Tu Bhi Aankhiyon Se Kabhi Meri Aankhiyon Ki Sun
Chapter 80
"BTW, this mirchi is already stuffed, thanks to you and Baby Ahmed Khan," she texted him just after dinner.
"You're getting slow Mrs. Khan. I was expecting you to say that 2 hours ago!" He messaged from the living room.
The lights were back on. Asad was working on his laptop, overseeing Ayaan create a report for an important presentation tomorrow. In between, he was fielding texts from his wife hellbent on sassing him and destroying his concentration. It was going to be a big day for Ayaan tomorrow. His big chance to be in the big leagues. Humaira was more nervous for him and peeked over their shoulders every now and then. She rolled her eyes, wrung her hands and crossed her fingers when he seemed to space out. She wanted to rap his knuckles for flaking out. Ayaan, focus! she wanted to scream.
"I was distracted!" Zoya tried to save face. "And just for that, Mr. Khan, no meetha 4 U tonight! Bet you didn't expect that!"
"That's OK, I'm in the mood for khatta now," his text retorted.
She stomped her foot. Was she really getting slow? Allah miyan, if it's true then that's so not fair!
"Oh really, you want some imli or pickle?" she sassed back. "I thought I was the 1 who's pregnant. When's your baby due?"
She heard him laugh and pumped her fist. Yes! Not so slow after all.
"Same day as yours!"
Annnhhh! She mentally groaned. The man was keeping up. She must be slowing down after all.
"Aapi! Soak more badaams for me!" she harrumphed.
When Dilshad came down for water late at night, she saw Asad in the backyard, deep in thought, and pacing furiously. She watched, worried, as he ran his hand through his hair and cracked his knuckles.
"Asad? Why aren't you asleep?"
"Kuch nahin Ammi. I'm just ... thinking."
Dilshad took at sip of her water and sat down on the bench. She patted it, inviting him to join her. "Tell me what's bothering you. Is it Nikhat?" Rashid had called and briefly told them about Nikhat's decision earlier that evening.
Asad sighed. "Jee, Ammi. I support Nikhat. But I hope it won't affect how Najma will be treated by their family."
"They are really nice people. From what I've heard Zeenat say about Omar's parents, and what we've seen of them, they seem warm and kind. And incredibly open-minded. Najma will be fine. That's what I told Rashid too."
Dilshad sighed and continued, "poor child. Your Abbu told me they fear that incident with Imran seems to have scarred Nikhat in some way. My heart goes out to her. Such terrible people! And now she's scared to trust such wonderful people because of that."
He bowed his head and exhaled deeply. Dilshad put a comforting hand on his shoulder. "There's something else, isn't there?"
"I'm worried about Zoya, Ammi."
"Why? Has something happened?" She half-rose in panic, clutching her heart.
Asad gently pulled her back by her arm, "no, nothing's happened. But she's crying too much these days. I read about this, and Dr. Sharma also told us that it's only hormonal."
"But you're not convinced it's just that."
"No. I think there's something deeper ... ek gham hai jo Zoya ko undar se khaye ja raha hai. I know she desperately wants to be reunited with her father. She wants him to acknowledge her as his daughter. Ammi, I know ... it's killing her that he's so worried about Tanveer and doesn't know the truth about her. She aches for Humaira to call her Aapi or Baji, not Zoya Bhabhi."
Dilshad spoke wistfully, "now that she's going to have a baby, she must yearn for him even more."
He rose and started to pace again. "I shouldn't have listened to her! I should've taken her to meet him as soon as we found out."
Asad stopped in front of her. "You know Ammi, she doesn't hold her music box any more. I think she's hidden it somewhere. It's not in its usual place ... She either doesn't want Humaira to catch her with it, or, I think she's done it because of all the buzz about pregnant women staying happy and thinking only happy thoughts."
Asad knelt before her, "She's trying to repress her feelings for the sake of the baby, and me. That's not right, is it Ammi? This can't possibly be good for her or the baby."
"Mera bachha," Dilshad whispered, stroking and smoothing his hair. "How much is Allah going to test her?"
He paced long after Dilshad went up to bed. Should he go meet Siddiqui saheb? Or should he just let nature takes its course? If he did go, then what proof did he really have? Why would the man believe him? Especially when they were business rivals. He didn't even have the music box to show him. Where had she hidden it?
Asad went to bed only when he felt a pair of arms embrace him and his wife's lips at his neck. She dragged him away, complaining that she and the baby couldn't sleep without him by their side.
When Zoya went to open the door the next morning she was greeted by a gigantic bouquet of roses. She squealed with delight. Her husband was back to spoiling her instead of razzing her. She reached her arm out ...
Feroze peeked from behind the mountain of roses. "Hi Zoya Bhabhi! I got these for Najma. Omar's strict orders."
Zoya's face fell. Not for her? But then she squealed again. "Najma!" she yelled up the stairs. "Special delivery for you!" Everyone spilled into the living room. New morning, new show.
Zoya waited at the bottom of the stairs dying to see Najma's reaction. She wasn't disappointed. Najma shrieked and sobbed. Humaira dutifully took pictures and videos, as did Feroze.
"But he hasn't reached home as yet. How did he contact you?" Najma inquired of her brother-in-law after wiping her tears. He had called her when he landed in Dubai. There was a five-hour wait there and then a sixteen-hour flight to San Francisco.
"He told me before leaving. I was instructed to buy the biggest bouquet of roses today and appear at your doorstep to take you to Khala's house where you are to spend the rest of the day with all the cousins and aunts and uncles. They've been told to spoil you rotten and treat you like a princess." In fact, Omar had ribbed him about may be having Najma bring Nikhat with her for company, but there was no chance of that now.
Najma blushed with pleasure.
"Haww Tamatar, this is your big test! You better be on your best behavior and represent the Khan family well. Aakhir humari izzat ka sawaal hai!" Zoya teased.
Feroze grinned. She offered him a drink and snacks as Najma went to get ready for her big day at her sasural, Cinderella at the castle in the absence of her Prince Charming. Dilshad and Aapi clucked loudly and followed her to wave their maternal magic wands. Humaira, the trusty photographer and videographer charged after them to memorialize the moment for everyone's favorite Jeeju.
"How are you doing Feroze?" Zoya asked cautiously. Asad had told her about Nikhat's decision. Admiration for Nikhat had warred with regret that she was missing out on being with such a nice guy. She had met Omar's cousins as kids at birthday parties and religious holidays back in the US. He was the older, quieter and shyest one. The observer and confidant, and everyone's secret keeper. And he was also the one with a wicked sense of humor once he became comfortable around people.
If only ...
Feroze ducked his head and she saw his smile slip. Her heart melted for him. These Khans! Breaking hearts all over the place.
"I'm fine ... Bhabhi. Thanks for asking."
"Call me Zoya. And I'm sorry it didn't work out with Nikhat," she said softly. She wanted to blurt out about Imran, assure him that Nikhat was neither heartless nor a snob. She wanted to ...
"Me too," he sighed.
Impulsively, she went to the side table and picked up the address book, a pen and post-it note.
Asad would totally kill her. Thank god he'd left early today!
Checking the address book she wrote something and then handed him the note.
"She's going to be here all day. Talk to her."
He looked at her and then at the paper clutched between her fingers. And then slowly he took the yellow scr*ap and slipped it into his shirt pocket.
"Wish me luck."
"You won't need it," she patted his knee. "Keep me posted," she said hurriedly as everyone trooped down the stairs.
Nikhat was loving it in Abbu's office. At first everyone treated her with kid gloves but when they saw that she wasn't about to be coddled and oohed and aahed over, they all went about their business and left her alone. Abbu's secretary had given her some simple computer tasks that she wasn't completely bored with as yet.
She had silenced her phone and ignored the thousand and one frantic text and voicemail messages from Ammi and Nuzzhat. Even Ayaan bhaijaan had left a few teasing notes. Zoya Bhabhi has sent a simple, "I love you and am so proud of you. Good luck." It warmed her head to toe. Humaira had sent her an inspirational quote and Najma had called to talk to her.
"I would have loved it if things had worked out. But you know that both Omar and I love you so much, right?" Najma, like the rest of the family, heartily approved of how close Omar and Nikhat had gotten. The two of them were the perfect foils to one another, sharing an odd and unexpected kinship. Nikhat felt so guilty when she saw Najma's name flash on her screen. Allah, please don't let Omar hate me!
Nikhat assured everyone that she was fine. Asad bhaijaan had come to pick her up and take her to Abbu's office. He gave her a small bunch of flowers, "Zoya sent you these. I think they are from our backyard."
She'd buried her face in them inhaling the sweet scent and he'd hugged her sideways and kissed the top of her head, "have a great day! And remember, if you hate it here, you can always come work for me! We're bigger and better!"
"Bhaijaan!"
Remembering Ayaan bhaijaan's first day at work, she had expressly forbidden Ammi to send lunch. "I'll eat with Abbu, please don't worry about me, Ammi."
She sighed with pleasure. This wasn't so bad. For a second she thought about Feroze and felt a pang. "No, it's for the best," she told herself. She got back to work after checking the clock. Half an hour before everyone broke for lunch. She wanted to run something by Abbu when she joined him then.
She felt a tap on her shoulder and turned around. It was Mala from the front desk.
"Ms. Khan, Ma'am, there's someone here to meet you."
"Who?"
"He won't give me his name. But he's been waiting for a long time. The guard wouldn't let him in. When I stepped out, he explained that it's urgent. He seems well-dressed and from a good family. So I thought I'd come up and tell you myself."
Nikhat just knew. Her heart chugged and thumped. Oh god, what now? And on her first day at work too! She thanked Mala and rose to face him. For a fraction of a second she had been tempted to tell Mala, "tell him I'm not here."
But no. She owed him at least this much.
He leaped up from the chair as soon as he saw her descending the steps. His helmet nearly went flying.
"Hi," Feroze said shyly.
She smiled tremulously.
"Umm, I'm sorry to bother you here. I shouldn't have come." He gripped his helmet tight.
"No, please, it's OK. Have a seat." She led him to a nook with potted plants and two comfortable chairs.
"Can I take you out for coffee? Please?"
She wanted to go. But she didn't want to go. If she didn't go, it would all end here. She'd probably never see him again. If she went with him, she knew there would be no turning back. It would be that clichd jhatt mangni, patt byaah. She wasn't the kind to flit from romantic dalliances to flings. If she went out today, it would be a permanent declaration of a lifelong commitment.
"It's fine. You don't have to. We can talk here." And he took a seat.
She had seen the light leave his eyes and it had done something to her heart. Had he been hurt by her reluctance? Did he actually like her?
Oh god, what are these feelings?
She sat too and waited for him to say something. She felt too tongue-tied.
He seemed to make a sudden decision. "I just wanted to know why you said no," he asked simply, calmly, with no rancor or recriminations.
He was dying to ask: was it me? I thought you liked me. I liked you. I like you. Otherwise I wouldn't be here. I've never done anything like this before.
But he remained silent. He wanted her to answer without him trying to fill in the uncomfortable silence between them with defensive excuses or pleas.
Nikhat looked at him. He looked so vulnerable. Had she hurt him by refusing him? Did guys feel this way too?
"I ... I want to study and work. I don't think I'm ready for marriage yet."
"Women study and work even after they get married. Najma"-"
"I know Najma will study further. But it's different for her. Theirs was a love marriage."
"Ours could be too," he whispered roughly.
Her eyes flew to meet his. She saw hope and fear and something else blaze in his direct gaze. She blushed and lowered her lashes. He looked down at her bowed head and made a split-second decision. Where had all this boldness come from suddenly?
"Let's get some coffee, or ice cream, or ... whatever you wish." he stated more firmly this time.
"OK," she whispered.
He held the door open for her. "Do you want to get your bag or ... tell uncle?"
She looked up at him blankly and then at her empty hands. She looked up in confusion at Mala at the desk.
"Go ahead Ma'am. I'll tell sir," she reassured her.
She was rooted to the spot.
"Nikhat?" Feroze held out his hand to her.
She looked down at his open palm and slipped her hand into his. She felt him tug her toward him and allowed him to lead her out. In a daze she watched him mount his bike, secure his helmet and turn to her. She sat in the backseat and bravely slipped her arm around his waist.
Ya Allah, what am I doing?
Was she just experimenting with something new and forbidden? Would she do this with just anyone? If Imran had come up like this would she do the same? Unconsciously she clutched his shirt. Her friends would sneak out on dates with boyfriends. Is this what she was testing and trying on?
She felt confused. She wasn't the kind. She had haughtily defined herself as too old-school. Too sure that she'd never be those types who sneaked around behind their parents' backs and led double lives as goody-two shoes at home and risk-taking rebels outside.
But she felt bold too.
She wanted to see where this went. She felt in control. Her fingers started to loosen their tight hold on his shirt. And she felt his palm press down on the back of her hand. He pulled over to the side of the road and removed his helmet.
"I have no idea where I'm going. Do you know where we can find a good place to talk?"
"When are you leaving for New York?" were her first words to him after they placed their order.
He looked at her in surprise. Why are you really here, she was asking.
"When I've convinced you to give us a chance."
He saw delight bloom in her eyes, but then, just as swiftly, they were shadowed by pain.
"Why? Is it because I was the first girl to say no to you?" She asked defiantly.
He chuckled self-consciously. "You aren't the first!"
She felt raw acid course through her. Whoa! What was that? Jealousy?
What nonsense!
"Did you go after every girl who said no to you?"
"No. Just you."
Now that felt really nice. She didn't want to explore why as yet.
But then she frowned.
"Why? Am I that easy to demand an explanation from? I hurt your ego because you didn't expect a girl like me to say no, right?"
"Wrong. At first I thought it was because you didn't think me worthy of you."
She nearly snorted. Him worthy of her? Never in her life had she ever wondered if a guy would be worthy of her. It had always been about if any guy would even like her for herself.
"But now I know it's not me you turned down, but some vague idea of marriage which you see as unequal or repressive."
She gasped. How had"-?
"And you are here to convince me otherwise?" She asked more playfully now. He was right. That's exactly what she feared an arranged marriage would be like. Asad Bhaijaan's and Najma's marriages seemed hauntingly beautiful, but she was sure that would never happen to her.
She was ordinary.
But her darkest fear went deeper. She had never fully admitted it even to herself. She loved Abbu to pieces, but she wondered if he could leave someone as beautiful and graceful as Badi Ammi, then there was no way that she, a plain jane, stood a chance to save her marriage even if she did end up marrying. On bad days, she thought: who would want to marry me? On worse days: why would someone want to stay married to me?
She didn't want Feroze to breach her carefully erected walls of tangled insecurities and self-defense.
But he did.
"What happened Nikhat? Why are you so scared of marriage? Someone hurt you. You've taken their rejection to heart."
Her eyes widened and teared as she looked at him in panic; the wall came crashing down. Woodenly, unexpectedly, the words spilled out.
She had been engaged not long ago. She thought she had no choice. She thought she should be grateful that someone was willing to marry a dark-skinned girl like herself. She thought he actually liked her. For a moment she had allowed herself to dream dreams and weave fantasies. She had made herself perfect in everyway: she could sew, cook, bake, paint, dance, run a house. She had tried her best to compensate for that one glaring defect.
But it had all been an illusion.
She wasn't a person. She was a damaged marker of her parents' and uncle's wealth. Just an unfortunate carrier of a name and legacy. His mother missed no opportunity to remind them of their charity in choosing her despite her darkness. Each visit was punctuated with suggestions for trying out new whitening creams and technologies. And he had betrayed her by carrying on with another woman on the side.
She was fair.
She was beautiful.
She was also pregnant.
Nikhat fled to the restroom to break down into tears. She had never said these words out loud to anyone. She didn't want to upset her parents or siblings. Only Dadi knew a little bit about how wretched she felt.
When she stepped out she saw Feroze pacing in the empty hallway, just outside. He handed her a water bottle and his handkerchief, both of which she accepted gratefully.
"He's a bast*ard!" He spat out. Nikhat's eyes flared. Not the language she thought she'd hear Feroze use. Omar may be. No, for sure.
But not Feroze.
"And not just because he stepped out on you. Because he didn't stand up for you!"
How did he know Imran didn't stand up for her?
"How do you know he didn't"-?"
"If he had, his mother wouldn't have had the nerve to say those rotten things to you! Say no to me, but don't let scumbags like that dictate what you think of yourself."
Everyone, Ammi, Dadi, Abbu, Ayaan and Asad Bhaijaan, had all said the same thing. But that was because they loved her, she was family. But hearing Feroze say it, meant a world of difference.
Her heart lifted. She beamed up at him.
"Get out your phone," he ordered.
She blinked. "I don't have it. I left it at the office. Why?"
"Here, take mine. Have you seen Jab We Met'?"
She nodded, perplexed.
"My sister forced me to watch. Call that ass and call him every swear word you know."
Nikhat gasped and then grinned impishly.
"Seriously?"
"Seriously!"
And his earnest outrage on her behalf and his cheerleading just got to her. It hit her right in the gut. She punched in Imran's numbers surprised that she still remembered.
"Imran? This is Nikhat." She looked into Feroze's face for courage. He nodded and lifted his chin.
"I wanted to call you and tell you that you're a ... a weasel, an ass ... a gadha, suar, ku*tta, kam*ina ullu ka pattha!" Her voice grew stronger with each word. "Did you think your rotten mother and you could walk all over us? Over me? You smarmy son of a bi*tch ... you luchha, lafanga, cheapster ..."
"Ass*hole," prompted Feroze.
"Ass*hole!" she repeated.
"Di*ckbag," he suggested.
"Umm ... Di*ckbag!"
"Major scumbag!"
They continued to collaborate as they poured over every bad word in their mental thesaurus and urban dictionary.
"Loser!"
"Jerk!"
This was fun. Especially since she could hear Imran sputtering at the other end. What a moron! He didn't even hang up!
"Douche!"
She repeated it not even knowing what the words meant anymore.
"Sh*itface!"
"Asswipe!" She choked at that one.
"Devil's spawn!" She loved that one. It was perfect.
She remembered what Ayaan Bhaijaan had called his mother once. "Bhainseena ka toota hua seeng," she yelled.
"Teri maan ki"-!!!" she shouted for good measure and covered her mouth guiltily.
She felt exhilarated. Vindicated.
Grinning, Feroze took his phone from her and held up his hand in the air to high five her. She smacked her own palm against his.
They walked out, giddy and guilt-free, half-drunk coffee and cappuchinos long forgotten.
A young girl with a heap of balloons ran up to them, "Uncle, uncle, aunty ke liye balloon kharido, please!"
Feroze looked at Nikhat and pulled out his wallet. And he bought all the balloons she had.
Replacing his wallet, he gave Nikhat one balloon from the bunch. "I read this somewhere. Imagine this is one of your biggest fears. Release it."
Smiling, she closed her eyes and let it go. They both watched its trajectory, wishing upon it. It floated and bobbed in the air. It brushed against a branch and an electric line and snaked higher.
He handed her another one. "Your biggest doubt."
She released it too with a laugh. It snagged on a branch and then popped. She giggled.
"Your anger."
She looked up at him in surprise. Anger? She had never articulated anger before. If she ever felt the emotion, she suppressed it. Nice girls weren't supposed to be angry.
With a delirious sigh, she released her anger into the universe too.
"Your insecurity." She grabbed two-three more from his hand and released them together, nearly hopping and skipping. He laughed. Her glee was contagious. By now little kids had surrounded them and were clapping for each balloon that broke free.
He handed her another, but she stayed his hand, "your turn now."
She repeated the same instructions, and watched his face as he let each go.
She took one balloon from him and handed it to a little boy, "for hope," she said.
Following her cue, Feroze handed one to another child, "for new beginnings."
"For ... friendship," she said softly.
"For fun!" he responded, as a little girl squealed and skipped off with his balloon.
"For teamwork," sighed Nikhat.
"For champions," a little boy beamed a toothless grin.
"For ... yes," she said loud and clear. She waited for his reaction.
Feroze blushed but remained silent.
"Feroze?"
"That's way too soon! Sorry," he said distantly. "I don't want your gratitude or pity!"
She gasped. What!
The string in her hand released from her feeble grip.
He distributed the remaining balloons quietly and walked over to the bike. He donned his helmet and waited for her climb on.
Nikhat felt disoriented. Had she offended him? Didn't he like her any more? Her heart plummeted and shoulders drooped. She looked up into the sky one last time. She saw tiny colored dots getting tinier. Their fears, doubts, anger and insecurities floated away. Their hopes, friendship and fun were clutched in tiny grubby hands not a few feet away.
Her chin lifted and shoulders squared.
He dropped her off at the office.
"Thanks," he said shyly. "And I'm sorry for taking you away from work for so long."
"Give me your phone," she ordered. "I have to make an important call."
He handed it over obediently. She called her number and left a missed call. Handing him his phone she said, "now I have your number, and you have mine."
"You're going to study and work, and in a few days, I'll be going back to New York to teach a summer class on International Relations. What's the point?" he asked looking away.
She looked at him archly, "International Relations IS the point. You'll take me out for lunch tomorrow. Half a cup of coffee doesn't qualify as a date for a girl like me!"
"And if I say no?"
"You're a Ph.D. and already working. You don't get to say no," she said cheekily. "I'll be waiting here. Tomorrow, high noon."
She didn't know how hard she was gripping her hands, or how deep her nails were gouging her palms till she saw his eyes light up and lips curl into a full smile.
Wait, was that actually a dimple in his cheek and chin? OK, the kids better inherit that!
"Yes ma'am!" he replied simply.
As he kickstarted the bike to leave, she tapped his shoulder. Again, she wondered at her own audacity. He lifted the visor.
"Feroze?"
"Yeah?"
"You're such a liar! I can't believe any girl said no to you!"
Their eyes met and held for a long time. He turned the bike off and pulled off his helmet. "They did. But they may have regretted it after finding out what a prize catch I am!"
Her laughter pealed across the parking lot. "Will I have to fight off a long line of no-sayers and regreters?"
"Probably," he counted on his fingers and she slapped his shoulder. "Four or five of them. But you could do it with all the gaalis you know."
She leaned back weakly against the bike as she doubled over with laughter again.
Nikhat held out her open hand, "done!"
He looked at her open palm. Qubool hai? He low-fived her. He wanted to pull her by that hand into his arms and plant a kiss on her lips.
Too soon?
May be tomorrow.
"I think the bigger question is: how many said yes?" She asked, an eyebrow raised, still not wanting him to leave.
"A gentleman doesn't kiss and tell."
"Feroze! All that 'main bechara' charm was just to reel me in?"
He shrugged, "it worked, didn't it? See? You're putty in my hands."
"You"-!"
"Luchha, lafanga, ku*tta"-?"
She rushed to put her hand on his mouth. Both blushed. She jerked her hand back as if burned and clenched it. A plesant and comfortable silence stretched between them.
Nikhat hugged herself. "What a first day at work!" she quipped.
"Just imagine what your first day back at school will be like."
"Really interesting, if I had you for my professor. And I'm such a good student too!"
She gasped, unable to believe that she had actually said something like that. Where had THAT come from? Her hands flew to muzzle her mouth. Good god, what was happening to her? Who was she?
"Miss Nikhat Khan, I do believe you're flirting with me! Besides, it's against policy for professors to date their students, even the best ones. You'd get me fired. Then we'd have to make do on your salary alone!" He fastened his helmet and roared off.
Rashid watched from four floors above. Is that why she had said no to Feorze because she liked someone else? He had told the guard to buzz him when they came back after Mala came to tell him that Nikhat Ma'am had gone out for coffee with someone. He had pressed her for more details, but that's all she knew. He nearly called down to order the guard to note down the bike's license plate number. But no. He trusted Nikhat. And having the guard snoop around would just make the staff talk and speculate among themselves.
He couldn't see the boy from up here, but he saw her body language. She looked happy and confident. Her shoulders were thrown back and her head was held high. She actually touched him and laughed with abandon. He had rarely seen Nikhat laugh like that. He saw him slap her hand in a breezy low-five, and then her hand lifted to his mouth! His Nikhat? So free and at such ease with a young man? Rashid continued to watch as the young man rode away and Nikhat's eyes followed him. She crossed the lot and entered their office building, a spring in her step.
Rashid was happy for his daughter. But he was worried too. How long had she known this man? Why didn't she tell them? Was he a Hindu or Christian boy? Would that matter? Yes, and no.
She had kept track of his meetings by chatting up Prasad. At around 2 o'clock Zoya called Prasad again.
"I'm sending a gift for Mr. Khan. Let the delivery boy through the side entrance.
Someone knocked. When Asad looked up from his laptop, he saw the tallest and widest flower arrangement he'd seen in his life. The fragrance of tuberoses filled the room. Grinning broadly, he rose to supervise its accurate placement on the coffee table. He grabbed the small card while retrieving his wallet to generously tip the delivery boy.
His hand arrested in mid-air as he read the words. His favorite, Rumi.
"When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them."
From the corner of his eye he saw the delivery boy turn to leave. "Wait, please. Here's ..."
He looked at the baseball cap, the slight back in the loose shirt, the skinny jeans. Hmm, why did the delivery person have the cutest butt? Just like his wife's.
He quietly snuck up behind her and pinched her butt.
"Mr. Khan!" she squealed turning around. "How did you know? I hope you don't go around pinching random delivery walas' butts!"
"I can recognize you in any disguise, any where, that's how," Asad flipped the cap off and watched, mesmerized, as her hair tumbled down. "Besides, isn't that my shirt?"
"So it was the shirt you recognized, not your wife!"
"Why the flowers?" he asked tucking her hair behind an ear.
"Just like that! I was missing you. Najma's gone to her sasural. Ammi and Aapi went shopping. Humaira's disappeared somewhere too."
He pulled her in for a hug and kiss and led her to cuddle on the couch.
"How did Ayaan's presentation go?"
"Pretty good. He's a natural at this. I have to slog hours getting the littlest details right, and he just breezes in, oozes charm and confidence. Within minutes, he has them eating out of his hand." Asad proudly recapped for her.
"Humaira was so nervous." Zoya mused. She planted a kiss on his cheek and rose to go. "I know you're busy, I'll see you at home in the evening."
He pulled her back to land her in his lap, "don't go."
"But you have a meeting at 4!" she complained, snuggling in deeper.
"How would you know?"
"I've been keeping tabs on you."
"Prasad?"
"Shhh," she smoothed his brow, "a detective or reporter never gives up her sources."
"You're bored right?"
"Totally! How long can I help Ammi and Aapi, chat with Humaira and Najma, catch up with my blogging, and read?"
"Join work here."
"Really?"
"Sure!"
"No. No one will take me seriously since I'll be the bossni, and you won't get any work done!"
"Bossni?"
"Boss' boss!"
He chuckled and stroked her cheek. "Then work from home. Get involved with or supervise the work that's about to start at the children's center."
Even before they got married, they had talked about showing their gratitude for finding each other by doing something good, some kind of public service or community outreach or enrichment program. Asad had talked to Jeeju to find out the name and whereabouts of the orphanage where they had found Zoya. And since then they had committed to building an extension to the existing structure which would house additional classrooms, a computer lab and sports facilities. The ground-breaking ceremony would be in a few weeks.
Her eyes sparkled. "Yes! We can do a fundraiser to raise more money for equipment."
"Sounds good. Talk to Prasad and get started." His desk phone rang.
Zoya let herself out quietly after a quick peck on his cheek. He had pulled her to him letting his palm linger and rub her stomach gently. Every morning he still chanted Allah's name ninety-nines times, hand possessive and protective over her belly. They would talk softly to, and through the baby after this ritual: tell Ammi this, watch Abbu do that ...
Still talking over the phone, he took her hand in his, and raised it to his lips.
"Yes, I'll see you there," he told whoever was at the other end, and then bit down on her thumb pad.
She hissed.
As she got into the car, her phone pinged. A new message. She looked at the screen and pumped her fist in the air, "Yay! Good job Zoya!"
"We're going out for lunch tomorrow," reported her latest matchmaking client.
Song in title:
Veer (2010): "Surili Ankhiyon Wale"
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