That sudden rain in that deep dusk shattered her . As the rain drops rushed down and plopping the earth, her thoughts too travelled down to the earth from heaven and her beautiful world was scattered...
She was walking alone at night in a narrow lane of some unknown place.
She continued to walk as every drops of the rain was reminding her of him. She was drenched completely,but that wasn't something which bothered her.
The hardest thing in life is watch the person you love,dosen't love you back.
Main jaan ye vaar doon
Har jeet bhi haar doon
Keemat ho koi tujhe beinteha pyaar doon
And then it's just tears and rain.Indeed,tears are the words that heart can't say.
How she wished few things lasted forever.The rain falling reminds her of him.Reminded her of Anurag.The moments they had spent together.Happy and Sad.
But if she sat in the rain maybe she could drown in something other than her own thoughts which remind her of him.
Saari hadein maine meri, ab maine tod di
Dekar mujhe pataa awaargi ban gaye.
He had left her.Left her forever.He said she was her biggest mistake.
"Get Out" were his words which echoed in her mind.
Not that she didn't know this was comming.But surely not this soon.She tried explaining herself.Alas all in vain.
It's true she never expected anything in return.And her never means never.But no matter what he held a very strong position in her heart.
Haan hasi ban gaye
Haan nami ban gaye
Tum mere aasmaan
Meri zameen ban gaye
A car honked and she was made to come out of her sea of thoughts.Her sea of emotions.
She turned and saw him standing.She ran towards him.But as soon as she did all of it just vanished.
At last the sinus had started doing it's job But did she care ?No.
She kept on walking.
Unaware of her surroundings.Caring about none when a stone struck her leg and she fell.
Even her Bhagvanji were playing games with her she thought.
"Prerna"she heard.It was his voice.She knew it wasn't him. It couldn't have been Mr.Bajaj. Why would he accept her after she ran away just before her grehpravesh. Just to go back to someone who made her feel humiliated and question her character.
She didn't knew how to react.Smile or cry.Everything seemed meaningless to her.She stood motionless.
"Mrs.Bajaj ghar chaliye"she heard it again.This time she knew it was him.A smile automatically conquered her face.She looked beautiful,whenever she smiled.
Kya khoob Rab ne kiya
Bin maange itna diya
Warna hai milta kahaan
Hum kaafiron ko Khuda
He forwarded his hand towards her.She tried getting up but miserablely failed.
He bent down to pick her up.He just gave his hand to her to hold on to. Like every other time ,be it when she had mehendi on her hand or when they were sitting during their Sangeet or when he opened the door for her. Or every other time he supported her without any thing in return .All those thoughts came flooding down her mind.
This proved ,that even she could loose her hope over her Bhagvaanji.But her Bhagvanji would never leave her.She closed her eyes and thanked him for everything and being with her even in the hardest times when she had lost all her hopes.
She opened her eyes to only find Mr.Bajaj smilling at her. That comforting sort of smile which assures you that I'm there for you no matter. Even if we aren't something we are meant to be but I'm still there for you. He was subtle About it but maybe it was the first time she could read him in such a long time.
Hasratein ab meri tumse hai jaa mili
Tum duaa ab meri aakhiri ban gaye
This was just the beggining to a beautiful story which had started.There were more to come and all of it would just stronger their bond.Their unique bond of love and companionship.Forever.
Haan hasi ban gaye
Haan nami ban gaye
Tum mere aasmaan
Meri zameen ban gaye
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