Abhira ran from the stairs as fast as she could.Armaan was calling her out and following her but Abhira was just hearing in her ears what she had just heard about Armaan and Ruhi..She had repeatedly asked Armaan and he had refused to answer her and now when both of them were in love with each other this had to come out this way....Had she made a mistake by falling for her contract husband ??She didnt mind Armaan or anybody for that matter having a past but it was the violation her trust which was hurting her like anything..Abhira reached their bedroom and went straight to the bathroom.She needed to have a moment of peace and with Armaan following her that was not possible...And if she shut the bedroom door than everybody in the family would know....
Armaan and Ruhi were talking about their past when Abhira heard everything.He didnt want her to know about it.Not because he was guilty of something but because he was so so scared of losing her and her love.He loved Abhira very much and it scared him to death that she would walk out over this....Abhira hated Ruhi one because of Akshara ma and her massi's accident and two somewhere Abhira knew that Ruhi was the reason that Rohit had left.....He was continuously knocking on the bathroom door....He sat near the bathroom door after he closed their bedroom door.He knew she would need some space.....He knew he was in the wrong hiding this from Abhira even after he had confessed.
Abhira splashed some water on her face.She was not a runner from confrontations...She knew that if she stepped out of the bathroom there would be a huge fight between her and Armaan.But she never ran away.She knew she would not leave Armaan over this but he had broken her trust into millions of little pieces...She didnt even a bit care about Ruhi....Abhira took a huge breath and stood up from the floor and decided to go out.She knew he would be very worried about her but right now her anger had no limits and her fury had no limits.She feared she might speak something wrong so she look three long breaths like her mother taught her....
Armaan heard the door of bathroom opening.He prepared himself because he knew that Abhira would be very angry.He knew her very well.She was not somebody who would cry but would fight.He knew he was deeply at fault.Abhira came out,Armaan tried to talk to her but Abhira moved towards wardrobe to get her night dress...Armaan tried to talk to her but she paid no attention to him.It was best if she dint talk right now...Abhira was once again going towards washroom to change when Armaan held her wrist and pulled her towards him...She put her hand on his chest.....Abhira looked everywhere but at Armaan......Armaan threw her night clothes on the bed and made her look at him....He knew that she was angry...He knew why she was trying not to speak...He knew she was in fury right now....
Armaan (pleadingly,with hand on her waist)-Abhira talk to me please,gussa apne man mai mat rakho.....
Abhira (angrily)-Mujhe iss waqt tumse koi baat nai karni hai Armaan.Chodo mujhe....
Armaan tightened his hold on her.He was not letting her go right now because he felt somewhere that if he let her go without talking today there would some distance between them Abhira looked away from Armaan.She wanted to put some distance between them right now,she knew that it was not healthy in a marriage....
Armaan (making her look at him)-Abhira baat karo please...I know what you are doing but mai woh nai karne dooga tumhe.....Tell me whatever it is....
Abhira (angrily)-What do you want to talk about ? Ki kaise maine tumse hazaar baar poocha tha ki kon thi woh ladki ? Even after you confessed you hid it from me....Past hona koi galat nai hota Armaan.....Its not the past that has hurt me its your lies that had hurt me.....Tumne mera bharossa toda hai.....
Armaan (taking a deep sigh)-Abhira pehele mai tumhe iss complication mai involve nai karna chahta tha....And after I fell for you....Darr tha mujhe ....I didnt want to tell you.....because of my fear.....
Abhira removed Armaan's hand from her waist and moved away....Armaan knew she was hurt too much and truth to be told he would do anything to rectify the situation...Abhira tried to control her anger.....
Abhira (angrily)-Jab kuch galat nai kiya tha toh daarr kyu tha Armaan ? Ya phir sach actually ye tha that maybe you didnt trust me enough to tell this truth....
Armaan (defending himself)-Abhira you know thats not true....Mujhe tum par poora bharosa hai....I love you yaar....bharose ke bigair thodi na pyaar karta tumse.....
Abhira (infuriated)-Do you really think that I was mad ? Ke maine kabhi kuch notice hi nai kiya tha.....I might not have known about your relationship par mujhe pata tha that there was something going on between you and Ruhi.......Please dont insult my intelligence........
Armaan (stunned)-Since the time Rohit had got engaged to Ruhi there has been nothing in my heart for her.Woh sirf Rohit ki biwi hai mere liye Abhira.....
Abhira (angrily)-She is still in love with you......Even a blind person can see it Armaan....Tumhe kyu nai dikhta is beyond me.......
Tumhe Ruhi par bharosa tha isiliye tumne usse humare relationship ke baare mai bataya tha but you didnt trust me enough to tell me the truth of your and her relationship........Maybe you made a wrong choice Mr Armaan Poddar..........
Armaan pinned Abhira to the wall near wardrobe.Putting his hands on both the sides.Abhira tried to get away but Armaan had blocked both the places....She knew that Armaan was telling the truth but right now she was very angry at Armaan....Ruhi held no significance in her life but she had trusted Armaan and that part was hurting right now...Armaan looked at Abhira....He could see hurt in Abhira's eyes....But she couldnt just question his love....He would do anything to get her trust back.....
Armaan (angrily)-Dont ever question my love for you Abhira.....I know you are hurting....I know maine tumhara bharossa toda hai.....But I love and trust you more than anything Abhira.....I cant live without you or imagine to live without you.....Maybe that was the reason I didnt tell you......Tum uss din meri zindagi ka hissa ban gayi ho jis din tumne woh tortoise feka tha meri car par.....
A tear slipped threw Abhira's eyes.She wiped it immediately and moved past Armaan and went to washroom to change.Armaan berated himself for being the reason of Abhira's grief.He had to talk to somebody who would give him sane advice and who better than Manoj chachu sa and chachi sa.....She knew about everything̣....Armaan went to meet them....Abhira slept immediately...And while her heart was heavy sleep came very easily when she clutched Akshara's photo with her.....Only her mother could understand her properly......Armaan came back to the room and saw Abhira sleeping under the blanket...He removed the blanket from her face and saw her clutching Akshara's photo..He knew it gave her calm.....He removed the photo from her hand......
Armaan woke up in the morning and noticed the bed was empty and he saw Abhira getting ready for work...Her face was still the same.She was still angry with him..He woke up and went to her...
Armaan (cupping her face)-I am sorry Abhira....Please mujhe maaf kardo....
Armaan hugged Abhira tightly and while there was few seconds of hesitancy she hugged him back as well.She loved as much as he loved her...And while she was angry at him she couldnt anymore live without her Khadoosman !! She could still hear him whispering sorry even in their hug.....She hugged him back tightly....Armaan promised to himself that he would win his wife's trust back.........
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Ruhi: P nanu Akshara Masi ke liye pooja rakhvana chahte hai Abhira.....Please tum aa jao.....
Abhira: My mother Ruhi is dead aab ye sab dikhava nai chahiye mujhe......Jo pooja karvani thi woh mai kab ki karva chuki hu.......Jab zinda thi tab toh koi value nai thi aab koi ehsaan mat karna meri mumma par......Stay away from me......
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