Yesterday, was the most anticipated episode of RR, I finished reading the LUs and watch it online thereafter and come to post my emotions on IF to realise that Newbies are not allowed more than 10 posts in 24 hrs!! Cant tell u how crestfallen i was...never felt so desparate recently! All of my favourite writers and others were making fabulous posts and i was so helpless not able to comment anywhere! I couldnt share my joy with Paro or extend my support to Rudra for his deparation...honestly it killed me! Atleast it gave me sometime to find the right words, for i was left speechless after the episode!
Paro stole yesterday's show with her child like innocence and earnest dialogues, And Sanaya did a fabulous job of bring it all to life. But Ashish i guess had the tougher job expressing in nuances each emotion...switching from desparation of losing Paro, trying to hide his feelings for her, the pride and glory of receiving the medal, pain of losing his soldiers, gratitude to aman, subtle joy at seeing Paro at the venue (he looked like he was in a dream when he walked down the steps) irritation realising she was upto something in public, shock at her relevation about the doll connection...(he had a hard time pulling his hand back from the doll/her), then to profound disbelief at her proposal slowly giving away to anger and embarassment at the public humiliation. After moving into the room also, he was trying so hard...to make her understand her folly, that it was all child's imagination, nothing more, only to be stumped by her counter arguments each time with the mother of relevations that she had lost her heart to him!! To top it all, the superior calls him to say his pressure tactics were backfiring and the only damage control was in his hands. Ashish brought all emotions in minute details with exceptional expertise...! It was no small task...Bow to u Ashish-sa!
Coming back to Paro...she did what she always does! Wait for her Bholenath's sign and go by what she thinks is the right action...there is no turning back after that. I still think it is a form of love, not the one we are familiar with, which develops slowly thru sight and touch, but a divine form, where u have to be so pure at heart to recognise and attach urself to ur soulmate, unconditionally. She is trying to make him understand what she has seen, but is not offended by his stance. She pursues, knows that he is flawed and understands that he needs time to get there. And the character of Rudra, with his 'khubsoorat aurat' syndrome is at the other end, he has layers and layers...all shades of grey and black.
So we still cannot consider this a regualr love story between a rough guy and a lovely girl, bcos they are still a long way from there. Paro has accepted him as her pathi, to see him in a worldly meaning of it, she also needs time. For that Rudra has to accept her and he has to awaken the woman in her. And this is where RR is different from the regular stories, CVs stick to what you are showing us! We dont care for logic, we are loving this! People who dont like this...are expecting characters to behave the way they would like to! These are your creations and u have stuck to the storyline till now! Keep it up! Dont fall under pressure! Like I said, to keep up the expectations of the majority for such a highly anticipated episode is no small work!
Coming to the other characters... i am liking that idiot Sumer more and more everyday. The Mohini-Sumer duo are rocking! Wonderful actors...both of them! Even Maithili, Samrat, Aman, Kakusa and Sunehri were all in their elements...
Almost time for today! Let me not make too many posts and ruin my chances to comment today!