Originally posted by: MayaFruitbae
Beautiful , break though episode.
I loved loved this epiosde .
Kashmir track finally is bringing some good vibes😀 ..
Jhanak ,she said it all. The Jhanak who spoke for herself. Her confusion about her existence , her married state , whether she has to claim her rights , and if she does so will it be tagged has her greediness , and above all does she have feelings for Anirudh .The importance of marriage in a girls life , the state of mind that changes in girl after the marriage . How hurt she was when the sindoor was removed and the bangles made to break . The way society will raise fingers at her her future , her being tagged alreday married.
Above all she showed him the mirror , she needed an emotional support from him. She has Choton ,Bodomaa and Appu di to comfort her , but she longed for his emotional support . The only relative of hers in the world . No wonder Jhanak always speaks about how her mother used to do things for her to Anirudh . She has placed him in her heart close to her mom . She expects much affection from him than the responsibilty and humanity which she lost all of a sudden in her life .
He was not there whenever she needed him emotionally . A word from him after the sindoor and shaka pola being taken would have given her peace . He might have put his life to save her and build her life , career , her financially independent . In all this protection and responsibilty he completely forgot that she needs comforting word , a shoulder to cry on , a sense of belonging . He completely forgot she was a young girl , who was broken with the loss of her mother ,before the tears dried she has to face Tejas, a marriage . She needed him emotionally .
The nervousness after her outburst when she was alone the room ,did she do right by bursting ng on him , did she hurt him .And then self assuring " I am right at my place " .
Well performed by Hiba .
Anirudh might have felt insulted , but it sure gave him the prick of not being there . For not stopping the sindoor washing and how it hurt her .He didnt argue , instead was calm ,confused and reminded her the promise they made to not accept the marriage .For him its the promise that keep him away from accepting the marriage and declaring her as his wife .He has not thought about it much from Jhanak's point . How marriage can change a girl's life. The moment she said it he was guilty , he was ready ro redeem it , but her words again confused him . How he said "mujhe acha nahi lag raha hai " I want to take rest " is running away from her accusations as he felt he was wrong. The broken sentence .... after she said "you are responsible for spoiling my life" and an immediate " I am sorry , I wont interfere any further in your life , just two more days you bear me " . He was broken by her words , his guilt of not seeing any of this .
What a pure heart he has inspite told her dont mess your studies, have your food ...
I Hope he realises it is much above this concern that Jhanka needs , and he comes out of his" I want you to be safe ".
His monologue 💞
The thought of death if Jhanak doesnt care for him and an immediate why I am not thinking of Arshi ...
Kya mein Jhanak se pyar karti hoon ,finally darling you asked it to your self .
No problem you felt its bad as Arshi exists ....it takes time but atleast you are there of asking ...The acceptance that he felt relieved on knowing Jhanak doesnt love Rahul.The smile he had on this thought 😍.
I didnt want to spoil my emotional connect with Jhanak and Anirudh so skipped the entire asylum scenes .
Krushal ,what an awesome performance .The entire epiosde of broken and sick .The monologue was so well performed .The detailing of feeling sick and shivering and the expression on his dialogues ...
I just loved his performace of felling cold and shiver chills , even his jaws was slightly shivering
What a talented ,blessed actor 🧿
Precap ---🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️.
Wonderfully written Maya!
I am glad that Jhanak stood her ground and told Ani that just because he saved her life doesn't give him the right to decide for her future! He needed to hear it. Even if they were a couple, husband wife, it still doesn't give him the right! That part I agreed with. However when she was talking about the importance of sindoor etc for a girl and expecting Ani to understand that..I didn't quite agree with that. Sindoor can have different levels of importance for each individual. I'm married, I don't wear sindoor at all, but that's my personal choice. I guess its ITV so, for a married woman, wearing sindoor is considered equivalent to breathing air . But this is the same sindoor that Jhanak washed away without hesitation at the train station before leaving Kashmir. Over time her feelings grew for Ani and there were unrealised expectations from him..the same way his expectations rose for her. But Jhanak has always played this down and said that their marriage is nakli. More than Ani, Jhanak was the one who kept emphasising this fact in the early days of their marriage. So now expecting Ani to understand the value of that sindoor in her life I think is unfair. Jhanak herself has only come to realise it quite recently so how could she have expected Ani to realise?
In saying that I do agree that rather than a wife's position in Ani's life, what she needed the most was a friend. Ani was so focused on her physical safety that he forgot that she needs emotional support too...and given their 'past' he was best placed to understand her predicament. Although I wish Jhanak confided in Bodoma. Bodoma even brought up that topic but Jhanak shut it down saying she has no feelings for Ani and that their marriage was fake. She wasn't able to face the reality herself so it's unfair to expect Ani to understand. But such is love! It's so natural to expect so much from your partner. You want them to understand you without you having to voice your feelings, and that's completely natural. Unfortunately in RuNak’s case they'd both agreed that the marriage wouldn't be real for them (the FB scane), and as their feelings for each other grew so did expectations . And though this was conveyed plenty of times by action, in the case of Runak, it needed words to go with it too...
I'm glad it's all out in the open now...Jhanak has opened up the topic, given Ani a small peek into her heart so there's plenty now for Ani to ponder on. She obviously didn't say clearly that she loves him and wants him to acknowledge their marriage..because the how will the makers drag this for another 50 episodes ?! But it's a good start. :)
yes yes kind off 
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