'Thank you' and not 'it's ok' that chime

Feels great to talk to you like it's been a routine for years

Glad that I could paint you a smile this time and not tears

Never believed when they said, 'Regrets stay forever'

Crushing my ego down, you took it as your next endeavour

The loser I have always been, I let you win

Pushed you aside and later drowned in a pool of guilt

Words lose their value when actions yell the opposite

Unwanted I made myself, after being your favorite

I never knew what I lost until it came to an end

Hard lessons were learnt, teaching me how to bend.

But today feels like the glorious sunrise after a gloomy day

The most played on my playlist, now has got nothing to say

Everything feels like earlier; beautiful and serene

Repentance has faded out and it's finally clean!