I love you ❤️❤️

4 years ago

Mikky

@MidnightLibrary

Prithvi was looking for Sanyogita outside the hotel, he asked every passerby on the road about her by showing a photo of her on his mobile. But all of his efforts went in vain,he had to return to the hotel helplessly.

He entered his room, and found a girl who was standing on the balcony facing her back towards him.

Prithvi exhaled a sigh of relief “Kaha thi tum,janti ho mein kitna pareshan tha ,kaha kaha nahi dhuna meine tume?” he questioned her by moving near to her
But she did not give a response
“Sanyogita,answered me,” He shouted at her

Finally, she turned, seeing her, he was shocked, he had found a deep quietness within her, swollen eyes dried tears marks on her cheeks, messy hair, she was looking disturbed. Seeing her in that situation his heart ached, he moved close to her

“Sanyogita, what happened, has anyone told you something?” he asked her worriedly, holding her shoulder with both of his hands.

She glared at him, he lowered his gaze by recalling last night's incident and moved away from her ”I know, I have no right to ask you such questions, but this is a completely unknown country for you, so I have to be concerned about you.”

Sanyogita entered the room and showed the diary to him, seeing that Prithvi was startled, he looked at her
There was a long pause where everything had stopped in the surroundings at that moment, the air, time,everything.
“Yeh sab kya hai, Sir?’’She asked

He didn't reply, he was speechless

She moved close to him, looking straight into his eyes ”After knowing everything, why didn't you say anything to me? Do you know how much I have suffered? How much it was difficult for me over the last seven years?’’ tears rolled down her cheeks

Prithvi couldn't utter a single word
“Why didn't you tell me anything about this after our meeting,Whyyy?’’ she was at the top of her rege,” Answer me?’’

Her every question made an echo in the room

She sat on the floor keeping both hands on her lap and broke down from inside, burst out in a cry
Prithvi's eyes became watery, tears rolled down his cheeks. The first time he had been seeing her crying in this way, his heart was getting heavy to see his love in this situation. He sat down beside her and tried to console her “I am sorry Sanyogita,Agar tum mujhse pyaar ..

He couldn't complete his sentence, she interrupted him” It na pyar karte ho ek baar bata bhi nahi sakte the?’’She asked him in a crying voice

He glanced at her,hugged him tightly , breaking down on the verge of tears, and Prithvi embraced her in his arms. Nobody could say anything. They broke the hug a few times later. She again asked him but this time innocently” why didn't you tell me anything about this before?’’

“I was scared,” He replied softly

“Scared, but, for why ?” she asked softly
“I thought if you got to know this there will be a possibility you will leave the job and again get me wrong, Aur mein tumhe dobara khona nahi chahta tha?”he acknowledged

She again hugged him,he also hugged her back. Both of them were sobbing
“Padh Sanyogita,tumhari toh Shadi hone wali thi na?”He asked her

They were still in the arms of each other, she wept her cheeks and said”On that night,my marriage was to be held " she closed her eyes and gulped some breath

Prithvi stared at her

Sanyogita continued " I wasn't ready for the wedding. Mamaji found a boy who belonged to a wealthy family, I don't know what was happening within me I became restless by passing second. I eagerly wanted to meet the boy anyway . I held the letters the previous night and sobbing. I want to talk to the boy to cancel the wedding. But my efforts go in vain . At the wedding night don't what I called it was a coincidence or the wish of God the Gorom along with those people who were in the same car were collapsed with a track. They died in the spot. Here everyone started gossiping because I was unlucky that's why their son died on his marriage day .

My mother pleaded with them not to put false allegations against me it was somewhat unfortunate how they could blame her daughter. At the end I raised my voice and broke the marriage and decided not to marry. But deep down I was happy I don't know why ... At least I could see my saviour who used to send me the letter. I found a letter near the door I recognise the handwriting it's where the paper was torn I understood perhaps you got the hint of marriage I was scared , I was searching for that secret boy as hoped if I met him just once I would clear his misunderstanding. It was the night I realised my feelings for you. I fell in love with you. But I lost you too that instant ”

Prithvi in the last letter told her he wanted to meet her at a lake near their college, he wanted to reveal all the truth and showed her his real identity.

Prithvi stared at her unblinking, his eyes grew moistened, but the salty tears still didn't dare to come out. He thought if he should not take that decision to leave the place in hastey might be he could reveal his feelings to her . So neither of them had to be apart for so long. They had lost so many days , the number of years only just because of the wrong situation.

Prithvi pulled her closer to him and fondled her in his arms as if nobody could separate her from his grip . Sanyogita burst out in a cry . She pulled him by keeping her hands on his back.

"I'm sorry Sanyo .. I'm sorry just because of my one stupid decision we had loss so many years . If I could approach you after I realised my feelings for you perhaps the things were different today.
I was scared too .. I didn't want to hurt you .. I am already aware of your family incidence, I want to win your heart at any cost but not by breaking your trust. I always want to see you happy "

Sanyogita pulled herself to take a glance of his charming face , she has a smile with tears in eyes .

" I'm sorry for everything. All were my fault I built up an invisible wall around me , I hate rich people so much after that horrible incidence with my sister ." she took a sigh and continued" I didn't give up , I visited that spot as per your mentioning date of meeting on that day, I was waiting for you the whole day, I was ready to confess my feelings for you . but I couldn't find you, I every day went there, I started to miss you daily, every day before going to sleep and in the morning I had read all letters of yours from the past 7 years, My friend used to tell me I am insane, how can I fell in love with a man whom I haven't met for a single time.”

Prithvi looked at her, he did not interrupt her as he seemed she wanted to say more, she continued” After seven years when I met you, day by day I became gradually attracted to you, I tried to resist myself, I have always been feel like You are the guy who sends me the letters but another time I felt perhaps it would be wrong I have seen you for the past several months, the wayyou have been trying to win me over. No one else would have done that form, you make me feel special every time, although you shouted at me but yet you are so concerned for me " She told him earnestly and raised my head to meet his gaze"

She didn't stop she continued"at the party when we danced together I did not know what was going through me on that day I could not explain, I got the vibes from you and understood after that part incidence you're interested in me. So that’s why I left the party and tried to make a distance from you . I was confused about what I would do if my Saviour came to me I couldn't betray him I was waiting for him . Every night before going to sleep I prayed for his wellbeing and pleaded with God to let me give the opportunity to meet my Saviour . Finally my long waits are at the end I get you at last ”

She looked at him and held his cheeks via her hands , he was also staring at her, and both of them did not say anything. It was like they were talking through the eyes, words unnecessary at the moment.

They were sitting on the balcony. She kept her head on his shoulder and he embraced her in his arms. They told each other how difficult it was for them to stay away from each other for seven years. Sanyogita told him that her mother tried to fix her marriage but she always makes some excuse to disclose the matter, her mother on the other side also inquired whether she had someone in her life or not, she wanted to tell her the truth but what should she said to her “Jise woh pyar karti hai uska naam tak nahi janti”

She looked at him , and he held her close to him, weeping the tears from her eyes. She had felt like there was every sorrow removed by his touch.

”I know, perhaps I couldn't remove all those miseries from your life, Rewinding the clock doesn’t I couldn't reverse time but life gives us asecond chance now determined and give promises to you I will give you a beautiful life and always makes you happy, and more than that I will never let you go to cry alone,” said Prithvi

Sanyogita glared at him,” Sir”she was going to say further but Prithvi put his finger on her lips,”Shhh! Duniya ke liye mein Sir ho sakta hoon,padh mein tumhare liye mein sirf Prithvi hoon,sirf tumhara Prithvi jo tumse bhaut pyaar karta hai,, Sanyogita, I love you” finally he confessed “" And I want you in my life as along as I need breath , will you be my forever??

She nodded her head with teary eyes “I will ..I will ..I love you Si..Prithvi “

He smiled and they hugged each other, love is strange their happiness brings tears to their eyes, having a heart is one thing but falling in love is another.

It was night whole day they talked with each other, Prithvi told her , that he always busy at parties, hanging out with friends, and his father was very much scolded him all time for his lifestyle, even though he didn't believe in love, but after he met her he becomes gradually changed day by day. In these seven years, he was full alone, he had not made friends in Australia, always kept himself busy with work, yet he couldn't forget her. When he saw her at his office he was totally shocked, he couldn't believe his eyes, he had gone through all the documents of her, finding her unmarried there on the paper he was feeling very happy but a lot of questions had come into his mind.

Sanyogita listened to him attentively, after the end of his sentence he found she was gazing at him with so much affection, and love in her eyes” Prithvi, can you..can you forgive me?’’She sniffed
He didn't get to finish her confession. He came even closer to her and started weeping the tears off her face with his strong fingers.“Forgive what?”

“Those harsh words which I had told you in the past” She replied

“Those are already forgotten. You had done all those things because you were unaware of my truth. I don't think there’s anything you could do that I couldn't forgive.“Need I remind you of the slap you had given me on the bus, only that day I had realized how strong you are!” he teased her

Sanyogita, feeling embarrassed,hid her face in his chest.

He chuckled and continued " Your love makes me a better person. I was a lost nomad who neither knew the real meaning of love but after meeting with you I got the shore . You make me realise love can happen anywhere, with anyone, At first I was attracted to you but later gradually knowing you and following you seeing your innocence, love for others , how you are always ready to help people make me wonder. I came across those who were behind mine because of my money, my status, they just wanted to spend their moments with me, they need money, nobody cares about me. But you are different from everyone . Sometimes I find the shadows of my mother in you "

Sanyogita's eyes welled up on hearing the last line which showed the respect of him for his love .She wrapped her arms around him, and rested her head on his chest, he seemed comfortable with her gesture and it took only a second to wrap his arms securely around her. With her head there against his chest, she could faintly make out the sound of his heart beating, it seemed to be rushing.

As she looked into his eyes which were so dreamy and the way he was looking at her, she found that she was slowly getting lost in his charm. The expression on his face was so adoring. His hand reached to cup her cheeks. He caressed his finger on her soft delicate skin. His fingertips were as warm as a flame. Sanyogita held her breath, though the environment was pleasant and she was shivering. He tugged her hair bud behind her ears, He continually caressed his hand on her cheek by looking into her eyes and lips. His thumb rubbed the bottom line of her lips. With his eyes, Prithvi asked her for something for which both of them had waited so long.

She gave him a tiny nod, He bent his head and brought his face closer and closer to her, finally their lips locked, and she could feel the warmth of his breathing on her face. She circled her hands around his neck. His hands were running behind her back. He pulled her closer and closer to him.

She felt a smile underneath his lips, and it lingered for a long time. Her fingers were running behind the hairs of his head.