RaYa SS: Afsoos... 2nd part on pg 5... updated 22 Jan 2017 - Page 2

Hi friends

I m back with a small SS... I hope u all will like it... the story will be mostly based on actual script but I might incorporate few changes to suit my storyline.. 

Jindagi mai kai baar hum aise mod par aate hai... jaha humhe is word ke sahi maiene samaj aate hai... magar hum kuch nahi kar pate... nah uss galti ke liye... na uss galti ka asar jo humhari khudki aur humhare apno ki jindagi pe hota... na hi ye ehsaas jise hum afsoos kahte hai... haan agar kuch humhare haath mai toh sahna aur jab woh bhi na ho.. toh... is jindagi ko alvida kehna... bus yehi hots hai humhare bus mai...

Aaj mai Mrs. Priya Ram Kapoor... (cancels it)... Miss. Priya Sharma...(cancels it)... Priya aise hi ek do-rahe par hu...umeed karti hu... ki meri ye diary entry ke end tak shayad mai kisi natize par pahuch payu...

Jindagi bhi ajeeb hai... jab tak maa papa ke paas thi kabhi maine aisa kuch nahi kiya jisse mujhe afsoos ho... ur hamesha yehi chaha ki agar shaadi ho... toh mai kabhi aisa kadam na utahu jisse mere saathi ko taklif ho... aur mujhe afsoos... par... jindagi mai kab aisa hua hai ki hum jo soche wahi ho... hum sochte kuch hai... aur hota kuch aur hai...

Ghar parivar ke liye ashwin ko choda, 34 ki umar tak single thi, ma aur baki loge ke taane sune magar kabhi afsoos nahi hua... kyuki mere faisla ka asar sirf mujhe par padh raha tha... meri family ki bhalayi thi usme... par us din jab karthik ne shaadi se inkar kiya kyunki mai unmarried thi... tab mujhe is WORD ke sahi mayne samaj aaye... us pal jaise laga kaash aisa kuch solution mil jaye ki ye pblm solve ho jaye... isliye bina soche samjhe Mr.Kapoor ke saath compromise ki shaadi ke liye haan kar di...

Shaadi ke doran jarur mann mai uljhan thi... magar jab karthik| natasha ko saath mai dekha... ma-papa ko khush dekha toh laga.. decision sehi hai... bus phir kya tha... hasi khushi is shaadi ko accept kar liya...

Haste, khelte, ladte Mr. Kapoor ke sath jindagi beeth rehi thi... ki ek aur naya ehsaas hua 'PYAAR'.. luch utar chadav ke baath... hum yani mai aur mr. Kapoor ek ho gaye... magar phir jindagi ne aisa mod pe la diya ki mujhe meri jindagi se uski khushi ke liye dur hona pada... aur mai dubai chali gayi iss umed se ki mai nah sehi... mr. Kapoor apni life mai aage bade aur khush rahe... 5 saal ki judai ke baat woh pal jab humne pehli baat ki us hospital ke kamre mai... woh pal tha jab maine afsoos is ehsaas ko dusri baar mehsus kiya... magar is baar is ehsaas ka bhoj itna jyada tha... ki mai kuch samaj hi nahi pa rehi thi... kyuki is baar galti meri thi... is baar mere apno ko is galti ki saja mili... meri jindagi... mere pyaar ko mili is galti ki saja... aur isi galti ke ehsaas ko kam karne ke liye... aur apne aap ko saja dene ke liye maine peehu ki custody Mr.Kapoor ko dene ka faisla kiya...

Jindagi ne mujh pe reham kiya... aur sab kuch thik hota gaya... aur mera parivar pura hua... hum yaani Mr.Kapoor, peehu aur mai... happy family ki tarah ek hogaye... aur humhari is khushi ko do guna kiya humhare twins myra aur khush ne... 7 saal ki khushal jindagi ke doran laga... ab kuch galat nahi ho sakta... aur hum isi tarah hamesha saath rahenge... magar... jaisa maine pehle kaha... ab jaisa chahte hai waisa hota nahi... aur jo hota hai woh humne kabhi chaha nahi hota...

Peehu ka Varun ke liye jhooth bolna... Varun ka arrest hona aur phir suicide karna... ye woh dav the jindagi ke jo meri family ki kismat ko hamesha ke liye badlne wale the... is kadi ka aakhri dav tha... mera accident aur coma mai jana...

7 saal ke lambe waqt ke baad jab aankhe khuli aur pata chala ki maine 7 saal kho diye apne bacho ki jindagi ke... Mr.Kapoor ko phir 7 saal ke liye tanha chod diya... ahut dukh hua... magar is baar ki khushi thi ki bhagwan ne mujhe wapas thik kar diya taki mai bachho aur saathi ko jindagi mai phir se pyaar bhardu.. ki in 7 saalo ki kami na hume yaad rahe na dukh rahe...

Mere parivar ki nayi jindagi ko samjte samjte mai yyehi sochti pata nahi kis trah Mr. Kapoor aur mere baccho ne us pal jindagi ko sawara hoga... kaise kaate honge din mere bina..  kaise sambhala hoga Mr.Kapoor ne teeno baccho ko... thank god ki maa...dadi..neha... somya.. juhi the... kuch support toh mila hoga... aur hamesha sukriya karti us bagwan ka.. us pal ka jab mujhe hosh aaya...

Magar...

Magar...

Kya pata.. jis pal ko special mann rehi thi.. wahi pal meri jindagi ke sabse bade afsoos ka pal banega...

Khush aa raha hai... baki ka baad mai likhti hu

Uljhan mai fasi... aur madad ki umeed mai...

Priya