So,I watched PB tonight almost after 2 months after reading on aajao sarey thread that today was a hannie scene.
And I cried, again.Like almost every other epi of our old PB, this epi overwhelmed me again. The cvs still has it in them.They still can do wonders.But they decided not to go the way we all wanted.
Maybe I needed this release to let go .
Coz at the end of the day its their show.Like minnie said,we have to respect the choice our loved one makes.So,I will do the same.I won’t be anymore angry, disappointed or angsty anymore about how it could have been.I would not rant or vent my annoyance over such a silly thing & felt empty anymore.PB was too dear to be left alone.
Instead I would watch it in the new flavour cvs will offer.As I mentioned before,I know the writers can still do wonders & so hopefully will give us some really poignant epi once again.
But I will miss my Haanuman singh.I will miss my veer balika.I will miss lala,geeta kumari,that shop,the hariyani dialects & lots of other thing.And the hannie I so dearly loved.Today i really felt they will be gone.Their tears almost felt like a farewell to all of us.
Hanita was never the reason I was in the show.It was all about those wisdom, relations without levelled bonds & my hannie.The moment they touched HS & malign that bond, I left it all.
So,this is my official farewell to our old PB.
I will watch it on the new season. This much I will give to the cvs who had given me those amazing first 200 epis.
(This is a fan trying to say goodbye Who was proud of her choice & still trying to keep that belief firm.Please don't start bashing ashnoor here.None of the cast has anything to do with the story)
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