Symphony 50--Orchestrating Happiness on 94 - Page 44

This content was originally posted by: monalisa123

Have always been a silent reader of SoSy.

But BABY SoSy ne majboor kiya

So here I am with my comment. Not intended to hurt anyone's feelings so maaf Karo if I do in advance

Last few chapters have been very tough for me. Every chapter is like a dream to me that I feel I will not get to experience. I force myself to not visit SoSy but my heart keeps lurching towards it.

Me and hubs are trying for last 3 years and have not been successful. I have recently suffered a loss of my shrunken cashew. When I had my 2 pink lines, my OBGYN wouldn't even see me even though I was a special case. His nurse told me I had to be 8 weeks pregnant to be seen. Two days after, I lost her.

I was told its like that in here.boy I am so mad. I was like can u at least draw my blood and confirm my pregnancy. They said no. He is no longer my gynec.

I feel like if God didn't want me to have her that why did I have to find her.

We r trying again this month. If not successful, we will go for IVF, possibly back home.

I am glad Nisha is writing this tale and I will keep reading it. Thankful each day of the tale and what I have compare to thousands out there. I get to experience all of these feelings thru SoSy that I might not get a chance to. I am sad but happy, not sure how to explain.

Not writing to make any of you feel bad. I just don't have anybody to share my pain. Men don't understand the agony of loosing a child.

Didn't want to tell my mother I was pregnant until I was sure. And I never got a chance to tell her

Sorry, I had to get this off my chest.

This content was originally posted by: putti77

Welcome onboard Mona.. Trust I can call you with this name..
I am not experienced to say anything... There are many moms and young gals around to soothe and share your pain..
Don't be disheartened... Have trust in God and destiny... Good things will definitely happen...

This content was originally posted by: sonalgupta2004

don't worry Mona now a days medical science has enveloped very much there I'll be some or the other way don't loose hope my second one is also miracle child I got after 6 years when I lost all hoes after all types of treatment so all I can say is be positive and be happy 😊

This content was originally posted by: monalisa123

Have always been a silent reader of SoSy. 

But BABY SoSy ne majboor kiya

So here I am with my comment. Not intended to hurt anyone's feelings so maaf Karo if I do in advance

 

Last few chapters have been very tough for me. Every chapter is like a dream to me that I feel I will not get to experience. I force myself to not visit SoSy but my heart keeps lurching towards it.

Me and hubs are trying for last 3 years and have not been successful. I have recently suffered a loss of my shrunken cashew. When I had my 2 pink lines, my OBGYN wouldn't even see me even though I was a special case. His nurse told me I had to be 8 weeks pregnant to be seen. Two days after, I lost her. 

I was told its like that in here.boy I am so mad. I was like can u at least draw my blood and confirm my pregnancy. They said no. He is no longer my gynec. 

I feel like if God didn't want me to have her that why did I have to find her. 

We r trying again this month. If not successful, we will go for IVF, possibly back home. 

I am glad Nisha is writing this tale and I will keep reading it. Thankful each day of the tale and what I have compare to thousands out there. I get to experience all of these feelings thru SoSy that I might not get a chance to. I am sad but happy, not sure how to explain. 

Not writing to make any of you feel bad. I just don't have anybody to share my pain. Men don't understand the agony of loosing a child. 

Didn't want to tell my mother I was pregnant until I was sure. And I never got a chance to tell her

Sorry, I had to get this off my chest. 

This content was originally posted by: ishruhi

hi mona...glad that u shared it with us...i dont know how to make u feel better...if sharing ur pblms can make u feel better,we all r here for u too...
u were a regular in old threads,i know...
hav a gud day...

This content was originally posted by: moonwearer

Monalisa a warm hug to you dear...i have seen and heard people share this pain...especially when one has eagerly awaited the lines to appear it is heart breaking...speaking out sometimes gives us the much needed outlet...please feel free to post on the forum you will find quite a few caring souls willing to listen...should you feel it will be more reassuring to share a deeper perspective...feel free to PM we can go deeper into how to cope and explore ways to heal.
Once again a warm hug dear bide your time...your peace and happiness will multiply