SHIVI SS ~ DARD ❤( Part 5 updated pg 18) - Page 2

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                                     Part -1 

"Jab Zindagi  Banjar Ho Na To Barisho ki Umeed Nahi Kiya Karte "

Empty this is what he is feeling right now , only Hollowness is there after she left , finally he is successful in make her feel that he is not worthy of her , he proves this to whole  somnath 'Aag aur Pani kabhi ek nahi ho skte '  yess he want this to happen  but what about his heart , he is feeling lifeless as if someone is crushing his soul , and his breathing heavy as he realize she isn't the only one who gave up on him , his family is also not there for him . His eyes darted at the ground  , where black beads are scattered  , just like his dreams of a happy life .

Flashback

DHARA: Kis baat ki maafi ?Shiva tune bhare bazar me insult ki hai apni patni ki .

SHIVA : Ab agla agar mujhse badtameezi krega to main bhi usse pyar to nhi kruga na bhabhi.  

( He swallowed the lump in throat at  that white lie , no matter what she do , she will held always a part of his heart , but it's his secret  and it will be always only in his heart)

Raavi's  eyes are like mirror to him,  he can see her hurt , and hope in them that he will sort out their differences  , just as they are doing from childhood  . He knew she will easily forgive and move on with an apology by him . But this is not what he wanted for her.  COMPROMISE.    He want her to be happy , the lively, bubbly , fierce , naive girl , with evergreen smile , her glowing aura held so much enigma , she is somnath ki sabse sundar ladki . But since their marriage she has lost herself  , she is losing and he will not let that happen.  He is their to protect her,  even if she is self harming by adjusting,  for the sake of family  , he will protect her with the cost of harm himself,  his love,  his life , his family  , everything .

SHIVA :MAIN ISSE MAAFI NAHI MAANGUGA .

And he did it , her expression changes , the hope was gone , and they held only anger , rage that will now lead her to the path where he don't exist .

RAAVI :kisse maafi ki Umeed kr rhi ho dhara di . Jiski soch itni giri huyi ho , usse main koi ummeed nhi rakhti maafi ki , aur aap bhi mat kijiye .

SHIVA : Haa meri teri tarah college jo nhi gya hu na . Mujhe kese ptaa hoga sorry ka mtlb. Wo to tere pade likhe dosto ko ptaa hoga na . Ab to tere mere beech kuch nhi hai . Kisi aise ko pakad jo teri baat samjhe . Jiske saath tu bike pe Baith ke barish me ghoom sake .

RAAVI : SHIVAAAAAAA....

A tear trickle down  from her eyes . Time stopped , only words ringing in her ear . How could you?? ... how could you shiva ??

Tu aisa kese soch skta hai mere baare me . Mujhe lgaa tha us din gusse me tune wo sab keh diya hoga . Tujhe ehsaas nhi hoga us baat ka , par .. par aaj phir ... aaj phir tu aisi baatein kr rha hai. Kyuuuu ?? Kyuuuuu...??? Kese itna badal gya hai tu . Kabse Itne ghatiya khyaal aane lge tere zehen mein . Thoda bhi vishwas nhi hai tujhe mujhpe . Kabse koshish kr rhi hu , hum dono ke rishte ko sawarne ki par , par .. tu hai ki bas muh modta ja rhaa hai

(Seeing  him silent  and avoiding her gaze her fury increased )

Shayad mujhse hi galti ho gyi is baat ko samajhne mein ki Hum nahin bane hai ek doosre ke liye .

(He closed his eyes when those words escaped her mouth)

Yahi chahta hai na tu ... Yahi chahta chahta hai na khatam kar du ye rishta ...durr chali jau tujhse.?

( her body is trembling with anger and she has lose control over her mind and words )

She gripped her nuptial chain so forcefully  hurting  the skin on her neck and tear it apart .  it was the sign of their marriage and now it is showing the condition of their broken relation. 

DHARA : Raaviiiii nahiiii ....( her hand hanging in air , to stop her little sister from doing something horrible but she was late , it's done )

Shiva's gaze is held in those black beads which resembles his life , his moments with her from childhood till their reception  , every smile , every fun , every memory , every  prank , every memory they shared together . They will be now erased from her life . He shouldn't but still he hoped . She will somehow choose their life together .

RAAVI : AB TUJHE JO KRNA HAI TU KAR . PAR AAJ KE BAAD APNI SHAKAL MAT DIKHANA MUJHE .

(And she left with tears rolling down)

And then shiva felt that DARD .  Being chattan pandya , he never paid attention to the physical hurt , and whenever he was emotionally wounded , he had his family  as his shield.  But this time , he has to bear everything alone  , he cant choose his heart over her . He can't imagine any  situation can be worse than this but he was wrong.

DHARA: Tune aaj mera ghuroor tod diya shiva .

(Shiva's eyes goes in her direction  but sees only disappointment in them )

DHARA:  jis vishwas , bharosa ke sath mene tum dono ka rishta Joda tha wo toot gyaa aaj . Aur uske saath hi hmara rishta bhi . Aaj se tera aur mera koi rishta nhi .

Shiva had a idea about he has to face the wrath of his family  bcoz of his decision  . But seeing his Bhabhima walking away from him  , he can't control hus tears anymore. Now when nobody is there to see him , he can let his guards down .

SHIVA :  Aapki har baat ko bachpan se patthar ki lakeer manta aaya hu bhabhi . Aapki khushi , aapka aansu mere chehre par bhi rehta hai.  Aapki har saza har maar manzoor . Aapke Kehne se haath thana tha uska, Aapke aur gaumbi ke  dikhaye kadmo par chalna chahta tha apni shadishuda zindagi mein . Par kese apne sapno ko sawarta uske sapno ko dhool me mila kar . Aap jaan bhi le logi na to uff tak nahi kruga , par apni ya apne pariwar ki khushiyo ki zanjeer me usse nhi jakduga .

'Jaane anjane ladte jhagadte  , mere dil ke kone me usne jagah le li thi , par main uske dil mein nhi phoch paya . Wo to bas samjhauta kar rahi thi apni zindagike saath is bheekh ki khushi se to accha hai ki main  DARD ke sath jee lu '

His eyes caught the shining Object on grass . He held the pandent on her nuptial chain close to him , sinking her essence. 

                  Ae Mami ki behen ki beti ...

                          Tu sun rahi hai ..

                 Nahi todna chahta main ye shadi ...

                         Tu samajh rahi hai ....

                          Kash main tujhe 

                        Apne mann ki bat samjha pata ...

                                  Kashhhhhh....

                                  Ahhhhhhhh..

He fell on his knees  getting tired of being the stone in front of the world  , he  want to be him , the vulnerable  , emotional,  wounded, defeated . Nobody is there to judge him , to show concern,  to joke about him . But he was wrong.

A hand land on his shoulder , surprising his thoughts  . And he is shocked when he turned to face the person.

To Be Continued.......

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