Originally posted by Errantnomad
All right , with no update as yet , I further dwelved deep and keyed in this note,this is a stand point or reflection of only II's vulnerabilities, may be I will try one from R&B's angle too..
Hope it helps us to kill time while we wait for madam writers update. This is purely influenced by the tug I felt reading the last two updates
The young heart in her wants to be wanted,
loved and cherished.She got in to this as she somewhere believed he is the one...
she struggles to fully believe him even though she desperately wants to and she desperately wants this marriage to go the distance too. She does not realise that the walls that she has put up to protect herself from pain and disappointment are the same walls that's may be keeping him at a distance . She wants to share the deepest parts of her but
she is afraid that maybe he will judge her, reject her and leave her. Despite her fears she went ahead for this union as she wanted this 'perfect' life with him...
When he asked her to share his life, she made a promise to herself that she will be his forever . His name in her heart literally and figuratively is a poignant moment in their journey together .Now as she grapples with reality , the child in her blames him for her miseries .She is avoiding him and walking away from him in the
hope that he will walk behind her or along side her. Her insecurities are mounting for the moment.She is holding it against him as a ransom for her happiness... , presently she is overwhelmed by discontentment, she sees herself as the victim, the goal being self preservation.
In blocking him she is not considering his insecurities or his sufferings or his view of their relationship.She is living with a veil over her heart.Despite her fathers open resentment of his daughters choice for his son in law, I believe,he wouldn't want this marriage to end in the blink of an eye or a snap of a finger.
Hope she finds the courage to let down her walls and unveil herself by revealing the truth in her of what she feels for him .Hope R&B will help her to embrace the power of vulnerability ,
help himself too in the process so that they could truly become one , see oneself , see each other in their journey.
Very eloquently written! How I wish it was this simple, ms nisha will surely put a beautiful spin to the whole thing.