Chapter 122

                    Part - 122

After Mr.Khanna left...Geet was shocked and confused...

Geet stands still not knowing what was wrong...

But she knew one thing that her Mumbai visit didn't bring joy to everyone, there is someone who has lost her happiness b'coz of Geet...

Geet just now felt happy that she got her life back, her love, her Khrish...

She recovered fully and also remembers how she met Sam and Sam instantly made friendshio with her...

Sam believed Geet and trusted her stories when no one had faith in her dreams...

Sam didn't know anything about Geet, about her Khrish but the moment Geet identified Maan as Khrish and Sam felt that it was her only hope to save Geet she readily made her MK Khrish and lied to Geet that he is MK's cousin brother...

Even Maan couldn't tell the truth to Geet as he was bound by Sam's love and didn't want to make Sam sad...

Knowing how everyone around her took so much care of her even though they have just met her exceot for her friend Pinky...

Sam gave her shelter and also tell care of her hospital bills, so sweet of her...

Sam would never have imagined that Geet will destroy her love like this...

And Maan, he was forced into this situation just nb'coz he loved Sam...

This is all wrong, nothing seems to make her proud, or even worse make her look like a selfish opportunist who used her friend's help for her own happiness not knowing that it is Sam's love, her life that she has taken over...

Geet had just then realized that Maan too loves her but that happiness didn't last long, now she knows the truth, the ugly truth about her betrayal, and knows that Maan is acting for Sam and Geet got carried away too much...

It was the same day that Maan wanted to take Geet for a date and the day when Geet got back her memory completely...

From her love for Khrish to her search for Khrish and her falling in love with Maan...

She confessed her love for Maan even to Pari and told her that he is her love, her Khrish and she is going to confess the truth about her love to him that night...

She wants to surprise Maan by confessing before him...

She knows how much he wants to know that Geet loves him, Geet loves MSK...

Pari was also happy for Maan, atlast he found his love, Geet is back...

Pari wanted to tell that to Vicky, she called him and he asked her to come to the cafeteria instead as he wanted to discuss something with her and Pari left...

Geet asked them not to tell Maan anything as she wanted it to be a surprise for him...

Then when she was thinking about what she should do when she meets Maan she goes into a dream where it's somewhere out in some remote place...

Geet and Maan are alone...they have lost the way as they were heading to some important meeting...

Maan stops the car as it's late and they can't keep going in the jungle at this hour...

It's not safe...

Geet is scared to get out of the car...

Maan asks her to come with him if she believed that he Khrish would take care if her...

Geet gets down and it's snowing out...

Geet couldn't believe her luck and she runs out to enjoy it...

Then she stops and dances in joy...

She starts shivering in the cold and when she finds it unbearable she gets the warmth that she needed as Maan hugs her from behind...

Geet is lost in that hug...

Maan whispers...: I love you Geet

Geet: you shouldn't say that Maan

Maan is shocked...

Maan: but Geet, I love you

Geet: I know

Maan: then what?

 Geet: I wanted to say that first, but you told it

Geet looks a little bit disappointed...

Maan: Ok, I'll take my words back, now you tell me

Geet: no, now I don't feel like saying, you won

Geet pretends to be angry and starts to walk away...

Maan comes and scoops her in his arms and starts walking ...

Geet stares into his eyes and is lost in their love...

Suddenly her dream is disturbed as she has got a visitor in Mr.Khanna waiting to change her life...

After her confrontation with Khanna Geet went in search if Sam...                                                             

After this only Geet went to Sanjeevani and asked about Sam...

They said Sam has gone with Dr.Armaan for some research to US...

Then she finds out that Maan is MK, Sam loved only Maan and they were engaged and about to get married...

Now she understood why Maan avoided her when she was after him...so that's why Maan avoided her amd stayed away from her...

Geet was really a fool not to see this...she feels sorry for Sam...

She knows how much Sam loved MK...as Khanna said she was madly in love with him since childhood...

Yes, knowingly or unknowingly Geet has betrayed her friend Sam...

Sam gave her shelter and helped her chase her dream though no one believed Geet, Sam never questioned Geet and believed her, she did everything to bring happiness in Geet's life, but what did Geet do? She took away the only happiness from Sam's life, that is MSK...

Geet couldn't believe what she has done, maybe everyone is right, it's better for her to stay insane, she has been troubling everyone and now she realizes her mistakes...

She knows that love is insane but her one sided love spoiled two lives...

She gets angry with herself and hates herself for her foolishness...for that has cost her dearly, she made her Maan's life miserable and more than anything she santched Sam's happiness and ruined her life for ever...

She doesn't know whether Sam would ever forgive her for what she did...

Maan loved Sam and because of Geet Sam left Maan...

Now everything is clear and she knows what happened...

She knows why her Khrish was so angry with her and called her a cheat, yes, she is a cheat indeed...she is a selfish stubborn and adamant fool...she never looked beyond her dreams, her life, her happiness and her love...

She failed to see what happened around her...

She has found out the truth atlast...

Sam even hid her love so that she could help Geet...but Geet misused her friendship, haina?

Geet becomes mad again, this time she is angry with herself...

For her Maan hates her and is angry with her for what she did...

She only wants his forgiveness if possible and nothing more, she wants to stay away from Maan now...

She believes Maan is not her's , she was never a part of his life and it's all one big dream of her's which could never come true...

She is now happy to live in her memories with the Khrish whom she thought loved her, she has locked herself inside her imaginary world and is scared to get out of it, she is scared of the real world now, she wants to stay in her dreamland forever...real world doesn't like her, real Maan hates her, she has no one in this real world, she feels lonely and desserted in the real world, she wants to keep her eyes closed forever and is frightened to open her eyes and see what's real for she believes she doesn't belong to the real world at all...her world is somewhere far far away up in the clouds where there is no sorrow only happiness...

This world is cruel and has always wanted to hurt her...haina?

She has lost her faith in this world and has locked herself up in her reel world...where she thinks she is happy always...

But the fact is that after meeting Maan and after what happened she has lost the happiness in her dream world too...she lives with the guilt that she has ruined her Khrish's life...

She only keeps asking for his forgiveness and hopes that one day he'll stop hating her...

Her dream Khrish also started to hate her for what she did to Maan, she thinks like that and is in so much pain as if she had committed some grave mistake...

She only wishes she had never met her Maan, and she had not spoiled his marriage...

She is now in a punishing mode and keeps hurting herself for no fault of hers...

That's why Geet acted as if she forgot the whole Khrish story but she couldn't fool Maan for he knows to read her mind thru her eyes...

Maan: no Geet, you are wrong, I am MK and I'm Khrish

Geet is not ready to listen...

Geet: you are MK first and then you became Khrish only for Sam

Maan: yes Geet, but I fell in love with you only, belive me Geet, I realized what love is only after meeting you, I never loved anyone else

Geet: no it's not love it's sympathy, I don't want anyone;s sympathy

Maan: have you gone mad?

Geet: yes, I'm mad, mein pagal hoon pagal

Maan: nahi Geet, tum pagal nahi ho

Geet: nahi mein hi pagal hoon

Maan tries to go and embrace her...she needs him now...but Geet stops him...

Geet: mere paas mat aao, mein pagal hoon

Maan thinks that it's better to leave her alone or she will hurt herself more...

She needs some time to overcome her guilt...

She has known all the truth now...now she'll also know how much Maan loves her...

Maan tries to stay away from Geet so that she is not reminded of Sam and also her so called betrayal of Sam...

He makes sure Geet remains busy in Pari's marriage...

Geet involves herself in the wedding to avoid Maan and Maan is happy to watch her and adore her from a distance...

Maan tries to stop her from hurting herself and make her realize that it was never her mistake that Maan didn't marry Sam...

Actually it is Maan's mistake and he also wants her to know that he loves only Geet...

First he has to make sure she comes out of this trauma and her mind is stabilized before he could tell her what really happened...

Geet has to gain her lost hope and confidence back...

She has to start believing in life and has to start having dreams...

She should stop blaming herself and start believing that she deserves to lead a happy life like anyone...

She can't keep hurting herself like this, she has to come out of this blame game and think about her future...her life , her family, her happiness...

With the help of the medicines and councelling Geet slowly regains her confidence...

She is ready to lead her life on her own...

With MSK around she is constantly reminded of her past and she can't live in peace knowing how much she hurt him, haina?

Maybe he can try and hide his pain from her to help her get well soon but she can see the pain in his eyes, that lingering sadness in his eyes...

Geet wants to go far away from Maan so that he forgets that there is a Geet Handa and moves on and leads a happy life which he deserves...

But Geet doesn't know that the pain and sadness is b'coz of seeing her in pain and not otherwise...

Both of them want to see the other happy but end up hurting each other thinking that they are responsible for the other's troubles...

If she wants him to forgive her for anything she had done in the past he asks her to stay with him till he thinks that she is ready to leave him...till then she has to stay back...

Meanwhile Maan wants her to help him find a suitable girl for him before Dadi returns so that he can move on in his life as Geet wishes...

Geet agrees for she thinks it's her responsibility to make sure Maan finds a suitable life partner, someone as good as Sam, for she believes it's all her mistake that Sam left Maan...

This way he tries to keep her back...and the plan works out well as Geet also has the same opinion that she is here only to help Maan find his love and not for her love...

Geet thinks about the past when she was living at KM, those days were happy and she still remembers how much fun she had with Dadi forget about Maan...he is fake, but Dadi? Geet did love Dadi with all her heart and she knew Dadi too loved her the same way...

Geet is afraid that Dadi too would be upset with Geet for Sam is Dadi's choice for Maan...

She is scared that Dadi will also hate her...

Thanks to her stupid love to have spoiled everything for her, she lost a true friend in Sam, she lost a lovely Dadi...

What hurts her more is not that she lost her love, but she lost all the good things she had just b'coz of her insane love, haina?

She had everything, a job, a lovely friend, a Dadi who loved her like family, what else she needed?

If she wasn't greedy then she wouldn't have lost all that...but for her love she had evything she wished for...her life was so happy and she never felt lonely with Sam and dadi with her...

They showed unconditional love and she failed to cherish their love, if she had only not thought her love for Maan was bigger than anything she might have not lost them, haina?

Now she realizes her mistakes, now she repents what she missed?

Now she knows the value of true love even if it was not from your spouse, Geet just wants that love of family back, she knows that she got the love that she missed from her family only here...Sam loved her like a little sister and Geet didn't respect her love...

She was more than a friend and she always saw Geet as her own sister...she even hid her love from Geet as Geet believed that her MK was Khrish...

Geet cries her heart out thinking about all that she had lost, but she never thought about Maan, yes, she has realized that there are things much better than love, haina?

Poor Maan, he has just realized that there is nothing better than true love and Geet has just lost hope in true love...

Maan has been waiting for her hiding and he just keeps watching her cry...

He knows how she feels and just wants to go give her a big hug and say that she is not alone and he is right there for her, but then he knows that he has to give her some time before he could pour his heart out...

He leaves after watching her going to sleep with all the pain when her tear glands dried up and she could no longer feel the pain...

Thanks to her pills she could atleast get some gud sleep, poor Maan he has lost his sleep and also doesn't have the luxury of the pills too...