Part=21
Ishita was sleeping keeping her head on his chest raman hugged her soon he also sleeps
After sometime raman woke up the trucked was stopped he woke up ishita
R: ishita
She woke up listing his voice she looks around
I: raman hum kaha hai?
R: ishita chalo truck ruk gya hai ye sahi moka hai chalo
Ishita nodded and both come out of truck and look around
I: raman ye kounsi jagah hai? Mujhe toh kuch nazar nahi aa raha itni raat ho gayi hai kuch nazar bhi nahi aa raha ache se
R: don't worry ishita hum aage chal ke dekhte hai shyad koi help mil haye aur hum pata karge kounsi jagah hai
I: haa aap thik keh rahe ho
R: hum thodi der chalte shyad koi lift mil jaaye
Raman hold her hand both start walking on road they didn't found anyone there after sometime they saw a car coming towards them they tried to stop the car but it paased away like this they tried to stop the vichles to take lift but no one stop to help them they saw a person and asked him about the place he informed then it was place outside delhi they asked is there hotel there the person tell them there was a hotel at some distance they said thanks to person and start walking towards hotel
Raman keep his arm around her both walk for sometime ishita was feeling weak as she didn't have anything from two days and she was feeling tierd she was feeling difficult to walk raman noticed this
R: ishita are you fine?
I: haa raman mai thik hoon aap meri fikar maat karo
R: dikh raha hai mujhe kitna thik ho tum
He picked her in his arms
I: raman aap kya kar rahe ho?
R: apni biwi ko apni baahon mai utha raha hoon
I: raman aap please mujhe utar do mai thik hoon
R: tumse kisi ne pucha kya mujhe acha lag raha apni biwi ko apni bahoon mai uthana tumhe kya problem hai? Tum chup raho acha
Ishita smiled and keep her arms around her while he start walking ishita was looking at him lovingly she keep her head on his chest he smiles looking at her
After sometime
I: raman aap mujhe utar do naa warna aap thak jaoge
R: madrsan mai abhi budha nahi hua jo apni biwi ko apni baahon mai uthane se thak jaauga samjhi
I: arey par raman
R: kuch par var nahi mujhe koi problem nahi hai toh tumhe kyu ho rahi hai yaar?
Ishita smiled looking at him
Soon they reached in front of a small hotel
R: lo aa gaye humko jaha koi help mil jaayegi
Raman put her down both went inside the hotel and ask for a room luckily they get a room raman tell the recapitonist to ordered food for them and send it to their room
Both go inside their room it was a small room a small bed
Ishra looked around
R: madrsan tumhe koi problem toh nahi hai
I: raman aap mere saath ho naa toh mai kahi bhi rehne ko tyar hoon
R: madrsan waise tumhe yaad hai naa jab hum pehli baar picnic pe gaye the puri family ke saath tab bhi kuch aisa hi hua tha hamare saath
Ishita smiled remembering that moment
I: kaise bhool sakti hoon mai uss whakt hamara rishta bilkul alag tha hamare pyar ki shuruvat hui thi kitna ladte the naa hum
Raman smiled
R: hum wo din toh wapis nahi laa sakte par aane wale palo ko toh khoobsurat bana sakte hai
I: haa thik keh rahe ho aap raman ek pal ke liye toh mujhe laga tha ki mai kabhi aapke paas wapis aa hi nahi paaugi jab mani ne mujhse shadi karne wala tha naa bhot daar gayi thi mai
Raman hugs her
R: par abhi tumko chinta karne ki koi zaroort nahi hai mai aa gya hoon naa mere hote hue tumhe kabi kuch nahi ho sakta
He kissed her forhead Ishita hugged him more tightly he caresses her hair lovingly when they heared knock on the door they broke the hug raman open the door waiter gives him food and leaves from there
R: chalo pehle hum khana khate baaki baatien baad mujhe toh bhot bhook lag rahi hai
Both sit on bed to have their food
Ishita was about to eat raman stops her and take a spoon full of rice and ask her to open her mouth she smiles and open her mouth raman feeds her
R: mai jaanta hoon tumne do din se kuch nahi kahya hoga halat dekho apni itni weak lag rahi ho
He said feeding her Ishita looks at him lovingly
I: aap bhi khao naa mai jaanti hoon aap ne bhi kuch nahi kahya hoga
She feeds him her eyes are full of tears raman cupped her face
R: kya hua madrsan khana itna bura laga ki tumhe rona aa raha hai? Haa itna tasty nahi hai par koi baat nahi ek baar ghar chalo tumhe tumhara favioure khana khiluga apne haatho se tumhare liye dosa banauga jaise uss din banya tha par iss baar jalauga nahi
He said making her smile in tears
I: raman aapko pata hai maine aapko kitna miss kiya bilkul acha nahi lag raha tha aapke bina hamesha yaad karti thi aap kaise pyar se mujhe khana khila karte the kaise mera dhyan rakhte the raman mani bhot bura hai usne mujhe bhot hurt kiya mujhse jabrdasti shadi karna chata tha mujhe uss ne dhamki di ki wo aapko maar dega kitna daar gayi thi mai aaj mai sach mai apni jaan de deti raman agar aap nahi aate toh mai maar jaati
She said and start crying raman cupped her face and wipes her tears
R: ishita ab toh mai tumhare saath hoon naa please rona band karo dekho abhi tum bilkul safe ho chalo stop crying
He hugged her tightly she cries
R: abhi mai hoon naa tumhare saath tum bilkul safe ho sshh bas rona band karo
He broke the hug and wipes her tears
R: tum toh meri jhansi ki rani ho naa aise toot kaise sakti hai meri jhansi ki rani tum bilkul maat daro jab tak mai zinda hoon tumhe kuch nahi ho sakta aur tumhe chot phochane wale haar insan ko mai saza deke rahuga tum dekhna uss mani ko mai choduga nahi usko meri biwi ko hurt karne ki saza mil ke rahegi
Raman hold her hand make her sit in his lap
R: abhi rona dhona band karo aur kuch kha lo bache tumhe aise dekhge toh daar jaayege dekho khood ko kaise halat hogi hai tumhari chera dekho ro ro ke aankho ke niche dark circles aa gaye hai bhootni lag rahi ho pata hai
He said trying to change her mood she hit him playfully
I: mai bhootni nahi hoon raman
R: acha khood ka chera sishe mai dekho kitni scary lag rahi ho
Ishita looks at him angrily
I: raman aap bhot gande ho mujhe phir se tang kar rahe ho jao mujhe aapse baat nahi karni
She tries to get up but raman hold her hand stop her he hold her more tightly
I: raman leave me
R: iss baar nahi choduga jitni kossish karni hai karlo
Ishita looks at him he tucked her hair stand bhiend her ear
R: ye bhootni sabse cute aur sundar hai aur mai iss bhootni ka bhoot hoon itni aasni se nahi choduga
He said making her blush he kissed her forhead lovingly she closed her eyes
R: chalo abhi khana khalo warna thanda ho jaayega
Ishita smiles nodded she was getting up raman stops her
R: kaha jaa rahi ho?
I: aap hi ne toh bola khana khane ko
R: haa toh khana aise nahi kha sakte kya?
He said feeding her making her smile she also feeds him soon they finshed their food
I: raman humko ghar mai kisi ko phone karke bol dena chaiye aap mere saath ho pehle hi sab mere liye bhot tensed hai aap missing rahoge toh sab tensed ho jaayege
R: tum thik bol rahi ho mai reception pe jaake romi ko phone karke infrom kar deta hoon aur usko mani ka sach bhi bata duga taaki police usko pakad le
I: haa chaliye mai bhi aapke saath chalti hoon
R: nahi ishita tum wait karo mai abhi romi ko inform karke aata hoon
I: par mujhe bhi sabse baat karni thi specially bacho se
R: ishita hum kal subhe chale jaayege naa toh kal ghar jaake sabse mil lena abhi phone pe kitni baatien karogi mai abhi aaya thik hai tab tak tum jaake fresh ho jao
Ishita nodded raman goes to call romi while ishita went washroom she takes shower
After sometime she comes out
I: raman abhi tak aaye kyu nahi? I think mujhe dekhna chaiye jaake
She was going when raman comes in room
I: raman aap aa gaye itna time kyu lag gya? Aapne inform kar diya naa sabko
R: relax madrsan mujhe bolne toh do maine romi ko phone karke sab bata diya hai sab bhot tensed the kyu ki mai bina bataye gayab ho gya tha par romi sabko bata dega maine mani ke baare mai bhi usko bol diya hai wo police ko sab bata dega aur subhe romi aa jaayega humko pick karne ke liye
I: acha kiya raman jo romi ko bata diya sab kitna parsahan honge naa abhi sab thik ho jaayega mujhse toh wait hi nahi ho raha hai raman mai bas jaldi se apni family ke paas jana chati hoon
R: zaroor jaayege bhot jald don't worry acha abhi tum kuch der rest karlo raat bhot ho gayi hai
He hold her hand take her to bed he make her lay down and start caressing her hair lovingly
I: raman aap meri itni fikar kyu kar rahe ho? Mai thik hoon aap bhi toh bhot thak gaye hoge aap bhi kuch der rest karlo
R: mai thik hoon ishita tum meri chinta maat karo tum rest karo
He was caressing her hair lovingly while ishita was looking at him lovingly she come closer to him and keep her head on his chest raman smiled and kissed her forhead
Soon ishita fall asleep raman was admiring her he kissed her forhead
R: thank god mujhe meri madrsan wapis mil gayi aaj ishita ko kuch ho jata toh mai maar hi jaata ab mai tumhe khood se kabhi door nahi jaane duga kabhi nahi
He said hugging her
After sometime it's start raining heavily raman make her lay down properly and went to balcony attached to room he was enjoying the rain he was feeling very happy getting his madrsan back
Ishita was sleeping suddenly she woke up seeing a bad dream mani trying to kill raman she looks around she got tensed not finding raman in room she come out of bed and went towards balcony and get relief seeing raman there she went to him and hugged him from behind raman come out of his thoughts feeling her arms around her he smiles
R: madrsan maine bola tha naa tum rest karo toh tum kyu uath gayi
He hold her hands and turn towards her he gets worried seeing her crying he cupped her face
R: kya hua ishita tum ro kyu rahi ho? Tum thik ho naa
Ishita hugged him tightly
I: raman aap mujhe akela chod ke kyu aa gaye? Mai kitna daar gayi thi maine bhot bura sapna dekha
R: i am sorry ishita mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi bhar baarish ho rahi toh mai yaha aa gya kuch der ke liye mujhe pata hi nahi chala tum kab uathi i am sorry tum thik ho naa?
I: raman mujhe phir wahi sapna aaya mani aapko maarne ki kossish kar raha tha mujhe bhot daar lag raha hai raman
R: arey abhi darne ki kya baat hai dekho mai thik hoon bilkul tumhare samne hoon aur tum bhi thik ho mani hamara kuch nahi bigad sakta mai hoon naa
He tries to broke the hug ishita is not ready to leave him
I: raman please mujhe khood se door maat karo
She said crying
R: mai tumhare paas hoon please stop crying
He broke the hug and wipes her tears
R: tumhe lagta hai tumhare ravan kumar ko kuch ho sakta hai tera ravan kumar toh hero hai dekha nahi kaise mara sabhi gundo ko uss mani ko kaise sabak sikhya agar tum mujhe nahi rokti toh aaj mai uski jaan bhi le leta tum mere saath ho toh mujhe kuch kaise ho sakta hai?
I: par raman koi bhi reason ho mai aapko taklif mai nahi dekh sakti jaante ho naa aap haa mai bhot kush hoon ki aap aaye mujhe bachane aaj agar aap nahi aate toh shyad mai maar jaati par raman agar aapko kuch ho jata toh kounsa mai zinda reh paati wo mani toh aapko maarne hi wala tha naa raman
She hold his hand and kissed his hand looking at him with teary eyes
R: aaj agar tumhare liye jaan bhi chali jaati toh mujhe koi gam nahi hota mai haste haste apni jaan de deta
Ishita put her hand on his lips
I: raman please aisi baatien maat karo please aap ko kuch ho jaata toh mai zinda nahi teh paati aap nahi jaante maine 7 saal kaise guzare hai aapke bina ek ek pal kaise guzara hai aapke bina aur jab hum dono dobara saath hue toh mai aapko dobara nahi khona chati ek baar aapko kho chuki hoon dobara nahi khona chati pata hai mujhe maut ka daar nahi tha bas aapko khone ka daar tha mani humko door karna chata tha mai kuch bhi bardsah kar sakti hoon par aapko kho nahi sakti raman
She hugged him crying
I: please phir kabhi mujhse door jaane ki baat maat karna warna mai maar jaaugi bhot der door reh liya aapse bhot kuch bardash kar liya par bas ab aur nahi hota mujhse
She said hugging him tight raman broke the hug and cupped her face
R: itna pyar karti ho mujhse?
He said looking at her with teary eyes
I: khood se bhi zada
R: i don't deserve this love ishita mai tumhra pyar deserve nahi karta
I: raman ye aap kya bol rahe ho?
She broke the hug
R: bilkul thik bol raha hoon maine tumhe itni taklif di tumhe kya kuch kaha tumse phir bhi tum mujhse itna pyar karti ho kyu? Bhot bura hoon mai ishita phir bhi tum mujhse itna pyar kyu karti ho?
He cries looking at her
I: raman aisa kuch nahi hai aap bhot ache ho you are world's best husband haa aapne kuch galtiya ki hai par iska matlab ye nahi hai ki aap bure ho aapne gusse mai mujhe jo kuch bhi bola ho par mai jaanti hoon aap mujhse bhot pyar karte ho aur jo bhi hua usme galti meri bhi toh thi mai aapko bina soche samjhe chod ke chali gayi aapke baare mai ek baar bhi nahi socha
R: nahi ishita galti sirf meri hai ruhi ke jaane ke baad mai itna pagal ho gya tha ki maine ek baar bhi tumhare dard ke baare mai nahi socha tumhara saath chod diya jab tumhe meri sabse zada zaroort thi i am really sorry please mujhe maaf kardo
He said crying bitterly ishita took him in bon crush hug trying to console him
I: bas raman sshhh jo bhi hua usko bhool jao ab toh sab thik hai naa hum dono saath hai aur kya chaiye? Please stop blaming yourself
R: nahi ishita maine galti ki hai bhot badi galti ki hai tumne hamesha mera saath diya mujhe support kiya itna pyar diya mujhe aur mai maine kya kiya? Tumhara dil tod diya hamesha bolta tha ki tumse bhot pyar karta hoon par jab whakt aaya toh apne pyar ka saath chod diya i am sorry please mujhe maaf kardo
He cries bitterly
I: raman please aap aise ro maat mai aapse naaraz nahi hoon please stop crying
Raman looks at her he hold her hands and hit his cheeks with her hands
R: nahi ishita tum please mujhe saza do maaro mujhe maine bhot galat kiya tumhare saath maaro mujhe please
Ishita cupped his face
I: raman bas shant meri taraf dekho raman mai aapse bilkul gussa nahi hoon mai aapse bhot pyar karti hoon raman jitni bhi kossish kar lu aapse nafrat nahi kar sakti mai haa ye baat sach hai raman mai toot gayi thi jab aapne mujhe apni zindagi se bhar nikala maar gayi thi mai uss hi pal sab kuch khtam ho gya tha raman par raman mai tab bhi aapko nafrat nahi kar sakti kyu ki mai aapse bhot pyar karti hoon aur aapne uss din jab mujhe blame kiya mujhe iss baat ka bura nahi laga ki aapne mujhe blame kiya kyu ki mujhe bhi lagta tha ki sari galti meri hai par mai tab toot gayi raman jab aapne keh diya ki mai aapki zindagi se chali jau aap mujhse nafrat karte ho tab mujhe aisa laga ki jaise kuch bacha hi nahi hai iss liye toh maarne chale gayi
Her eyes also get moist
I: par zindagi ne mera saath nahi choda mai australia chali gayi mai hi jaanti hoon mai kaise jee rahi thi aapke bina apni zindagi khtam karna chati thi par mujhe pata chala ki hamara baby aane wala hai mai pregnant thi raman hamare pyar ki nishani iss duniya mai aane wali thi sach keh rahi hoon agar ansh nahi hota toh mai maar hi jaati kyu ki aapke bina toh jina bhot hi mushkil tha mere liye kabhi nahi socha tha ki aapko kabhi dekh bhi paaugi dobara koi umeed nahi thi mujhe kyu ki aap mujhe nafrat karte the par dekho kismat ne phir hum dono ko milva diya kyu ki shyad bhgwan bhi hum dono ko ek saath dekhna chate the ramam humne bhot kuch saha itne saalo mai par phir bhi hamara rishta kamzor nahi hua hamara rishta aur bhi strong ho gya raman jo bhi hua wo hamari kismat thi aapki koi galti nahi hai
R: tum itni achi kyu ho ishita? Maine tumhe itna hurt kiya itni tsklif di tumhara saath chod diya jab tumhe meri sabse zada zaroort thi jab tum pregnant thi mai tumhare saath nahi tha uss whakt tumhe meri sabse zada zaroort thi tumne akele hi ansh ko pala aur ansh ko kabhi nahi bola ki maine tumhare saath kya kiya tumne uske dil mai mere liye sirf pyar hi bhra aur maine pihu ko ye sach tak nahi batya ki tum uski maa ho i am sorry ishita tumse jitni bhi maafi maangu kam hai maine bhi tumhare bina 7 saal bhot mushkil se guzare tumhare jaane ke baad mujhe ehsas hua ki maine kya kiya par tab tak bhot der ho chuki thi maar gya tha mai uss din hi jab pata chala ki tumne suicide karli sirf saanse chal rahi thi wo bhi sirf adi aur pihu ke liye unko meri zaroort thi apna gam bhoolane ke liye shrab ka sahara liya har pal bas wo pal yaad aata tha jab maine tumse wo sab bkwas ki khood ko blame karta tha sochta tha ki koi chmtkar ho jaaye aur mujhe meri madrsan wapis mil jaaye aur jab tum sach mai wapis aayi toh maine phir wahi galti ki tumhe phir se hurt kiya
He cries bitterly and fall on his knees ishita also cries seeing him like this she sit near him
R: par kya karta mai gussa tha mai ki tum zinda hote hue bhi mujhse door rahi kabhi mere paas nahi aayi mujhe laga ki tumhe meri koi fikar nahi aur tumhe uss mani ke saath dekh kar mera dimag aur bhi khrab ho gya tha i am sorry maine pata nahi kya kya bola tumse kitna hurt kiya tumhe mujhe maaf kardo please
He fold his hands ishita hold his hand
I: bas raman please chup
She hugged him tight both cries in each other arms for sometime then ishita keep his head in her lap caresses his face lovingly he was still sobbing
R: i am really sorry
ishita kissed his forehead
I: raman mai jaanti hoon aap bhot gulity feel kar rahe ho par mai aapse naraz nahi hoon raman abhi toh hum dono saath hai naa sab thik ho gya hai toh aap kyu khood ko taklif de rahe ho please aise maat ro mai aapko aise nahi dekh sakti
Raman looks at her
R: tumne sach mai mujhko maaf kar diya tum mujhse naraz nahi ho naa maine itna bura kiya tumhare saath phir bhi tumne mujhe maaf kar diya tumne ek baar bhi mujhse nafrat nahi ki?
Ishita cupped his face
I: nahi raman mai aapse naraz nahi hoon haa mera dil toot gya tha jab aapne mujhse wo sab baatien boli par raman mai chate hue bhi aapse naraz nahi ho sakti nafrat toh door ki baat hai pata hai kyu kyuki mai aapse bhot bhot pyar karti hoon aur jab koi pyar karne wala aapko hurt karta hai aapko taklif zaroor hoti but you can't hate that person aapke liye itna pyar hai dil mai nafrat ki toh koi jagah hi nahi hai
She said wipping his tears he was looking at her without blinking his eyes thinking how can she love him so much she continued
I: aur raman galti sirf aapki nahi thi meri bhi galti thi naa mai bina kuch soche samjhe aapko chod ke chale gayi ek baar bhi aapke aur bacho ke baare mai nahi socha aapse galti hui thi toh mujhe aapki galti sudharni chaiye thi aise aapko chod ke nahi jaana chaiye tha aapko toh bhi meri utni hi zaroort thi i am sorry raman maine aapse ansh ka sach chupya aapko nahi batya ki hamara ek beta hai jabki aapka haak tha raman galti hum dono ki thi i am sorry raman mujhe aapko chod ke nahi jana chaiye tha
She cries
I: par ab aur nahi raman ab hum dono apni galti sudharege i promise mai aapko kabhi chod ke nahi jaaugi chaiye aap kitna hi gussa kyu naa karo
R: aur agar maine kabhi koi galti ki toh tum mujhe ek thpad maar dena kich ke meri akal thikane aa jaayegi
Ishita smiles between tears
R: mai bhi promise karta hoon chaiye jo ho jaaye tumhe kabhi hurt nahi karuga tumhe dher sara pyar duga kabhi tumhara saath nahi choduga i promise bas tum mera kabhi saath maat chodna nahi chodogi naa apne pagal punjabi pati ko
Ishita nodded in no
I: kabhi bhi nahi ye pagal madrsan bhi toh apne ravan kumar ke bina nahi reh sakti
R: aur mai bhi apni jhansi ki rani ke bina nahi reh sakta tumhare bina ek ek pal kaise guzara hai sirf mai hi jaanta hoon par tum mujhse dobara door gayi toh sach keh raha hoon jee nahi pauga aur agar maut bhi aa gayi naa toh wo bhi hum dono ko alag nahi kar paayegi
Both had tears ishita make him stand hugged him tight
Raman broke the hug he sit on his knees and hold her hand
R: aaj tak bhot galtiya ki maine bhot hurt kiya tumhe par ab mai apni har galti sudharna chata hoon tumhe itna pyar dena chata hoon ki ye zindagi bhi kam par jaayegi jo hua usko toh mai nahi badal sakta but i promise apni aankhri saans tak tumhe pyar karuga meri ye zindagi tumhari di hui hai aur apni saari zindagi tumhare naam kar duga i promise i love you ishita i love you so so much bhot pyar karta hoon tumse please apne ravan kumar ko kahi chod ke maat jana adhoora hoon mai tumhare bina
Ishita has tears in her eyes
I: aapke mooh se ye sune ke liye taras gayi thi mai i love you too raman i love you
Raman smiles and stand up and take her in bon crushed hugged both had tears of happines after sometime they broke the hug
Raman cupped her face both look in each other eyed they shared intense eye lock he kissed her forhead she closed her eyes he kissed her eyes he kissed her cheeks she was feeling goosebumps with with his soothing touches both were few inches aprat he slowly closed the distance and took her lips in his for a passionate kiss
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