I thought i was done shedding tears but...

When i heard the news of Paro dying, i was like ok I'm not gonna watch this show for a while as the CVs will be showing a week or so full of crying. I got the courage from somewhere and watched that horrible epi and to my surprise, everything wz over in an epi! Like seriously!? I was happy that the CVs didnt drag the whole death scene and found it very "unique".
I thought i was done shedding tears, but nooo! The God damn CVs will continue torturing me by showing PaRud scenes as Rudra's flashbacks! CVs you killed Paro! Enough with her! You wanted a new fresh start, right!? Then why the hell are you keep showing me PaRud scenes! I know it is required for the story to move on but i just cant handle it anymore!
I'll be honest here. I cried more while watching Friday' epi than i cried while watching Wednesday's epi. Yes, i didnt cry as much when Paro died as much as i did when Rudra was having those flashbacks of Paro. As much as i miss and love her, I just wish the CVs could move on the story without showing us Paro...

No, I actually want to see the FBs else it will make Rudra and the Ranawats look very fickle, very shallow