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To anyone who cares,
What is the point of life when you can only imagine a future that is bleak? Devoid of any and all meaning?
I live a life where I'm constantly reminded by various circumstances of my worthlessness and how I am a burden to society.
I want to get rid of this numbing pain within me. But it remains in me like an itch that I can't scratch away. Even as I compulsively try harder and harder, I can't seem to get out of the pit that life put me in.
My sense of despair and despondency is growing day by day. The light at the end of the tunnel rapidly diminishing, to a point where I can't see any more light.
And all I can think is that I want to live.
I want to be able to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I want to look forward to the next day, knowing that I am something more than a burden - somebody whose existence actually makes a difference.
I don't want to give up this fight. If I do, then I will never know if there's a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow. I will never know if my existence will help to prevent others from questioning theirs. I'll never know if hope waited for me to extend my hand. What I do know in this moment she has her hand extended towards me though.
What is the point of life when you can only imagine a future that is bleak? Devoid of any and all meaning?
I live a life where I'm constantly reminded by various circumstances of my worthlessness and how I am a burden to society.
I want to get rid of this numbing pain within me. But it remains in me like an itch that I can't scratch away. Even as I compulsively try harder and harder, I can't seem to get out of the pit that life put me in.
My sense of despair and despondency is growing day by day. The light at the end of the tunnel rapidly diminishing, to a point where I can't see any more light.
And all I can think is that I want to live.
I want to be able to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I want to look forward to the next day, knowing that I am something more than a burden - somebody whose existence actually makes a difference.
I don't want to give up this fight. If I do, then I will never know if there's a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow. I will never know if my existence will help to prevent others from questioning theirs. I'll never know if hope waited for me to extend my hand. What I do know in this moment she has her hand extended towards me though.
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