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peoples, I am back again with os this time. actually I was listening song " sapna jahan " from movie brothers. I don't know but I was just hooked with that song and as usual started to imagine something on ishra. this one is random piece of work. I don't know whether it will make any sense or not but I wanted to wrote this one. sorry for length here. and ya I will wait for your replies
SAPNA JAHAN...
" LIFE " is not less then a mysterious box for you. a box which is full of surprises, some surprises are brought tears and some brought smile on your face but its true at end of the day it gives you lots of happiness. Raman smiled to himself while sipping his coffee and gliding his fingers through their photographs on wall. each photo was saying about their beautiful journey, about their beautiful journey of past 4 years. his fingers stopped at central frame. it was the most beautiful picture among the all photographs according to his lovely wife. it was the random click by someone when they were on their honeymoon in goa. they both were just lost in each other eyes, her hairs were partially covering their faces and was smile lingering on their lips and a girl of early 20's captured their moment.
he caressed her face gently and peaked her face gently. he always feels like heaven whenever she is with him, his life, his breath Ishita. the next photograph was from their wedding album. how much they were happy with each other. everyone said that love between husband and wife decreased with the time but the peoples are wrong, here love was only increased between them with each passing day and yesterday they celebrated their 2nd wedding anniversary, 2 years of togetherness, 2 years of love. he glanced at their room and found she was sleeping peacefully in between white sheets and was cuddling with his pillows. he smiled on himself how much he troubled her last night with his romantic assaults and after their passionate love ride, she cuddled to him and drift in deep slumber with his warmth but he, he didn't slept rather he admired her all night, her calm face. how much he is lucky to found her as his companion. " I Love You Madrasan " he said to himself and came out from room.
he was sitting in living room now with his coffee mug and going through some files when he saw a photograph. it was photo of their group in office. he was standing at middle as project head and she was standing in first row as the member of team. this recalled him how his life was lonely, was meaningless 4 years ago and how she came in his life like a ray of hope and changed everything.
it was true that he was one of the head of dept in the MNC but he was living the life like a lifeless soul. he lost his parents in age of 6, they left him alone in this world and gave him the responsibility of his 4 years youngers brother Romi. He can't forgot that day when he saw his parents dead body. he was not a matured person but his 2 years old brother responsibility made him responsible. he knew he didn't have parents but his life, his brother is with him to became his strength but he didn't knew that one day he will lost him also. he was working in his office and a sudden call snatched everything from him. it was romi's death news who was died because of comsuption of excessive alcohol. from that day, nothing was left in his life. did something left?? for whom he will live now? for whom he will came early from office? for whom he will cook his favourite food? his brother portrait with Garland always pierced his heart in million pieces. he also thought to give up his life but thanks to mihir and bala who saved him...
he didn't have any expectations from his life. he laughed because mihir and bala wanted to see his smile. he worked hard because his company wants more from him but one day a ray of hope came in his life, his madrasan. he laughed on their first meeting. she was in white kurti and in blue jeans with platform heals in her feet's and a bag on her shoulder. her hairs were open and partially wet. looking like that she came in hurry and didn't even have sufficient time to comb her hairs.
" oh hello. can't you see I came here. so I will park my car here not you..."
there was no response from other side... she signalled guard and asked him did he is deaf?? raman smiled on her but decided to keep mum. guard tried to explain her that the parking spot was for dept heads but she was in no mood to listen. he finally gave her space and parked his car on another spot. " crazy girl " he murmured to himself and made his way towards office.
ishita was feeling proud on herself while sitting on her chair. " good ishita. always do like this. you ha no need to be dominated by mens of this office " she mentally patted herself and again resumed her work. " hey...we have to go for meeting. come soon" it was nandini voice, who informed her about meeting. she immediately picked her notepad and make her way towards conference room. her eyes popped out when she saw the same man was introducing himself as their project head. she hit her head with her hand and cursed herself, " who told you to show your stupidity. he will defiantly not spare me " the rest of meeting was good her eyes was on screen but her thoughts was around her sir, how to apologize him.
" what????? ishita are you mad??? you didn't even thought second time while scolding him. he is a such a sweet person yaar "
" I know but...I want to apologize him " she took a deep breath and entered in his cabin. he was going through some files. she cleared her throat to gain his attention. he looked at her. she was standing there, her head was bowed down. Raman smiled and understood the matter.
" yes miss fighrerplane. why you came here? for another car parking? "
" ummm...no actually to...apologize to you. I...I am so sorry for my behavior in morning
" its OK fighter plane. it happens. I hope your first day went well "
" yes...yes sir and thanks also " she said sheepishly while Raman smiled on her. that WS their first encounter. sheepish ishita was still in his mind. he didn't one but yes she made a special place in his mind after that day. she was one of the active member of his group who used to participate in every task. he remembered how her activeness one of the reason who brought them closer.
" miss Iyyer. can you accompany me today? actually I have to go for a business lunch but I don't want to go alone. can you? "
" of course Sir. don't worry I will be reached on time. " ishita said with her trademark smile and left the cabin. after few hours they were sitting in hotel, waiting for clients. ishita was seeing the hotel with widened eyes. it was 5-star hotel and she was not used to come here. she glanced at ramsn and found he was busy with some files. soon the clients cane and after an hour of discussion they finalised deal. they all were just taking there lunch now. it was continental food. where Raman and clients were easily eating she was simply staring the food and making circles on her plate with folk.
" are you alright ms. iyyer? " Raman slowly asked her. she nodded and tried to eat again which was so tasteless. the rest of the lunch was passed like this and now they were in his car. ishita was feeling hungry. her stomach was grumbling but she knew she can't say him anything. suddenly the car halted in front of the dominoz. " sir did we need to buy something from here? "
" no... we have to eat from here "
" are you hungry sir? "
" not me but ya someone who is sitting beside me is hungry but she is not telling me " Raman looked at ishita and raised his brows.. ishita understood and hung her head downwards. Raman smiled on her and gestured her to came with him inside. in few minutes she was inside the dominos and eating her favourite cheese pizza while Raman was smiling on her. " I hope you are no more hungry now " Raman asked her while sipping coke. she nodded with smile and again resumed eating. it was first time when they were spending time unofficially. ishita was telling him about her family, friends and education but in reverse she didn't even received smile. he was nodding simply on her every comment
Sapna jahan dastak na de
Chaukhat thi woh aankhein meri
Baaton se thi tadaad mein
Khamoshiyan zyaada meri
Jabse pade tere kadam
Chalne lagi duniya meri
" wat are you thinking ishu? didn't you want to take your lunch? " vandita asked ishita while eating her tiffin. she was observing her from past 15 minutes, her favourite grill sandwiches was near her but she haven't touched them.
" nothing but about Raman sir. did you observed him vandita? why he is workaholic so much? why he us not cool like us? I saw now he was yelling on some peoples for some unknown cause. why he is like this? I mean I observed might be he is yelling on peoplss or engrossed with his files. I am sure his mother and his family is defiantly pissed with him. " mihir, bala and vandita was listening her but didn't said anything, just stared her quietly. they immediately finished their lunch and moved out from the place. ishita was little surprised with their behavior but anyone of them was not ready to answer her.
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Raman was sitting in his cabin. office time was over now and like everyday he was sitting in office to pass the time. usually his day passed with files but today, today he was not looking into files. his mind was revolving around their day when he spent time with ishita. she was chatting non stop and Raman was admiring her. he have nothing to tell her about his life, his family but she was chatting about her school life, college life, about her ambitions, her parents. she was a ambitious girl but little in her heart she have small desires like a normal girl. she also wants a special person in her life who cherish her forever. " I never felt something like this for anyone before but today, today I felt something special with you but I knew, I knew you can't be a part of my life otherwise he will also snatch you from me like he snatched maa papa and romi " a tear formed its way from his eyes. he rubbed his tears, collected his stuffs and made his way towards home.
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" ishita, can you do a favour for me? can you gave this file to Raman sir at his home? actually he forgot his file in office and he needs this urgently. can you do this work for me? " vikas asked to ishita in pleading tone. ishita immediately nodded and made her way towards his home. she never admitted but she always wanted to know about him. she knew that he is kind of mysterious person and she wanted to knew about him.
she was outside his home. he opened gate and was surprised with her presence. he was happy with her presence but decided not to show. she immediately handed him his file and was about to go but his voice stopped her, " ms. iyyer, can u accomny me for a coffee? " her smile widened on his proposal. only she knew how much she wanted to spend time with him. wanted to know him but he, he never gave her space in his life, never allowed her to come in his home, in his life. she was sitting in his living room, staring his home. his home was not so big, but was beautifully decorated. but was little strange, he didn't have a single photograph of his family members there. " how strange, he is true sadu. didn't even had a single image of his mom dad "
" ouch... " she heard a loud scream from inside. she ran inside the kitchen and found Raman was standing in kitchen. his finger was burned while making coffee. " sir...are you fine? "
" not so much ishita. it is paining " Raman said while carresing his finger. she washed his finger with cold water and told him to sit. he was not agreed initially but her voice was more authorative then commanding. he quietly sat on dining table while she took charge to make coffee. " sir...I think you should get married now or best idea you should told your mom to came here. she will defiantly gave you good care and also protect you with such kind of disasters " she was blabbering continuously and expecting his repmy but he...his face was immediately fell when she told him about his mother. he didn't realised when a silent tear roles from his cheek and this time it was noticed by ishita. " sir...are you alright? sir...what happened? " she clutched his hand tightly but he was saying nothing, but was crying.
" my mom dad are no more " he said in single go while staring at blank spot. she was just looking at him and he was staring at blank spot but not looking at her.
they both were standing in his balcony, her hand was still clutching his hand and other hand is clutching railings. the cool breeze was caressing their faces. they were not looking at each other but silently shedding tears. that was the first day when they cane closer to each other. he came at balcony and caressed that spot where they both were stood with other. her first step for their relation was also took by her on that day. he smiled again and closed his eyes
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ishita slowly opened her eyes and stretched her hands. the room was still dark. she smiled on her hubby dear, he never disturbed her sleep. she rolled on her stomach and pick Raman photo which was on side table. " happy marriage anniversary my rude Kumar " she kissed his photo and rested her hand on her elbow. his smile, how much smile looks beautiful on his face. and how her lips automatically curved when she saw happiness on his face. after all his happiness reflects, how much content she is.
she never thought that after that night, their life's changed so much. she never realised when his tears became her, when she started to feel his pain. that night was sleepless for her. she was continuously asking to herself why she cried with him? but somewhere in her heart she was also aware with her own feelings and she don't want to ignore her feelings also. she wanted to be with him, she wanted to heal his pain and give his smie back.
after that day, everything was changed. they started to spend time with each other. firstly as colleague, after that as friends and they never knew when they fell for each other. ishita caressed her ring. it was the probably first time when a girl herself gave a ring to a boy to propose herself.
they both were sitting at beach side hotel for their dinner. today ishita determined that she will confess her love today and made him confess also. Raman also knew that about her" intentions but he was trying to avoid her. they were now taking their mocktail when ishita cleared her throat, " Raman I want to say something. why you avoiding your feelings again and again Raman? "
" which feelings ishita? "
" like you are unaware with my feelings? rite? "
" ishita...actually "
" what actually Raman, stop playing hide and seek with your feelings Raman. you are spoiling 2 life's here Raman and I will not allow you this time "
" OK...fine I...I know...but I can't give this relationship a name ishita. I am sorry "
" but why Raman? did...did I am not enough good for you? did you not love...love me??? but I.,.love "
" shhh " he cupped her face gently now. she was taking hiccups because of continuous cry. he joined his ehad with her. she can't see her tears, " ishita I love you...love you alot but I am scared. god snatch everyone from me. ma, papa,romi...everyone but I can't lose you. please forgive me and marry with someone else
" shutup Raman. nothing is going to happen like this. its our life, not you only you Raman. trust me no one can separate us Raman. " she kissed him on his cheek. there eyes are welled up. ishita offered him her new ring and told him to propose her and they confessed their love to each other and in few months tied in nupital bond for 7 months.
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" I will always with you Raman. even after my death." she kissed his photo and started to search him and found him. he was standing in balcony, in white vest and white trousers. his back was facing her. a blush crept on her face on remembering his last night antiques. they completed whole 2 years of their marriage and she witnessed many passionate moments with him but still his only thought able to give her goosebumps. she quietly went towards him and hugged him fromm backside.
" happy marriage anniversary jaan " Raman whispered softly. " same to you my ramu " she Nuzzled her nose against his skin and kissed on his shoulder. he grabbed her hand and faced her towards him, clad in his white shirt, her hairs were open and eyes were downcasted because of shyness.. he gently kissed her on her lips and start caressing her face.
" Raman... " she moaned softly and buried her head in his chest. they stood like this in each other embrace and enjoyed the cool breeze of Mumbai.
" ishita. thankyou for coming in my life. for teaching me to smile, for make me alive. thank you for giving me my family ishita. thank you for everything. I can't even imagine my life without you ishita. please never left me aloneun"
" shh...Raman. stop giving your thank you. we were meant to be tied for one another and trust me no one will separate us. and yes I will never leave you. you are my breaths... and how can leave without them? I will became your companion in every birth "
" oh no...it means you will eat my head in every birth ? " he earned a smack on his shoulder and both started to giggle. she didn't know when he brought his mouth closer to her, joined his lips with her and scooped her in his arms to shower his love on her..
Tu rooh hai toh main kaaya banu
Taa-umr main tera saaya banu
Keh de toh ban jaaun bairaag main
Kehde toh main teri maaya banu
Tu saaz hai, main ragini
Tu raat hai, main chandni
they both were lying in each other arms again, after their romantic passionate ride. these 2 years gave them beautiful memories, moments which they spent together. when they celebrated first festivals with each other, when he guided her to cook and she made aaloo parathas by herself, their fights, and after that patch up sessions in Hus own way, every thing was unique in its own way. their home always filled with ishita's laughter and giggles, with their banters but something was missing there and she knew it was right time now.
" Raman...you was asking about my surprise na? I wanted to tell you something "
" did you really need permission ishita? speak na "
" someone is going to come in our life's soon "
" who??? speak ishita?..." she said nothing but pointed towards a set of 3 pictures photo frame. the mid one was emplty and Raman always teased her that he will only frame his daughters photo there. he looked towards her with widened eyes. his ears was refusing to believe her today. he looked at ishita and found she have tears of happiness in her eyes. he said nothing to. but hugged her tightly.
" ishita I never thought that you will make my dream true. I am going to be dad...my own child... this is the most beautiful experience ishita. today you gave a family to a orphan ishita. thanks for that. "
" Raman...its a desired moment for every girl to becamse a mother, to gave a new life to a baby. to became a mother of a baby otf man to whom she loves so much. thanks for giving me this blessing Raman " he looked at her. his eyes like her was watery. she was rite. it was not a time to shed tears, it was time to celebrate, to cherish this beautiful memory. he bend down and kissed her stomach lightly, " thank you baby for making us complete. papa can't wait more. come soon princess. " he looked at ishita who smiling on his excitement. he put his hand on her back and again took her lips for another passionate kiss. to welcome their life. they both were thankful to God for giving them such beautiful moment. they are just waiting for moment now when they will took their baby in their arms and made every dream true which they weaved for her.
Hum pe sitaaron ka ehsaan ho
Poora, adhoora har armaan hko
Ek dusre se jo baandhe humein
Baahon mein nanhi si ik jaan ho
Aabaad ho chota sa ghar
Lag na sake kisi ke nazar
Mere dil mein jagah Khuda ki khaali thi
Dekha wahan pe aaj tera chehra hai
Main bhatakta huaa sa ek badal hoon
Jo tere aasmaan pe aake thehra hai
I dont know peoples whether it made sense or nof. I wantred to penned it, so I wrote. now will wait for your joota chappals and ya will send PMS tomorrow
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