Not a coward , only a fighter!

SPM ~My Musings 14.8.19~ Not a coward! Only a fighter!

In the previous episode, Kainat drew a difference between her weakling mother Zainab  and the go getter ruthless fighter  that she has become now.  Her mother let people take her for a ride! but Kainat takes others for a ride! Kainat admits that gone are the days when she waited upon her elders to grant her dreams and love.They disappointed her , in fact  regretful for Mainjaan  and Zainab they stumbled upon her truth.

Kainat had commented that she won’t let any Tom dick and harry come between her and Zaroon. If they try ,they will be made history. Seeing Ghazala and Rubina looking out for something suspicious is rather flippant in comparison with grave criminalities that Kainat commits. It appears next to impossible to dent through the tough fortress of protection she has erected around herself. It’s her persevering wife image of Saltanat  that she parades as,  and collects much sympathy from Ghazala and Rubina..

But with Zaroon  she only is faces his indifference .His tears ,guilt and undivided attention is evident only for Kainat/ Saltanat.  Kainat  decides she will have to use the same modes operandi with Saltanat, like  she did with ,all relatives who were potential obstacles in her way to reaching  Zaroon!

Seeing his son Zaroon weep over Kainat’s fate, is an endearing scene. Suddenly Mamoon realizes that his true wealth , inheritance is truly the happiness of his son. Well the credit goes to the sleeping beauty Kainat.. Mamoon would never have realized the true worth of his son! Zaroon weeps for Saltanat .. staying beside her till as long as it takes! is his  calling and destiny.

Only how deviously, scheming Kainat steals and swaps identities. But Zaroon’s heart  strangely  senses, with whose heart  its beats  are in sync with..

The scene where a desperate Kainat wants Zaroon to rest, have a break from standing vigil with the sleeping Saltanat.. reminds me of the times when Zaroon used to yearn to hear Saltanat  say she loves him! Today this Saltanat repeatedly entices him by saying she loves him… but the words have no significance or impact upon  him.. as much as they mean to Kainat..but Kainat is a diehard! Shameless fighter! That’s how she got this far…

Zaroon leaves abruptly to collect Kainat’s medical reports from the hospital. Zaroon actually looks for opportunity to flee from his wife.. Saltanat.. Zaroon’s heart, his spirit ,his soul ,is strangely pulled towards the sleeping beauty Kainat..

Kainat’s monologue with Saltanat is significant. It’s like she speaks the inherent wickednesswithin her. Tt’s like the on going  battle between the two continues.. how she felt that Saltanat  was always a tough foe to smite! Kainat mocks the coma ridden Saltanat.. it's even in this situation.. she stands  between her and Zaroon..the final time she plays the game of differentiating between the two.. is the mole! She applies a fake one to Saltanat’s face and then this time she gives Saltanat a fiery death as opposed to drowning ! For out of her foes ashes.. she will build her symbol of her snatched love with Zaroon!

Does Kainat not fear that setting alight Kainat’s room is highly suspicious?? I suppose Kainat feels by the time how the fire started is looked into.. Saltanat will already be burned to a char!

Yet out of the billowing smouldering black smoke.. comes one who will put out the fire and retrieve Kainat.. Zaroon’s Saltanat..

Did Zainab arrange for this Dr.. to  come for her crimina ldaughter Kainat, who left right and centre hoodwinks every body??

This story  only show cases  Kainat’s sins, crimes, and worse still, she never gets caught and carries on wreaking  havoc!     15.8.19 hamlet53

Hello hammie, 

Word to your last line.. this show right now has become kainaat’s crime diaries. Am pretty appalled at the writers overdose of negativity!

Zainab herself seems to have had a hand in her husband’s murder.

 it’s very sad.. to me, the show started out as to who would be the rightful heir to a sufi dyanasty.. a man who was a leader of his community.. god-fearing, religious  and see the state of this show and it’s been only 100 episodes.. no wonder they eliminated miajaan’s character! What could’ve been and what it’s come to!!! Sheer waste of potential of actors and characters! To begin with all characters were grey and had potential.. The politics, power of the dargah head, the battle to attain heirship , the women behind the men , how much they influence - all this with a religious backdrop would’ve been entertaining to watch but alas! 

Apologies for the rant hammie!  

I haven’t watched but have read your musings. So nothing is happening on the inheritance end and all focus is on Kainaat’s planning. Does look like story has moved at all. 

Kainaat’s father’s death seems to have become a part of her killing spree instead of growing into a interesting story as I was expecting.

Doesn’t look like Kainaat can be redeemed but who knows what the makers have planned.

Do tell me when dr Madhav comes onboard. Will see what happens. If the show picks up with his entry, makers will happily make Zaroon kainaat’s next target 😃

originally posted by Lonelythots

Hello hammie, hello mate, good to hear from you..

Word to your last line.. this show right now has become kainaat’s crime diaries. Am pretty appalled at the writers overdose of negativity!

its glamorizing criminal acts,that's what gets me.. its almost hard to digest

Zainab herself seems to have had a hand in her husband’s murder.

her silence, as far as her daughter was concerned.. was her biggest mistake, which has caught up with her... i recall saltanat referring to  how cloistered kainat was brought up by her mother. Little did we realize zainab was covering up for a criminal

 it’s very sad.. to me, the show started out as to who would be the rightful heir to a sufi dyanasty.. a man who was a leader of his community.. god-fearing, religious  and see the state of this show and it’s been only 100 episodes.. no wonder they eliminated miajaan’s character! What could’ve been and what it’s come to!!! Sheer waste of potential of actors and characters! To begin with all characters were grey and had potential.. The politics, power of the dargah head, the battle to attain heirship , the women behind the men , how much they influence - all this with a religious backdrop would’ve been entertaining to watch but alas! 

phasing out Mainjaan and establishing Kainat was a sign, that cvs would explore the, macabre, thriller, murders.. no mysteries though.. we know the killer.. the thrill would be how, when and who catches the murderer.. pity is all the pure ,unselfish characters like humza.. are hardly seen.The respite is we do see Rubina and Ghazala, keeping thier families together as best as they can, under very harrowing cinditions..

Apologies for the rant hammie!  

I am pleased Lonelythots you share your sincere feelings.. its what keeps our musings worthwhile.. love hammie

originally posted by Irshita,

hello, Irshita, hammie was hoping  you'll show up today

I haven’t watched but have read your musings. So nothing is happening on the inheritance end and all focus is on Kainaat’s planning. Does look like story has moved at all. 

its a good thing Iam still watching and writing for my loyal readers.. nope the dynasty has been pushed in the back ground.. would be worthwhile  for cvs to show us that Humza, perhaps is overseeing things at the dargah.. it'll be a while since we get  a deserving heir. The cvs in the meanwhile  are glorifying kainat's dirty deeds...

Kainaat’s father’s death seems to have become a part of her killing spree instead of growing into a interesting story as I was expecting.

apparently she killed his women  to return   her  father to her mother

Doesn’t look like Kainaat can be redeemed but who knows what the makers have planned.

at least cvs are clarifying that she is wicked beyond redeemption..that such evil   has to destroyed.. 

Do tell me when dr Madhav comes onboard. Will see what happens. If the show picks up with his entry, makers will happily make Zaroon kainaat’s next target 

He came yesterday in the precap.. no one was expecting him.. but the fire happened! and from brain specialist he becomes a rather expert firefighter and saves Kainat!

well lets hope, this Dr.. Sharma breathes some life into the show... keep watch reading my musings.. and keep me happy Irshita.. love hammie

Btw - I am so confused. I was under the impression that zainab became a widow before the girls were born. Since the beginning everyone ie zainab and Mia Jaan have be howling about ‘fatherless bacchi’.

Also a wife beater and a guy he was supposed to be wouldn’t have let anyone give his daughter away or keep it a secret for so long - just to spite Mia Jaan and his wife, if nothing else, he would told everyone.

Now we find out the guy has been hardly dead for 5-6 years assuming he died when kainaat was 18. Or did kainaat kill even younger ? If yes, then how young was she at her first human sacrifice?

The new guy is an expensive addition to the show. Depending on the trps, I am sure they will decide the next victim

originally  posted by Irshita..

helooo mate.. you back with some thought provoking issues 

Btw - I am so confused. I was under the impression that zainab became a widow before the girls were born. Since the beginning everyone ie zainab and Mia Jaan have be howling about ‘fatherless bacchi’.

now look i wonder if this is a blooper.. however the FB.. we were shown in Thursday's episode  where zainab thumps Naveed on his head,after kainat struck his woman dead.. is where kainat is an adolescent..

I also recall that she split her twins because she couldn't bring up the twins on her own.. but you are right there is misrepresentation of facts here.. resuliting in confusion among viewers.. hope cvs  clarify this confusion.. when did zainab become a widow.. before or after her girls  were born.. and also how did Naveed die??

Also a wife beater and a guy he was supposed to be wouldn’t have let anyone give his daughter away or keep it a secret for so long - just to spite Mia Jaan and his wife, if nothing else, he would told everyone.

     I recall rubina  commenting it was not easy for Mainjaan to accept the  untimely death of his young son.. still mystrey shrouds around  when? how Naveed died?? the mind boogles

Now we find out the guy has been hardly dead for 5-6 years assuming he died when kainaat was 18. Or did kainaat kill even younger ? If yes, then how young was she at her first human sacrifice?

in thursday's episode she did her first killing when she was under 10 i would say.. but zainab too kills her father..

The new guy is an expensive addition to the show. Depending on the trps, I am sure they will decide the next victim

well the next victim is not going to be Zaroon.. he is the prime reason  kainat sees red!

so much so Irshita for going around in circles.. maybe cvs made a blooper   love hammie