Part 25
He couldn't get enough of her and puller her more closer... He felt calm and peace encompassing him when he was this close to her holding her to himself kissing her ever so passionately. Geet slowly got out of his spell and her eyes widened in horror of what they were doing this is wrong, so wrong! ... She pushed him away by placing her hands on his chest. Maan Groaned at the sudden prickness on his lips. He looked at her with his droopy eyes and his eyes registered her form. She was shooking her head in No. Her hand on her lips which were slightly swollen because of his assault. He looked at her eyes which are the mirrors of her soul... Her eyes filled with pain and hurt... Tears forming in her hazel eyes.. He stumbled back unable to look into her painful eyes anymore, No he could be wrong she didn't regret this moment of them. He knew she loved him... He couldn't be wrong!! He moved towards her slowly... His eyes were drowsy... The alcohol taking over him.. She tried move away but he stopped her by blocking with his Arm
Muje Jane dijiye Maan but he shook his head.
Tho phir tum yaha aayi kyu thi He said slowly moving towards her. But she didn't answer him.
Muje Maloom hai tum yaha kyu aayi thi, tume acha nahi lagta haina ki pari ya koi aur mere Aas pass rahe... He moved towards her and she moved back...
Tume darne ki koi zaroorat nahii haii Geet She hit the wall and he placed his hand to not to let her move away... She gasped when he moved more closer to her.
Tume Farak padta hai ki mai kiske saath hoon, Aur kya kar raha hoon... I effect you Geet a lot more than you expect His breath fanned her face.
Nahi Muje koi haq Nahi hai.. She whimpered shaking her head. She knew she doesn't deserve his love... She knew she is hurting him by continuously denying him but All she was doing is for his Own benefit...she is fearing of the consequences he will face in the future because of their love. She remembered her promise to her father years back!
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Flash back
2 years back!
geetu i don't want you to get into love... Love is just An illusion... Muje Vo log bilkul bhi passand Nahii Jo pyaar mai Aapne Maa Baap ka vishvas tod dete haii...since from the childhood I have only seen the love marriages go unsuccessful. Even i couldnt bear when the matter come to my daughter or son falling in love. I couldn't stand love marriages! When I was getting your brother and sister married I have kept my heart in my hands that everything will be all right and goes smoothly and it did and I'm glad, but now I'm fearing for you that One day you wouldn't break my heart, bolo tum mere vishvas ko kabhi tutne nahii dogi na... Her father's hopefull eyes looked down at her... He looked so vulnerable to her. She felt tears brimming her eyes.
Haan Paapa mai Kabhi aapki vishwas Nahi todungi.. I couldn't see any pain in your eyes that to because of me... If the reason for your sadness will be because of Me then I will do everything to make it go away EVERYTHING!! She promised wiping out the tears formed in her eyes Even if it takes to shatter my heart! I will do she muttered under her breath.. Hugging her father tightly with tears.
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She shuddered reminiscing of those said words of her 2 years back. She couldn't choose between her Father and Him.. Her Father will definitely ask her to choose him or her love when the situation arises or when he gets to know that she loved a Man behind his back... When he sent her to the other place with a heart full of trust on his daughter, and then she comes to her father saying that she loved Maan and wants to marry him, her father will be heart broken, shattered that his most trusted daughter betrayed him!! She doesn't know why he hates love Marriages. She knew he couldn't even say why!
And the most important thing he is going to lose his Respect to dev's Father... Her father was proud of her and she will do anything for him, Even if it was to shatter her heart into pieces she will do it!! She was ready to lose her childhood love forever now!!!
She didn't want to see that day, nor she wants to Hurt Maan by accepting his love now and rejecting him afterwards before the love and respect she has for her father... She couldn't choose one, it's similar to walking on the path full of thrones... So she decided it's better to not to give Hope to Maan that she loves him!! She knew He could Hate her in the future, but it was necessary.
She didnt had that courage to accept his love before her father and this May break Maan's heart even more, he will be shattered and she wouldn't be able to see his accusing eyes mocking her that she was a coward, she shuddered even thinking of all the possibilities they will face because of her !!...so to not hurt him further than he already was, she decided it is better to deny him now, than later....
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I don't Have a choice! We... We couldn't Happen... Kuch..bhi Nahi.. Ho sakta Hamara beech.. it's.. It's over she said in a hoarse voice lost in the Past.. Maan looked at her registering everything she said.. He grasped her shoulders tightly almost hurting her in the process!
Tho kya hamare beech mai Jo kuch bhi hai vo tumare liye koi maine nahi rakta. Don't you see my craziness for you...Dont you see I have fallen in love with you so crazily that I couldn't let you go...you are Mine .he hissed on her face shaking her furiously.. His eyes were dropping as the alcohol was slowly taking over him.
Ek baar boldo ki tum muse pyaar karti ho. I will make everything alright he pleaded looking at her intensely with slight tears... He couldn't bear to lose her.. He will be shattered.
Muje koii farak nahii padta... Kyu Aap mere itne Khaareeb aate haii jab bhi mai aapse door janeki koshish karti hoon!.....I'm tired.. I'm tired of fighting with you... Fighting with my emotions... Fighting with the situations around me.. Chod dijiye muje...Jaane dijiye muje ... Rehne dijiye muje Akele she yelled tears flowing down continuously. He felt his heart shatter hearing her... He felt his heart pounding inside his chest! His breath hitched... He suddenly felt the Rage inside him which was so intense that she could see in his red eyes... She tried to move away but he caught her hand in his wrist and pulled her harshly to himself!! She felt a shiver ran down her spine with how intimidated and angrily he was looking at her! (I wanted the face off to be similar to the show.. So used their words)
Soch lo Geet, Agar maine tumhara Haath abhi chod diya... Tho Mai kabhi pakadne vala nahi hoon... aur tumhara pass bhi nahi aunga, not even when you call out for me!!! People used to say that the person you love the most will hurt you the most.. Aur aaj maine dekh bhi liya... he Said with a hint of anger and dangerous glint on his eyes!
All the while he was with her he thought she loved him!! Her eyes said it all, but hearing her continuous denial.. Now he knew that she never loved him and he like a fool stayed in Halluzination that she loved him... Her denial to his every attempt of proving that she loved him made his patience level breaking and this was the last straw for him... He couldn't think anything beyond now.... He was furious.. He felt betrayed, hurt, broken and shattered that he didn't know what he was doing !!!!
Mai Yeii... Yeii Nahii Kar Sakthi.. I... I dd don't lo...love you she said in a broken Voice looking determined. And then He let her hand go as if He never holder her. He looked at her with so much venom and hate in his eyes that.. She shuddered He thought she was seeing a new person.
Ab Tak Tumne Maan Singh khurana ka pyaar deka Hai.. Par Ab Uska Nafrat dekogey he Hissed and moved away stumbling in the process leaving behind a shattered, broken Geet who was sobbing continuously!
are you willing to throw anything at me? Heehe everything accepted.
I am so nervous writing this part it took me 3 whole days!!!! .. I hope I expressed their Feelings and emotions well through my writing?? because as I'm new in writing, I don't know if I havee conveyed their feelings to you perfectly? Please please don't forget to give me your thoughts, previews and comments even criticism is welcomed but I want each and every one of you to comment. Don't forget to press the like button!!
Precap : meera and Yash's wedding... Geet's broken...Maan moving to delhi
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