Bhari nahi jo saalon se unn dard ke rishton ki baari,
Bade dinon mein aayi hai bhoole rishton ki baari.
Akshara's wounds are still as fresh as they were the day she was rejected by Abhimanyu. She has deliberately not let her wounds heal thats the depth of her feelings for him. She was used to extreme pain, humiliation and rejections by her own people. But Abhimanyu made her feel like a new better versions of herself when he entered her life. He made her feel loved, accepted and that softened her shield, she had built to protect her sanity. But when he refused to understand her approach to situations, questioned her intentions and ultimately excluded her from his family Akshara was lost. This pain that Abhimanyu's rejection was more intense and incurable an all the wounds she had every suffered. And everyday of her life was reliving the day he had thrown her out of his life.
For Abhimanyu she was his forever. She was the only girl who has touched his soul and his feelings for her were so intense that he had felt that she was the reason for his complete being. The only relationship that was tied to his soul. But that one fateful night changed everything for him and his family. His anger, his bitter words he humiliated his love and the subsequent result he was suffering for the last 7yrs.
He dedicated his life to his dead brother's child yet he mourned the death of his twins and lose of his soul love. Yet every word, regret and wound was just as fresh for him as the day it happened. Just like he remembered the first day he met her, the only relationship he had made with one calling of his soul. And the thought of seeing her after years still felt like it had years ago like a lovestruck young man.
Thank you for reading,
I love this poem from YRKKH will keep interpretation the 2 lines of the poem in parts.
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