?'?'Part 5'?'?
Riddhima was feeling much more better now, she feel unconscious because of the amount of stress she took and she has not eaten for 2 days now, has she was gaining conscious, armaan feed her food, and riddhima knowing that he must have not eaten food, she too feed him, both of them feed each other happily. Riddhima unknowing was feeling something really special inside.
She stayed down armaan's house for 2 days until they knew she was perfectly fine. After 2 days she said she has to go now.
'?'?'*'?'?'
Riddhima came downstairs with her suitcase in one hand wearing an anarkali purple dress. Nandani, karan and armaan looked at her with an confused expression, riddhima smiled looking at their confused expression and spoke up...
'uncle aapne mera kayal rakha aur mera saath diya itene dino kileye, issely thank you so much, mien nahi janti ke mien aap kaise sukriya ada karu, but thank you so much'
Riddhima looked down and continued 'mujhe maaf kardena agar meine koi galti ki hai par mien aap sab pe boj nahi rakhna cahate , issliye meine fisala kiya hai ke mien ab yaha se calte hu. Thank you appne mujhe yaha intne indo tak raha, mien aap sab ka aahsan kabhi nahi bhulunge'
'bol liya jo tumhe bolna tha?' armaan questioned her really really angry, his face was gone red 2.
'armaan...voh...'
'voh kya? Tum aapne aap ko samjate kya hu? Yeh sirf tumhara hi fasla hai? NO riddhima you are not going anywhere understand!'
'nahi armaan mien boj nahi....'
'BOJ? TUM HAMARA PYAAR KO BOJ SAMAJTE HU?'
'nahi armaan, aise koi baat nahi hai, mien toh yeh kabhi soch bhi nahi sakte par.....'
'PAR KYA RIDDHIMA?' now he was getting really pissed off, as he looked at her he saw tears swelling up frm her eyes, it prieced thorugh his heart, he took a sign and spoke in a clamer voice ' look riddhima, u can never be a boj for us, ure really close to our hearts, and.... actually mujhe ab pata chal raha hai ki tum aisa kyu behave kar rahe hu!'
She looked down at the floor, not able to meet his eyes.
'tum ye hiss liye keh rahe ho, because whatever Anjali told u, haina?'
She just hugged him and sobbed, not able to hold anymore, she sobbed for a while and then spoke in broken voice between her sobs 'i...i...ammmm....sorry...a..r.maan! i didn't want to.....'
'Sshhhhh!' he kept his index finger on her lips, and stared at her eyes making contact, with it.
By now Nandani and karan were gone, they thought of leaving them 2 together for a while.
AR both were letting there eyes speak everything, sure we can't hear anything, but their eyes were speaking volumes of their hearts and minds.
Looking in each other's eyes felt like they were talking to each other.
What's happing to me? I never felt this way before, kya ho raha hai mujhe? Why is it that whenever i look in his eyes, i feel lost, i feel like...like i am going to sink in them, why do i lose control of myself whenever he touches me, why does his touch make me shiver, why does his intensely of his glace make me feel so special, what's happening to me? I never felt this way before? What's this deep feeling i have for him? I mean, why do i feel that there's....there's something more between us.......that is more than friends.......hmmmm.....nooo! What are you thinking riddhima, r u stupid?! There's nothing like that, yeh there's nothing like that, but then what's this new feeling creating inside me........?
When will you understand my love riddhima? When? I really love you, i really do so, i just can't live without you anymore, how i wish i could just take you in my arms, and comfort you, consol you, tum mere dil ke itne kareb hoke bhi, kitne door ho. I will be waiting for the day,, when you become only and only mine, i love you jaan! My angel!
Breaking the contact he said in pleasing voice 'riddhima please, ruk jao, please don't leave us!'
Seeing his tearful eyes, she hugged him tightly unknowingly why, she did this but, she felt a cling through her heart when she saw tears in his eyes...
'i am sorry armaan, i am sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you, trust me! Mien yaha hi rahunge armaan! I am sorry!'
'?'?'*'?'?'
'riddhima! Jaldi karo! Haemin daar hojayenge!'
'ha...mein ati hi hu, just 1 mintues plz armaan!'
Just then riddhima came running out of the house, wearin green and blue cominition salwaar kamez (the normal curidar riddhima wears)
Armaan couldn't stop staring at her. Feeling his intestine glace on her, she felt really shy, and blushed hard, turning her cheeks dark red, he smiled seeing that.
'beautiful' he wishpered silently, but it was loud enough for her to hear it make her blush even deeper and deeper, looking just like an tomato.
'ar..m..aan please' feeling butterflies in her stomach she gasped as she felt him move a strand from her facing, she closed her eyes, and suddenly unknowingly feeling really really shy she hugged him tightly, as he hugged her back, knowing very well that know riddhima was started feeling something for him too, he simled, and coming out of the hug, she blushed and quickly sat in the car not able to meet his glace.
'?'?'*'?'?'
As soon as they entered the locker room, everyone quickly ran and hugged riddhima.
'riddhima are you ok?'
'haa muskaan don't worry mien tik hu, aur ab tum aapna yeh mu tik karo, and give me a smile, some please, see i am here only!'
Muskaan hugged her friend and started to cry.
'stupid, idot, aise kaise chale gaye tum? Aapne yeh dost ka bhi nahi sochca? Pata hai mien kitne akele pad gaye the tumahre bin! Plase don't do this again, mere toh jaan hi nikal gaye thi!'
Hearing that riddhima felt a lone of tear.
'i am sorry mere pagali, ab mien aisa nahi karunge!'
Everyone smiled at the two friends, and all came and hugged them, while armaan smiled.
*sabbe interns nurse station mien aaye*
All went near the nurse station quickly before they get told off by gabar.
'dr riddhima, how are you now?'
'mien tik ho dr keerti.'
'ok good... aap sab ke duties....
Dr atul and Dr Anjali OPD
(atul fowrened hearn that, but Anjali give a at atul)
Dr muskaan, Dr rahul and Dr armaan GENERAL WARD
Dr riddhima aaj ek naya case aaya hai, ek sumit karke ladka hai, unko lung cancer hai second last stage, recover ho sakata hai, but its very difficult and Dr armaan is going to handle this case with you too.
Is that ok everyone?'
'yes Dr'
Everyone went, but Dr.kiriti stoped armaan and riddhima to hand over the file.
'?'?'*'?'?'
'mummmaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Mumma pleas eutheye na...please mumma....! mummaaa, aap mujhe chod ke nahi jasakte.... mumaa...please'
'yeh sab tumhare vaje se, huva hai, tumne mere mama jinle muhjse!' Said a 10 year old girl crying.
'nahi, did meine kuch nahi kiya...mera vishwas kareya, uncle aap did ko samjaye na! Aap toh jante hai na aunty aur mien ek dusre se kitna pyaar karte hai!' a little girl about 5/6 years old crying trying to persuade to someone.
Then we see a lady in the middle of the room lying, covered with white cloth, well she is dead. Her photo had a har on it!
'mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!' we hear a scream...........and then someone started to cry bitterly sobbing................
'?'?'*'?'?'
Next day in cancer ward, armaan and riddhima went to see their patient.
'hi sumit, i'm Dr armaan and this is Dr riddhima' he winked at her, as he introduced her.
'hum tumhare case ko handle kar rahe hai!' Sumit smiled at riddhima as she said that, and kept staring at her, making riddhima feel uneasy and uncomfortable. Armaan saw how uneasy riddhima was feeling, he felt angry at sumit, but kept himself cool and said to change the topic 'so let's start to do your check up' she looked at armaan and thanked him in sign language.
She took the clip board and started to write some notes about his case, while armaan was checking his pluse rate he noticed sumit still staring and grinning at riddhima, almost flirting with his eyes, while she was writing notes about his check up, so she didn't know. He felt like punching this guy, but stayed clam....
'riddhima pluse rate is normal'
'ok'
She took her telescope out to check his lungs and heart beat, when armaan said 'i will do it' she smiled and nodded. Just then her pager went.
'Dr. Keerti! Mujhe jana hoga, armaan please saare notes tum lekh dina!'
'ok, you go!'
As she went armaan turned to sumit 'voh tumhare doctor hai, issliye batameez mat karna!'
'tumhare kya lagte hai voh? Huh? Anyways she looks hot in salwaar kameez too'
'mind your language!' he felt his temper losing, so he just went.
Shayad mujhe doctor keerti se baat karne hoge thought armaan.
'?'?'*'?'?'
'NO! AAP KYA AB MUHJE SE BAHAS KARENGE? I SAID NO MEANS NO! AAP AUR DR RIDDHIMA YEH CASE SAATH MIEN IS HANDLE KARENGE! DO U GET IT? NAHI TOH DR RIDDHIMA AKELE YEH CASE HADLE KAR SAKTE HAI!'
'lekin Dr keerti...'
'WELL THEN DATS FINE! DR RIDDHIMA YEH CASE AKELE HANDLE KARENGE!' she was boling with angry and you can see that, it was better not to argu any more nahi toh riddhima.....
' i am sorry Dr keerti mien aur riddhima saath mien hi yeh case handle karenge' looking the the floor.
'good' giving a stern look she went.
Iss mogambo ko mien ab kaise samjavoh ke voh sumit riddhima se batameezi kar raha hai! And i just can't tolerate it!
'?'?'*'?'?'
(2 MONTHS LEAP)
'Kitna khubsurat hai yeh aihasas(feeling), aisa lagta hai ki ismein hi sama jao, he protects me for everyfnk, har chote chote baat ka khayal rakhta hai mera. When he looks at me, it feels like i am the luckest girl in the world, when he touches me, i feel special, i like i am going to lose control of myself, when he hugs me i feel like staying in his arms forever and ever, when he is with me, i feel like i am the happiest person in the world, when he is not with me, i miss him incraedbly, i just can't imagin leaving with out him, it feels like mere sase use suru hote hai aur use hi khatan hote hai!'
'kya...kya mujhe pyaar hogaya hai..ganu bhaiya? Kya mien sach mien armaan se pyaar karne lagi hu?'
'haa, riddhima tumhe pyaar hogaya hai!'
'muskaan!' she was schocked to see muskaan there, that means muskaan heard everything!
' kya huva riddhima?'
She hugged her and said 'kuch nahi!'
'jooth!'
Coming out of the hug she said 'riddhima kya ab bhi tum mujhe pe vishwas nahi karte? Riddhima tum armaan se pyaar karte ho! Riddhima tum pyaar se bag nahi sakte! Mien tumhe samjh sakte hu, ke tumhare ate ke baad tum pe se pyaar ka vishwas utaar gaya, lekin tum yeh nahi taal sakte ke tum armaan se pyaar karte hu! Tum toh uske bina rah be nahi sakte, hum yaha Lonavala mien teen(3) din se aye hai, aur kya ek pal bhi hai, jab tumne uske bare mien nahi socha, ya yaad nahi kiya, ya tumne uska naam nahi liya! Riddhima tum teen din se baas armaan ke hi baat kar rahe hu! Sare bache and bau tak yeh jante hai ke tum armaan se pyaar karte hu! U love him, riddhima, u love him!'
'you are right muskaan, tum sach keh rahe hu, in do(2) mahino mien bhohat kuch hogaya! Mujhe pata he nahi chala ke kab mien armaan se pyaar karne lagi! I really lve him sapna i really do, mien uske bina nahi rah sakte, i just can't imagin leaving without him, tumhe nahi pata menie yeh teen din kaise kate! Har ek pal i miss him, i love u armaan i love u!' she smiled and hold muskaan by her shuldor and sung her aroung....happily shouting... 'muskaan mien armaan se pyaar karte hu!'
'haa haaa haa! Tum armaan se pyaar karte hu!' dey both started to laugh and hugged each other.
'i can't wait ke kab hum Mumbai ja rahe hai!'
'hum Mumbai aaj raat hi jaa rahe hai!'
'SACH!' screamed with excitement!
'lekin agar armaan muhjse pyaar nahi karta ho toh?'
'Armaan tum....' just then there was a phone call so muskaan went and attended it.
How blessed I am that you are in my life...
Not a day goes by when I do not think of you...
You make everything so perfect...
To you I do not have to prove myself...
For you know me... It not been a second... when i haven't missed you...
I love you!!!
'?'?'*'?'?'
' oh god! I can't leave with out her a second now! Control yourself armaan, control yourself! Its not that bad, she's coming tonight, ho riddhima...i love you, when will you reliase that! Teen dino se, i havn't even heard her voice!' he forwerned and thought of ringning her.
He took his phone and dialled her number, but then disconnected it!
'mien kyu call karu? Teen dino se ek call bhi usne mujhe nahi kya, so why should i? When she comes back i am not even going to talk to her, yh! I ain't going to talk to her, karne do use jo karna hai! This time i am not going to back off! Thats it!'
'hmmm.... aur piche hanta bhi nahi!'
'mom aap!' he blushed, knowing that she heard everything.
'haa mien, kyu mien nahi as sakte yaha?'
'nahi mom not like that!'
'tu use keh kyu nahi deta?'
'kya? Aur kise?'
'bhot ban mat! Tu janta hai mien kiske baat kar rahe hu!'
'but she doesn't love me, she still hasn't relised!'
'beta meine uske aanko mien dekha, voh tumse pyaar karte hai! Kuch baate kehne ke nahi hote, kabhi kabhi humien hi samjhna padta hai! aur use phone karde!'
'nahi! Mien kyu karu? Use karna hai toh kare! Teen din se gaye hai, she hasn't even called me!'
'aur kya tune kiya?'
'agar voh nahi karte then why should i?
'voh busy hoge'
'still ek call toh kar sakte thi!'
'voh toh tune bhi nahi kiya. Kiya kya?'
'mom why do you always take her side! Just forget it!'
'nandaniiiiiiiii! Kaha ho tum?'
'jaye mom, aap ko dad bula rahe hai!' and he winked at his mom!
'satan!'
'?'?'*'?'?'
As they came of the bus they both both hugged rahul and atul.
'atul armaan nahi aaya?'
'actually voh busy hai, so voh tumhe pick up karne nahi as saka!'
Riddhima and muskaan were back from Lonavala, and because they had to come by bus, rahul and atul came to pick them up. A sad riddhima just give a fake smile and said 'chale'
Rahul dropped atul 1st.....then muskaan....and then atlast...riddhima and he himself when home.
'?'?'*'?'?'
*ding don*
Riddhima rang the bell of armaan's house, and She waited there outside for 10 mintues ringing the bell, but no one opened it, she was about to ring armaan when he himself opened the door!
'HI!' spoke riddhima with excitement....
'hi' he just went inside the house, without even saying anything to her.
'armaan...kya huva?' she asked getting tensed by his behaviour.
'Nothing kyu?' ingroring her again
'Anyways, kaise ho tum? Aur tum mujhe pick karne kyu nahi aaye?' said in a grumpy childish voice
'Because i was busy, anyways rahul aur atul toh aaye hi the na!'
'ha armaan lekin....'
She was cut off by him completely ignoring 'anyways bhut raat hogaye hai, i am going to sleep! Goodnight!'
He just went without even looking at her; she felt her eyes swelling up, as a lone of tear escaped her eyes, 'yeh armaan ko kya hogaya? Have i done anything wrong? Voh mujhe ignore kyu kar raha hai?
She went up to her room and started to cry......
'?'?'*'?'?'
Shayad meine kuch zayada hi acting nahi karle? Oh i am soo stupid! Idot! Thought armaan to himself.
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'??Part 6??'
'armaan kya hua? Why you behaving like this with me?' she pulled him into the fire case area and asked him getting irritated.
Since yesterday he is ignoring me and won't even talk to me properly, have i done anything wrong? She questioned herself millionth time, but won't get any answer. There is surely something wrong she thought to herself.
'armaan have i done anything wrong?' she give him the cute, innocent, but hurt look, because of his behaviour, but looking at her his heart melted.
'tumne mujhe phone kyu nahi kiya, intne dino se? Ek bar toh kar dete!' he said looking just like a kid.
Looking at him She give a cute smile. 'tumne bhi toh kaun sa mujhe phone kiya? Mien toh bhot busy thi! But atleast tum toh phone kar sakte the!'
'mien kyu karu? If u don't do it den why should i?' she laughed a loud at his childish act, she smiled and said 'toh mien bhi kyu karu, agar tum nahi karte toh?' she raised her eye brows at him and dey both burst out laughing. Armaan realised how childish and stupid he was acting, she was right he thought!
'Anyways, tumhare trip kaise thi?'
'Ache thi'
They both passed a smiled to each other.
He took few steps down the stairs and sat down there.
'betho!' he called her to sit beside him, while she passed him another cute smiled and step down to sit where he was saying but just then her leg got sprinted, she closed her eys as she felt herself falling down to sacred to open it, but she felt a hand on her waist.
'Riddhima tum tik toh ho?'she noticed he concern he had for her, by his voice. He saw a strand of hair on her face; he had an urge to move it from there as it was blocking his view, of her beautiful face. He slowly forwards his free hand. He slowly moved it and placed it behind her eyes, 1st time ever he felt how soft her skin was. Feeling a touch she opened her eyes only to be lost in his. They both stared at each other with full of passion and love they both held for each other.
This time he noticed something totally different in her eyes, he thought, still looking into her eyes.
He felt like he could confess right now to her, but he was sacred if she said no, or even worse she might would stop talking to him or something. What do i do?
Should i tell him that...no no no! I can't do that what if....lekin agar voh keise aur se pyaar karta ho toh? But he is so caring, kind and sweet towards me! Sayad voh bhi muhjse pyaar karta hai. No! What if he doesn't, i will be totally broken, i can't stand another broken heart any more.
She stood up and tried to walk, but fall aganist his chest, she had hands on his chest, while his were on her back, he made her sit on the stair slowly making sure she was ok.
He took her sandle off and placed her right foot in his lap, while she just started at him, seeing him message her feet, to make her feel better, she smiled and continued staring at him.
'Are you ok?'
Getting no response he called her again.
'Riddhima?'
He looked up to see her lost in him. he smiled, and called her name again.
'Riddhima!' she jerked up.
'Huh? Hmm...'
'Tum theek toh ho na?'
She nodded feeling really shy and embarrsed by getting caught by him.
'??*??'
'Anjali tumne jo kiya, voh acha nahi tha'
'Yeh aap keh rahe hai?'
'Ha mien keh raha hu, kyuki sachai kuch aur hi hai voh nahi hai jo tum soch rahe ho!'
'aap mujhe mat baaataye ki sachai kya hai! I saw everything that night!'
'tumhe galat fame bhi ho sakte hai!'
'But dad i saw it, with my own eyes!'
'i know beta, lekin jis waqt yeh hadsa hua tha, tab riddhima bhi mar sakte thi! Waise bhi voh bhut jote(little) thi tab, Anjali beta tum mujhe batao, ki agar tum uske jaga hote toh kya kar te? Us bechare ko toh kuch yaad bhi nahi hai! Voh jo bhi hua, voh sab ek aitefak(coincidence) tha! Riddhima ko toh kuch nahi pata, she was really small beta! Tum use intne saalo se nafart karte aae, ho lekin voh bevaja hai, meine tumhe phele bhi bhut bar yeh samjane ki kosish ke, but u never listen! '
Anjali was in tears by now..............
'??*??'
'Riddhima tumhara par (leg) ab tik haina?'
'haan haan armaan its fine now! Tum shuba se yahi pooch rahe ho! Tum bas driving par concentrate karo!'
'acha baba! Waise flight kitne baje ki hai?'
'Hmmm...It's at 9pm'
'Ok, so we still have one hour, right?'
'Right' she answered him back smiling. They were going Shimla, because there has been a major accident, and lots of people have been injured, there were fewer doctors, so doctor keerti sended them two to go.
'??*??'
'It's so cold here'
'i know, lekin kitna acha lagraha haina? I love snow' she had her hands open allowing the snow to feel her soft skin.
'Riddhima Jaldi se andar aajao! Tum bimar pad jaovongi!' he told her off, as he saw her standing in the balcony, even though it was snowing and it was freezing cold.
'nahi! I love this! Please armaan i don't want to miss, it waise bhi Mumbai mien but garmi(hot) hoti hai, and it never snows there!' she pounted like a kid getting off, for eating a chocolate.
He smiled seeing her totally childish behaviour. They reached Shimla just 2/3 hours ago, Dr. Kartik, the senior doctor for Shimla sanjeevinee told them to rest for today and they can come tomorrow. They were staying at armaan's flat in Shimla, but it was quite big, but everything was together. There was a huge king bed in the middle, next to it on the left side there were some sofas and behind the sofas there was a quite big balcony, and inside the balcony, you can mostly see all the hill stations and everything, it looked beautiful like heaven. On the right side of the bed there were cupboards, dressing table, and toilet door and opposite the toilet door in corner, there was a kitchen. (i hope this is a good explaination of what the house looks like! Remember living room and bedroom are together!)
'Armaan tum bhi bahar aavo na! It's so beautiful here! Tum sab maza miss kar rahe hu!'
'nonnono! Not me! Mien bimar nahi panda cahata! Aur tumhe bhi nahi padne donga! Issliye Jaldi se andar avoh ab, nahi mien tumse baat nahi karunga! And i mean it!'
'Whatever you say, but i am not coming inside! Aur mujhe pata tum muhjse zarror baat karonge! Hanina armaan...armaan...fine den!' just then she sneezed *AACHO*
'bhut hogaya ab!' he went into the balcony, he tried to drag her inside but she won't listen, so he had no choice......he picked her up in his strong arms, and came inside.
Their faces were just an inch away, she could feel his breath warm breath on her face, making her feel warm, she was completely losing control of herself, she felt as if he can control her easily, she felt like she didn't own herself, it was armaan's.
*AACHO* she sneezed again coming out of eye lock. She was still in armaan's arms, so he went and slowly put her on the sofa and started to tell her off...
'meine tumse kaha tha na ke tum bimar ho javongi! Dekha tumhe zukham hogaya!' he was really angry at her, while she just looked down at the floor, she has never had someone to tell her off or be worried for her if she was ill or anything. She felt tears sweeling up, so she kept her eyes down not wanting armaan to see it, while he has been telling her off for 15 minutes now, showing his concern for her clearly, she did notice it. She was happy to have someone like armaan with her; she wished she could just hug him right now straight away and confess. But she was sacred if he didn't love her, or if their friendship ruined because of it, she didn't want to lose him, from by her side, she really loved him.
He show how she was trying to put a fake smile on her face, but he didn't know why? What happen to her? Did i tell her off too much?
'Riddhima!' she sat down on sofa next to her and keeping his hand on her hand, he sweezed her hand, tensed that what happen to her suddenly?
'Riddhima look at me!' he took his free hand to her chin, and made her look up 'kya hua?' he looked right into her eyes.
'kuch nahi!' she got up from there and headed towards the kitechen, but before she did armaan stood up and caught her hand.
'muhjse jhoot bol rahe ho?' he took hi free hand towards her chin making her look at him, as we saw tears running down his soft smooth cheeks, he got really tensed. 'Riddhima kya hua?'
She hugged him tightly, while he responed the hug tightly too, like they both never want to let go off each other, he knew she was crying, coming out of the hug, he heard her speak, while she was crying...
'armaan mien bhut kush naseeb hu jo mujhe tum jaisa dost mila, kisine aaj tak meri itne parva nahi ki jitani ki tum kar rahe ho, agar mien bimar hote ya agar mujhe kahi bhi lagti, mujhe kuch bhi hota, no one used to be beside me to tell me off, that i didn't take care of myself or heel my wounds. I used to heel my wounds, but there was a wound inside my heart, which was never heeled! Sure all the wounds which were physically caused were heeled with time, but the wound which were caused emotionally of having no one beside me, was never heeled. Armaan i am always incomplete, because i am alone, i have no one to love me, or anyone beside, if i ever get hurt or anything, i am all alone. Whoever I ever loved always went away from me. My life, my heart both are incomplete, i never feel complete and i never will' by now riddhima was completely broken into armaan's arms.
Armaan hugged her tightly trying to assure her he was there beside her, seeing her tears he felt a cling trough his heart, he hatred tears in her eyes.
'Ssshhhh!' coming out of the hug he cupped her face and looking straight into her eyes. 'nahi riddhima, don't say that! Tumhe pata hai jab tum muskrurate(smile) ho, tab mere bhi chehare(face) mien muskrurat hote hai, ab tum rote(cry) ho, then i feel a pierce through my heart, jab tum muhjese door hote hu, tab har pal aisa nahi gaya hota hai, jab mien tumhe yaad na karu, tumhare bagar zindagi berang(colourless) lagti hai, lekin jab tum mere saath hote hu, tab mujhe zindagi ka asile maza aata hai. You know riddhima if god ever tells me to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU. I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I feel myself when i am around you, i don't have to pretent to be someone. I really love you riddhima, i can't leave without you. I LOVE U AND ONLY U!' he was still looking into her eyes waiting for her reaction.............
That's part 6! As you all desperately wanted confession, so here it is. I am sorry if its not how everyone expected, but i wanted it to be different. 1st i was going to do something with the jungle scene then make them confess, but that was a usual thing. Then i thought of doing it, like armaan or riddhima one them gets hurt and then, but that's a usual thing. That's what always happens, so i wanted to make it a bit different. I am really sorry if it's not how you all expected!
Please do comment and criticising.
Happy Independence Day!
'''Part 7'''
'I HATE YOU ARMAAN!' riddhima went out of his grip, sobbing......'i hate you'
'Riddhima!' he tried to get hold of her... 'I hate you armaan! I hate you!'
'But I love you' he said helpless...... 'I hate you! Stupid! Why didn't you tell me this before?! I hate you!'
'I love you!' he whispered and they both hugged each other. They both were crying, tears of happiness. 'I LOVE YOU!' riddhima whispered. They both hugged each other tightly as they never want to let go off each other, as if they just want to be in each other's arms forever and ever. Coming out of the hug he cupped her face, and saw her still crying....
'mujhse pyaar karne ke itne badi saza hai kya, ki tum itna ro rahi ho?' (i just love kash confession scene and everything, so i hope no1 mind, coz i m kinda using the same thing!)
She kept her hand on his lips while he kissed it gently 'tum mere liye saza kabhi nahi ho sakte, tumne toh mujhe aaj phirse jaan de hai, lekin dil le liya!'
'acha?' he smiled cheekly, 'dil toh tumne bhi mera le liya!' she closed her eyes feeling his lips on her forehead, enjoying it and feeling shy.
'armaan tum sach mien mujhse pyaar karte hona? Tum mujhe sab ke tara kabhi chodke nahi joavonge na?' She was sacred, that he might leave her too, like everyone, and if he does, den she will die, as she just can't live without him now, he is her life, her soul.
'Can anyone stay away from their soul and heart? (He looked right in her eyes) so how can i live without u, as ure the 'soul of my heart!'
'I love you armaan!'
They had a eye lock for few minutes, just then armaan's eyes trailed off to her soft, tasty juicy looking lips... he kept his figure on her chin, bringing it close to his face as he bend his face down a little, while there nose touched each other, feeling their breath on each other's face's, making her melt in his secure arms.
He was went forward to join their lips.....................
*ring...ring...ring...ring*
'isse bhi ab hi aana tha!' he muttered in an angry voice, while she burst out laughing....
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(Next morning)
'hi boyfrend!' a voice came from a hot, sexy 13 years old gurl ran up to armaan and hugged him!
' PRIYA!!!!! Kasise ho tum?' armaan got really and hugged priya 2, while riddhima was standing next to armaan confused of who priya was, and den she remembered....
'priya!' surprised riddhima got over excited and hugged priya 2!
'didi, aap and boyfriend tum kaise ho?' she kissed armaan's cheek.
'mien tik hu! Tu kaise hai? Aur tum yaha hospital mien kya kar rahe hai?'
As armaan asked that priya's face turned into a sad and tears started to up to her eyes....
'kya huva priya?' riddhima asked seeing the change in her, getting tensed...
'didi actually, mien, tara didi, kanan, sara, aur rimli yaha holiday karne aaye hai boyfriend lekin.... kanan ka accident hogaya hai!'
Priya hugged armaan again crying......
'what?' both of them got really worried!
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they all entred the genral ward.....
'riddhima didi!' rimli shouted and hugged riddhima!
Kanan was still uncounsious, and she had a bangage on her head and arm. It wasn't a major injury, but the wound was a little bit deep, on the arm.
Tara went and hugged both armaan and riddhima together 'aap yaha kab aaye!'
'voh sab jodo aur batavoh ke kanan ko kya huva? Tara tum unka kahyal nahi rah sakte thi? Tum sab se badi ho na!' riddhima spoke with an angry voice.
' didi tara di kya koi kasur nahi hai!' sara spoke defending tara.
'haa didi!' priya spoke again.
Sara went and hugged riddhima and started to cry, she and kanan were sisters and she loved her sister alot. Tara, priya, rimli, sara and kanan were best friends, since childhood. Riddhima's dad and sara and kanan's dad were brothers. Priya's mum was nandani's bestfriends, so armaan and priya got with eachother alot, so she called him her boyfriend. As tara and rimli were bestfriends of them, so they always used to go everywhere with echoder othe that's how everyone knows eachother! (lolololol! I noe the knwin summary isn't too good, BT priya i hpe ure happy ure in it! Hahahah! I thought of adding myself and sum of my kashians! I hpe none of them minded?)
Just then kanan got cousious, armaan and riddhima quickly went by her side, 'kanan tum tik toh hona?'
'didi! Aap yaha?' kanan smiled at her and looked at armaan 'armaan bhaya!'
They all talked each other and had lunch and stuff.......
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'yeh barrish (here cums kash barrish!) bhi abhi honi thi!'
'kya armaan! It's so beautiful! I love it!' running towards the terrace to feel the rain falling on her beautiful face, as armaan tried to catch up with her...
She spreaded her arms out and started to go around and around slowly, feeling eacho and every part of rain... 'i love rain armaan!' as she looked at him, she found him staring at her with a dreamy look, as he was getting soaked wet in rain too.
She noticed the passion in his eyes, feeling shy, as she turned redder then the tomato....he moved forward to her slowly still not loosening their eye contact...
He came really close to her, they both could feel each other's breath on their faces, she closed her eyes, as she felt that she was no more in control of herself, only he could control her, she felt her knees go weak, as armaan kept his arm around her waist holding her thight, as he joined their lips, keeping his other hand on her face.............................................
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Thats all! I noe it was quite short and not much in it, so i wuld lke 2 apologise to everyone! I know its really boring and everyfnk! I hope i didn't dissipoint anyone! BT next prt i promise it ill b filled with kash kash kash kash!
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my skool is starting from thrusday again, and i m goin to be in yr9, so now it will b very recent that i ill update! it ill not be regural! i am really really sorry everyone, to keep everyone w8in and w8in, bt i hve no choice, i hve 2 concentrate on my studies more! 😳 i hpe everyone understnds me! 😳
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'???Part 8???'
'Armaan!' suddenly armaan came on earth again after having his nice romantic heaven trip (sos every1, no kiss! Lolololol!)
'Huh?'
She started to laugh looking at his confused wired faces he made.
'yaha kyu khade ho? Come here and join me in rain! Please!!!!!!!' 'Come on armaan please' she went and dragged him into the rain.
She spreaded her arms out and started to go around while he just watched her, wishing his dream come true, he really did wanted to feel how soft her lips looked. Are they as soft as they look? He wondered feeling more inpatient and this huge urge went through him. Should i...ermmm.... no no no no no! I can't do that, stop it armaan if you take the step too early then she might think something wrong, yeh she might think some think wrong. We have just been together for a day now and i don't want to lose her for my stupid urge that i have for her!
Hethen just picked her up in his arms and started to go around.
'Armaan, kya kar karhe ho?'
'dekh nahi raha? I am enjoying the rain!'
'lekin.......'
'lekin kya?' he give her a wink and a cheeky, naught look.
All she did was blush going lke a tomatoa and kept sung her arms around his neck, staring into his eyes.............
'???*???'
'riddhima jaldi karo!'
'ha armaan mein aa rahe ho!'
She came running down, wearing a purple anakrkali and high heels. Her eyes were guled inside her pursed trying 2 search for something.
She was so engrossed in trying 2 find sumfnk in her purse that she was nearly going to trip over the rock, but armaan quickly came and saved her, holding her by her waist, sacred, that she will fall, but soon relived as she wrapped her armaan around her neck, feeling the pain.
'awwuuuuu'
'kya hua?'
'Armaan meri par mein moch aagaye, lagta hai! It hurts'
'kitni bar kaha hai mein ki dekh kar chala karo!' he shouted at her in anger, while she was stunned and afraid, she has never seen his anger before.
She freed herself from his hold, afraid, trying 2 walk towards the car. As the car wasn't that far she sat inside holding the car and the car door to help her sit. He just realised how stupid he was for shouting at her and started to think how to make it up for that, he knew trying 2 convince her was really hard because she will say she forgave him and put a fake smile on her face, but wouldn't forgive him from inside.
'???*???'
'i am sorry riddhima!' he gently held her hand in his kissing it he started to play with her fingers feeling the softness of them.
'Ure so soft!' he looked at her trying to hide the red shade forming on her face.
They were stuck in traffic jam on a way there way. They were heading back 2 Mumbai.
'riddhima i am sorry na! I was really......'
Before he could say anyfnk she kept her figure on his lips, and shyly took it off as she spoke finally in 4 hours
'hmmm.....i am sorry armaan, actually i over reacted! I am sorry i became a bit too childish!'
They both just give each other a passion tight hug. As they both broke the hug at the same time she saw him staring at her lips, she read his thoughts and knew he really did want one so she closed her eyes letting him know that she wants him to kiss her. They both still had their arms around each other, as he finally gently and smoothly finally left her lips, he was right they were indeed jucy and very soft. As the time was passion the kiss went harder and deeper, as he entered into her mouth playing with her tongue. They played with each other's touch for about 4/5 minutes den she broke the kiss getting out of breath!
She was feeling really shy so she quickly buried her head on his chest, as he wrapped his arms around her happily still licking his lips, still thinking about the juicy kiss........
'???*???'
'mom! Dad! We are home!' armaan said as they both entered the hall.
Nandani came and gave riddhima a hug, while karan gve armaan a hug.
'is everything fine there now armaan?'
'ha dad everything is fine!'
'so kaisa raha riddhima?' she blushed at this question remembering their kiss and confession, armaan thought the game and he gave her a cheeky grin winking.
'nandani yeh kaisa sawaal puch rahe hu? Just look at their face!'
They both giggeled while armaan riddhima blushed more.
'acha chalo ab tum dona freshen up hojavoh!' as nandani said that dey both nodded and headed upstairs.
Nandani and karan both smiled at eachother.
'mein bhut kush ho aaj! Mera sapna finally pura hone wala hai! Hum jald se jald shashant se baat karenge!'
'nandani phele humein unhe puchna padenga'
'haa aur mein toh bul he gaye shashant toh abhi coma mein hai!'
'ha voh hum kal kardenge!'
'???*???'
'armaan kya kar rahe ho?'
'pyaar!' he had pinned her under him to the wall, playing with her hair and blowing on her face.
'Armaan, koi dekh lega'
'toh?'
'armaan!'
'haa riddhima!'
'Armaan!'
'ok ab yeh armaan armaan band karo aur give me a kiss!'
She blushed.
'armaan please muhje chodo!' she spoke in a low shy voice.
He traced his index finger over her face slowly and romantically, knowing what effects he was having on her and he just loved it. She closed her eyes, feeling her breathing going high, as his finger traced to her neck, feeling him pull her duppata bit down. He bends his head down gently and kissed her throat, but it was more like sucking it.
He looked up to see her eyes closed breathing heavily; he smiled, and gently kissed her lips.
'???*???'
'riddzy, muhje maaf kardo, meine..'
'di please aap aur mat ru. Aapke galte nahi hai di, shayad mere hi...'
'nahi riddzy itne salo tak mein tumhe....'
'it's ok di!'
They both hugged each other sobbing, as armaan, atul, muskaan and rahul this and were finally really happy. Anjali told all of them to come to her house, so that she can clear everything out.
riddhima was really happy today, as she got everything. She got her di and her humsafar. She looked at him smiling, as his eyes went watery too.
'???*???'
'aaj mein bhut kush ho armaan, aaj finally muhje sab kushi mil gaye! I am soooooooo happy! I can't believe we are finally engaged' she said looking at her dimond ring glowing in the moon light.
'i know, i am really happy too.' Riddhima head was resting on armaan's chest while his hands were wrapped around her bare waist.
After there engagement ceremony was done, armaan requested to take riddhima to beach. Riddhima's red sari was tangle and covered all over him rather than her, as she was resting her head on his chest. They both were lying near the water, as every now and then the water would splash over them.
He rolled over her pinning her under him, as he placed a kiss on her forehead, slowing rubbing his lips all over her face teasing her, as he knew she wanted a kiss on her lips, but he was in a very naughty bored so felt like teasing her as much as possible. She moved her head a bit, creasing his hair pulling him a bit more closer, as she kissed him on his lips... moving towards her neck, his wet kisses grew more passionate, he kissed all over her neck as her hands were moving on his back. He kissed his shoulders, to her neck to her shoulders. He then tightly hugged her and went to sleep on the beach itself.
As the sun light shone, as woke up to find her in his arms, she looked at him loving...........
'???*???'
He looked at the sky. He was 30 years old today, it's his birthday. He remembers how she surprised him on his birthday 6 years before. But now everything was changed, because of his selfishness. Today He became one of the best surgeons in the Britain. He should be the happiest person in the world, beacuse his dream finally fulfilled, to fulfil this dream he had left everything in India, and moved to London 6 years before. He had left his family, his friends, his happiest and his LOVE. Today he was all alone. He hadn't smiled or laughed in 6 years, in this 6 years he had been all alone, living in a big house, but he was alone, no one to give him surprises, no one to love him, no one to join in his happiness, he was all alone, only him and his aloneness. In these 6 years he hadn't heard her voice, he hadn't touched her, and he hadn't taken her in his arms. He looked t his engagement ring, that was all he had of her, all he had of her was her memories, her smile, when he was there with her, her laugh when he would make silly jokes, how she was melt just in his one touch, her tears that had formed because of him, when he was living india forever. He remembers everything today. He had promised her to be with her all her life, he had promised her to never let go off her, and he had promised her to ring her every day, he had promised her that he would be back in 1 year, but he had broken all his promises, he hadn't been with her, he left her, he hadn't rang her in 6 years, he has broken all his promises, their promises!
he was missing her so much 2day and was wishing she was here. he still remebred 6th july, the day they were going to get married before 6 years, but he had left her. Yes in one month its gona be 6th july he had left her, he had left a day before their marriage, instead of being happy, and he was crying today, he regretted everything he did. He was crying......he missed her......he hated himself.......
'???*???'
NOTE- I am really sorry everyone, i didn't contd for a long time, because i was really busy, wid my skool homewroks and tests and everything. As i said b4 i am in year 9 now , i get tons and tons of homework, and i am hardly free. Reading this prt and how i have done everything so quickly some on u might have guessed dat i wana finish this ff asap! I am gona write 2/3 really long parts and finish it. My half trem holidays are cuming in abt 2 weeks tme and this ff is gona finish den! I am really sorry if i have dissipointed any1 with dis prt, bt i did try my best! Please do do comment everyone if u find it worth it!
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