PART-1
FINALLY AFTER A LONG WAIT AND A SERIES OF HOPES AND FERAS RESULT GOT OUT...ANG GUESS WAT I FAILED...I FAILED TO ACQUIRE A POSITION TO GET A SEAT FOR FURTHER STUDIES..
MY LONG LASTING DREAM GOT SHATTERED. THE DREAM FOR WHICH I HAD WORKED DAY AND NIGHT SLEPT A LITTLE AT NIGHT KEPT AWAKE THAT BROKE AND IT MADE ME SHATTERED TO THAT EXTEND I COULD EVER IMAGINE.
AFTER RESULT...
MA:- BETA KYA RAHA RESULT?HUA SELECTION??
ME:- NH MA NH HUA MERA SELECTION..
MA:-OHHH...
MA:- TO AB AAGE KYA SOCHA H KARNE KA???KY AKAROGI MBA YA FIR TRY KAROGI ISI EXAM KA YA DONATION SE SEAT CHAIYE???
ME:- MA I WILL TALK TO U LATER. MUJHE THODA TIME CHIYE SOCHNE K LIYE IS BARE ME ABHI.
KYA BOLU ME MA KO K MA MUJHE YAKEEN NH HO RAHA K AMERA SELECTION NH HUA..KYA BOLU K MERE SARE SAPNE TOOT GAYE...KYA BOLU KUCH TO SAMAJH NH AARAHA H...
JITNE ARMAAN MAINE DEKHE THE WO SAB BIKHAR KAR REH GAYE AUR ME KUCH KAR B NH PAYI DEKHTI REH GAYI BAS...AUR RET KI TARAH MERE SARE SAPNE MERE HATH SE NIKAL GAYE TEET GAYE AUR CHAKNACHOOR HO GAYE..AISA LAGA MANO LIFE RUK SI GAYI HO.
KYA BOLU MA KO K AB MUJHE KUCH KARNE KI ICHCHHA HI NH H
AISA LAG RAHA H K ME BS FAIL HI HOUNGI HAR MOD PAR AB...