To an onlooker as Bally pointed out and agreed by II, their conversation was laced with innuendos but what was striking to me in the last update was the loss felt and expressed by II in particular on her missing the camaraderie and the warmth that was just special between them.
Things before we realise that it is slipping out if control just slips out before we can do anything abt it.
II misses being in the inner circle and is absolutely firm in expressing it vocally to her friend
Something that she is hesitant to do it with her husband.
When it matters too much as regards to how most special the person is, cats do get our tongue
But I need one clarification. What is Bally referring to when he talks about deployment and that if he was II he would be not careful to repeat what happenned earlier. It's a pretty loaded stmt.
If I am right that he is referring to her going off to Paris for a week or taking off from Amritsar,
then it's a pretty loaded stmt from Bally acknowledging II slipped and I feel that's the moment that led to the change of equations between them where maybe Bally also feels II is in a different circle now .
We don't get everything that we desire in life.