Monopoly & Oligopoly
She left for Amritsar 4 AM on Monday
She spent Sunday night wondering if she should let Ritu know about the ceremony and beg for a "last minute" time off request.
Her track record with Ritu had been patchy at best. She rehearsed the request conversation many times in her mind, and just couldnt bring herself to do it
She called Amma first on Sunday evening, Akka was asleep after nursing the baby.
"Ma busy a irukeya?" (are u busy)
"No kanna I had to do Chapter 11 and Mrs Gaur had to do Chapter 12, we switched and didnt realize until I was in the middle of it, since she didnt have to take time off a grand baby, she is almost done with hers"
"What is the Chapter?"
Mine was SUPPOSED to be "How do firms behave in Oligopolistic Comppt"
And hers was supposed to be "Short Run Equilibrium of the Monopolistic Firm"
"achhacho" II cried
"I did it, we will send it to NCERT, aduve ippo 6 months aahum thru the bureaucracy" (it will take 6 mos)
"U shud write your own private book ma" II suggested
"Who will read a non fiction book on Indian Economy sollu?" Amma demanded
"Or you could write a love story" Ii suggested
"yenn di... rendu pasangalukku paati ayachu" (am the grandma of two boys)
"amma Barbara Cartland was 90 when she wrote such stories"
"I am going to call R&B and ask him why did he have to go to Mumbai for the Startup Summit" Amma warned
"Ive already asked him that" II whined softly
Amma was quiet
She worried just how long these two were going to be this way
"Amma promise u wont yell"
"Did u fight with R&B?" Amma immediately asked
"Nooo no... ille MA... Amma.. I havent asked my boss for time off on Tuesday"
"WHATTT?" Amma was startled
"Amma there have been a couple of times she has been unhappy with me so"
"yennadi idu, UNHAPPY? Bally has scolded you so many times" Amma reminded her
II was stunned when she realized Amma was able to recall that
"Umm... ya... but enna teriyale, I am wary of her (dont know why)" Ii explained
"ive always had a woman Principal or HOD" Amma spoke bluntly "except for two years at the Sheikh Sarai KV"
"Amma"
"Ishita not a good attitude kanna... so for fear's sake u will stop being yourself?"
She hadnt even told her the real news yet
AYYYO! AMMA
I KNOW U WILL BUTCHER ME
BUT LISTEN TO THE WHOLE THING FIRST NO?
WHY ARE U SHARPENING YOUR KNIFE ALREADY?
"Amma I should have thought about it sooner, when I went to Munirka to Akka's house Paatti (Akka's MIL) asked me "Adutha vaaram Tuesday varaikkum irupeyolyo? (will u stay until the ceremony)"
Amma was quiet
"And thats when I realized, I havent said anything to you guys I ve been tormenting myself abt it"
"ANDDD?" Amma asked irritated
"Nalaikki I am leaving for Amritsar Ma" II said haltingly
"Two of the Chithapas are kindly coming, Shravu ku kooda varale ava (they didnt even attend Shravu's birth). Akka had a high risk pregnancy, delivered 15 days early, at 36 years. You are going to be working?" Amma asked as if it didnt make sense ONE BIT
II was speechless
"Why dont u think its necessary to consult the elders?" Amma asked angrily
"Amma I love my job. I dont want my boss to be mad at me"
I HATE IT AT THIS MOMENT
I WANT TO DRESS UP AND EAT PAYASAM AND VADAI AND LAY IN BED
ROUGHHOUSING WITH NANDU AND SHRAVU
I WANT TO HEAR THE CHANTING
I WANT TO SMELL THE HAVAN SMOKE
I WANT TO HEAR THE NADASWARAM
DRESS UP IN MY OONJAL SAREE IN THE MORNING
AND THE NEW SAREE IN THE EVENING
I WANT TO WATCH RAKSHASAN OGLE AT ME WHILE I GET READY
I WANT TO WEAR A BASKET OF JASMINE FLOWERS IN MY HAIR
I WANT TO SING ALL MY FAVE KRISHNA SONGS FOR THE BALDIE
I WANT TO DRESS HIM UP IN THE TIINYY SILK KURTA PAJAMA AND THE SILK TOPEE TO COVER HIS BALD HEAD
I WANT TO DO IT ALL
"Are you doing this because Athim said he was unhappy about the things Mr ranjan bought for the baby? Amma asked
A perceptive lady, she hit the nail on the head in a second
NO NOT DAD MA
HE TOLD ME
ITS NOT MY BABY AND I SHOULDNT WORRY ABOUT BALDIE TOO MUCH
Amma was so disappointed she couldnt talk any more
"I cant talk Ishita" she said hanging up
II sat on hubby's fave swing staring out into the Delhi Ridge
In Athim's opinion if II had stayed It would have been a Bhalla "Monopoly", with Sam and Ranjan and R&B and II all trying to "insinuate their wealth and snobbery"
For Amma. Akka and II were an "Oligopoly" "Market dominated by two players"...
She wondered how to break the news to Akka now..