It was a beautiful line and a self contradictory line also. Why the battle wont leave us. The reason is any unfinished war, anything open that has raw wounds festers perceptions or illusions. And those perceptions and illusions create new battle, which follows you.
That's what is happening to Adhiraj. His perceptions. He expected the DNA report to be negative, he was so sure of it. Anami told him she wanted to go to Benaras. He thought she is not the daughter of Baldev and Satrupa and is a kidnapped girl. He didnt try to understand why Anami want to go to Benaras.
Also Anami didnt demand DNA test. It was Satrupa who asked it and it was he who told her about DNA test. He doesnt know Anami actually tried to make his perception truth and he doesnt know if Anami had won then truth would have lost in the court. He doesnt understand truth won, because as per his perception this is not the truth.
It is the belief of the days of Galileo where church ordered to kill him because he told it is not the sun is moving, but the earth is moving. For telling earth is not the centre of solar system, sun is. It was truth, but for telling truth that man had to die because it was against the beliefs of people of those times.
Your perceptions make the battle follow you and destroy you too. He accused his father of a man who had run away. Before accusing him, he had to know what his father went through, what were his options especially when he had a wife and two little children to take care of. As a family man's most important duty will be to protect his family from any harm and a war meant harm to his family he might prefer to stay away from it. But then it fester the wounds of the child the way it has happened for Adhiraj. He wanted his father to fight as I feel he was old enough to understand what happened to his father was injustice.
And where do we see him going with perceptions. Rash driving, hitting a tree and drinking. A no nonsense CBI officer is lost in his past. He is lost in Lal Mahal and has allowed that Lal Mahal to burn him.
But neither Anami nor his father is the cause of the burn, it is his own perception. The day he is able to come out of the illusions or perceptions the battle will leave him. He will be able to focus more on the justice for what it is.
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