Sunara I posted this earlier...just pasting.
Paro is caught between her head and her heart, both giving her conflicting signals.
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Paro doesn't blame Rudra for his past.
She has emotionally hit rock bottom since the show started. .
She was never insecure even in the hate marriage because she was sure of her love and faith.
She was seeing small acts of care from him, she saw him smile, change.
With Laila's entry she is highly insecure, not about Laila but about herself.
She is angry at herself, feeling humiliated, sad.
She is so shaken that the promise to Bholenath does not even figure.
The core of her belief system is shaken and for the first time her faith is not giving her answers.
So she is turning to the object of her being, Rudra.
She want answers from him to help her, guide her.
She can handle Laila but not her own questions and doubts, which will not go away even if Laila does.
Laila is inconsequential and insignificant in her scheme of things right now.
Paro
has been Rudra's strength when he was at his lowest point, when he lost
his job and his mother's abandonment was coming back to haunt him. She
held him , told him it would be ok.
She took responsibility to get his job restored.
Today Paro is at her lowest point. She is insecure, jealous, scared, and feeling humiliated.
It's
now Rudra's turn to step in for her not just in action and through his
eyes, but also through his words. She needs his assurance. Actions
are important, but for a woman words are just as important...especially
when the woman in question is hurting and insecure.
Paro restored Rudra's dignity and honor once
Today it's Rudra's turn to restore Paro's heart.
