Tab aur ab ke beech mein kahin hai palKya yuhi chalta rahega ab aj aur kal
Aj I went down my memory lane with this update
The memories from their lives a couple of months back
1.Ranjan - would love to address him first
Then
Jab wo ladtein the...he would wander interfere and try give them a break to think over by making conversations.
Dude would cut the bridge he would built to save them falling
Now
He understands and trusts them with sorting things out and not letting each other go
He thinks its not for him to interfere and also knows dude wouldn't like him poking his head or knocking at the issue's door (unlike knocking their door when he heard them fight then)
But dude drags him into the loop
Progress
2.subbu's appearance
Then
Dude would be around he would use his smartass sharpness to show him his place
Be around his wife and call her "his"
She would compare celebrate and jump to hug or kiss her husband
Be surprised at how much he cares
Retrospective realizations from her end
Now
He too lost in his own feelings and irritation to take notice of her displeasure at the sight of subbu
Him putting his anger up higer than his observations about her pain
Her doubting his love for her and the confident girl going into self doubt
Telling herself the events will turn out terrible
Failing to think and realize
Circumstances...the act of pure circumstances
Then
Him under the influence of ego going into ugly fights and fighting tooth and nail without consideration and openly letting anger out
She starting to melt at his first touch and letting him in into the real issue through fight as a mode
Making love would stop the fight
Now
Him thinking things out
Showing some consideration and understanding
Trying to end the fights
She closing out completely and not letting him into the real issue even in a fight
Expressing and explaining and sharing love might stop the fight (I think)
They changed. Moved a little forward but yet cannot let go of the ego and battles
Yet cannot figure each other out completely
The good thing is nothing stops them from being themselves and the bad thing is they don't think it out until its quite late
I really hope she lets him in
I really think she needs speak her fear put unlike always
I really wish to see him assure her
I really want her to know however the baby would be born it will still be the first symbol of their love and will still mean what any healthy baby could
I really would like her to get confident about him not letting her go what may come
I want her to know the crossroads she thinks she stands in will lead her to a happy path if she trusts her destiny
Believe
