Hey Cinderella ...!! ...do you plan to murder your prince tonight ...!! puja nudged geet as she entered the ball room ...!
Geet smiled half heartedly at puja.... you are looking marvelous too puja ...
Geet was looking gorgeous in the milky white ankle length flared Cinderella dress..... with creame and silver fabrics on them .....her long rumbled brown hairs left open on her back ......with a golden feathery musk on her head ..... silver danglers glistening in her ears ...... eyes adorned with koel ....a little more than usual to make up the puffiness of long cry ....
She concealed a sigh and was walking ahead when puja stopped her .....
What ....?
Chuckling puja pulled down the musk on her face...
Geet smiled at her and about to walk ahead when dev bumped on her ...
Watch it dev ...!! where are you lost ...?
Dev looked little lost ....but quickly recovered himself ...
Geet ....you are looking ...he fumbled with a proper adjective ...
Gorgeous .....! puja finished ...
Yeah dev shot a glare at puja ....who let out a small laugh ....
But where have you been dev ..?
I ...m ..no ...nothing ...!!
What ? what are you saying ,...and by the way what's that in your hand....
Geet's eyes spotted the flowers in his hand ....and a bracelet held in his fingers .. ....
Ohh this is for you .....
Me...? ohh ....thank u dev ... they are so nice.......geet said caressing the large bouquet of white and roses in her hand....
Ohh ...the same white and red roses.....i love them ......you know... thank u so much dev .....!!
Aahan....mistake ..!! I would love to gift you this flowers ...but
But ..??
..its not from me.....
Then who ...? and this bracelet ...?
Both from the same person ......INCOGNITO ...!!
What ...? puja and geet spat in unison ...
Yeah....!! that's what he said when I asked his name.....
INCOGNITO...................!!!
He was here ..........
Ohh my god....!!
Geet what happened....? what are you mumbling ?
I will be right back ....
throwing the words geet rushed ....!!
Hey hey ........ wait up geet ....!! puja shouted.....i will come with you .........
But she was late...........!
Her voice didn't reach hers .....she ran on her heels .......ran clutching the bracelet in her fist !
geet had disappeared in the mob of guests ....
After all the party is thrown by the dev malhotra ,.,..! it must be a huge !
The ambiance had the touch of a perfect high society party ..... chandeliers .....music ....liquor food and all the high society people of the town ...!!
She searched through the mass of crowd wearing masks...... she rushed weaving through the crowd........through the people she tried moving towards the exit .... ...if he was going away ................away from her ...once again ...
She ran as first as possible pushing the people came in her way ....tripped on her sandal...she winced.....but the pain was tiny in front of the fear of losing him ...again ..!
She rushed to the door....but he was not there ...not anyone who can look like him ....she stopped and again looked back....what if he had changed his mask....what if he is there ..and she wouldn't be able to recognize him ...again ..
What if he goes away without meeting me ....for just the once...
What if he had gone already....
What if it is the last time he came to her ...
He was so close................do damn close...and yet I couldn't reach him ....
The drop of despair rolled on ....she bit her lips and again tried to go aside towards the next exit ... but she couldn't fathom out ... where should she search
She stopped and looked around her ............. everywhere there is a mask......silver golden red blue green white .....and black too.....how was she supposed to know which one is he .... in the midst of so many masks.....where is the known one ....?
I hope he is still here ...............her fingers crossed each other unknown to herself.......
Please god.....give me one chance to meet him..............
Pleeeeease.......!! she moaned ...and closed her eyes for a brief moment ...!
She was looking at party standing close to the exit ....her searching eyes were scanning every faces.....
But no face stopped her ....no magnetic brown eyes held her gaze ...... she was loosing hope ....when again she felt it again ....................the same creepy feelings of being watched...the lingering gaze on herself...............she could feel his presence ........ ..she felt he is there on her left ............she strode with trembling feet....the anticipation was killing her ....she roved pushing the mob away ...she felt her legs too heavy to be moved....if there too she fails to find him ....if it was again her illusion like always ......... if again she has to console her broken heart ..?
And she was......broken .............!
he wasnt there too...
Below the staircase there were three girls talking amongst themselves ......she looked away ...a middle aged advocate talking over phone pushing his mask above his head .... and a waiter was seeping from a glass from the tray he was holding ....
She was failed............failed to meet him .........again ...!!
She couldn't swallow the pain .... she was loosing it ..............or rather lost it long ago ....living under delusion ... she bit her lips....she cant cry ...... not in front the hall full of guests ..... she wanted to run away ,.....far away from everyone ...and cry her heart out ...
Disappointed eyes were lowered ....she turned back to walk inside.....................to drag her wrecked soul ...at that moment ............
Looking for someone ................!!
As she heard the well-known deep baritone husky voice behind her ...she felt she will faint .... stood transfixed where she was ...
her heart went in a frenzy ....as the voice sunk in ....
she closed her eyes...
don't disappear please ....!not this time .................! she prayed with all her might............her heart raced hysterically ................she couldn't afford another illusion ...she turned back opening her eyes gathering herself to face whatever it may be....
and stopped breathing ...!
it was a moment she lived her whole life .......................it was the moment she waited undying ....it was the moment she could bet her life for ....
there he was ........ right in front of her ....the face she craved even in her dreams ........the same brunette eyes ...the same sparkle in them .....the tinge of wit ...........the same black mask ......the same breath catching sexy lips .....the same little stubble ...the same strong arrogant jawline ...the stout robust shoulder ........the sharpness of his physique .....clad in a chocolate leather waist coat and a black shirt ..... hands crossed on his chest ......leaning on the wooden wall behind .... legs casually twisted against each other ...
the peering eyes held her own ............
she drunk his sight like a thirsty deer .... unblinkingly .....she feared he will disappear ... she stood in trance .............its not a dream ...is it ..? her mind wasn't still ready to accept what her eyes saw...
looking for someone .........? he again spoke ..
and that made her shudder .. he was there ..for real ...... she took one step ahead ...like hypnotized ... and he didn't move...
he felt his heart will explode as she took her step towards him ....he knew she has recognized him ..
oh yeah ! ...how couldn't she ....you have come here to step in the ploy set by your own ...! you have come here to surrender "her chief" ..!
he wasn't able to utter anything as his eyes sank in hers .....
the lump in his throat .... again there ....!
the accusing eyes ..... were brimming by tears ...threaten to fall any moment .... her pink full lips quavering .... her slow advance to him ............like he was the magnet and she pile of flings ..
she had to come ...!
The last step she took in rush and grasped his collar ....
he was taken aback at this sudden ambush ...but didn't move an inch ....only lowered down the hands he kept against the chest ...there was no protection needed anymore... so he lowered his guard ... he didn't try to release his collar from her tiny hand .....why would he.....?
she didn't moan ............. neither he did ..............as her eyes bore him ........the trembling of her lips whipped him ..... the gaze in his eyes sent knotting sensation in her stomach ...
he felt she wants to say something ..yell at him ....but she didn't ..........her eyes were .... that had only question in them ...........why ...??
he felt someone is stabbing his heart as she tilted her head in question ...........
he gazed her bloodshot eyes brimming with fresh tears ..... and prayed to silently for her wrath ...!
in stead he smiled ......
I m just an uninvited intruder ....!
You are ...............he heard her whisper ...............no doubt ...!! she added with a lot effort after the pause...
She seconded him ....
Yeah ....!! he could only say that
his heart was sinking .... I shouldn't have come ...... i was wrong ...!! he lowered his eyes....not able to confront her after that ......he didn't want to let her see how she was able to hurt ...!
Suddenly he felt she was strengthening the grip ......
Surprised he looked up to see in her eyes..... but before he could fathom the strange look she pulled him in a sudden jerk ..
He clashed with her body .... !! he gasped at her sudden attack .....before he could ask her or stop her.... she swooped upon his lips ......
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His eyes widened in shock as he felt his lips had been claimed by her own ..
She pressed herself tight against him .....and grasped his lips .....
She bit his lips roughly with all the bolted anger in her .....!
He groaned as her teeth held his skin within ... and clasped her arms to hinder
But she pushed off....and pressed her lips firmer .....with all her strength
He parted his lips as her lips demanded so ....
she pushed her tongue inside..... in fraction of a millisecond she was kissing him ......like her life depending on it ....
she kissed him again ......after the ages.....she kissed him grabbing him to her ....to let him know she is his .....and he is only hers ...
he closed his eyes bliss ....as he felt himself sinking in her ...... he only knew she was there against his chest ....and for some unplumbed reason was kissing him .....with fervor increasing every moment .....she was getting inside him ....melting in his blood ...surging through his veins ....
he didn't care any dev ...
he didn't care any engagement ....
he didn't care to ask what he meant to her .....
he didn't care to wait for her confession ....
cause his beloved was kissing him endless.....
she was clouding his judiciousness ...she was taking him to an different world
she kissed him to arouse him ....to make him kiss her .....
Kiss me .........out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
Did he need any other confirmation ...!
He turned and pinned her on the wall..... it's the time he would take revenge .....
He kissed her like there is no tomorrow .......kissed her hungrily ..... felt every portion of her mouth by his tongue ,.... he kissed her like he was unfed for ages ... he kissed like he was never going to be satisfied .....
And she wasn't either ...!!
They waited long .....for each other ..
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
She wriggled her hands to free from his grasp against the wall.... and when he didn't ....she nibbled him again ....groaning he left her hand and pressed his mouth tighter to hers ...soon to find her fingers made their way to his soft mushy hairs to grasp them tight ...causing him to wince ....
Was he going to let her do that ....
No .....
Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
He grasped her hairs in stead and tilted her back ....to make his way to her slender neck ...to taste her butter soft skin in his mouth .....once again ..he made her moan in pleasure as she felt his shallow warm breaths on her chest .....his demanding hugry lips going downward ... she pulled him tight to herself....
Get a room guys .....! a bystander shouted ....
Getting the sense back he pulled away .... still dissatisfied
She was panting to control her breaths .....leaning on the wall with closed eyes.....she dug her nails in the wall.....to bolt the heat of passion in her body rose by him .....
He watched her moving a hand through his hairs to set them normal...
Took a deep satisfied sigh ..and commented with the hinge of sarcasm ! .....
I guess u go around kissing every next person whom u don't even recognize ... !! isn't it ..........!!
She opened her eyes in shock of her life hearing that ...
What do you mean ...? she was livid and highly embarrassed
Just what I said ...! he snorted ...slow you are ....!!
I am not ..! she exclaimed not getting any proper answer to quip back
I can see that ....he chuckled meaningfully ..u are quite phaast in some things ....eh !
She fumbled with words turning crimson red ... .....i ..i .....uh ...err.. uh I ,...
Its Nice to see you ...............he paused ......stammer ! miss geet handa..!
Urgh ...! she groaned at his repeated attacks ...! not knowing what to say ...
I hate you ....!!
Oh really ....!! that's great ....so this is the way of showing your hatred ...uh eh ..making out ... quite unique I guess ....! but I was wondering what will be your way of showing LOVE ...!!!
Argh ....!! u ...u ...did it too....!
Did what ,...? he chuckled enjoying her nervousness ...
Uh ah ....u ...u kissed me too..... geet was feeling awful at his constant jibe ..! and that too ...uh like this ..!
Didn't u take a quite a long time to figure that out in defense ...! he scoffed ....slow u are miss advocate ...!! I pity ur clients !
Enough !!.... he was playing wicked ...! and she wasn't prepared ...she stomped her foot and turned walk away when ...
What were YOU showing by that ...haan ? she punned...why did you kiss me
I did ..cause I know you ...i can recognize you anywhere .....and as far I can recall you don't.. eh remember me !..
She looked sideways..knowing what he meant ..! the arrogance faded and the soreness took over ...she had suffered ...a lot ..!
Why should I ...? you told me ..the end ... saying she turned back so that he couldn't see her eyes...
Her tormented voice had accusation....
Hadn't you wanted the same ... ?
Why do u ask now ...?U gave the conviction ...didn't you ? she bitterly said ....
Means u didn't want the end ?
I didn't say that ...
neither u denied that ....
She was mum ..... not knowing to lie or not to lie
He smiled ...and grasping her shoulder turned her back ....
Look at me....!
No ...!!....she pushed him off ...and put her step behind in haste when she collided with a person and stumbled forward .... he caught her before she knocked the floor..
Why did u go ..if u had to come back ...?
It was you ....
You took the first step
U did...
They were talking in riddle which had a second meaning .....they both knew that ....
Why are you fighting without any reason .... ...
I am n't ...! u are ..
Look ..still fighting ..!
Whatever...!! she stomped and turned back .....when he suddenly caught her hand...
Did u miss me ............................? he tried his best not to let the expectancy reflect in his voice .... but the question carried the air of hope and eagerness ....
She gasped in shock .....! her heart was beating too fast ...!what is he upto ...?.......She had no reply .... neither the guts to face him ...she was quiet and uncomfortable ...
Why are u turning ur back to me...?
She didn't face him ... cause she knew her eyes will spit the truth ...
......are you Afraid ..?
No.... her voice was trembling ... and she knew it ...the anticipation of the next was shaking her
Liar ....! he brushed his finger above her upper lip ..... making her wobbly and more nervous .. ...
Sweating in air-conditioned hall...!
She was mum ......!proving him right ...
he released her hand......and gazed at her lowered eyes ... ...
she was still looking here and there ..... she didn't want to lie ...at least not to this ....neither knew what to say ...
While DJ changed the track to a slow one.....!
He glanced inside ....and then at her lowered gaze....
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May I have the pleasure ?......
the deep baritone carried the dignity ... ......a stunned geet turned to find his stretched hand towards her and the other folded behind ..... she stared with awe ....
She found her own hand raising in response....she felt butterflies in the pit of her stomach as she placed her hesitant hand on his palm ........and he slowly grasped it firm ..not taking the brunette eyes off her...
She matched his footsteps as he led her inside With the poise of monarchs ...... .........the grace reflected in his stride surprised her ...was he for real !
he gently placed her hand upon his shoulder ..... and placed his own on her waist ...softly ....................while she stared at him eyes wide ..... lips parted in gasp ....!
Seeing the stun mixed with intrigue in her eyes his lips twisted in a smile .. ....eyes flickered ..... and she was pulled close in a gentle way ....!!....he gently stroked his fingers on her shoulder of other hand and brushed them to the fingers .....he watched her to close the eyes.......smiling he claimed them in an assured grip .....!!...the music was spreading in all the nerve endings ......
She slowly opened her eyes to find herself matching his steps of dance ...... he gracefully held her hands and moved her across the dance floor...... without breaking the penetrating gaze .... the maintained savoir flair surprised her ...... he made her dance swiftly with a dignified gap between them .....
she immediately noticed how well he danced .............. like a regal swan ...with subtle and flawless movements ..she wondered how he achieved this grace ...
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
She felt herself alive once again in his warm embrace .....so close he was ..!!...she felt herself being gently arched backward ...... she couldn't match the harsh chief with this tender dance ..... he moved like flow of wind ...and carried her away ... they danced complimenting each other's elegance ... she never felt so adored before as he held her with so much passion ........never felt so desired until he held her back after a spin ......
he didn't break the gaze for even once.....
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die...
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting.....
the words of the song ...is it a dream only ..a romantic dream ......
she felt meant only for them .....she closed her eyes to feel them by heart ......the song was filling her senses and so he was....
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close..........
She looked up in his eyes....... they carried the same pledge ....they said the same .....now ...forever all that I want to hold you ..........so close.........
her heart swelled at his gesture ,.....so care....so affection as he held her arm and let her twirl on her heels ......the tender eyes of his ....the affection in his touch was making her contented .... she felt her eyes will well up in contentment ....
So close to reachingThat famous happy ending.... Almost believingThis one's not pretend... Now you're beside meAnd look how far we've comeSo farWe areSo close...
The words scared her .....the proximity scared her ....the perfection of the moment made her apprehensive .....him with her ........... so close scared her .....
as he took her back in his arms after spreading her distant ...she snaked his neck and snuggled herself closure ... the tenderness of his made her feel insecure...he was never before...... the poised distance between them made her feel insecure ...
he smiled in bliss as he felt her temple on his shoulder ...he left her hand and placed his hand on her back ........holding her slender waist he danced gently ...letting her hear his heartbeats ....
they were lost in their world oblivious to the rest of party who were lost in their own continuum ..nobody recognized the next veiling their identity in the masks ....nobody cared the couple nestled closure .....
he gently stroked her back ...... when she looked up ....!
why have you come here ....!! her filled eyes demanded....
he was stunned at her question ..... why did she ask that ...aren't she happy with me ...
you don't want me here .. ...! uh ... I will go ... he tried to hide the dejection .....and was pulling away ...when he felt she clutching his shoulder ...
why have you come here ..? she asked again ...
I said ...i will leave ..... he spoke again not breaking the gaze from her eyes that threatened to break the dam... his heart raced as her fingers grasped his shirt ..brushing his neck sending shivers through his spine .....the clasp in her fist made him feel ....she held him back ...to her....
That is not the answer .... she spoke again
Hearts were beating too fast ... do the next can hear ?
Its your birthday ....!
You are my present ?
His heart skipped the beat ..
the drop of pearl rolled down kissing her cheeks .. ............... she couldn't held that more .... as her eyes bore his ... lips trembled in revolting of bottled up torments
It was hard-hitting ..... but unavoidable ....! he held his breath .......still couldn't believe what she said.....he couldn't think of an apt answer ....
didn't know you wanted me ...! he paused ........ I didn't wrap the gift paper around me .... sending back the lump in the throat he tried smiling ... ....
You didn't ask me.... she wasn't smiling at all....... her eyes wanted the answer of the unasked question ...why haven't you come before....?
I m sorry for that ...!
Sorry for what ....? not asking me or......
everything ...! he spoke not letting her finish ...!
suddenly She hugged him tight ...... snuggled closure and buried her face below his chin .... she was crushing him within her feeble hands . ............. the moment was too good to be true...!
While he held her firm in his embrace ...
Oh, how could I face these faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy ending....
He closed his eyes in content ...... its feels so right holding her in arms......he danced slowly with her cuddled in his chest ... gently stroking her back .....soothing her ...assuring her .....
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
He felt his shirt getting wet ..... she was crying on her birthday .... today too....i made her cry ...he tried pulling away .....
But she didn't let him .... she held him tighter ....
Are you going away ...!
Do you want me to stay ? ...
She didn't reply and snaked his neck tighter by both of her hands .... almost clinging to him ...
He got his reply .....
Happy birthday geet ,....!
Will you wish me every year ..? she asked controlling a sob ...
Shhh....!! u shouldn't cry ....he rubbed her back gently.... when she held him tighter ....
That was not my answer ....!
Uh ...Only if u promise you wont cry ....
Its you who always make me cry ... she mumbled pressing her lips in the crook of his neck ....
Oh heaven ...! could he ask for more......! with the woman of his life in his chest .buried face in his bosom ........taking a promise to stay forever with her .....
....he never had so much happiness in his entire life...he feared the moment is part of his fantasy ...... he shut his eyes tight in the fear of waking up ....so as her ....too content to believe it was actually happening ....her love ..her life just promised t be with her entire life.... didn't he....ohh lord I want to sleep forever if its dream .......
This was the best birthday present anyone can have.....
They stood there for a long time....not realizing the song had finished long ago .....
as their hearts playing the music of love and promise ...
As he realized there was no one else than them on the dance floor... he tried to part from her .............but she clutched him tighter ....he couldn't help but adored his child woman ... smiling he pulled her to one side of the hall .........to hide her in him .....
He let the veil of mystic darkness of the ballroom drape them ..where he allowed himself listen to his heart ....taking the warmth of the divine feelings TO BE LOVED.....
He didn't know how long they stood like that as he buried his face in her hairs letting the scent of hers fill his lungs and soul ........assuring himself this is for true .... he was blessed by love ...as her tiny hands held his waist within them and her face buried in his chest .....
Seconds passed ....minutes passed ....they stood like that until..............
Why is aadi angry on me..?
The mention of the very name brought back his senses.... who he was.....and who she was going to be..... ! he was reminded everything instantly ....
Ask him ....!! he was brief ............
she felt him stiff in her arms ......... she sensed the change of tone in his voice ...raising her head she looked at him...who refused to meet her eyes...
you know .....don't you ...?
he was mum .....
whats the matter ....please ...tell me... the apprehensive voice troubled him ....
he doubted if she had known anything ....if she didn't know that dev is going to propose her...he shouldn't let her know ...cause it was her decision ..entirely her....loving him was not her choice but marrying the person definitely was her choice....he couldn't influence her....he had no right .....
if he had asked her ..if she is going to marry dev .... she might ask him back ..will you marry me...? then what will he answer ...?
had hegot any ...?
marriage is a commitment for life...
do i have a secured life....? to promise her ...to give her ...?
marriage is the longest journey a human spends with a partner .... a sacred relationship .....looking at their relationship what he could see....that she didn't even know his name...who he is....did he have a home.....a secured life to promise her ,.....
whatever her decision is ..he will accept and respect..... its her life....if anyone had the claim to influence her.... it should be her family.... dirjee had accepted dev .... now its her turn to accept or deny dev's proposal .....entirely hers ....
and he promised he wont let her get influenced by him ...
why are you so quiet ...? what happened ....? her earnest voice hit him ...
Its nothing ..... but I have to go now....saying he broke her embrace and walked away without waiting for anything else.....
It's the time he should leave ...and let her take the decision of her life...
After he released himself from her she took a long time to understand the moment she lived was not her dream .....for real ....he was there ...with her....for her .....
The realization took long time to sink in her .....that he was going ...after the most blissful moment of her life till date ...he was again parting from her..... .......
Would he come back ,......?
The question scared her to death ....
What if he doesn't ...?
She dreaded the thought.....
She rushed holding her life in her palm ........rushed out to hold back her love....... in the fear of losing him forever she ran crazily pushing away the mob came in her way .....
She panted heavily after reaching the end of lawn .....
There he was......... the tall stout shadow walking off her life.....
Wait...... she shouted and ran again ....
He was going away from her.....he didn't know if he could come back again ...he didn't know how he is going to live the rest of his deserted life after she gets engaged to dev..... he didn't know if he had the claim on the memories of the moments he had spent with her.....he didn't know how to fill the blankness of his life....how to breath ... how to live ...? without her.....
But he walked away oblivious to anything lost in his thoughts ....even his Cinderella was coming running after him .....
Suddenly he felt a tug in his hand .... he stopped and look back at his hand ......
the eager delicate fingers claimed his attention ......surprised he looked up to find the most beautiful face he had ever seen.....the most beautiful eyes....pleading to him ..
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he swallowed seeing her frightened eyes.....the eyes scared of losing him ... losing love ...
I have to go ..... he murmured........ and tried taking back his hand ...... when she clasped firmer as if her life is going away from her....
She shook her head in denial .......
Let me go ...........!
Don't go ....!..... the earnest eyes pleaded to him ....
He couldn't see her like that ...but neither could stop ....
He turned away ...and a jerk he relased his own from her petite fist ....
Please.....don't go .......!! she couldn't hold it more.........! and shouted ....!! and broke in sobs ..... she closed her defeated eyes not able to see him go ....
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain...........
Her voice stabbed his heart .......he took another step ahead to go away from her .....
But couldn't .... his legs dodged him ...his heart cheated him....his hands cheated him .....
She felt the iron strong arms around her crushing her tight ........
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Without opening her eyes she knew her beloved's hug ........
She broke in sobs as she felt him around her .......
And he hugged her tight ......
Not able to hold his emotions anymore ....he felt salty water making their way out through the edges of his eyes......
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Don't leave me.....
The moment the last word left her lips he swooped down to capture them .... kiss her endless to take away her pain ...... undo the hurt ......
That was bliss.....
Nobody stopped him ever from going away ....
She did....
His love did....
She didn't say the three words....but meant everything ...
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart......................
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away ....
He didn't know how long he felt her supple lips crushing on his own ....how long their tongues rolled....it could be seconds ..minutes ....hours ....or even days .....
Because he didn't care ....he was kissing his life ....
She kissed the love on her birthday ..... kissed until their breaths felt short ....!! and she struggled for a gasp ...
He slowly released her lips ....and kept his lips pressed against the soft skin of her forehead ...not able part her from himself.......
He cupped her face in his palms .....and kissed every where ... showering his love with all his might ....to let her know how much he missed her ...how much he will miss her ....
How much he loved her .....without saying those words.....
He kissed incessantly to let her know .... what she meant to him .....
I m not supposed to love you ....i am not supposed to care ...i am not supposed to live my life wishing you were there .. I m not supposed to wonder who you are .. where you are or what you do ....i m sorry that I cant help myself .....i m in love with you ....
Her hands were snaked around his waist .... holding tighter every passing moment ...apprehensive of the endurance of the moment she was living for...
He was the most blessed person on that moment .....so as her ....
You are kissing because you will go away ... he heard her apprehensive complaining voice after he pecked her eyes .... the fear of losing him in her voice tore his heart apart ......he couldn't help but promise....
I will come back ..... he whispered pressing his lips on her forehead ..and kept it there for next few minutes ....
Do you promise that .....!
Hmmmm......!
She didn't say anything .....but drops rolled on from her closed eyes.... he sighed ..and raised her face ....to kiss them away ....love is the feeling brings both joy and pain to my heart ...joy for being with you ..being in your arms ...being filled with an emotion so profound and tender that no other feeling can compare ....
And pain that I m so in love ...that I m more vulnerable than I have ever ...!
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
~*~*~
Geet slowly walked inside the party still in the daze of the moment she lived ..... the moment of eternity the feelings of being cared ....his protective arms around mine ...his promise to comeback ...
Was that for real ....she stroll in trance
[ the bold letter dialogues are with maan and she remembering it ]
When I saw you first ...i never thought I will ever like you .. when I meet you ..i never thought I will die to meet you again.........when u kissed me breathless I never thought I will yearn to be kissed .........when I kissed you I was afraid to love you .....when I love you ......i m afraid to lose you ...alas.... falling in love with you I had no control ever .....
This love made me so vulnerable.... you came ...tore my chest and opened my heart ...getting inside you messed it up .... I tried building wall of defenses ...tried building a whole suit of armor ...but nothing worked out chief ...! falling in love with you wiped out the sense of time ...destroyed reasoning ...presence of surrounding ...and the fear of the end...
Oh love is a bliss...!
Geet ...where have you been ....? I was looking for you so long ... two pair of anxious hands held her ...
She didn't reply anything......... too lost to hear what they said...
Geet ...are you fine ? dev wasn't able to reach her ... he almost shouted to reach his words to her lost in utopia...
Yes ..i m .. than ever ... she muttered lost in trance ..
Where have you been ..we all were looking for you ....
I will come back ....his whisper kissed her ears ... she shivered feeling him once again ....
I was lost .....she mumbled ... still spinning in the whirlpool of emotions ..
Huh ..!!...? dev coudnt get that ,....okay ....come here ....lets cut the cake ....its late ..already ...!
Hmm.....she followed dev as he held her hand and led her to the table ....where dirjee...puja ...dev's family and friends were waiting just for her ...
And she ?....was with him .....in his arms ....in his kisses.....in his love ...
She cut the cake mechanically not able to comprehend what she is doing ...did just what she was being asked to ...
Dirjee thought she was shy ....puja thought she was smitten by dev ...
She was being fed the cake when its soft cream resembled to his soft lips on her .....she remembered when he teased she was making out with him to show her hatred ......... shied she lowered her eyes ...blushing crimson red.....
Dev dirjee and others thought ...she is shying cause dev fed her the cake ....
She watched dev kneeling down in front ... spreading something out in front of her .....
Something shone in his hand blinding her eyes.....same like the flicker he had in his brown emerald eyes while they were dancing ....
She smiled...... but that faded soon ....
I have to go now.....seriously geet ...!! he rubbed her arm to get her permission ... let me go
She sunk her face tighter in the crook of his neck ....
Please Understand.... he rubbed her back to assure his promise to return ...
She reluctantly released him ...and stood lowering her eyes...
Geet ...promise me something .......!
Will you marry me...?
Say geet ....!!!
Geet say ...dirjee asked...... geet say something puja nudged......
But her mind replayed the last talk with him ............
Hmm..??
You wont fight the case of shaheen ...!!
But ...?? she tried to protest ...
No ...not anymore....promise me.....
But shaheen ...... she again tried to speak ...
She is fine....i will save her...if u trust me then listen to me....please.....
She was mum ....what should she answer...
Panic surged dev's veins as he saw her pale face..... her distant eyes.....
Geet will you marry me....? he asked again ..
She was still silent ......
Geet please say something ....i m waiting for your answer ....
I m waiting for your answer ....
say geet ...will you listen to me ....?
yes .....!....i will..!
yes......! i will ..!
dev couldn't believe his own ears .......and stood stupefied until his father nudged him to slip the ring in her finger .......
promise ?
hmm.....
good.......thank you ......!!......he pecked her forehead one last time then detaching himself from her disappeared in the darkness of night.....
she shied as she rubbed her forehead to feel his last touch ...and found dev kissing her forehead ...!
flabbergasted she backed off a little.....as her eyes fall on her dirjee ....whose eyes were brimming with tears of joy ....
dirjee are you alright ....? geet rushed to his side not able to comprehend what made him cry ...
where as dev was encircled by the huge crowd around him .......congratulating him ..hugging him teasing him ....
geet couldn't hear what dirjee said in reply as his voice faded in their shriek ...
geet tried listening before dirjee engulfed in a hug .....
smiling she whispered ... I love you dirjee.....!!
I love you too geet ....
The words calmed her nerves .....
She felt him whisper those words brushing his lips on her earlobe ...
Shying she hid her face in dirjee's chest ...who thought she is shied by the new relationship she started...
He was right......
But the person was different ...!!
Before puja could shriek and held her in a tight bear hug ......
A huge explosive sound deafened their ears...........
Followed by coils of heavy smoke.....
The chandelier hanging on the roof broke down scattered into pieces.....
The crowd panicked and ran in fear ....howl of men and women filled the ballroom ...
Geet was too shocked to respond.....when she saw the a broken piece of chandelier pierced puja....
Pujaaa......!! yelling she ran to help her ...
Pulling her aside she tried searching for dirjee.....it was so dark that even the next's face wasn't visible ..
Dev......!!..dirjee.......!!..she yelled......
The cry of panic-stricken mob ....the cry of child ...the terror ...people yelling each other's names.... her voice was covered ... the filthy burnt smoke filled in the room was suffocating ...
She looked here and there for help ...puja still whimpering holding her bleeding leg ,.....!
Suddenly she felt someone to grasp her mouth and drag.....before she could understand her hand was detached from puja's earnest grip ....!!
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ......!! her shiek echoed in the ballroom and eventually died....cause geet was dragged out of the room fast ....
She tried yelling ....but her voice died in her mouth ...choked by the fume and clasped by the hand on her mouth .....
It was all dark ..... she could only hear ruthless voice of felons who threatened her to stop wriggling ...
They dragged her until the last source of faint light wiped off.....and then released her mouth still grabbing her tight ....she felt the cold touch of metal on her temple ...
Please let me go ,..!
She cried ....
Shut up you little bitch ...!
You could think that before poking your long nose in bar dancers matters ...now keep quiet ...!!
Or it would take less than a second the bullet to rupture your scull ...
Boss I m bringing the car ...one said...
Go ....come fast ....... the one holding her tight in one hand and other rudely hitting her head by the nail of the gun ....to stop her wriggling..
She couldn't think anything ....
Her voice dried as she understood she is far away from the ballroom ...before her voice can reach there ...the bullet will snap out her life.....
She didn't know what was going to happen ..where they were taking her to....
Her heart beating loud..... there was hollowness in the stomach ...
Within few seconds she heard the car to groan .....
she tried last time to free herself...
The goon hit her head by the butt of the gun ...
She winced in pain ...
Shut up,...and get in the car .....
No....i wont ...she tried wriggling with all her might ...!!
He slapped her cruelly ....her head spun at the thrust ..
She remembered him .. as helplessness took over ..... he was always there whenever she needed him.
Where are you now....!!
Get in the car ..you bitch ....he pushed her inside the car .......
The door slammed behind her .......and the goon inside the car grasped her hairs to hit her head on the back of the head rest of the drivers seat .... while twisting her hand behind....
A feeble wince escaped her lips when her tears mixed with the blood rolling from her forehead ....
The goon had the gun on her temple jumped into the drivers seat started the engine .....and changed the gear ....
But the car instead of going straight hit the tree in side ....and stopped with a huge jerk ........geet tilted her head to find the driver is being dragged out by some one ...
At first she was thrilled thinking its HIM....
But then ,.,.,.
Leave her ....!! or I will blow up ur head ...!! the voice came from a gritted teeth ...
The voice was his ....but face was not .....
Her head reeled as she saw the person in front of her ....
....that is maan singh khurana hitting the goon beside her and dragging her out of car ....
The rest was magic ....
She watched maan with jaw dropped to her knees how swiftly the most messy stupid police officer laid down the felons in few seconds...
His sharpness ,..swiftness ...alertness...flexibility and power was like her leopard ...chief ...!!
She wasn't able to utter a moan as she watched him ....too shocked to release the breath..
Maan looked up from the goon he was beating to find the numbers of car's groan ......
And the loud yells of other goons following that ...
He looked at geet ...whose face was drained ...pale to death .... without thinking he held her arm and ran dragging her with himself...
They ran till the cars followed them ....
Ran without halting to catch breath ....
Dumbfounded geet just followed him .....her brain had stopped working ...she couldn't figure out what her brain was yelling to her .....she had no interest on the goons who were running behind them ...
She had only one thing in her mind and that's .....what is the thing - I m not able to see....
Until a wall stopped them to a screeching halt ...!
Maan looked at geet ...who didn't take her eyes off him ....
Maan had no time to analyze the storm going on in her head ...he looked back at the cars whose headlight were about to spot them right there ...
He pushed her aside ...... before geet could understand what he is upto ..he pushed her inside through a slit like space in the wall.......
Geet winced in pain as her head hit the wall behind .....but soon the moan was shut by the hand snaked her up .....rubbing the spot to soothe her ....
Maan looked back to follow whether the goons can see them or not .....oblivious to the stun in her eyes....
He held her close in order to let the darkness drape them and blend them with the wall ....
He watched the cars to pass away ..........and exhaled the breath of relief ...not realizing he was holding ...
Then the quietness of geet struck him ...compelling him to check on her .....
You alright ....?
His concerned eyes scanned her .... and stopped on the hurt on her forehead .... still bleeding ....
Its bleeding ..!! he mumbled before wiping of the blood by his thumb .....
When geet caught his hand .......
The touch had a dangerous alarming feel forcing maan to look in her eyes ........staring at him with the unfathomable search in them...
her eyee had something he was forced to break the gaze...in fear
He turned his face ...tried to release his hand from her grip ....
releasing his hand ....she slowly lifted her hand...and touched his face ....making him shiver in anticipation ....
Does she.......................??
He backed of a little fixing her hand in air .....in search of HIM....
Who are you ...............................?
Her keen whisper froze him to death .....
Shit.....!!.. he shut his eyes for a brief moment to control himself and wear the mask of police officer maan singh khurana ..... he took a deep breath rehearsing the speech of flirtatious silly follower of hers ....he has forgot the paan ... !! only god can help me this time !
And if he doesn't talk she will suspect more...
Areeh deviji ....you really have a very poor memory ..i told u not a good habit ...!!
Geet didn't reply simply stared at him with the same incisive eyes ..like trying to meausre something ...
Aaho deviji ...lets go .....they have gone ...!
I have a good memory ...! she whispered making maan numb ....
I remember the cologne of yours ....
I remember the scent of your skin ....
Who are you ....she asked again ...!!
He he he he....maan let out the patent guffawed laugh of the silly maan ..!
What are you joking deviji ,.......he was about to say something more when she again whispered ...
Ur voice.....!!! she left it incomplete ......!! as the surge of realization gushed in her braincells ....!
Ohh my god......!! she swore in helplessness ...!
Maan gulped down to ease his dried throat ...... no...please no ....!! he begged in his mind ...
Shit ....!!!....
Lets go deviji ........ he tried dragging her out .....she jerked her hand up .....causing him to fall on her ....
She raised her other hand to touch his face.....closing her eyes she brushed her fingers on his face....raising goose bumps on his skin ..chill ran through his spine ...he stared at her unable to decide anything ....
[remember the faanaa scene ....kajol and amir ..i loved it ...]
You are him ....aren't you ...? her apprehensive voice trembled
He watched her eyes to well up .....
Whom .??
.....his heart beating loud ....he knew .....he is trapped ...
Still pretending ...chief ....!! hurt came out with surge of sarcasm ....
She twisted her lips to smile wryly......but a whimper came out ....
Are you running out of ur mind...who chief ...? he tried last ......
As soon as the last word escaped his lips ....her hand snatched his veil .....the beards ....
I want the truth ......!!...anger flashed in her eyes.....cheeks flooding with tears .... when her hands snatched the pagri from his head ......
GURU..................!! a loud shriek came out....
Maan cursed himself for underestimating her so much ......... he tried again . yes I m guru ....but ... I m not any chief ..i .uh ...i wear this ..but ....he stuttered ....fumbling with the words ...his head was so blank even couldn't come up with a single excuse ...
Before he could think of something ........a dreading demand came.....
Kiss me.....................
What ....???
Kiss me...she repeated ....firmer this time ...
Before he could understand she pressed her lips on his ..brushing them ....trying miserably to identify him ....helplessly in search of her love ....fiddling between certainty and uncertainty .....hoping poorly ..........with her yearning hands that crazily stroked his neck .....u r him......u are....she moaned pressing her lips on him ....
tell me you are ....she mumbled before shattering ....her voice shaking uncontrollably ... trying hard to suppress the sobs
No I m not your chief .....let me go ......he hated this moment ...he hated how her voice trembled in pain... he pushed her off.....rudely ..!
I wont .....she clutched him like a drowning person ...........and pleaded earnestly .... kiss me .....and prove you are not .....
You are crazy ....!!
Don't do this with me......please don't ....she begged with the choking voice....her nails dug in his chest as she clutched his collar .......claiming his identity ....
Get off me..... he hated doing this with her .....
First accept ...... saying she bit her lip ......
Why are you doing this with me......she begged helplessly ....please don't ....dont please...
Maan shut his eyes tight in despair....
She was breaking down in cry .........with eager eyes pleading him for the truth ...... she was trying to talk between her sobs ......but she couldn't ...
His own eyes were stinging ........ he watched his love crashing down .......
He cursed his fate .....and let out the last sigh before pulling her closure ....he smacked his lips on her .....
he had to surrender totally ...to his love...
Letting out a whimper she pressed her mouth harder against the person standing in front of her..
He kissed her letting know who he is ........tired fighting with her... himself he kissed her ........he kissed her like never did before.......he kissed her surrendering himself to her .......she kissed him like a mad ...like she was feeling him ...recognizing him......reassuring herself....he was him .....
He closed his eyes...and leaned on the wall pulling her tight on himself....lifting her up on himself....pressing her tight on himself... he kissed her... he kissed her wildly ......submitting totally ...!
Suddenly she pulled away with a jerk ....
He slowly opened his eyes at the sudden hindrance......
But before he could understand the rest .....her palm jammed against his cheek ....!
A tight slap ....!!
Geettt .....!!!! a shocked whisper came out ..
Kiun....?
He didn't have the guts to answer her ....did he have the answer either ....?
Why ......just why .....?? her bloodshot eyes flared in anger as she grabbed his collar and made him face her ....
I can explain ...he tried speaking soon t be shut by her wrath ...!
Really ...?u can ...?? so you have an explanation of why did u play with my emotions ....!!
Geet ....! the hurt whisper came ..I didn't intend to.... he tried ..
But u did ....!! right ??
U were right there in front of my eyes ....playing with me....mocking at me....and me ....stupid fool kept on searching you ...
Waah ...!! did u enjoy the movie....
Listen to me......he tried holding her arms .....
But she jerked away ....
Just shut up....!! u liar ...!!! u had told me that u never lied to me.....
Geet ..i have reasons ....
Do you ...?? what reason it may be......letting me suffer for days .....months ...i waited for you ...a single note...a single word....a single news....
But I was so dumb ....u were right there in front of me....partying around ....and me the most stupid person on earth .... waiting for you ....cause I trusted you .......trusted you more than myself .....and you ...???
Cried over nights .....months .....died to see you once .....for few seconds....prayed to god thousand times a day ......only for you ....to see you.......... hold you .....and u ....!!
How could u stoop so low.... ?
He had no words to defend himself...
She broke in sobs ....unable to hold anger anymore ...defeated ...tired ....
Geet please ....listen to me.....he held her close .....
You never trusted me na .....? actually that is the reason ....!
you havent showed me your face .......you havent told me your name ......u never trusted me... she cupped his face by one hand and made him look at her ... kiun .....kya mai itni buri hu .....darte the? That I will spill the beans to police ...?
Geet .....please... his throat clogged at her allegations .....
why please now ......where were you when i cried ......pleasee....!!.......Kaho na.....kiun why did you do this with me ...? she tilted her head sideways ....
he looked away ...he couldn't see her like that ...so hurt .....so deeply hurt ...and always hurt by him ....he hated himself ....cursed himself....unable to face his own deeds...he turned his face away .....
Ab mujhe dekhna bhi pasand nahi hai ......u loathe to see me..... she laughed with tears ...and suddenly stopped......but u know what .....i prayed death for myself to have a single glimpse of you
A pair of shocked eyes gaped her...... he never thought she would say that ....
She laughed...... why would you bother if a girl somewhere in some place .....walked through the lanes thinking one day you will again cross her path ........one day she will get to listen the voice of yours....
A single word......a call ...............geet ....!
Never felt my name so beautiful until u took it ....... never felt it so colourful until u caressed in your tongue.......never craved so much to hear my own name.....
And see you ....you were there in front of my eyes.....you watched me to suffer ....but didn't say who are you .....
Were you afraid of me.....or the fear bothered you- that I will want something from you .....?
no no ....dont be.....i never learnt to ask for anything from anyone .....
He was mortified at that .....shut his eyes not able to bear the agony she had faced...
cause he was....he was afraid ..if she asks for love from him...
Haaah ....why would you bother ...if someone was waiting for you till her death .....no... no ...you shouldn't ....i know ...why would you ...its me...stupid me...who expected you ...
She stopped abruptly ....
Making the eerie silence kill him ....
She walked away keeping him wondering ....
He took a step ahead to her when she spoke again ...... in a wrecked voice he had never heard in his life ... she was not accusing him anymore....
Its not that I m mad at you ...i m not ..why should I be....
I owe nothing from you ....
time has taught me ....its not needed what you will want you will get that .....
but you know .....kabhi kabhi ....a faint dream my eyes dared to see.....where you have cuddled me.....like you used to do ...and u know what .................i wanted so desperately that u will hug me tight in ur arms ...... I cursed myself for wanting that....I don't want to complain ......but u know ....i expected.....ohh u don't know...how would you .....i never told you ....actually never got the scope ...hehe......silly me....
look ...still being silly .....she laughed hysterically ..........what would have changed if I had said so ...?....a forced cuddle .....?
naaaaaaaaaaaah .....never!
i would loathe myself to the core before getting that .....
Why would you bother if a girl hated herself to death for being touched by another man ....when she had promised herself to keep it urs.....
do you know .....i had no relationships to call them as my own .......when I used to see my friends to flaunt about how their parents loved them ...brothers chided them......sister irked them...and so cared for them...their proud beaming faces surrounded by their owns ....
i used to think ...one day my beloved will come and whisk me away from everyone......complete me with all love I always craved for......but never thought he would never love me back ...
Maan trembled......what is she saying ......what is she doing ...no geet ...no please don't say a word next ....please geet don't .....i don't want to hear it....his heart yelled but no words escaped from his mouth .....
I don't blame you chief ...no not at all.....its me who didn't deserve love ...
Maan backed off slowly ......................his heart cried .......cried for her ... his self yelled ...!!
Don't say .......! don't say another word......!! he huffed
thats it for now ....i had written more...but thinking about changing it ..thank u for ur patience to read this crap
love u ...
anxiously waiting for ur replies..
@basicquestion - arzoo thank her for un break my heart song
@fourleafclove -- thanx for suggesting so close...
@ bul-- thanks a lot for helping me selecting so close ...close shot was mandy moore i dont wanna live suggested by her .she picked up the apt songs and with lyrics and link pmed me...she felt the true sense of the need ..you are always perfect in your choice and geeting me perfectly ...thats makes you my nightingale !
i dont knoe u guys wil like the song choice or not...even i m not sure ..well i m never ..but was getting confused amongst thousands of suggestions so picked them up
and thank me for kiss me lolz...
okay i specially want to thank reva for this update ....if she wasnt there ..me confused soul might hav taken ages to put this up ..her constant boosting is the thing i need to write ..her reasons thoughts about the updates is amazing ..this update is dedicated to reva my sweetest and honest friend ...love her always !
@ maan4eva[kaitki] -- i will never be able to thank u enough for what u did ....i really mean it ..its gonna help me in every fic i will write
thanx a lot sweetheart
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