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Posted: 3 years ago

I can neither accept your love

Nor can I reject it.

I feel extremely guilty

For making you

Fall in love with me.

 

“It is divine will

That has

Brought us together”

You said.

 

But am not I

A curse in your life?         

I always say

Mean things to you

And to others.

I always

Misunderstand you.

 

Why have not you

Given up on me?

Why have you taken

My responsibility?

Why do you love me?

 

I am addicted to

Your unconditional love.

I want to meet you

To talk with you

To offer

All my frustrations to you.

 

 

Yet I am scared.

Because

I am adept at creating bitterness.

 

How will the society react

If they come to know of

Our akin to extra marital

Relationship?

 

Will the monotonicity

Of daily life

Kill our love?

Will it hold any charm

When I will grow old?

 

Why did I forget that

I have no right to

Fall in love?

 

You have guided me

In so many ways

Since I met you.

 

But who will guide me

Out of this

Dilemma?

 

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Posted: 3 years ago

These are so immensely beautiful! I can't stop reading them! ❤️

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These are so immensely beautiful! I can't stop reading them! ❤️

Thank you, Bachhi.

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Posted: 3 years ago

Beloved


Why are you
Torturing me so much?
I understand
You want me to
Listen to my heart.
I assume
You love me.

I have seen it
In your actions.
In your eyes
That were frantically
Searching for me.
In your shiver of anger
When I hinted at
Social hypocrisy.
And then when
You controlled that anger
In a moment.
In your sweet scolding
In the nectar of your voice
In that little acting
When you wanted to
Hear my voice again.
Tell me
Can anyone forget
The name of his arch enemy?
I have seen it
From within me.
I have felt it
In the flowers
That adorn my path now.
I have seen it
In my poems
In your reactions
In your vanishing act
In your soothing touch
In your signature depth
In your reflected pain
In your clear daylight answer
In your silent help
In your timings.

But most of all
I have seen it in
How you healed me.
Words said in a fit of anger
Ought to have
Side effects.
Yet they did not.
The clouds that accumulated
For ages rained rained and rained
All day long
The sky became clear.
Tears are not that bad after all.
How did you know
They will not hurt me
How?

And yet I am scared
A human is by nature fallible
I can not risk your anger.

"No one can be
So pure hearted
In today's world"
"Your world is revolving
Around him
Yet in your imagination
His world revolves around
You.
Are you self centered?
Or are you delusional"
They are not at fault
And yet.
You proved that
To understand something
One must have an experience
Of that.
Else they call it a delusion
However logical they may be.
Believe me
I never knew
Where I am.
Or rather I knew
But did not believe.
How can I be there?
And yet you knew.

Please now
Stop talking in riddles.
Tell me the truth
Unequivocally
Swearing by the soul
Of your beloved.

Forgive me
For the pain I caused you
For the pain I will cause you
Forgive me for everything.

Give me a place
In the sereneness
Of your heart.

Edited by vyapti - 3 years ago
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Posted: 3 years ago

Awesome poems dear😍😍😍

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Awesome poems dear😍😍😍


Thank you.❤️

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Do write more 😃👌❤️

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Posted: 3 years ago

I feel scared of you.
I should not
But I do feel scared.
Now you will not
Try to hurt me.
After all
You do not want to
Lose your face.
But who knows?
Time changes.
It is possible that
I again fall weak
Your ignorance, your misogyny
Raise its head again.

I was shocked
How you could stoop so low.
You were not like that.

Then I remembered
You were always like that.
May be the intensity was less
I was new to the world's ways
Curious.
Your stories were way to the
Vast world.
You were happier then
And yes affectionate too.
But the prejudices were there.
Yes they were there.

"Women are only concerned about
Who is eloping with whom."

You are not concerned right?
That is why
When they married before
Coming of age
You found out a reason
A reason that was not there.
Forgetting the dignity
Of your relationship with them
And the listeners.

Do you even have a sense of dignity?
No you only have
A big fat fragile ego.
You love women
You respect them
As long as you can patron them.
If anyone answers back
Anyone whatever be the relationship
You cross your limits.
You torture someone
You ought to protect.
You badmouth someone
Above your position.
After all women's only concern
Is their family
They do not value their work.
They take privilege
So on and so forth.
And yet
Life without women
Is so boring to you.

But let me tell you
One thing.
You are a loser.
If I believed in prayer
If I could respect you again
I would have prayed
"Give him the capability
To respect women
Else
He will never know
What is the true beauty
That lies within
A woman's heart."

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Posted: 3 years ago

Wonderful poem Vyapti, relevant to the present situation. 👏

These cruel heart breakers are big losers. They'll never know the real beauty of a woman's heart. 

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This content was originally posted by: Viswasruti

Wonderful poem Vyapti, relevant to the present situation. smiley32

These cruel heart breakers are big losers. They'll never know the real beauty of a woman's heart. 


Thank you. 

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