I shouldn't be here. I should be in my room, snuggle up in warmth of my blanket and watching a Rom-com movie with a large tub of ice cream, but there was nothing I could do except sit ideally in the living area of the house, dress up like a pretty doll and watch my mother as she took my life's biggest decision without consulting me for once. My marriage's decision. I hated her at the moment. She'd always done that to me, Controlled my life like I'm a puppet in her hands. I want to be free. I want to run away. I have lived twenty years of life doing what my mother had told me, but I couldn't do this. The decision of my marriage is supposed to be mine. I should be the one to decide whom I wanna get marry.
Run, baby. Run.
My conscious mind suggested, and I agreed.
The first chance I get, I'm going to run away. In search of my freedom. I'm tired of my mother's controlling ways.
"I think, November 3 will be perfect for the wedding." My mother's chirpy yet cultured voice rang in my ear. I look over at my mother and the man my mother chose for me, to marry. Like hell I am gonna marry him.
I gazed at my mother, who looked happy with the alliance. I scoffed at that. I knew the marriage with the rich man seated across her, was to expand her business and I hate that she is using her own daughter for her benefits. What kind of mother does that?
"That's fine with me." I heard another voice, it was manly and strong, belonged to my supposedly forced fiance. My gaze traveled over his lean body. He had chosen to dress in a navy blue colored three piece suit with light blue colored buttoned up shirt and gray tie. He was handsome, but that wasn't enough to accept him as my life-partner.
I want to choose my partner. And I will.
"I'll leave you both alone, Have a talk and get to know each other a bit." My mother's enthusiasm filled voice boomed through the living area of her house. I watched her as she rose from her seat and walked away, leaving me alone with the man I barely know and had no intention of making an effort to know him either.
"Hello, Tanya." He cleared his throat and greeted me.
"Hello, Nate." I greeted him back, my voice was deadpan. I waited for him to say something, but he didn't. Silence settled between us and I made no attempt to break it.
"Before we get married, I wanna clear a few things." He spoke after some five minutes or so. His voice was serious and rough. Not something I'm fan of.
"Shoot."
"I have a girlfriend and I am gonna keep her, even after we get married. I am being honest with you, So I don't want any drama later." I wasn't shocked hearing him. I mean, The whole world know, Nate Steele is dating supermodel, Natasha Russo. I even remember reading seeing an article about them this morning before my mother rudely barged into my room and told me to get ready.
"Anything else?" I was uninterested to know anything else about him or his rules, still for the sake of formality, I asked him. It wasn't like I am really going to get married to him.
"I'm surprised you are alright with this." He look at me, bemused.
"It's not like I have any other option. I'll learn to adjust with it." I faked an innocent look and was pretty sure, I did a great job. He look convinced. Such a fool he is!
"But may I ask, Why do you wanna marry me out of all the girls out there who'd die to marry you?" I questioned him, my voice was low and smooth.
"That's not important for you to know." Nate replied, arrogantly. bas***d!
A large amount of anger consumed by me, but I controlled myself, somehow. I couldn't afford to lose my temper and ruin the plan I have formed up in my mind. A plan to lead me to my freedom.
"I'll take your leave now. I have a meeting to attend." He spoke after stealing a glance at his wristwatch. He got up from his place to leave, and I have never been so thankful to anyone before.
I rose from my seat and watched with relief as he strode out of the house.
"f**k you, Nate Steele." I cursed him aloud once he was gone. I could finally take breathe. His presence was suffocating me. Never been one to fan of controlling, dominating people, I hate him.
Quickly taking out my cell phone from my pocket, I punched my best friend, Jake's number. Only he can help me to get out of the mess my mother had created for me.
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