Did you ever feel the same way?

Hi,

This is a bit-off topic thread. I just wanted to vent out a bit (I hope it is okay)...

I am a bit of an OCD person who wanted to keep and see things in orderly and neat manner. So every time, in every corner of the house and in my office area, it should always be in order - everything must be set in place, even color coded.

Then just yesterday, I went to buy some groceries and when I came back, the kitchen, the living room were in such in a total disaster. Things were not put in place, utensils and plates were washed but was not in order and was not even dried. Pillow cushions were mixed up, the center table got a few water drops. 

It freaked me out, I got anxiety attacks.

And until now, I am totally anxious to even leave the door to check the garden for it might be messed up again.

;(

I've never felt this way but I've heard of others who experience this. Sorry this is happening to you..