Shraman OS -Bcoz she is his LIFE
This os starts from where Fridays epi ended
Shravan left for the Malhotra mansion when ramnath came down after meeting nanu. Ramnath suggested to call a driver as shravan had got hurt on his hand so it would not b safe if he drove, shravan tried to assure him that he could drive properly but ramnath insisted so he was compelled to agree. So now that shravan was not even driving he had full time to dwell on the events of the day. How he saw sumo in the state she was, how she had almost instantly hugged him as if it was the natural thing to do even after all the differences which had newly found their place amidst them, how he claimed her to b HIS SUMO, how he has nearly beaten Aditya to death, and how he told her that he would have done the same for any other women. Anyone will believe him but sumo she knew him like the back of her mind and this even he knew. Then his train of thoughts came to a station called Malhotra mansion. He walked in like a zombie, right into his room and went into the bathroom and splashed some water on his face hoping that this water along with the dust and the dried blood also cleansed the thoughts in his mind. But even he knew these thoughts won't vanish as easily as the dirt did, he knew Aditya did this only bcoz he provoked him on the night of his bachelor's party. He came out of the washroom and wiped his face with a towel. Ramnath was sitting on shravan's bed waiting for him with food as he hadn't eaten anything. Shravan didn't even notice his presence and lied down on the bed. It was only when ram called his name several times he notice his presence and apologized for not noticing him:
Sorry papa, maine aapko dekha nhi
Ram: shravan kya hua batao mujhe
Shravan:nhin papa kuch nhin bas thoda disturbed tha
Ram: suman ki wajah se ?
He clearly knew the ans but just didn't want to admit it.
Shravan just down not knowing wat to say
Ram: dekho shravan aaj jo bho hua kisi ne bhi ye kisi ne expect nhin kiya tha ki Aditya kuch aisa karega aur jo tumne kiya vo bhi jayaz tha akhir kaar suman tumhaari DOST hai na.
He stressed on the word dost too much just to make shravan realize that wat he did was just referring to one thing he and his sumo were back to square 1 which he claimed they weren't. ramnath started to ascend steps to show himself the way out . just when shravan captured his wrist arm and after a long silence spoke :
Papa, sumo ke liye meri nafrat alag side aur insaniyat alag side, uski jagah agar koi aur ladki bhi hoti to bhi main yahi karta.
His words didn't even sound convincing to himself but sumhow he managed to get ramnath convinced afterall he was a lawyer and speaking convincing lies by now was on his fingertips. The moment ram left after they both ate food together he fell on his bed with a thud
Kya such main main ye kisi aur ke liye bhi karta accha ek minute ke liye maan lete hain karta bhi to maine sumo aur baaki sab ladkiyo se compare bhi kaise kiya maine hi to use kaha tha ki voh special hai humaari dosti special hai shravan thought.
HUMAARI DOSTI that struck him like lightning strikes a calm tree.
Humaari dosti jise maine sharminda kar diya, meri sumo jiss ke character pe maine itna bada daag laga diya
His thoughts furthered his guilt was he the one, because whom Aditya tried to molest sumo but he didn't had any intentions of doing that but that's where it all up -sumo being molested by her fianc bcoz of whom she once had considered her best friend, the SHRAVAN MALHOTRA'
What happened couldn't be changed but couldn't be justified either and there she was unknown of anything, filled with gratitude towards him but if she would've known that he had rescued her from the situation he himself landed her in things would've been different. Gradually thinking of her, her face came to into picture those orbs filled with gratitude, that smile filled with innocence. Wait where did innocence came from she was mean and insensitive and that's why they no he brought their friendship to end. His two way of thinking the teda shravan who didn't allow the sumo ka shravan to think his way clashed and finally the sumo ka shravan won and made him think was he any better, he had betrayed their friendship, the pure relation they once shared.
These thoughts were getting a tighter hold on him and a minute or two later he felt his eyes producing a warm, salty liquid wait was he crying and that to for whom sumo , he had loved her with all his heart and wat did she do chose Aditya over him this was her payback but for what not loving him back but is that what love is ,isn't love supposed to b the other name for sacrifice, cant it be one sided ,since when did it bcum mandatory for the second person to feel love for u too, these thoughts made him on his own luv for her ,he tried wiping those tears and these thoughts but they wouldn't stop.
Now there was no one who could answer his question and his fist balled up in anger for no one but himself he stood up staring at absolutely nothing he started hitting the door bare handed hoping that this physical pain would lessen the pain he was feeling in his soul and the night went away lying unconscious after shedding enough blood on the carpet next to the door.
No one noticed his absence until preeti inquired pushkar about his presence he also didn't had any idea so after finishing his meal he ascended towards shravan's room and straight away went in to find a completely unkept room unlike wat it usually appeared. He turned to confront everyone about shravans whereabouts only to be stopped by the sight infront of him shravan wid his hand on either side ans head resting over the edge of the couch it luked like he had bn crying the whole night as the dry tears were still to be seen he immediately ran to his side and kept his hand on his shoulder
: bhaiya
his voice was full of concern and worry but when no response came he shuk him dis time :bhaiya
but no avail then he shook him once again wid both his hands on shravans upper arm: bhaiya
his voice was loud enough to be heard by everyone downstairs everyone came upstairs and varun helped pushkar to get shravan on his bed and pushkar asked varun to call dr.arora and he himself called sumo the only person who could comfort his bhaiya sumo reached Malhotra mansion in record time leaving pct to preeta and she had barely parked her car properly and ran to his room
in his room everyone had left except for pushkar who was talking to the doc about needed precautions.
she ran by shravan's side and sat beside him swayed his hair and seeing him in such state no words came out her mouth just her eyes brimmed with tears , the conversation amidst the doc and pushkar caught her attention only when she heard his name, she didn't change her position as she couldn't shravan had already clutched her palm with his. She asked with the utmost concern : doctor kya hua shravan ko? her voice was weak and eyes brimmed with tears and that didn't go unnoticed by pushkar.
The doc said: ghabrane ki koi baat nhin bus thoda sa blood loss hai (luking towards shravans fists) aur inhe kuch mental stress hai jiska aapko zyada khyaal rakhna padega, inhe akela mat chodhna aur inhe khush rakhne ki koshish karna nhin to inki health par ghehra effect padh sakta hai aaj to chota sa nervous breakdown tha lekin aage gehra sadma bhi pahuch sakta hai.
By the time doctor finished his sentence a tear or two were down her cheek and pushkar seeing that, went downstairs with the doc to see him off ,giving the couple sum time he closed the door behind him.
Sumo felt her knees weak and her body sliding down wid her back towards him she still had her hand in his so sumo unknowingly gave him a slight tug.
He felt a tug on his arm and opened his eyes to see his hand holding hers and seeing his sumo crying and chanting: sorry shravan im sorry humesha tumhain dard diya hai aur itna ki ki tum aaj meri wajah se iss halat main ho tumne mere liye kya kuch nhin kiya lekin maine humesha tumhain dukh pahuchaya ek baar hossh main aa jao phir kabhi tumhain tang nhin karungi aur jeaisa tumne kaha tha humesha ke liye tumse dur challi jaungi bus ek baar hosh main aa jao.
He couldn't help it but smile on his foolishness: was she the girl who he claimed to be mean and opportunist and what not and yet she is here caring for him she was nothing he thought her to b she was his sumo he thought, his reverie ended only when she said challi jaungi tumse dur humesha ke liye bus ek baar hosh main aa jao' his smile faded as if someone had snatched it, her going away was never in his mind though he had pretended it to b the main reason of being a part of her wedding. he voice: sumo
She instantly left his hand and stood up fetching her bag avoiding any eye contact wid him: who im sorry pushkar.. ne bulaya tha..main bas jaa hi rahi thi (she stammered as if she was scared o him)
His heart sank when he realized how the scenarios had changed once there was a sumo who would enter his rum without knocking and entertained him wid all of her chit-chat and there was this sumo who was even afraid to make an eye contact and talk to him ,she had almost reached the door but was caught by his hand bcoz of the hold on her wrist
:sumo mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai
Sumo : tum utthe kyon doctor ne tumhain rest suggest kiya hai
and made him sit on the bed wid concern oozing of her face
Shravan just stared at her face
Sumo: shravan hum baat karenge lekin baad main abhi tum rest karro
Shravan :mujhe abi tumse baat karni hai
And made her sit beside him and hugged her and started sobbing , sumo's hand curled around his head and pacified him:are shravan kya hua batao mujhe kya baat hai
Shravan didn't had the courage to tell her what happened as he couldn't afford too loose her this time because he knew if this time he loses her he will lose his life BECAUSE SHE WAS HIS LIFE but he just cried and kept her hand on his midriff and let him cry .
Many things, many events awaited them but this moment none wanted to lose it was their moment.
And it's a WRAP. 😃
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