Part 26
Sujal needed her to be with him....somehow in those people too he felt alone...wished ki Kashish aagai toh I have a companion
Sujal wanted to say to Kashish ki you look beautiful , wo bhi kehna reh gaya
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Kashish realized ki this is not just alcohol...there is drugs involved and what all craziness they are doing is also beyond her or maybe even Sujal
But Sujal is part of it now…Daldal mein phas raha hai Sujal
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Few days pass after the incidence
In the meanwhile, Kashish’s mom dad were after her
Because of their insistence she agrees to go on an arranged marriage date
Turns to be wo Sujal ka hotel hai
Kashish is a doctor so her parents want her to get married to doctor…middle class banda
She also wants to date a person she can have a future with
And flush Sujal out off her mind
Date chal rahi thi, Sujal ne dekh liya
Sujal is fuming inside Ki 2 din pehle toh yeh...abhi issl allu ke saath date pe bhi aa gayi
He even notices ki Full saj dhajke aayi hai, Makeup lagake, Anarkali,suit, dupatta, jhumke
She never makes any effort when we meet
Sujal wahin khada tha
He is observing their animated conversation
She has let her hair loose
She is sliding the strand off her hair behind her ear
She is smiling more, indulging more
She seems to be in a good mood, not frowning or annoyed as she is usually when she is with him
She is being pleasant with this guy
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Dono ki baat-cheet chal rahi hai
It was a pleasant conversation
Both get up to leave
Aise hi nikalte huye she collides with someone
Her body automatically freezes
That familiar smell!
That familiar profile!
She knows who it is but still slowly looks up
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Sujal is looking directly at Kashish
She looks like deer caught in headlight
Sujal gives a pointed smirk
The other guy asks- Kashish are you ok?
She nods and walks out with him while feeling Sujal's is gaze still on her
Sujal smirks
Treating him like a stranger, huh!
Clearly this is mild form of public humiliation. Which they had both promised they will refrain from doing to each other
Kashish knows but uske dimaag mein kuch aaya nahi. As she programmed her mind to say no to everything related to Sujal
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His drinking incident isn't one of its kind
Kashish realizes he is mixing with wrong people and developing a drinking and drug problem
Also, what Kashish does not realize that Sujal has abandonment issues...what Kashish did was also basically abandonment
Sujal doesn't expect Kashish to stay for whole life with him
But timing is the key.
It’s happening to him in its lowest point. When he needs someone then people are abandoning him and that too for no reason
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Kashish feels guilty in her heart thinking how she behaved with Sujal in the hotel
She is berating herself for not acknowledging Sujal
She realizes what is did was wrong and she humiliated him
She feels she should say sorry to Sujal
She is unable to erase the memory of that defeated look in his eyes when she didn’t acknowledge him
He hasn’t even messaged her or called her after that
She is feeling an explainable void in her life
She expected Sujal to at least say something or message her or call her after words. But this radio silence is killing her
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She goes to Sujal’s house to apologize... & maybe say ki she likes him coz negating things isn't helping her
She realizes yahan toh party chal rahai hai
She starts looking for Sujal
After a good search and asking around all half-drunk half high people, she finally gets to Sujal
She does find Sujal, but she finds him snogging a girl in a dimly lit room
Edited by NilzStorywriter - 3 years ago
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