Who Am I? Author's Note pg-120 - Page 45

CHAPTER-20

I observed my face in the mirror. I am lost in thought or am I observing myself.

Manik's next prey is Harshad, he will forget me.

My conscience laughed at me. Are you fooling yourself NM? Manik will forget you? He is having a good time kissing you. Men are prone to their desires. Stay away from that guy.

Stay away from that guy? He is one of the reasons I am here. I tried to justify myself. The girl inside me jumped in happiness with pom pom balls in her hands. I had deprived her for a long time, her desires to be touched by some men.

Okay be happy...coz he is the first man I am quite attracted to. Why had I never had a boyfriend? The theories I give myself...For that? The girl in inside me shouted. Look deep inside you. I had always been a book worm in my free time. British Classics my most favorite. Actually I want a guy like my literary heroes. Like Mr. Darcy...in nature and Mr. Grey in pleasure. A complete package! But till date I met none like them. I had always thought no one can be like them but this Manik though not whole he is little like Darcy my first crush, sorry Elizabeth Bennet and Christian Grey when he kissed me last night. Oh man! I didn't notice even "Love me like you do" is from "Fifty Shades of Grey".

But maybe Manik will forget me getting involved with Harshad...thought I. With this my conscience laughed, don't be a fool girl and the girl inside me shrugged her head in disappointment. She can't even think that Manik will forget me as she was quite enjoying him from last night.

Ignoring my inner voices, I took the file to throw in the dustbin of the girl's washroom.

"Yuhu...What's up?"

I heard a male voice from the window side which was on the back of me. I picked my face and saw Manik's reflection in the washroom mirror. He was sitting on the window pane.

"You?"

"What made you think that for Harshad I will forget you?" asked he.

Man! How on earth he came to know that I want to throw this file coz I thought he will forget about me.

My inner conscience yelled...See I told you.

"What are you doing in girl's washroom? You are behaving like a shameless creature," I almost barked.

He came inside and stood near me. He brought his face near mine only inches away.

"Shameless? You made me that. Well I should take care that my effort is not wasted in you," said he rubbing his thumb on my lower lip.

Man! This touch is affecting me. My skin was burning with desire. And the girl inside me is clapping her hands in joy. He is touching you, he is touching you again.

"What do you mean?" asked I in a calm tone.

"You were about to throw that in the dustbin right?" asked he and now his thumb was rubbing my cheeks.

I removed his hand from me.

"Go straight. Don't be a pervert!"

He moved a little back. And I looked away from his eyes.

"Let me have a look," and he snatched the file from me.

He checked the file and in the meantime I closed my eyes. I be the biggest fool of the Universe. Like a duffer I had already signed it.

"Woho! You had signed it. Good I mean very good. That's like a good girl," said he and hugged me sideways.

Bullshit! I put my feet in a well and now I fell down that too knowingly like an idiot.

My inner conscience shouted...Idiot that you definitely are. Today you officially proved it. And my inner girl shouted in happiness thinking I will get more time to spend with Manik. My ego burst into anger shouting NM you let me down today. My emotions were in mix pickle!

"Okay the first rule, you will call me Sir and you have to bow when you see me," he continued.

Bloody hell...Am I a puppet?

"You have to do whatever I say."

No...till date I never listened to myself only, mentally I screamed.

"And no argument the most important rule."

"Okay," said I completely shattered.

"Just okay?" he asked me with a smirk almost leaning over me.

I am damn pissed of now. But I found his hands were on my back holding me through my waist.

Today am really thankful that I am wearing a kurta and black jeans. No short clothes through which this torso who is holding me now can be seduced.

But maybe I think I don't need anything to seduce him. He is already drowning. He brought his lips near my temple and kissed it softly.

"Still you are in just okay?" murmured he against my forehead.

My hands went around his neck. Leave it NM...Just have him my inner girl told, he really looks yummy just like your Mr. Grey.

And I kissed his right cheek and murmured, "What?"

He kissed my eyes and looked intently on the front hole of my kurti and bent his head. I was wearing wedges so I was matching his height.

He bent and kissed there and with that I went out of my mind. He picked his head to see me and I kissed his forehead shuffling his hair with my fingers.

Man he kissed in such a soft place. He again stood straight and kissed my cheeks and said, "Where's the tag?"

Suddenly I was blown out. Man! He is doing this just to hear a word. And I pushed him using a little force. He was taken aback. I could sense he was also not aware of what he was doing some moments back.

"Okay...Sir," said I utterly annoyed.

He recovered himself and said, "Now that's good."

I will tear you into pieces Mr. Manik Malhotra for making me your spot and the sweet torture you have started with your kisses I will show you what I am for that also.

And he left the washroom.

Disgusting! He again kissed you, shouted my inner conscience. And the girl she started her salsa steps. My mind said you are hopeless!!!

I went to the canteen and saw Fab 5 sitting. I want to have some snacks. Today in morning I was quite in hurry which is making me starve now. Obviously one cannot live over a cup of hot chocolate.

Manik put a glance on me and said something to his friends.

Darn it! He definitely will give me some work. NM just leave this place immediately.

As it is the first day of the fresher's week, most of the students were present in the canteen as there are no classes in the whole week. If he gives me to do something which will embarrass me in front of every one...No just run away...I cannot let my ego down.

"Nandu..." I heard Manik.

Here comes the call of the Vampire to suck my blood. Even Edward Cullen was good with Bella Swan! Sighed I.

His friends looked him quite shocked and he corrected himself, "Nandini."

Nandu, the name is so cuddly. It don't suit my real personality at all. Think like after Chachi he also want to make me feel that I am a girl.

I went near the table where Fab 5 were sitting and chit chatting. I bow my head a little.

"Yes sir..." I said in a composed tone.

"Wow Manik...you caught the reins of this wild cat," appreciated Mukti.

Wild cat? I am the lioness of courage and not just a mere cat. Lucky you all that I am not showing my real face. Let these three days over, you will be the first one to get blow from me Miss Mukti. You will pay for your words.

"Look at my shoes spot," said Manik with a smile.

I saw ice cream on his shoes. Man! Why is he showing me this now?

"Clean it," said he.

"What?" my eyes fixed on him.

"Can't hear what he said? Clean it," said Cabir.

I will clean. Forget it!

"I never did such kind of work," said I with a soft voice.

But my rational mind screamed, I the NM who even have servants to bring me water to drink will clean Manik Malhotra's shoes...Never.

"Why your mom has not taught you cleaning?" asked Alya.

"Alya don't forget she is an orphan. And her mother maybe busy with some handsome hunks in heaven when she had to teach her daughter to clean," chuckled Mukti.

"Enough is enough! Mukti how dare you to say this way about my mom? Let me remind you about your case only. You are an orphan even having your parents alive coz none of them cares whether you live or die. You have crossed your limits saying about my mom that way." I roared.

I took a jug from the adjacent table and splashed it on Manik's shoes.

"What the..." Five of them stood straight from their respective chairs.

"How dare you?" Mukti scowled. She wanted to attack me but Cabir hold her from back.

"You just made my favorite shoes wet!" said Manik angrily.

I kept my gaze on the ground. Calm, composed and cool one. After that dangerous humiliation I did of Mukti.

"Sir, your shoes are clean now," said I.

He then looked down. His shoes were clean.

"Nandini..." said Manik annoyed.

Wow! I am pissed of and he is getting annoyed. Great combination!

"Sir, the contract was on me but not my parents. So I will expect from next time that your humble friends doesn't cross their limits otherwise I won't keep mum for sure and situation can turn worst which no one can ever imagine," said I harshly but with a calm voice.

Surprisingly Manik didn't scream on me rather took my side.

"Mukti she is right, no one should go on someone's parents how much one hates or loves them," said he thought fully.

I was mentally slapped. Manik Malhotra took my side though am quite relaxed now. Why?

I was about to leave when,

"Nandini after College come at my place. I have some work for you."

"Okay"

Oh God! This guy...I can't understand him at all. At one moment he is with me and in the second moment he is against me.

I went ordered a chicken pop for me, after taking it from the counter I headed towards the garden when my cell rang.

"Hey sweethearts...you guys did it...Shifted everything...You guys are my best buddies...Love you my honey bunny." And I kept my cell.

Hmm! At evening I will be in my new apartment. A new life for me with a new apartment and my new Activa...scooty!!! Really NM get ready for the bumps of life for hiding yourself from media and fans!

Uff! I completed 20 chapters of my story 2day...Bonus me lamba cmmnt please..I suck widout dem😆

Mimi😳

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