....that still didn't get answered today.....Why did HS and Babita marry each other?
The conversation was good otherwise....good to see one among the many knots in Babita's mann opening up today.....it's deep self-loathing and lack of self-esteem again....as is the root cause of many of her issues. Ashok cheating on her left a deep impact on her psyche and made her question whether there was something lacking in her that he left her.
Since the writers aren't thinking about the CD incident anymore, I'll speculate on my own.....lol maybe watching the CD that day triggered her memories of whatever initial good relationship she shared with Ashok and she wondered again that she seemed to have love at some point but lost it, so maybe that will happen again with her since she is the common link in both marriages.....it's the man who left her so there must be something lacking in her.
HS got some really good dialogues in analyzing her state of mind.....especially his point regarding the fact that she hasn't really known love despite what she thinks.....she knew how to submit herself in love but didn't know how to exert haq.....she didn't take ownership of her relationship and it ended up slipping from her hands.....Ashok never exerted that kind of haq either so that should give her food for thought about whether there was any love really there if neither of them knew how to step up to own it........it again seems like a case of presumptions, differing perceptions....what Babita viewed to be love was a basic level of initial care.....Ashok himself was a weak man who was incapable of really loving her.....but her limited understanding didn't equip her to comprehend that.
I also liked how he explained that he had way more to lose than her in this relationship.....she would lose a husband if it ever came to that....but he would lose a friend, a daughter and a wife.....he again gave Babita that assurance that she has the upper hand in this relationship.....giving her the ability to have some control, to feel an assurance of haq. But given Babita's recent meltdown, I'm not sure that has really been fully comprehended.....lol time will tell.
Haq is the saar of this relationship.....of the relationship between all three actually but since HS is busy focusing on Babita for now, I'll also only talk about it in their context....lol he wants Babita to exert haq over him and give him haq over her.....and based on how the conversation concluded, I guess they have managed to take a few steps towards trying to get there.
HS-Mini are still a work in progress.....but I liked how she just stood there and refused to leave when he asked her to leave him alone.....and that sorry that popped out felt so natural. Mini has become so stoic with him......I couldn't help but draw a parallel to the Poonam incident when she called HS and ekdum haq se cajoled him to talk to Babita.....today there wasn't that level of haq.....Mini has sobered down so much more since that time.
I personally felt the Poonam incident was better built up and better resolved than whatever this issue was today....it has been muddled up so many times since last week, I think I've forgotten where it even started.....lol ki Mini ka issue hai, ki self-worth ka issue hai, ki pata nahin kaunsa issue hai.
Anyways, I guess HS-Babita have settled in....despite HS not really working up the gumption to ask her why she married him.....lol.....and I guess we are to forget all that she said to him about marrying him only for Mini etc. etc... ...
Also remains to be seen how long HS-Mini continue in their current state.....they are talking but there is a distance.
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