I somewhat get what you feel like, I had a friend who was half-Manipuri and Half-English, she attracted attention whereever se went. But she'd tell me how alienated she'd feel inspite of all the positive attention.
She was in Britain for a few years - did part of her schooling there, where people used to go like "you dont look British, your eyes are chinky" , "you dont look Indian at all!"...and when she'd come back to Manipur, people'd go like "your eyes are too big" . So, she'd always feel alienated inspite of all the attention - she looked really beautiful and had an innocent bubbly personality.. but she'd never be recieved as 'apna' in either of her communities or so she said/felt.
So, it's alright... people will look differently, at everyone... in my state, all the north-east girls ARE looked differently. It's something very natural, it's just the way human minds are... if a person looks different, people are basically amused, yet still look at them differently(both positively and negatively)... Take it as something which only you own 😎 ...please dont feel bad because of this, it's an opportunity for you, and ONLY you, to study the human psyche ;) ...the last thing a person could do is be bothered by what another person(outside family) says/thinks/feels :) they're just humans, dont feel bad.. 😆
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