Chapter 30

                      

  Next day morning Bhardwaj house,          

             

         Sujatha arranging plates on the dinning table. She saw the clock "time is already 8.30, where is this sidhant?' she asks herself and headed towards sid's room. She opened the door and saw sidhant is still sleeping  on the bed. "This lazy boy na' mumbles sujatha and shook him hard. "Sidhant get up' she calls him but he turned against her and continued his sleep. "Time is 8.30 kumbkarna' 'WHAT?' shouts sid and sat on the bed. He saw the clock and shocked. "Stupid roli,look maa because of her only I'm late today.she didn't call me today' complains sid and rushed inside the washroom. Sujatha smiles at her crazy son "don't know what you'll do without roli, finish your studies soon beta then I will make your friend roli as your wife roli' sujatha said with a dreamy voice and went out. Sid came out from the washroom. He standing in front of the mirror and applying hair gel on his hairs. "Why she didn't call me today?" says himself and took his phone and called roli. "Switched off' he sees the phone with a confusion. "What happened to this girl and her stupid phone' thought him with a irritation. "Sidhant beta come fast' sujatha calls him from the downstairs. He just wore his t-shirt in hurry and took his bag&shoes on his hand. He rushed downstairs. He reached Hall and sat on the sofa started wearing his shoes. "Sid come and have breakfast' sujatha called him. "No mom,I got late' replied sid and turns his concentration on his shoes again. Sujatha took the plate on her hand and reached sid she sat beside him and shows the food plate to him. "Mom please' but his words went incomplete because sujatha pushed the food on his mouth. Sid sees her with a you won't change expression whilst sujatha gave a victorious smile at him. Sidhant continuous his work and sujatha feeding him food. "OK bye mom' says sid and rushed out. He occupied his seat and started driving towards his college. He reached his college on time in short cut and got down from the car. Sid saw their usual bench but no one is their except riya. This makes him confused more. With a same confusion he reached riya. She smiles at him "hii why you did you come so late darling?' riya asked sid. "Where is roli and others?' he questioned her without consider her previous question. "They went to your class' "what? how can they?' said sid and rushed towards his class room leaves riya boiling in anger. Sid entered into the class and saw rikara and shivanya. He went near them "what is this guys?, why you didn't wait for me? And where is roli?' he questioned them continously without any break. But he didn't get any reply from them. "Guys'  "just go away please' says sharanya and turned her face against him. Sid shocked to the core after hearing this from her. "Wh' before he speak their professor entered the class. Without any other option sid went and sat beside shiv and om.  Om and shiv looks at him with a anger filled eyes. Sid gave a confused look and he don't know what happened to them.             

                 

  In roli's house,          

           Meena knocked roli's room door. Roli slowly opened her eyes with a great difficult. She still in a same position. Her face and eyes are swollen. She got fever because of the wet cloths. Her eyes are dried. Her eyes have no tears. "Roli,roli open the door beta' calls meena roli this time louder than before. Roli slowly got up from the floor with a great difficulty. Her head was started spinning. She went near the door and took deep breath. She opened the door and smiled at meena. Meena felt pain in her heart after seeing her daughter in this situation. "Roli!!' meena calls her with a painful voice. "I'm fine maa,I just want to be alone please' says roli and went near the window. 'Are you OK right?' she questioned roli with a doubtful voice. "Yeah' roli replied simply. "OK beta I'm going to market,you want anything?' "no maa' roli replied "hmm' meena says and reached door. She turned and saw her broken daughter and went out.                          

          Roli closed the door. She remembered  sid and riya's confession and started crying heavily. "I can't live without you sidhant, I can't...I can't see you with another girl sidhant. Your happiness is more important sidhant but I couldn't see this happiness. It's kills me sidhant. Ahhh' says roli between her cries. "I failed in my life,I lost you. Now I don't have any other meaning to live this life siddhant' she weeping continously. "You didn't gave me any happiness at least give me death sidhant' cries roli on her heart out. She saw broken photo glass piece in her hand. Other side sidhant started sweating badly. His heart beats started raising high level. "I love you sidhant' says roli and cut her wrist deeply.  Sid holds his fist tightly and his eyes started welled up. "Roli' sid uttering her name with a heavy breath. Shiv and om saw sid in restless state and got confusion. "I love you sidhant' says roli and again cut the same place. Blood started flowing from her wrist. Sid got up from his place and rushed out. Everyone looks at him with a confusion. He reached his car and started his car towards roli's house. Roli saw meena's photo on the wall and weeping heavily "I'm sorry maa. I knew it's wrong but I don't have any other option maa I can't live without him maa' says roli with a sobbing. "I love you sidhant' she says and cut the same place again and again. She cut her veins again and again. She sees the blood and smiled. This pain is more better than my heart's pain thought roli "I love you sidhanttt!!!' roli shouted loudly and cut her wrist for the last time. She fell on the floor and her eyes are blurred. Soon the place is filled with her blood and she went unconscious. After 20minutes sid reached roli's house and this time is enough for roli to lose her every blood. Sid got down from the car and saw meena. "Maa,where is roli?' he questioned meena without wasting time. "In room siddhant' she replied with a confusion. "Keys maa' he asked her. Meena gave him keys. Sid opened the door in hurry and rushed inside the house. Meena also went behind him with a tensed face. He rushed upstairs and opened roli's room door. He switched on the lights and saw roli who was covered with a blood fully.