Arhi :- stranger turns out not so stranger(part6 updated-pg2)

February and chilly morning, brings chills to my body. Just by thinking kya hoga agar reslts negative raha to'...oh sorry sorry i am Khushi Kumari Gupta. I am a medical student, abhi me yar apne competitive exams k results ka wait kar rahi hu jo aaj declare hone wala h.

Thodi der pehle meri bat meri bahut achi friend se hui Tina' se...use b yahi bol rahi thi yar pata nh kya hoga mera result...agar nahi hua to kya hoga.

On phone

Me: - yar aaj mera result aane wala h

Tina: - ha mujhe pata h

Me:- yar agar selection nh hua to kya hoga...

Tina:- tu chinta mat kar tune mehnat ki h.selection ho jayega tera

Me:- ha par agar nh hua to?

Tina:- tu abhi se aisa sochegi to kaise kam chalega? Tension mat le sab thk hoga tera selection b ho jayega. Acha me abhi rakhti hu appoorv ka phone aane wala h.

(apoorv- Tina ka oh-so-loving boyfriend jiske bare me usne ghar par sabko bta diya h par family me koi ready nh h unke relation k liye...cast problem...u can understand na...i hope yar uncle anty man jaye. They are made for each other)

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I KNOW I AM PATHETIC BUT PLZ BEAR THIS S MY FIRST TIME I AM WRITING ANYTHING...

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part 1- pg 1

part 2- pg 1

part 3- pg 1

english translation- pg 1

part 4- pg 1

part 5- pg 1

note - pg 2

part 6 - pg 2

PART-1

FINALLY AFTER A LONG WAIT AND A SERIES OF HOPES AND FERAS RESULT GOT OUT...ANG GUESS WAT I FAILED...I FAILED  TO ACQUIRE A POSITION TO GET A SEAT FOR FURTHER STUDIES..

MY LONG LASTING DREAM GOT SHATTERED. THE DREAM FOR WHICH I HAD WORKED DAY AND NIGHT SLEPT A LITTLE AT NIGHT KEPT AWAKE THAT BROKE AND IT MADE ME SHATTERED TO THAT EXTEND I COULD EVER IMAGINE.

AFTER RESULT...

MA:- BETA KYA RAHA RESULT?HUA SELECTION??

ME:- NH MA NH HUA MERA SELECTION..

MA:-OHHH...

MA:- TO AB AAGE KYA SOCHA H KARNE KA???KY AKAROGI MBA YA FIR TRY KAROGI ISI EXAM KA YA DONATION SE SEAT CHAIYE???

ME:- MA I WILL TALK TO U LATER. MUJHE THODA TIME CHIYE SOCHNE K LIYE IS BARE ME ABHI.

KYA BOLU ME MA KO K MA MUJHE YAKEEN NH HO RAHA K AMERA SELECTION NH HUA..KYA BOLU K MERE  SARE SAPNE TOOT GAYE...KYA BOLU KUCH TO SAMAJH NH AARAHA H...

JITNE ARMAAN MAINE DEKHE THE WO SAB BIKHAR KAR REH GAYE AUR ME KUCH KAR B NH PAYI DEKHTI REH GAYI BAS...AUR RET KI TARAH MERE SARE SAPNE MERE HATH SE NIKAL GAYE TEET GAYE AUR CHAKNACHOOR HO GAYE..AISA LAGA MANO LIFE RUK SI GAYI HO.

KYA BOLU MA KO K AB MUJHE KUCH KARNE KI ICHCHHA HI NH H

AISA LAG RAHA H K ME BS FAIL HI HOUNGI HAR MOD PAR AB...

                PART-2

AUR YE TO KAM THA ABHI IS PAR LIFE KA EK NEW BLOW SAMNE KHADA THA

FLASHBACK

MA SE BAT KARNE K THODI DER BAD

TINA:- KHUSHI TERA RESULT AAGAYA KYA HUA?

ME:- NH HUA YAR MERA

TINA:- OHHH..

ME:-

ACHA TINA ME BAD ME BAT KARTI HU TUJHSE

TINA:- THIK H. BAD ME BAT KARTE H...CHAL BYE

WO KUCH DIN AISE HI GUJRE. NA KUCH KARNE KA MAN KARTA THA NA KISI SE BAT KARNE KA. MA SE BAT HOTI TO WO YE HI POOCHTI K AAGE KYA KARNA H AUR ME KUCH B JAWAB NH DE PATI...HAR KAR UNHE JAWAB DE HI DIYA K MUJHE THODA TIME CHIYE ABHI SOCHNE K LIYE...

LIFE ME EK FULLSTOP LAG GAYA THA PAR AAS PASS SABKI LIFE CHAL RAHI THI...

HAIRANI KI BAT YE THI K JO FRIENDS JINKI ME HAMESHA HELP KARTI AAYI THI UNKIK JARURAT K TIME PAR AB KISI NE PHONE B NH KIYA ME KAISI HU YE JANNE KI KOSHISH B NH KIAUR ME EK KAMRE ME BAITHI RAHI SOCHTI RAHI BS...

FIR  MA PAPA AUR BEHEN KI TARF DEKHA TO PATA CHALA UNHE MUJHE AISE DEKH KAR BAHUT DUKH HO RAHA H...EK WO LOG HI TO H JO APNE H JAISA ME KEH RAHI HU WAISA KAR RAHE H...GUSSA KAR R AHI HU TO SUN RAHE H BINA KUCH BOLE AUR MERE DUKHI HONE SE KHUD KITNE DUKHI H...

TO DECIDE KIYA K AISE BAITHE REHNE SE KUCH NH HOGA...

should i continue???...

Ok friends as per your wishes i am going to translate my story in English what i had written till now...

I would be very happy if you share your views about my story...both positive and negative feedbacks are welcome and if you find need of improvement in any part or in my writing so please let me know ...

This is a humble request...

So here goes the story...

While waiting for the result February and chilly morning, brings chills to my body, just by thinking what will happen now? Weither my reult would be positive or negative???...oh sorry sorry i forgot to introduce myself...i am Khushi Kumari Gupta. T am a medical student and right now i am waiting for my results which is going to declare today...and i am damn nervous about it.

Just a few minutes before i had talked to my one of the many good friends Tina...even i was saying this to her whether i would be selected or not...

On phone...

Me: - yar today my result is gonna come

Tina: - ya i know

Me:- yar what would i do if will not get selected...

Tina:- don't worry yar you worked hard for it and you will be selected

Me:- ya but if i did not then?

Tina:- y are u thinking negative from now only???don't worry all will be well and you will get selected i am sure of it...yar i got to go apoorv will be calling soon

(apoorv- Tina's oh-so-loving boyfriend. She told her family about their relationship but they are not agreeing...cast problem...u can understand na...i hope yar uncle aunty approves of him. He is really a nice guy. They are made for each other)

PART-1

FINALLY AFTER A LONG WAIT AND A SERIES OF HOPES AND FERAS RESULT GOT OUT...ANG GUESS WAT I FAILED...I FAILED  TO ACQUIRE A POSITION TO GET A SEAT FOR FURTHER STUDIES..

MY LONG LASTING DREAM GOT SHATTERED. THE DREAM FOR WHICH I HAD WORKED DAY AND NIGHT SLEPT A LITTLE AT NIGHT KEPT AWAKE THAT BROKE AND IT MADE ME SHATTERED TO THAT EXTEND I COULD EVER IMAGINE.

AFTER RESULT...

Mom:- BETA what happened? Did u got selected??

ME:- no mom i didn't..i failed..

Mom:-OHHH...

Mom:- so what you decided to do now?will u go for MBA degree or study further to reapply for this exam or want to get a payment seat????

ME:- mom i will talk to u later. I need time to think about this..

What should i tell my mom that i am not able to believe it...that my all dreams got shattered...that this is unbelievable for me...

All my dreams got shattered in front of me and i was unable to do anything...like sand all my dreams and wishes slip off my hand and broke down..i felt as if life for me is stopped at this point. there is nothing left to do further.

What should i tell my mom that i don't want to do anything gnow...i don't feel like doing anything...

I am feeling as if i am going to to loose forever now...

PART-2

As if this was less that life has to give a new blow to me...

FLASHBACK

Sometime after talking to mom

TINA:- KHUSHI your result is out what happened?

ME:-yar i didn't got selected

TINA:- OHHH..

ME:-ok Tina i will talk to u later

TINA:- ok talk to later... BYE

Those days were like this only. I didn't feel like doing anything nor talking to anyone. Mom would always ask my plans for future now and i had no answer for that...later i asked for more time to think about it...

Sentence of my life had got a full stop but people around me were as usual freely flowing...

Strangely all my friends whom i helped in their tough times neither called or contacted me nor tried to know about me...and me i sat in a room with all the burden of my miseries kept crying over it...

Later got a close look towards my mom papa and sister and came to know my this condition is seriously affecting them...they are as sad as i am with me...after all they are the one bearing all my tantrums politely in this stage and are still standing with me now...

So decided i cannot be like this...

Part:_3

And then started a life of show of...on face i was fine happy but inside i was not...i was keeping a mere pretence...

Khushi kumari gupta was fine for the world but struggling inside daily to face the world everyday...

This appearance become more difficult when Tina, one of my very good friends also thought so...might be she was right to think that i am ok but what she told me pulled out earth beneath my feet...

Me:- Tina you are my friend and even u did not called me once and even after result u did not even asked how am i??

Tina:- yar khushi i did not called because i was sad..,,,and by the way you were not at al sad

Me:- what i was not sad? How come u came to this conclusion? And did u think that my hard work of 2 year??

Tina:- yar i meant i was sad... i want a mobile and am not getting a job from past one month

Me:- so yar your mobile problem is more important then my 2 years hard work

Tina:- yar y r u stretching a small thing to this much big?

Me:- small...do u think my 2 years hardwork and its failure should be considered small and it holds less value then your mobole..nyways i will talk to u later...bye...

This was last time we talked...and this was the final blow...

Day and night i kept thinking that my friends thought this about me and kept on crying...

People are selfish i heard now i came across such types...

Whenever i get time i used to sit in a secluded corner of park with my failure and loneliness as only companions...

Some days it was like this only...but as we say their is a sunrise after every dark night...a ray of hope to be precise...

Same thing happened...when khushi kumari gupta met her stranger...

Part-4

arnav pov

oh god this marriages and these celebrations. i don't know why people has to go through all this massacre just to get married. they can simply select a partner suitable for them and have a court wedding and moreover why do you need to get married.
i have to come to Lucknow to attend a cousin's wedding, obviously as my di and nani insisted on this and as u know i can't deny my di and her pouting face anything.
in admist all this the only solace was quite morning walks and workout in colony park.
today also i went to park when i felt a very refreshing hymn in the air..air was so fresh and there was a very new refreshing pleasing fragnance in the air...it was so pleasing that i was compeled to find the source of this smell.
i felt as if i am tied to a rope and my feet automatically dragged themselves towards the source.
as i reached there i was searching frantically for my target.
oh my god first thing i notice are most beautiful hazel orbs containing sea length depth and sadness. what sadness. it bring a frown on my head.
then i notice the cutest nose milky white skin and rose petal perfectly bow shaped lips. what a vision. i just couldn't help but gaze on this serenic beauty with perfect body shape size skin and all. she had all what u name it. one thought came to my mind "god must have took a plenty of time to made this piece of beauty". she is an angel,my angel.
but what is this angels should be happy. they should not be sad.they should be smiling not teary

I felt as if i should throw away whatever sorrows r near my angel and make her happy, make her smile.

Ohh, how beautiful she will look when she will smile.

But when did she become my angel. No, she is not my angel. She can be anybody else's angel.

What anybody else's angel...no no no she cannot be anybody else's angel. She have to be mine just mine angel. She is mine.

But i don't understand why i am feeling like this. What i am feeling? What is this feeling?

Is it love ???? no no it can't be love. There is nothing like love.  And i cannot love a sad angel

Sad

Oh my god my angel is sad.

She should be happy.

As i was thinking this and walking i felt as if somebody came crashing into me. Wow what a smell. We fits each other as if we are perfect fit. I felt as if this is her place.

As i look down i was shocked to find my angel so near me. She look so much more beautiful on close ups. I kept looking in her hazel orbs and kept gazing her.

Time should stop now. I am in heaven.

Part - 5

Khushi  POV

I am fed up with this life, this shattered dream and its pain and loneliness.

I wish there is someone to share my pain and loneliness. In 24 years of my life i had never felt so lonely as i am feeling right now. I have always been independent nut right now i don't know what to do.  It's just like roaming on a road in a dark night with no light around and i have no place to go.

No  matter how much i try to find a solution all roads seemed closed. I am confused and frustrated.

All this was going in my mind wen i was running in the park, the only place where i can be myself and had not to show off to someone or the other.

I had no idea who was in my way and i was running away from all the problems and running as if to never return back. I know this is momentarily but it gives me peace, a solace in myself.

It was when i crashed in what seems like hard wall but not wall, i came to know its a human , a man particularly.

Ohh his chest was hard yet so soft. I felt safe in his embrace. I never want move from there. I felt as if that was my place. Only i have the right to be there. And the musky smell oozing from him was extremely his and so pleasing that it made my senses go high. How would i love to have it near me always.

As i looked on his face to see who he was my eyes got locked with the most pure oceanic deep gorgeous most beautiful true and sincere chocolate brown eyes. I couldn't help but gaze in them.

They are the world's most beautiful pair of eyes i have ever seen or will see in future. They have the capacity to hypnotize anyone just by looking in them.

My heartbeat started to rise to gain its own rhythm. I felt as if i am in heaven, my personal heaven in his arms close to his chest a perfect fit in his embrace as if it was designed like that for me with all my senses filled with his unique musky scent. His softly hard hands wrapped around me to save me from falling. A pure male Adonis sent by gods for me to bear all burdens.

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both didn't knew how many minutes have passed.

neither they were ready to move from each other nor time was moving. they felt as time has stopped. they want it to stop.

but their trance was broken when a passerby accidentally hit arnav's back. that was the end for both of their personal heaven. both didn't want that moment to pass. they felt like they has lived a life in a moment. (ek pal me sari zindagi hi ji li). both were embraced. they were noy able to look into each other eye. but soon reality hit both of them.

khushi arnav : sorry

khushi arnav : its ok

both smiles...(friends our arrogant arnav smiled actually)

arnav (to break the awkwardness) hi.i am arnav

khushi (thinking wow arnav-name is as deep as his eyes) hi.i am khushi. im sorry

arnav : its ok and it was my mistake also.

khushi: its ok.

arnav : i have to go. bye.

khushi's face fell down. but she didn't have any reason to stop him

khushi : bye

now arnav's face fell. he wanted her to stop him but she didn't.

both moved to different directions.

they felt as if they are leaving a vital part of their body behind.

khushi stopped and turned back. she waited for him to turn back and look just once more. but he didn't. disheartdly she start walking again.

just after that arnav stopped and looked back and didn't found khushi looking and start walking back disheartened.

their hearts were calling each other.

both wanted to stop each other.

but both didn't understand why do they want each other so much