Part 2
Prerna looked at Anurag expecting an answer but he just seemed to stare at her. Slowly he reached out and wiped her tears. After what felt like an eternity, he spoke,
" Prerna now I know. I was right all along.
You're marrying him just for compromise. You
Don't love him. Prerna please I beg you, let
Me take care of his for you. Please. I swear I'll
Do you right. Nobody would blame you and I'll
Shut everyone's mouth. No one will hurt you.
I promise. Just please let me do this", Anurag
Spoke as he held her face in his palms.
Prerna was too stunned to say anything. She felt something
Crash and burn inside her. Just how different people can be?
One look at Anurag and she feels safe. This should happen
With the person she's marrying but it doesn't. Naveen just disgusts Her. He deserves no woman, that creep!
As if on cue, everything rushes back to her mind and she
Involuntary clutches Anurag's sides for comfort and she suddenly couldn't hold back her sobs.
Anurag realizes now is not the time to talk to Prerna about what should they do next
But to comfort her. She's been in it alone
And she doesn't have anyone who understands her situation other than him.
He knew in his heart that it was just an excuse and he wanted to be there for Prerna for some unexplainable reason.
Anurag's heart warms when Prerna reaches out to him for comfort. He protectively binds his hands around her and she buries her face in the crook of his neck. Something about the moment was so comforting for Prerna. She felt home.
Even a thought of Anurag warmed her heart. How can a person be so good?
Why was he so good to her? Prerna wanted him to have all the love and success in world from the bottom of her heart. He was such a pure soul. Prerna somehow seemed to cry more when she thought of him. He instantly pulled her closer to him and she did the same as if it was possible to. They were plastered to each other and Prerna never felt so calm.
Anurag wanted to punch naveen for doing this to Prerna but holding her made his anger dissipate.
"Anurag I'm so sorry, I hated myself when I talked to you like that. I swear I didn't want to. You're the only one who saw through my lies. Was there for me even when I pushed you away. You are the single most beautiful human I've ever met and I treated you like shit. Please forgive me. ", Prerna says in shaky voice moving closer to him. He lips just a breath away from the skin beneath his ear. Anurag tried to ignore the shudders he got when her warm breath danced on his sensitive skin and tried to just be there for her.
He ran his hands on her arms in a comforting tone and Prerna seemed to have stopped crying but was still hiccuping. He pulled her face in his hands and peered her face. He pulled back the hair coming on her face and tentatively moved closer. He sensed no resistance hence he moved ahead and kissed her hair in a such a delicate manner that it made Prerna cry.
" Prerna , I'm telling you this once. You will never be sorry for what happened. It's not your fault, never will be. Although, you could've told me but I understand your position. You didn't hurt me and this is not generosity. You're someone I deeply care about. I'll always be there for you whenever you need me even if we meet twenty years later. I'm willing to do all of it for you a million times but please don't cry. It makes my insides hurt. Let's sit on the bed. " Anurag holds her hand and lead her to the bedroom.
Prerna just follows him mutely, staring at the man with so much intensity. She has never done anything worthwhile for him and here he is offering to do practically everything for him. if he did anything more, she swore her heart would explode. It touched her so so deeply that he asked her permission to lay a harmless comforting kiss on her hair. The kiss which was to calm her. This man is too good to be true. He's the epitome of goodness.
Prerna's heart swelled when she realized she has a friend like him. Anurag was happy Prerna had calmed down but she was staring at him blankly for as long as she was here. He was terrified thinking if he might have hurt her someway.
"Prerna was it alright that I kissed you? I'm really sorry if you're upset because of it. Dammit I should've asked you before. ", Anurag says defeatedly.
Anurag was kneeling down to put the ointment on Prerna's calf where she was hurt. Prerna smiled a little and clutched his shoulder with a hand and his face with the other, " it's fine Anurag. It doesn't bother me when you touch me because respect me and ask for my consent. That kiss was comforting. Thank you. ", Prerna says.
Anurag is relieved and he squeezes Prerna's hand in mutual understanding. They were both so comfortable with each other. And the key to it was simple - communication and respect. These two things can make or break any relationship.
Anurag sits beside Prerna struggling to say something when Prerna speaks.
" He touched me Anurag. He touched me. "
Prerna looks sideways at Anurag teary eyed.
Anurag looked pained. He wounds his hand on her shoulder and rubs her head intimately urging her to get it
All out.
" how can a person be so disgusting?
What did I even do to him? I know I hate the victim mentality but I can't help it Anurag. He looks at me and I'm repulsed. Is this what happens to every couple? I'm disgusted. The things he does makes me want to kill him..."
Anurag is about to say something when Prerna says, " no Anurag it's not what you think I'm not broken or wounded and I definitely don't blame myself. He has done shit and he will pay for it. I'm so done with this. I won't have any of this anymore. ", Prerna fumes.
Anurag smiles at the fact that she's so strong. She has been through hell and she came back stronger. Nothing in this world could falter his admiration for this woman.
"but.. .but. ..for now I want to forget it. His touch makes my skin crawl. Makes me want to rub my skin until I've forgotten that he touched me. ", Prerna gets up and rushes to the bathroom.
Anurag thinks for a moment and when he hears her scream, he rushes in.
Edited by Akku.tt - 5 years ago
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