MG SS:Salaam e Ishq#2 *|| Part 57 @ Page 141 ||* 27-Sep-2020 - Page 95

 It's so emotional 

 Geet outburst is justified the way Maan behaved 5 year's she gave more then enough time to him to confess but now she's realize she being selfish in hr love fr Maan and forget hr family whom worried fr hr future

  Maan still can't get courage to say something which show hr he accepting Geet as hr 

 I think he behaving cowardly he need push from someone like his Dadi to accept Geet and let go his insecurities

Very rarely do I like to see someone hurting Maan and this is definitely one of those ; he needed a shocker to realise the gravity of the situation 

Wow awesome update yaar

Just loved the update too much dear

Well this was kind of expected from geet and maan's look is not painful becoz geet has been giving that look for the last five years and maan has always ignored it sooooooooo now it's maan's time to witness the same look and feel the same pain but THE BOMB HASN'T BEEN DROPPED YET that geet is getting married only then would love to see what will maan do and Prem's crying session

Maan just keeps quiet. He needs to speak up. When will he do that?

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Luv Ya

Sobia

Hi All,

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Luv Ya

Sobia

hi all,

my papers have finished, my the grace of Almighty Allah went well. 

here is your update, advance caution i myself am not satisfied with it been sitting on this update for a week now but now i gave up.

criticisms accepted, virtual rotten tomatoes as well

awaiting your reviews

luv ya

sobia

MG SS: Salaam e Ishq

PART 54

*Par ab mujhe is baat se bhi koi farq nahi parta k aapko farq parta hai ya nahi ..*

Her words echoed in his mind on repeat making him feel the pain over and over again … Maan never thought she would say something like that ever …every day after the accident he wished she would stay away from him… every day he prepared himself to walk away from her but never in his wildest dream did he thought things would come to an end like this …may be his unconscious mind never accepted what he was consciously trying to train his mind on … some where he always hoped she would always be with him …

Today standing in the crowded reception of the hospital he was a lost soul, reprimanding his heart for hoping such a stupid thing.. how can he expect that of a girl that after being subjected to all that he did she wouldn’t walk away ofcourse she would…and than spoke up his mind that’s what you always hoped for.. you should be happy she is making your wish come true …

And than he thought indeed that what he always wanted geet walking away from him but then why is it hurting him so much..

Why does it feel like his heart would burst any minute.. he wanted to scream on top of his lungs butno voice came out of his throat.. he was simply walking .. he wanted to go back hug geet tight.. Apologize to her a million time.. tell her he love her more than his own life …ask her to give him another chance …but his legs just wouldn’t turn back …he wanted his heart out but he didn’t knew how to ..  

Hum chup rahe itna ke aaj lafz bhi rot'he hain

Ab bayaan Karen kaise jazbaat jo dil ke hain

Maan walked out of the hospital in the open air trying to breath… his heart constricted with the level of pain he felt seeing those empty eyes.. for the first time in so many eyes they were hollow by the time she walked away he felt as if he was seeing the mirror image of his face on her.. that steal look, those barren hazel duo ..he wanted to scream on top of his lungs but he couldn’t .. he wanted to ask help from people walking past him but his lips just wouldn’t move …helpless and scared .. maan looked up searching for something.. someone.. to tell him this isn’t true.. its just a bad dream and he is about to wake up to the same morning he decided to take her to the farm house and propose to her .. but there was nothing of such sort.. nobody ..he stood there alone.. empty handed and it scared him …

The uncrowned king of the business world, the most eligible bachelor and one of the richest person of the country stood scared of his own reality …

**^^**

Geet slipped by the wall on the floor after handing over the medicines to the nurse outside of the CCU… she never cried.. she didn’t mourned …she sat there still remembering all the time he walked away from her.. every thing he ever said .. all the times he hurt her .. and than the way she always conspired to avoid any possible alliance.. the happiness of her mamaji’s face at the mention of her wedding …the worrisome expression when the last alliance got cancelled and his plea an hour back in the hospital … she closed her eyes and a fresh wave of anger hither making her feel the remorse all over again for her actions ..

I am sorry mamaji …Iam really very sorry …

Apne Roothein, ParaayeRoothein

Yaar Roothein Naa..

Khwaab Tootein, WaadeTootein

Dil Yeh Toote Naa..(2x)

Maan stood at the end of the corridor watching her suffer feeling the pain she was going through, he stood there holding on to the wall trying to stop himself from walking ahead for he knew he is no longer the person she would want to see ..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

He stood there standing for next 4 hours while she sat there stoned in the same posture reliving all her mamiji said to her, what she said to him.. she no longer cried, she didn’t felt any emotion related to him anymore other than pain …other than anger ..she was for the first time ever in her life experiencing a fit of anger that drove every action of hers’

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

Later at night Pari came along with her mother and met maan at the corridor

Maan sir thank god aapne bataya geet ka tu number hi off hai subha se none of us at the office knew what is going on ..

Tum akeli aayi ho ?

Nahi maa saath hain she is parking the car

Geet is at the end of the corridor ..go and be with her and …pari don’t tell her ..

G sir ?

And with that he stepped out of the hospital ensuring that ronit was back after his rest hours…

Udte Patangon Mein

Holi Waale Rangon Mein

Jhoomenge Phir Se DonoYaar (2x)

He went home only to have prem run and leap at him …

Chachu …aap kahan thay? Geet aunty ke paas?

Han mien ..

Dadi: Maan geet se mile aap?

G dadi …

Akeli hai na abhi woh..

Nahi pari aur uski mother aagayi thi ..

Acha ek kaam kariye aap prem ko dinner kara k sula dejiye hum dinner le kar hospital jaa rahe hain…

Dadi maa aapne dinner kiya …aap sham tk wahan thi ..aise tu aapki tabiyat kharaab hu jayegi

Hum theek hain maan geet ne subha se kuch nahi khaaya …aap prem ka khayaal rakhiye hum aate hain ..

Theek hai but you have to get back early ..

Waapas To Aaja Yaar

Seene Se Laga Ja Yaar

Dil To Huye Hai Zaar-Zaar

Maan tucked in prem in the duvet ensuring he is fast asleep and dialed to ronit ..

Ronit dadi abhi wahan hain ?

Nahi sir she just left 10 min back ..

Geet akeli hai

Nahi aditya aur kuch office k log hain abhi unke saath ..

Ok …

He than dialed to Tanmay’s doctor …asking for the time of surgery tomorrow.

Ho..Apne Roothein,Paraaye Roothein

Yaar Roothein Naa..

Khwaab Tootein, WaadeTootein

Dil Yeh Toote Naa..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

Maan reached back hospital at mid night and walked towards the cafeteria to meet adi ..

Adi tum yahan ho tu geet ke saath kuan hai ..

Sir wohh romeo and rohan dono hain wahan ..

Theek hai wohh ..

G ..dinner tu pari aur dadi maa ne zabardasti karwaya tha ..but kuch ziada baat hi nahi kar rahi ..

Hmm ..

Tum log chaho tu jaa sakte ho ab kaafi raat hugayi hai its almost 12:30 now

Sir mien yahan sirf aapki call ki waja se nahi aaya tha ..geet meri dost hai aur mien apne dost ko aise akele nahi chorta kabhi bhi ..

Maan placed a hand on adi’s shoulder in respect and looked away ..while he received the coffee cups from the server..

Sir chaliye saath chalte hain ..

Maan looked down in remorse .. reliving the moment when geet asked him to leave and shook his head gasping for air as even the memory made him chock on his emotions ..

Nahi tum jao ..

Sir kuch hua hai kya geet bhi buhat chup hai …aur apne humien mana kiya usko batane se ..

Kuch nahi adi… tum log ho wahan uske paas ..dost ho uske …meri …meri zarorat nahi us’se …

Adi walked away realizing he is not going to tell him anything wishing for these love bird to find a way back to each other ..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

Geet refused to have coffee and made all three of them leave since it was a working day the next day while maan mentally reprimanded her for being so stubborn …cursing himself for being the reason of this distance between them.. has he not done all that he has he would have been able to walk up to her and take her in his embrace tell her everything is going to be fine … but he with his own hands lost that right…

Reh Bhi Na Paaye Yaar

Seh Bhi Na Paaye Yaar

Behti Hi Jaaye Dastaan(2x)

Umra Bhar Ka Intezaar

Ik Pal Bhi Na Karaar

Ungli Pe NachaayeDastaan

And so he stayed there the whole night at the end of the same corridor watching her doze off on thehard metal bench wanting to sit by her side to give her the comfort of his arm to sleep on but not being able to so .. he could do nothing but to rot in the fire of guilt …

Ho..Apne Roothein,Paraaye Roothein

Yaar Roothein Naa..

Khwaab Tootein, WaadeTootein

Dil Yeh Toote Naa..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

Roothe To Khuda BhiRoothe

Saath Chhoote Naa..

The morning sun rose to wake him up with a stiff neck from sleeping on the bench He walked away immediately out of sight seeing her mamiji walking in on the corridor with a tiffen in her hand and went home to meet prem …he dropped prem school and went back to the hospital …straight towards the doctors cabin where he almost walked on geet having a discussion with him but stopped at the door and stepped back seeing her sitting in there

Ms. Geet aap bilkul fiqr mat kejiye Dr. Goyal is the best heart surgeon of India ..your father isin safe hands ..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

The surgery went well and everyone fell into a pattern for the next one week Gayatri singh stayed with tanmay in the hospital from early morning while geet joins her in the late afternoon with lunch to stay until morning so did maan unknown to geet and dadi maa after getting done with important office meetings. Dadi maa visits them every day in the afternoon,while pari came directly from the office and leaves only when adi and romeo arrives in the night. And they only leave the hospital when maan reaches thereafter tending to prem. Geet was never to be left alone …she even got romeo toget her laptop and worked while being in the office .. her escape from falling in the deep pit of her thoughts ..!!

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

O Allah Waariyan

O Main To Haariyan

O Tooti Yaariyan MilaDe Oye..

Aa....

**^^**

A week After ..

It was mid afternoon when geet woke up as usual with a heavy head and aching body but relaxed aftera long time, the doctors were all happy with mamaji’s progress and after today’s test results he will be discharged …a smile adorned her face and she got up to get her chores done after shooting a quick prayer to her Babaji …

She was packing the lunch when her she saw the clock and picked her mobile to dail the call and was greeted with the ever so enthusiastic child across the line ..

Hello geet aunty ..

Hi prem.. kaisa hai mera bacha ? how was school big guy ..test kaisa hua science ka? And lunch finish kiya ?

Oh ho aap humesha ek saath itne sawaal pouchte ho ek dum express train ki tarha ..

Geet smiled and then the next moment a voice echoed in her brain ..*Miss Hoshyarpur express apnispeed ko thora kum karo tu hi to koi tumhain jawaab dega*

Geet aunty …helloooo

Han ..sorry prem ..

Lo mene itna sab bola aapne suna hi nahi..

Nahi prem wohh bas ..

Acha chalo mien dobara batata hoon.. mera test acha hua ..mene lunch poora finish kiya dadi maa ne aaj pasta diya tha and mien aapko buhaat miss kar raha hoon .. please mien aapse milne aaon aaj ?? please

Prem mien bhi aapko buhat miss kar rahi hoon but bache hospital nahi aate tu aap ..//

Tu hum last time ki tarha hospital k bahar mil lenge ..

Nahi ..mamaji ab better hain hopefully kal subha discharge hujayenge phir hum milenge

Okie (in a sad tone)

Acha yeh batao kal maths ka test hai na .. preparation ki?

Han aaj kal tu batahai chachu roz office se jaldi aake meri preparation kara dete hain aur aapko pata hai na maths is easy pizzy ..

Hmm .. acha mien ab rakhti hoon ..ghar aane waala huga na aapka bhi ..aap jao aur dadi maa ko tang nahi karna ..okie

Okie bye geet aunty love you ..muhaazzz

Bye prem love youtoo..

The line went dead and left geet wondering if she will ever be able to get that man out of her mind..its been a week since she hasn’t met him ..she should have been fine ..thats what she wanted ..that is what she asked him to do ..but even then every second she feels him …every time she turns she has an instinct that he is there with her ..

Ajeeb hai fitratmareez e ishq ki

Sukoon ki dua bhi kartehain

Aur dawa se parhaizbhi

Unke paas rehna nahi

Door bhi jaa nahipaate

Jhagar’te hain har palmagar phir bhi

Har aahat pe nazrienuthti hain

Umeed e dil e ranjeedaki

Wohh jaakar bhi dil sekyun door nahi jaate ..

Geet closed her eyes feeling the hurt when she walked away from him all over again a tear droppedfrom the corner of her eyes and she wipped it away angrily ..exhaled and prepared to steal herself again ..ready to face her mamaji and mamiji again with a smile that never went away ..

**^^**

Pari came to visit her at night as per her usual schedule but this time mamaji was taken to get the cardio test done and so geet went down to drop pari ..

Geet: Message me when you reach home ..

Pari: Yes ma’am ..aur tum bhi dinner kar lena ..

Geet: karlungi ..bye

Pari: Bye take care

Pari drove off in her car when geet noticed a familiar vehicle parked in the parking .. not just one but two ..the black BMW with the same number plate she went near the car but could she really mistake in recognizing a vehicle she saw daily for 5 years now… while she was standing there trying to grasp the situation when someone tapped on hr shoulder making her jerk in shock ..

Wohoo ..relax geet ma’am hum hian

Romeo ..adi sir ..!!

Geet sab theek hai tum pareshan ho …aur yahan kya kar rahi ho ..

Nahi wohh mien bas ..

Pari ma’am ko drop karne aayi thi ?

Han ..(she continued seeing that car and then immediately turned) .. par tumhain kaise pata pariyahan thi ..

Umm ..woh

Geet pari roz aati hai yahan and almost har ro hi hum usko milte hain tu iss hi liye ..yeh choro tum batao yahan kya kar rahi ho

Nahi bas pari ko hi see off karne aayi thi ..chalien upar chalte hain ..

**^^**

PRECAP HOLDS

Maan trying to be the invisible support of Geet. Can’t blame both but the situation isn’t nice. I wish Geet will realise maan’s care and insecurities 

Geet has been going through a lot. She is depressed but she has many people who cares for her. Finally doctor told that her mamaji is fine. Geet is relieved. . maan is also suffering and still unable to tell geet about his feelings. Waiting for next dear