Originally posted by: Anee2
Been thinking about this post for the last couple days. Coming from you, this says alot about how badly the character and the premise of the show has fallen apart.
Agree to this word for word.
Your hands may hold a rose, but hold it too tight and its thorns will only pierce you. HM has gotten so obsessed with MPT that she has taken for granted the pillars it stands on - her team. In return, she is losing both herself and her team members.
Don't go with my post. If in one post I went on with harshly criticizing her, just in other post I'd be writing novels praising her 🤣 I know it sounds like being diplomatic but that's how it is. Haseena for me is the most complicated characters I've come across
I'm no Ayanti or Muse who knows how to play with words to express their opinions. But will try!
When I watch the episodes, my reaction is just same as rest of the fandom (most of them). I get disappointed with her. But when I think about it in the mid of the night, when my room is completely filled with darkness , I find a very different version of my opinion (well yes this character is 24×7 in my mind)
It's very human nature to not to realize your mistakess yourself immediately. We all need someone who makes us realize where we went wrong. Of course we realize it ourselves too but it's never immediate. Sometimes when life put us in similar situations again and when we look back then the realization stuck us. Before that we all need a guiding light in our life. Alongwith a guiding light, we all need someone who would engulf us in a hug and say everything will be fine. Does Haseena has anyone of them? For fandom, yes she has. She has MPT and Karishma. But if you look from the eyes that I see, she has none. Yes, she has MPT but they are not the guiding light in her life. They are worshippers of her, including Karishma. Even if not worshipper, they are the people who think their Maddam Sir will never go wrong. They are the people who will say that yes Maddam Sir, you can do it because Haseena Mallik doesn't know how to lose. Well, we all need motivators and people who trust our abilities and that's MPT or Karishma to Haseena. But they are not the people who will sit beside her and say Haseena, this is where you went wrong, this is where you shouldn't have done this, this is where you need to correct yourself.
This recent argument proves it. She didn't call Karishma dhokebaaz. She generally termed it and I really don't know why did she bring it up in mid of such heated argument. It was natural of Karishma to think it was aimed at her. Just to clarify it, Karishma asked her twice if she thinks her to be the traitor and Haseena just didn't clarify. Perhaps so was so angry that she didn't bother giving a justification. It was all Haseena's choice of words matter got escalated. It was Haseena who was the fault that this misunderstanding arised. Now she doesn't want her apologize because she thinks she didn't call Karishma a dhokebaaz. She doesn't realize she sounded like one and sadly when Karishma has Pushpa Ji who tries to explain her, Haseena has none to make her realize that how is she wrong. Yes you didn't call her dhokebaaz but you sounded like one without any doubt.
Same happens when she gets stuck between orders from department and her team. If she suspects her team, she completely fails as a leader. But if she doesn't follow the orders, won't she fail as a cop? She didn't follow the orders from department and investigate the suspects because of her personal trust she has on her team. I hate when she suspected her team but I would have also hated her when she would have simply ignored the orders. Either ways she would be wrong but that wasn't the end. There would have been a mid way. Might be she could have taken it to higher authorities or she could have asked for proper investigating team that would also suspect her. But like always she chose the easiest way that was suspecting her team. Here is the moment where I felt she needed someone to guide her and no one could have been better person other than DSP but sadly he never bothered about MPT. Makes me remind about time MPT was closed and AS gave 10 days extension. That was all HM needed to save both MPT and her reputation.
Of course she has Ammi who can guide her but in all these episodes perhaps it's Haseena who acted like a mother to Ammi. All she was worried about ever was not to hurt her Ammi, might be because she is not well. She did everything that she would never agree to just because Ammi wanted it. Each time Ammi brings a stupid guy out if nowhere to get her married. Haseena silently meets them and at last end up getting rejected. Well people don't cope up with single rejection and she faces so many rejection from the poepe who are nowhere near her and I know it shakes her confidence but can she question her Ammi? No! All because she is not well. I clearly remember on Haseena's birthday her face clearly showed how she wasn't ready for a marriage but still Ammi explained her why she should move on. For once she could have hugged her daughter and asked if it still hurts. But perhaps getting HM married was more important. And then she sent Saifu. Is this what she thinks her daughter is worthy of? I remember Mahipal saying how HM used to work in garden to take care of Ammi and her studies. Sadly, instead of Ammi being her guide, it turned out to be HM taking care of her.
And after MPT came into her life, perhaps so much happened that she didn't get time to ponder over where did she actually come. Anubhav's entry, mission jeet, her heartbreak, then her being left on altar, forgiving AS and then finding he was the traitor, her shooting him, Meera shooting her, going against everyone for Meera, Urmi's track, her being accused by department time and again, multiple threats on MPT, in mid of all this she didn't ever get a chance to think over her actions. Whenever we have been shown her scenes at her home, all we got to see was her pondering over a case, or dealing with Ammi. We were never shown scenes like we saw with KS and PJ at their homes or how we got to see SS having romantic heart-to-talk with CC. Even with AS, she somehow didn't get a chance to live these little moments.
Somehow her life just revolves around her duty, MPT and Ammi. There is no place for her in her own life. And boom suddenly out of nowhere there comes a man who has efficiency to take away her MPT from her and even she knows this time MPT doesn't even need her. She knows they have come a long way and MPT can now very well function without her. She has seen it when she was Urmi.
She knows now she is no more a need of MPT now. They can survive without her.
And all these insecurities, fears, expectations of being perfect has lead to a situation where Haseena is no more old Haseena. She is a mess now who is just acting out of frustration and fear. She didn't hear Karishma because she thought that viral video will stain MPT's reputation. She didn't apologize because she doesn't realize it. She doesn't treat Amar well because she knows he can easily replace her and won't be missed. She is insecure of him.
MPT has actually become Haseena's weakness and out of all her emotions, she is just taking decisions and acting on them without any proper reasoning. She is such a mess right now and that's one reason I want her to have to lose this competition. Seeing yesterday's episode, I'm sure AV and KS makes more of a perfect team. Their thinking process is so same. They will rock together. AV is so efficiently and can easily take over MPT an might be HM can get other station so she gets some break to think where is she even going.
And perhaps these are the reasons even when I get disappointed with her or harshly bash her, I just can't stop loving her admiring her. Because I know this girl can be wrong, flawed, insane or one with illogical reasoning but everyday she fights a battle with herself. She might not be a perfect leader or human always, never a good friend but she is a fighter!
Wrote rubbish because I'm sleepy so many things might not make sense 🤣
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