I'm not sure what to expect with the new promo so I just came up with this random one shot. This is my first time writing a proper os on ishra. Enjoy! I got a bit carried away so it may be a bit long------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------He looked around the room in shock. This was their bedroom wasn't it? He looked around at what was supposedly his and hiswife'sroom but everything had changed,the wall color, the place of the bed and even the place of his beloved wardrobe. The room couldn't of changed overnight could it. He wascontemplatinghis whereabouts when a picture struck his eye. At first he thought he washallucinatingbut the closer he came to it the closer therealizationhit him.This was not their room anymore but it was still hers just with with somebody else. He looked up at the picture hung above the bed framed in an elegant wooden frame. She looked content and happiness wasevidentin her smile which were what he could never give her or so he thought he could never give her. His eyes then scanned to his little girl with one hand around her ishima and the other hand around him. That's when he noticed who else was in the picture, it was none other than Ishitas best friend Mani. Mani was there smiling like he had found the perfect family. He felt the anger rise up inside of him as he punched the his face in the picture leaving a huge dent there. He was angry, no he was jealous well he just wanted him out his and hers life. The tears that flowed down from his eyes wouldn't stop why did he let her go. He needed her in his life, she was the most important person in his life. If she smiled, he smiled; if she was hurt he was hurt; if she had left him he would be left a broken man.Raman woke up in a sweat and panting hard. He had dreamed that nightmare for the 4th time this week now. He was already hurt from his last marriage and couldn't be left again. Ever since he had seen that conversation with Mani happen he was keeping his distance away from her because he knew if he spoke to her he would break down and pour his insecurities out. But he didn't want her pity and knowing the selfless person she was she would stay with him out of pity and not love or trust or happiness. He looked across at her sleeping figure on the green sofa, she looked so innocent but in reality she was the one messing up his life in a beautiful way. He couldn't bear to lose her to Mani but he heard him say today she should've got married to him instead and immediately left the place. He didn't want to hear her reply as it would only hurt him more. Wasn't it only a few days ago they were happy or was it all facade put on by her. When she was with Mani she was a different person all together, care free and always smiling. He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't hear he call his name until he felt a hand on his shoulder."Raman when did you come home?" Ishita said hurt in her voice.A few hours back" he responded coldly</font>[/DIV]
<font size="3" face="Times New Roman, Times, serif">"You didn't answer my calls, look check your phone there isprobablya lot of messages as well."</font>
<font size="3" face="Times New Roman, Times, serif">"It was switched off I was in a meeting."</font>
<font size="3" face="Times New Roman, Times, serif">"But you didn't tell me, I was worried sick, I was trying to reach you so many times and I even called your office. Luckily Mani called me and calmed my nerves you know you have no manners at times-"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"MANI MANI MANI!" Ramaninterruptedwith anger and hurt in his voice. Ishita jumped at the sudden change of the conversation but she wasn't ready to back down.</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"What are you doing shouting at this time of night, do you want to wake up the whole society"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Oh sorry I forgot you cared abouteveryone'sneeds but mine"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Whats that meant to mean?"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Nothing it's no use"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"No go on please tell me I'm waiting to hear youropinion"</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Fine youdon'tcare about me, everything I do is never enough. Youdeservesomebody who can make you smile and be happy and I'm not that person and I have tried to change for you, first the kiss and the helping you with thewashingbut you only ever find flaws in my care! I heard you and Mani today talking about marriage about how you should've married him and do you know your ignorance has caused thoseinsecuritiesyou helped me get rid of to come back again. Every second of every day I'm scared your going to say your leaving and not even giving me a second glance with your new life. That's my problem okay."</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">Ishita looked at him she couldn't help the tears flow out her eyes she could never leave her Ravaan Kumar and Ruhi and her family behind for Mani who she didn't even love. Raman had his back turned towards her he couldn't break down in front of her but he just did. He was bitterly crying when he felt her hand snaked around his shoulders and hug him from the back. He turned around to see her crying face. They didn't speak but their eyes spoke volumes.</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Raman I'm never going to leave you. Me and mani were justjokingyou didn't even hear the full conversation. I said should I just leave my family like that but I also laughed we didn't mean any of it" she explained standing opposite him.</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"Please Ishita I don't want your life to be miserable with me."</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">"What don't you understand I am happy with you, with your tacky one-liners and your oh so funny taunts, I know you care for me Iremember the time I got allergies and the time you sacrificed your post for me. I remember the time when we danced in the rain and when we fell ill after. I wouldn't trade that for the world."</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">Saying that both there mouths turned into smiles and also a small blushappearedon both there cheeks.</font>
<font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">I guess you could call this a beautiful nightmare</font>
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Edited by Ishralover - 11 years ago
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